康特妮 Courtney!
【灵 异 空 间】
我感觉有人握着我的手 引导着我... I had this sensation of someone taking my hand, guiding me...
我往上看 就见到这光 I looked up and I saw this light.
非常强烈的光 耀眼... The giant wall of light. Brighter...
突然 我觉得我在另一个地方 All of a sudden, I was in a different place.
一股纯粹的力量 Pure energy.
言语无法解释我的经历 I fail to find words that can describe what I experienced.
那一刻 我经历了灵魂出窍 At that point, I had that out-of-body experience.
我记得被向后吸的感觉... I remember a feeling of being sucked backwards,
像被水流拉着 like being pulled through water.
我身不由己 I wasn't having thoughts of my own.
各种信息涌向我 Answers, uh, messages coming through me.
很生动的颜色 以前从未见过的颜色 Colors were so vivid. Colors I've never seen before.
然后我重新回到我的身体 Then I was pushed right back into my body.
我可以从上面看见我的身体 I could actually see my body from above,
它就像没有了生命 like it was lifeless.
我浮在空中... And I was floating up...
一切我以为重要的事... Everything I thought was important was
被爱的感觉淹没 dwarfed by this sense of love.
我能感觉到这股引力... And I could feel this pull,
尝试把我拖进这条黑暗的隧道 a force trying to drag me down this black tunnel.
它会带我到哪里？ Where is it taking me?
我不知道发生什么事 I don't know what's going on.
我想我疯了 I think I'm going crazy.
我看到一些东西 I'm seeing things.
一些我做过的事 Something I did.
抱歉 I'm sorry.
九年后
好啊 劳伦 Hello, Lauren.
你感觉怎么样？ How are you feeling?
凌晨你突然发病 You had a seizure tonight.
你身在三一伊曼纽尔医疗中心 You're at Trinity Emmanuel Medical Center.
劳伦 Lauren,
你知不知道你的心脏停跳了？ do you know that your heart stopped?
你死了几分钟 You were gone for several minutes,
但医疗团队救活了你 but the trauma team brought you back.
你还记得吗？ Do you remember any of that?
比如你感受或看到什么？ If you felt anything, if you saw anything?
你是否曾经失去某人 亲爱的？ Did you lose someone, sweetheart?
她在这里 She's in here.
我们会送你去放射科 你会没事的 We're taking you to Imaging. You'll be okay.
转去五号房 One for transfer in five.
准备好了吗？一 二 三 Ready? One, two, three.
从霍利克罗斯转来 Transfer from Holy Cross.
38岁的建筑工人 从梁上跌下 38-year-old construction worker, fell off a beam.
持续昏迷 GCs6 Persistent coma. GCS 6.
- 我叫实习医生来 - 嗯哼 - I’ll page the resident. - Mmm-hmm.
已经来了 让我来 Already done. I got this.
谁在值班？ Which one of you is in charge here?
是我的病人 It's my intake.
其实 是我在值班 Actually, I’m the one on duty.
我可以的 谢谢你 I got it. I got it. Thank you.
GCS6标准程序 Standard procedure for a GCS 6 admit
需备用两大静脉滴注及地西泮 calls for two large-bore IVs and diazepam on standby.
癫痫药没用 Seizure meds won't do any good.
问题在他的脊柱 不是大脑 Whatever is wrong is in his spinal column, not his brain.
你用了什么治疗方案？ And what medical protocol are you citing?
常规的治疗方案... The protocol of actually living in the real world,
拿着低保的脊椎伤病人没获得诊断 where guys with crappy HMOs go undiagnosed for spinal injuries.
其实他用的是癫痫药 Actually, he's on seizure meds,
这是看他的病历得出的医学判断 which is the medical protocol of reading his chart.
噢 妈的 不 不 不 Oh, shit. No, no, no.
- 妈的 - 嗯... - Shit. - Uh, uh...
怎么了？ What is it?
呼吸衰竭 Respiratory failure.
他可能出血 He might be hemorrhaging.
叫神经外科 宣布紧急事件 准备CT扫描 Page Neurosurgery, call a code, and get CT on standby.
同学们 离开病房 Students, clear the room.
来世日志 来世之谜
嘿 你这是？怎么啦？ Hey. What is it? What's wrong?
知不知道颅区内有 Did you know that there's 12 pairs of nerves
十二对神经线？ just within the cranial area?
是...动眼神经 The, um... The oculomotor,
滑车神经 舌咽神经... the trochlear, the glossopharyngeal, and...
还有其他九个我不记得了 Nine others whose names I cannot remember.
我记不住新的名词 I cannot absorb any more terminology.
我手臂上有红疹 我睡不着 I have, like, a rash on my arm. I can't sleep.
你知道吗 我妈把 You know, my mother invested
毕生储蓄花在我的教育上 her entire life savings into my education.
走吧 Come on.
走吧 今晚够辛苦了 Come on, that's enough suffering for one night.
我们走吧 好吗？ Let's get out of here. Yeah?
好冷 It's cold.
我们以前是朋友 对吗？ We used to be friends, right?
- 这是... - 我们大一 - What is... - Like, our first year,
上课时候坐一起 when we would sit together at lecture.
- 你忘了？- 嗯 - Remember? - Mmm.
我们去跑步和买咖啡 And w&d, like, go running and get coffee.
一起出去 一起做事 Hang out. Do stuff.
但我们还是朋友 We're still friends, though.
不 我们不谈心了 No, we don't talk.
我们只是工作和竞争关系 We just work and... And compete.
谁最快诊断出贝尔氏麻痹？ Who's the fastest to make a diagnosis of Bell's palsy?
快回答 安定药的七大副作用是什么？ Quick, what's the seven side effects of Ativan?
你知道吗 上周有一个大二学生自杀了 You know, just last week, a second-year committed suicide.
康特 你将是出色的医生 God, Court, you're gonna be such a good doctor.
学医对你来说很简单 Medicine just, like, comes easy to you.
我想有个办法我们可以花更多时间一起 You know, I think there's a way that we could spend more time together.
- 怎么说？- 我在想 - What do you mean? - Well, I'm just wondering
也许你能帮我点小忙 比如 if you'd help me on this little, like,
我一直在做的课外项目 extracurricular project I've been working on.
嗯... 只是我们... Uh...We just...
十天后要进行神经科考试 We have neuro shelf exams in, like, 10 days.
我觉得我会不及格 I don't really feel like I'm gonna make it.
“噢 一旦考完解剖学大考 就是美好的假期” Oh, Once One Takes The Anatomy Final, Very Good Vacations Are Heavenly.
- 什么？- 这是一个助记词 - What? Oh. - It’s a mnemonic phrase.
用它来记十二颅神经 You use it to remember the 12 cranial nerves.
- 是的 - 谢谢 - Yeah. - Ah.Thank you.
别客气 You're welcome.
但我真的希望你能帮忙 But, yeah, I’m... I really would love your help.
也许吧 Maybe.
嘿 Hey.
里面是什么？ What's in those?
第一个是矿泉水加阿德雷 First one's Mountain Dew laced with Adderall.
另一个是浓缩咖啡 Other's a chaser of espressos.
- 加一起能引发心脏病 - 嘿 杰米 - Together, it's a liquid heart attack. - Hey, Jamie.
天啊 Oh, Jesus.
嘿 Hey.
“嘿 杰米” 昨晚你去了哪里？ "Hey, Jamie." Where were you last night?
你眼神看起来很疲惫 Your eyes are still dilated.
二十五岁女性 昨晚进院 25-year-old female, admitted last night.
抱怨自己左边麻痹 恶心 呕吐 Complaining of numbness on left side, nausea, vomiting.
有没有身体检查报告结果？ Anything of note from the physical exam?
左右眼颜色不同 Sees the color red differently
外加口腔溃疡 between left and right eye, and oral ulcers.
苏菲 我们该做什么检查？ Sophia, what test should we run?
腰椎穿刺 然后脑部磁共振扫描 A lumbar puncture, then MRI of the brain.
可以 但颠倒顺序 先扫描 后穿刺 Fine, but reverse the order. Images first, then procedure.
初步诊断 布莱德 Preliminary diagnosis, Brad.
- 垂体囊肿？- 不 - Pituitary cyst? - No.
杰米 Jamie.
嗯... Uh...
杰基 Jackie.
- 中风？- 天啊 - Um, stroke? - My God.
你们必须比这做得更好 You need to do better than this.
所有人 All of you.
你们认为现今社会上最多的年龄层的人是哪些？ What do you think the largest age demographic is in our society today?
是你们 You.
二十多岁的年轻人 就是说 Young adults in their 20s, which means
至少有一千人在等着 that there are at least 1,000 people waiting
接替你们的位置 to take your spot.
还有 我们不是在培养私人保健医生 And we are not in the business of training country club doctors,
也不浪费时间在 nor do we waste our time on students who think
得过且过的学生身上 that they can skate by doing the least work necessary.
我们要培养能鞭策自己的学生 We are here to educate students who push themselves,
那些有创新精神 those who are capable of making new discoveries
能真正促进人类进步的人 and actually move the dial on human knowledge.
那些认为要求太高的 And for those of you who think that's too much,
你应该走人 then you should leave.
我说的是现在 And by that, I mean now.
玛洛 如果我告诉你 Marlo, if I were to tell you
病人的家族来自地中海... that the patient's family background was Mediterranean,
例如希腊或土耳其 诊断结果会是什么？ i.e., Greek or Turkish, what would the diagnosis be?
我想你不可能在笔记里找到 I don't think you'll find it in your notebook.
这是贝切特氏病 It's Behcet's disease.
谢谢你 雷 Thank you, Ray.
继续 Moving on.
你为何从事这个？ Why are you working this event?
你是有钱人的孩子 你睡在游艇上 You're a trust-fund kid. You sleep on a sailboat.
是的 但我一直很想认识 Yeah, but there's this really hot caterer
- 性感的餐饮负责人- 啊 - I’ve been trying to meet. - Ah.
看那些老医生和他们的白葡萄酒 Look at all these stodgy old docs with their white wine
以及高尔夫球 and their golf games.
我不觉得那么差劲 I don't think it's such a bad life.
我不知道你怎么想... I don't know about you,
但我肯定不会在接下来的40年里做前列腺检查 but I'm certainly not gonna spend the next 40 years doing prostate exams.
已经没人在努力 No one pays their dues anymore.
如今的人只想创业 Our generation, it's all about entrepreneurship.
是吗 你打算做什么？ Yeah, so what are you gonna do?
我会去洛杉矶 I'm going to LA.
看这张脸 Look at this face.
我将成为医学界名人 安德森·库拍 I'm gonna be the Anderson Cooper of celebrity medicine.
好的 Okay.
“嗨 妈 这是我的下午菜” “Oh, hi, Mom. It’s my afternoon check-in.”
很有趣 很棒 That's funny. Cool. Okay.
你也知道现在我奈何不了她 You know there's nothing I can do about her right now.
她真的为了监视你而搬来？ Did she really move here just to keep tabs on you?
嗯哼 Mmm- hmm.
嘿 别这样 我要走了 Hey, come on, look.
- 我喝够了 - 好的 - My station is full. - Okay.
你太落伍了 You're so behind.
好 先生 我会给你做睾丸检查 Okay, sir, got to give you a testicular exam.
- 很快就好 - 什么？不 - Should just take a minute. - What? No.
- 不好意思 - 等等 等一下 - Excuse the reach. - Wait a... Wait a minute!
我也不想的 I don't enjoy it either.
闭上眼想象我是美女 Just close your eyes and pretend I'm the candy-stripe girl.
什么？走开 离我远点 What? Get, get the hell off of me!
别这样 Hold on.
- 森迪 美女 - 喔 喔 走开... - Candy- stripe girl. - Whoa, whoa! Get...
- 不 等一下 - 住手 你在干什么？ - No, wait a minute. - Stop! What are you doing?
他不需要做睾丸检查 He doesn't need a testicular exam.
他不需要？ He doesn't?
你再过来 我会杀了你 Come near me again, and I'm killing you.
也许我搞错了 You know, I think I got mixed up.
这里要求给 It says here the resident wanted
那人做神经测试 不是睾丸检查 a neural test for that guy, not a testicular exam.
我无法想象你是怎么把信息搞错的 I can't imagine how I passed the wrong information to you.
很好笑 Very funny.
雷有时真欠揍 你们知道吗？ Ray can be a real dick sometimes. You guys notice that?
我想他很吸引人 I think he's intriguing.
走吧 各位 今天没午休时间了 Let's go, people. No lunch break today.
所有床位满了 急救室也有待诊病人在等着 Every bed in the unit is full, and we got referrals waiting in the ER.
快去做下午的事 Get moving on afternoon rounds.
抱歉 Excuse me.
你今晚有约吗？ Do you have plans tonight?
大一有一个派对 First-years are having a wingding.
我对酒和音乐没什么兴趣 Dorm punch and a deejay, but I'm not above it.
我等不及轮岗到麻醉科了 I can't wait for the anesthesia rotation.
那些家伙有机会弄到最好的药物 Those guys have access to the best drugs.
找这个？ Looking for this?
是的 Hell yeah.
我有床边找到的 I found it on my nightstand.
待会见 See you later.
大二生不知羞耻 These second-years have no tact,
在我同事面前那样对我 coming up to me like that in front of my colleague.
我们是同事吧？ Yeah, we're colleagues, aren't we?
我的意思是 我们一起开心 I mean, we have fun together.
是 可以那么说 Yeah, kinda.
待会要不要和我去开心？ Do you want to have fun with me later?
康特妮·霍姆斯 和你聊这个 Courtney Holmes, I am mildly surprised
让我非常惊讶 to be having this conversation with you.
但我接受 But offer accepted.
今晚 地下室 C层 Midnight, basement, sub level C.
你要在地下室见面？ You want to meet me in the basement?
C层 旧建筑物下面 Sublevel C, underneath the old building.
坐送货电梯 And take the service elevator,
那里没有监控 'cause it doesn't have surveillance cameras.
好的 好主意 Yeah. Good idea.
不 No.
天啊 Jesus!
你迟了 You're late.
我们在这里做什么？ What are we doing down here?
来吧 我们没什么时间 Come on, we don't have much time.
好了 康特妮 怎么回事？ Okay, Courtney, what's going on?
太晚了 我应该在学习 It's past midnight. I should be studying.
快到了 好吗？ We're almost there, okay?
禁区 仅限授权人员
这是怎么回事？ What is all of this?
他们在五年前建的 They put this in five years ago.
在灾害或停电时使用 In case of a natural disaster, loss of power.
功能完善的医院 但这些从未用过 It's a fully functioning hospital, and it never gets used.
喔 Whoa.
康特 你到底想干什么？ Urn, Court, what exactly are you up to?
- 嗯... - 喔 - Um... - Wow.
你们两 Two of you.
杰米 你怎么在这？ Jamie, what are you doing here?
她也没提过你 好吗？ Uh, she didn’t tell me about you either, okay?
但我不介意来个3P But, I'm open to a three-way.
闭嘴 Ew. Shut up.
什么？ What?
我喜欢 Oh, I like it!
扫描仪 相机 我们选的床 Scanners, cameras, our choice of beds.
- 我们可以尽情地叫 - 康特妮 这是怎么回事？ - We can be as loud as we want. - Courtney, what's going on?
我也请他来帮忙 他可能误会了 I asked for his help, too. He probably misinterpreted.
哦...你是说我们不是上床？ Oh. Oh, You mean we're not getting it on?
等等 你说什么？ Wait, what are you talking about?
我一直在找负责着 I've been searching for the region of the brain
濒死感知的大脑区域 that is responsible for near-death experiences.
这些是死在 And these are postmortem scans
这医院的病人死后扫描的 of patients that have died in this hospital.
那要怎样你才会 Is there any circumstance under which
- 和我做爱？- 天啊 省省吧 - you'd have sex with me? - God, stop.
听着 如果大脑只是个器官 Look, if the brain is just another organ,
为何在临死一刻 why doesn’t it just go dark and... And shut off
仍然在运作？ at the moment of death?
为何会有漂浮感？ You know, why the floating?
为何有白光？ Why the white light?
为何有这些感觉？ Why the sense of well-being?
我的意思是 那是什么样的经历？ I mean, what is that experience?
是否是化学反应？或其他什么的？ Is it chemical, or is it something else?
我们是否能如检验脑溢血一样检验那些过程？ Can we map that process the way we map a seizure?
如果我们真的可以记录死后会发生什么呢？ What if we could actually document what happens to us after we die?
什么意思？ What do you mean?
没事发生 我们死了 Nothing happens. We're dead.
但如果我们证明不是那样呢？ What if we could prove otherwise?
你能想像你会得到什么机会吗？ Can you imagine the residency offers you would get?
还有 忘了奥兹医生 And forget about Dr. Oz.
你将是世界上第一个研究来世的专家 I mean, you would be the world's first specialist in the afterlife.
好 引起我的兴趣了 Okay, you got my attention.
拜托 这不是科学 Oh, come on. This isn’t science.
这是伪科学 This is pseudoscience.
也许是 也许不是 Well, maybe. Maybe not.
但唯一找出答案的方法就是自己去体验 But the only way to find out is to see for ourselves.
所以我要你们停止我的心跳 So I would like you both to stop my heart.
我会在成像扫描仪里面 Look, I'll be in the imaging scanner.
它将实时拍摄我脑部血液供应情况 It will take real-time pictures of my brain's hemodynamic activity.
- 嗯... - 等一分钟后 - Um... - You give it one minute,
救活我 and then you bring me back.
等等 你认真的？ Wait, you’re serious?
- 停止你的心跳 - 这是异丙酚（麻醉药） - Stop your heart? - This is propofol.
50毫克就足够让我晕过去 Fifty milligrams will knock me out.
我被冷被单包着 I'll be wrapped in a cooling blanket,
体温降到30摄氏度 bringing my core body temperature down to 86 degrees.
一旦出现这种情况 And once that happens,
你用除颤器电击停止我的心跳 you administer a defibrillator shock to stop my heart.
等等 Wait a sec.
我已签了免责声明 在我包里 Look, I've signed a release. It's in my bag.
你们不用承担任何责任 It absolves you both of any responsibility.
康特妮 想想你现在说的话 Courtney, think about what you're saying right now.
如果她疯得够胆尝试 我们有什么理由阻止她？ Hey. Look, if she's insane enough to try it, who are we to stop her?
- 嗯... - 听着 我还年轻 好吗？ - Um... - Look, I’m young, okay?
我健康状况很好 I’m in excellent health.
你们都接受过急诊医学的培训 You're both trained in emergency medicine.
因此让我复活应该 So reviving me should be
是很简单的事 very straightforward.
听着 现在12：18分了 Look, it's 12:18 now.
我已查过这里的安保人员 I've checked the schedules for security down here
和保洁人员工作时间表 and cleaning crews.
我们大约有45分钟 所以该开始了 We have about 45 minutes, so we should probably get going.
什么？真疯狂 不 我不要加入 What? This is crazy. No, count me out of this.
我不会帮你自杀 I am not helping you kill yourself.
那你可以守门确保没人进来 Well, then you can stand by the door and make sure nobody comes in.
好吧 记得扫描里有磁铁 Okay, remember, there's a magnet in the scanner,
别带钥匙或金属进去 so no keys or metal in the room.
我们知道怎么做 Look, we've got it.
等等 杰米 万一我们救不活她呢？ Wait, Jamie, what if you can't bring her back?
那我们烧了她尸体 制造不在场证据 Then we burn her body, work out our alibi,
装作没事发生过 and pretend like nothing happened.
但要确保扫描仪再记录 And make sure that the scanner's recording,
不然这整件事是白费了 because if not, then this whole exercise is pointless.
我们可以开始了 We're good to go.
请重复我的复苏程序 Repeat back to me the resuscitation procedure.
你一死了 我会运行扫描仪 Uh, as soon as you’re dead, I’ll run the scanner.
60秒后 我会开热毯 At 60 seconds, I'll start pulling you out
让你活过来 by switching to the heating blanket.
当你体温回到33.8摄氏度时 我开始心肺复苏 When your core temp's back up to 93 degrees, I'll start CPR.
有外延和除颤的急救车待命 Crash cart is standing by with the epi and the defib.
等等...喂？脑损伤 你会脑损伤的 Wait... Hello? Brain damage. You’ll get brain damage.
你及时让我复活就不会 Not if you resuscitate me in time.
脑细胞可在无氧的情况下可存活至少四分钟 Brain cells can survive without oxygen for at least four minutes.
好的 Okay.
现在你可以告诉我们一切只是开玩笑 Now is the point where you say it's all a joke.
好 帮我盖上毯子 Okay, put the blanket on me.
杰米 看她 拜托 她很害怕 Jamie, look at her. Come on, she's terrified.
这只是我身体的自然反应而已 It's just my body's natural survival instincts.
我预料到这样 我会尝试控制它的 I anticipated this. I'm trying to block it out.
好 Okay.
现在 我杀了你 And now I kill you.
拜托 你们会被退学 你们会坐牢 Come on, you'll both get expelled. You'll go to prison.
如果你告诉别人的话 Only if you blab about it.
好 我们真的要做了 Okay. We're really doing this.
嗯... Uh...
待会见 Uh, see you later.
她已不省人事 She's out.
嗯 体温下降中 Uh, body temp’s dropping.
好 这样吧 杰米 我们到此为止 好吗？ Okay, look, Jamie, we can stop right here, okay?
让她醒过来 She sleeps it off, wakes up,
我们假装按他要求的做了 and we just pretend that we followed through with it.
如果你不敢做 就别看 If you can't handle this, then look away.
好吧 杰米 我走开 Fine. Yeah, Jamie, I'll just leave!
- 充电200 - 拜托 这是错的 - Charging 200. - Come on! This is wrong!
- 你不是要走吗？- 你这是在谋杀 - Weren't you leaving? - You're murdering somebody!
是的 今晚我也许不该出门 Yeah, I probably should've stayed in tonight.
电击 Clear!
天啊 Oh, my God.
- 她...她... - 死了 - She’s... She’s... - Dead.
我认为 I think.
倒数60秒 Counting off 60 seconds.
你能不能看到脑部活动？ Do you see any brain activity?
嗯... Urn...
有事发生 我不确定是什么 I mean, something’s going on, I’m not really sure what.
它在记录吗？ It's recording, isn't it?
是的 Yeah. Yeah.
49 50... Fourty- nine, Fifty...
51 52 53... Fifty- one, Fifty- two, - Fifty- three...
54 55 56 57... Fifty- four, Fifty- five, Fifty- six ,Fifty- seven...
58 59 fifty- eight, fifty- nine,
- 60秒 - 救活她 - sixty seconds. - Get her out.
好了 好了 好了 Okay. Okay. Okay.
被单热起来了 Blanket's warming.
- 她的体温到多少了？- 没关系 快啊 - What's her temp need to get to again? - Doesn't matter. Hurry up.
冷静 Calm down.
- 电击200 - 等等 - Charge 200. - Wait!
电击 Clear!
它...没用 It’s... It’s not working.
当然没用 Of course it isn't.
没有心律电击就没用 Paddles are useless without a heart rhythm.
你没听她说？ Didn't you listen to her?
我打算记录一切... Yeah, I was gonna write down all the steps...
走开 快走 Move! Just move.
走开 Move!
救命 快来地下室C层 快
我们准备核磁共振了... 嘿 Did we order an MRI on... Hey.
- 等等 你在做什么？- 我... - Wait, what are you doing? - I...
不 不 她需要肾上腺素 No, she needs an epi.
什么？ Huh?
静脉注射 笨蛋 天啊 已装好了 IV, you moron. God, it’s already set up.
把药放进去 Just push the drug into the goddamn arm!
冷静点 我可以的 Calm down! I got this.
天啊 God.
没用 试试其他的 It's not working. Try something else!
没有其他的 There is nothing else.
那么 我... Well, I...
搞什么？ What the fuck?
这是个实验 It was an experiment.
她要我们停止她的心跳 但我们救不活她了 She had us stop her heart, and we can't get her back.
- 她死了多久？- 不知道 几分钟吧 - How long has she been out? - I don't know, a couple of minutes.
听着 我们试试电击棒 Look, I say we try the paddles.
不不 等等 放下 No, no! Wait! Put them down.
我...停下 停下 I... Stop, stop.
代替索菲亚做胸部按压 Take over for Sophia on the chest compressions.
大力点 必要的话爬在她上面 Do them much harder, get on top of her if it helps.
索菲亚 把冷却毯放在上面 她太热 Sophia, put that cooling blanket on. She's too warm.
然后将除颤器一直充电到360备用 Then charge the defib all the way to 360 and stand by.
一直到杰米和我给让你操作心跳 As soon as Jamie and I get you a heartbeat,
就算很弱... 都要把充满电的电击棒 however fluttering, you put those paddles on her
放在她身上 and give her full power.
毯子 快 The blanket. Come on.
注射更多肾上腺素 Got to push a lot more epi than what you've been doing.
别停下来 别停 继续 Don't stop. Don't stop. Keep going.
好 All right.
加油 考特尼 Come on, Courtney.
她缺氧了 She's hypoxic.
我们需要给她插管 We need to intubate.
好吗？快 All right? Go!
把它拿掉 Let's get it off.
帮我 Help me.
装阀面罩 BVM.
好 All right.
快快快 Go, go, go, go.
电击 Clear!
康特妮 你能听到吗？ Courtney, can you hear me?
你疯了 知道吗？ You're crazy, you know that?
- 你打给雷？- 你能够做什么？ - You called Ray? - Were you getting it done?
有人告诉我发生什么事了吗？ Does somebody want to fill me in here?
嗯 它发生得很慢 Mmm, it happened very gently.
就好像一个解脱 Like, almost like an untethering.
并且... 并且我... 我浮上天花板 And... And I... I floated to the ceiling.
我可以看见我的身体 我可以看见苏菲亚和杰米 I could see my body. I could see Sophia and Jamie.
我可以看见医院的屋顶 And then I could see the roof of the hospital.
而我从未去过上面 And I've never been up there.
你如何解释这个？ How do you explain that?
我无法解释 I can't explain it.
你生我们的气吗？ Are you mad at us?
我不知道怎么说 I don't know what to think
除了你们真笨以外 other than you're all pretty stupid.
她还活着真幸运 She's lucky to be alive.
她因为你而活着 She's alive because of you.
还发生了什么事？ What else happened?
你是否见到一道白光？ Did you... Did you see a white light?
我觉得不是 他是... I wouldn't call it that. It was...
它比较像是... It was more like...
很强的能量 Pure energy.
还有 坦白说 实际上很性感 And honestly, it was kind of sexual, actually.
真的很性感 It was kind of sexual.
各位 可以播放了 Guys, playback's ready.
嘿 看这个 Hey. Check this out.
好 听着 我们从死亡瞬间零开始计数 Okay, look. We're counting up from zero at the moment of death.
认知活动已经停止 你的心跳停了 Cognitive activity has ceased.
没有呼吸 没有脉搏 Your heart stopped. No breathing, no pulse.
已经15秒了... 然后你看 We're 15 seconds in, and there.
看那个 Look at that.
像你的前额叶皮层有闪电一样 Like a bolt of lightning in your prefrontal cortex.
我们可能刚见证了来世 各位 We might just be witnessing the afterlife, people.
好 Okay.
谁知道我们看到的是什么？ Who knows what we're looking at?
我们又不是放射科医生 We're not radiologists.
也许只是残留的电力 I mean, it could just be residual electricity.
- 突触关闭... - 好 我们继续 - You know, synapses shutting down. - Okay, we're moving on.
现在你已死了40秒 So, you've been dead almost 40 seconds now,
然后 看 and look.
这区域亮起来了 海马状突起 This area lights up, the hippocampus.
- 那不是海马状突起 - 当然是 - That's not the hippocampus. - Uh, of course it is.
这是腹侧被盖区 That is the ventral tegmental area.
它是大脑中最原始的部分 It's the oldest part of the brain,
负责口渴 饥饿 爱情 governs thirst, hunger, love.
好 医生们 很高兴你们玩的很嗨 Okay, doctors, I'm glad you're having fun.
该离开这里了 Got to get out of here.
嘿 雷 别这样 Hey, Ray, come on.
嘿 不 让他走 Hey, no. Just let him go.
再见 再见 Adios, adios.
结束了 她的脑现在只是一片黑暗 It's over. Her brain's just dark now.
- 不 - 啊哈 看那个 - No. - Ah- ah. Look at that.
等等 桃状体 Wait. Amygdala.
嗯 那就是桃状体 愤怒 Urn, that's the amygdala. Rage.
压力 情绪记忆 Stress. Emotional memory.
你看到的 Whatever you were seeing,
是我们救活你之前一刻 this is just before we pulled you out.
她没事吧？ Is she okay?
她坐在那里十分钟了 She's been sitting there for, like, 10 minutes.
- 真的？- 是啊 - Really? - Yeah.
你觉得她在外面做什么？ What do you think she's doing out there?
我希望她不会想要飞 I hope she doesn't try to fly.
如果脑部化学作用被释放 If there were brain chemicals released,
后遗症仍可能在她的血液中 the aftereffects could still be in her bloodstream.
我曾服用过迷幻剂一次 I took LSD once.
我三天没睡 I stayed awake for three days.
不是吧 Oh, shit.
我去看看她 I'm gonna go check on her.
我们走 Let's leave.
哦 喔 Ooh. Whoa.
好高 That's high.
嗨 Hey.
你还好吗？ Are you okay?
我想做些面包 I'm gonna bake some bread.
这些面包是什么回事？ What's with the bread?
康特妮昨晚烤的 有六个 Courtney baked it. Six loaves, last night.
她记得她奶奶的食谱 She remembered her grandmother's recipe.
还有 她跑了19公里 Also, she ran 12 miles.
- 19公里？- 我们开始 - Twelve miles? - Let's begin.
我们已给迈克尔·埃弗格林用药10小时了 We've been ramping up Michael Evergreen with meds for ten hours,
他的癫痫病没有好转 and his epilepsy hasn't gotten any better.
现在他出皮疹了 Now he's developed a skin rash.
奇怪 药物应该有用 It's a mystery. The meds should be working.
卡马西平？ Carbamazepine?
什么？ What?
卡马西平只有11％机会 Carbamazepine has an 11% chance of reacting negatively
与拉莫三嗓有不良反应 就是迈克用的 with lamotrigine, which is the other drug
- 另一种药物 - 真的吗？ - that Michael's on. - Seriously?
很好 考特尼 Good catch, Courtney.
苏菲亚 下一个病例 Sophia, next case.
嗯...阿黛勒·冈瑟 44岁 思维有些轻微的混乱 Urn... Adele Gunther. 44 years old. Admitted with mild confusion.
说她姐姐是假扮的 她不认识她 Says her sister's an impostor, she doesn't recognize her.
没有创伤史 痴呆症的话又太年轻 No history of trauma. Too young for dementia.
我们送去精神科进行咨询... We're gonna send it out to Psychiatry for...
这是卡氏综合征 It's Capgras syndrome.
- 什么？- 嗯？ - Huh? - Hmm?
- 继续 - 卡氏障碍 - Go on. - Capgras is an impairment
是大脑面部识别中心受损 of the brain's facial recognition center.
是一种不常见的病症 And a very rare diagnosis.
V.5 拉马钱德兰 在他著作《脑的幻影》 V.S. Ramachandran, in his book, Phantoms of the Brain,
将这样的前额皮质二分法与卡氏联系起来 links frontal cortex dichotomies, like this, to Capgras.
这不是今年的课程大纲 That's not on this year's syllabus.
是我一年级的额外研究 Optional reading in my first year.
嗯 就是这样 Hmm. Well, that's more like it.
我妺妺很喜欢这首 My sister loved this piece.
卡马西平的用药警告长达20页 Drug warnings for carbamazepine run 20 pages long.
她怎么记得那些资料？ How could she possibly recall a detail like that?
在十二年之后 她怎么会再度弹钢琴？ How is she playing the piano again, after 12 years?
她弹得不是那么好 She's not playing that well.
她的脑好像被重置 It's like her brain's been rewired,
重新读取她所学过的一切 accessing everything she's ever learned.
我不管她发生什么事 I don't care what happened to her.
这实验必须马上停止 This experiment needs to end right now.
我不会因为你们病态的嗜好而赌上一切 I'm not gonna risk everything for a morbid fascination you guys have.
你们以为你们都是医界先锋？ You think you're all medical pioneers?
你们只是一群到处鬼混的富人孩子 You're just a bunch of rich kids screwing around,
在你们成为富有的专家之前 before you become wealthy specialists
在你们的奔驰保险杠贴上你的常春藤联盟贴纸 with your Ivy League bumper stickers on your Mercedes.
我绝对赞同你 I was with you until the end.
没人会在奔驰保险杠放贴纸 No one puts bumper stickers on a Mercedes.
我想我们不只是玩玩而已 I think we're way past parlor tricks here.
就是这个 下一个到我 Uh, that does it. I’m going next.
- 好 - 今晚 轮到我 - Okay. - Tonight. I am.
还有 你们都必须来 And you're all gonna be there.
是个去死的好日子 It's a good day to die.
不 不 No! No!
天啊 Jesus Christ.
喔 Whoo!
昨天我就是这样？ Is that what I looked like?
是的 完全一样 Yep. Exactly like that.
- 我就知道你会来 - 他死了多久？ - I knew you'd show up. - How long has he been under?
嗯 45秒 Uh, forty-five seconds.
我以为你忍受不了这些愚蠢的事 I thought you'd had it with all this foolishness.
杰米叫我来的 Jamie asked me to be here.
他要我救活他 He wanted me to pull him out.
- 暂停按压 - 一 二 三... - Pause compressions. - One, two, three...
- 还是没心跳 - 打肾上腺素 - Still no heartbeat. - Pushing epi.
- 加油 杰米 醒过来 - 他听不见 - Come on, Jamie, wake up. - He can't hear you.
苏菲亚 准备插管 Sophia, get ready to intubate.
好 我从没做过这个 Oh, okay. Um, I’ve never done this before,
- 给我一点时间... - 做就是了 - so just give me a second... - Just do it!
雷 放松 不用紧张 Ray, relax. There's no need to panic.
让肾上腺素发挥效用 Let's give the epi a second to work.
杰米... Jamie...
电击 Clear!
拿出来 拿出来 Take it out, take it out.
嘿... Hey...
杰米 杰米 杰米 Jamie, Jamie, Jamie.
喔 我要喝水 Whoo! I need a drink.
喝吧 喝吧 Shots, shots, shots!
好的 来吧 Yeah, come on.
干杯 Cheers!
干杯 Salud!
你们觉得把墙打掉如何？ What do you guys think about taking this wall down?
- 不不不 - 我一直想要一个阁楼 - No, no, no. - I’ve always wanted a loft.
下雪了 康特妮 Oh! It's hailing! Courtney!
什么？ What?
- 哦 - 小心 - Oh! Oh! - Watch it!
- 哦 - 真疯狂 - Oh! - This is crazy.
他们就像在同一个频道 It's like they're on the same wavelength.
我们应该停止这种试验 像戒毒一样 We should bottle flatlining, sell it as a club drug.
来 用这个 Here. Use this.
- 嘿 不不 - 不不不 - Hey, no, no. - No, no, no.
天啊 Oh, my God.
这是我人生最诡异的一晚 This has been the strangest night of my life.
你是下一个 雷？ You going next, Ray?
- 什么 停止心脏？没门 - 嗯哼 - What, flatlining? No way. - Uh-huh.
我会让你复活 I’d bring you back out.
也许 Maybe.
你必须承认我用除颤器还真不错 You have to admit, I was pretty good with that defibrillator.
你还真的不错 You were okay.
承认我像你这样的医生一样棒会死吗？ Would it kill you to admit that I might be just as good a doctor as you?
我没说你不好 I never said you were not.
嗨 马洛 你哥哥到了 Hey, Marlo, your brother's here.
你不像我们一样有其他的经历 You have no more experience than the rest of us.
我有 I do.
我以前在休斯顿是消防员 I was a firefighter in Houston.
差不多六年 Almost six years.
我会是下一个 I’m going next.
这...真的非常好玩 It... It was super fun.
我是全能的 整个城市只有我 I was all- powerful. I had the whole city to myself.
很奇怪吧？ It’s weird, isn’t it?
我以为会有更多人 比如... I thought there’d be more people, like...
不是说会看到... Aren’t you supposed to see...
逝去的家人 或者... Family members who've died, or...
也许因为我们寿限未到 所以看不到 Maybe there's no one there because it wasn't really our time.
真的很好玩吗？ Was it all fun?
什么意思？ What do you mean?
不...我的意思是 象... 什么恐怖的事或者... I don't... I mean, like, was there anything disturbing or...
也没有 Not really.
为什么？ Why?
没什么 Nothing.
她稳定下来了 She's stabilizing.
我不明白 数据显示 I don't understand, the data shows her starting
她开始癫痫严重发作 然后好了 into a massive seizure, and then it just went away.
我给了她阿蒂凡 I gave her Ativan.
是谁批准的？ On whose authority?
抱歉 下次我会先汇报的 I'm sorry. I'll get approval next time.
你救了她 You saved her life.
是的 Yes, I did.
我是耶稣 I'm Jesus.
今天我所触摸的人 我都会医治他 Everyone I touch today, I'm gonna heal.
奇怪 因为你和康特妮都心脏停止过... You know, it's funny, because you and Courtney both flat...
你们俩都有过濒死体验 You both flatlined,
但康特妮专注在过去 yet Courtney is focused on the past,
回忆 食谱 Memories, recipes.
但你 你...却专注在现在 用你的直觉 Whereas you, you’re... You’re focused on the present, using your intuition.
你和康特妮有什么共同点？ What does that have in common with Courtney?
苏菲亚 玛洛 请到重症监护室 Sophia, Marlo, you're needed in the ICU.
是一种意识 It's an awakening.
再见 耶稣 See you later, Jesus.
- 一种意识？- 是的 - An awakening? - Yeah.
你来堕胎？ You here for the abortion?
什么？ Huh?
是否该给埃尔内斯托·拉巴斯吗啡？ Should Ernesto La Paz get morphine?
嗯... Uh...
哦 嗯 我 嗯... 我会和实习医生商量的 Oh. Uh, I'll, uh... I'll check with the resident.
- 苏菲亚？- 什么？ - Sophia? - Hmm?
你要去哪里？ Where are you going?
现在晚上11：30了 It's 11:30 at night.
你没轮班 也没有预安排 You’re not on call, and you don’t have anything scheduled.
不是 我... 我要去图书馆 No, I’m... I’m going to the library.
我想多温习一下 I'm just gonna do some more studying.
不不不 No, no, no, no.
我正在泡茶 我们要开始复习 I'm making tea, and we're gonna start reviewing
所有神经系统的术语 all of the terminology for the nervous system.
- 但是我... - 马上 - But I... - Now.
好 Okay.
苏菲亚呢？ Where’s Sophia?
我们必须开始了 已经12:15了 We need to start. It's already 12:15.
这不会痛吧？ This isn’t gonna hurt, is it?
我们会给你麻醉药 The anesthesia will take care of that.
三分钟 Three minutes.
但是杰米只停了两分钟 Well, Jamie only did two.
怎么说呢？ Whatcan Isay?
我很好胜 I’m competitive.
三分钟后 After my three minutes are done,
这些是我要的措施和具体的顺序 these are the interventions I want, in their specific order.
如果我无法马上醒来 我要你给我插管 If I don’t come out right away, I want you to intubate me.
输入氧气 知道吗？ Force the oxygen, okay?
嘿 我会让你活过来 好吗？ Hey, I’m gonna bring you out of it, hmm?
放松 享受这种经历 Relax. Enjoy the experience.
好 好 Okay, okay.
输液已开始 Infusion’s flowing.
她已昏迷 体温是34.5摄氏度 She’s out. Body temp’s 94.
充电200 Charging 200.
电击 Clear.
没有脉搏 Asystole.
杀人犯
38岁男性 脸部被水母蛰了一下 38-year-old male, stung in the face by a jellyfish.
被水母蛰 by a jellyfish.
够了 救活她 That's it. Let's get her out.
注射肾上腺素 Epi in.
- 心室颤动 - 充电200 - Defib! - Charge to 200.
电击 Clear.
- 没有脉搏 - 妈的 刚刚有的 - No pulse. - Damn it, we just had it.
再电击她 Juice her again.
我注射肾上腺素和碳酸氢钠 I'm gonna push an epi and sodium bicarb.
心室颤动 她无法稳定 Defib. She's not stabilizing.
充电300 Charge 300.
电击 加油 Clear. Come on.
没有脉搏 No pulse.
没有效 我需要插管 This is not working. I need to intubate.
嘿 嘿 嘿 Hey, hey, hey. Hey, hey.
冷静点 你可以的 Calm down. I got this.
360 电击 360. Clear.
拜托 Please.
她回来了 She's back.
- 你还好吗？- 你没事了 You good? You're all right.
- 是的 - 你们做到了 - Yeah. - There you go.
我们很安全 没人上来这里 We're safe. No one ever comes up here.
- 好美 - 对吧？ - It's so beautiful. - Isn't it?
她的体温很低 Her temp's low.
脉搏还跳得很快 Pulse still racing.
我想三分钟太久了 Well, I think three minutes is too long.
看 她的经历不太好 这种事不时会发生 Oh, look, she had a bad trip. It happens.
什么 你是专家吗？ What, you're an expert?
是 至少比你懂 Uh, yeah, more than you.
- 她没事吧？- 你去哪里了？ - Is she okay? - Where have you been?
- 玛洛没事 - 是 我会没事的 - Marlo is fine. - Yeah, I'll be okay.
下一个是我 马上做 I'm going next. Right now.
- 现在？- 为什么不？ - Right now? - Why not?
保洁人员20分钟后会来 The cleaning crew is gonna be down there in like 20 minutes.
- 好 - 不 我们玩的太过火了 - Okay. - No, we've gone too far.
不要再停止心跳了 No more flatlining.
你们三个要扩展意识 Okay, so you three get to expand your consciousness
获得学术上的优势 但我却不能？ and get academic advantage, but I don't?
“优势” Advantage.
你认为这样让你更好 苏菲亚？ You think this makes you better, Sophia?
这会害死你的 This makes you dead.
你比较理性 You have much more sense than that.
雷 如果你不喜欢 你可以走 Ray, if this bothers you so much, then just walk away.
- 也许我该走了 - 你哪里也别去 - Well, maybe I should. - You're not going anywhere.
你也和我们一样陷的太深了 You're in this as deep as the rest of us.
好 听好 我不管这有多危险 Okay, look, I don't care how dangerous this is.
我比你们更需要这个 I need this more than any of you guys.
雷 是她的决定 Ray, it’s her decision.
和我们的一样 Just like it was each of ours.
如果苏菲亚要做 我们就今晚做 If Sophia wants to do this, then we're doing it tonight.
但是别死太久 Just don't stay in too long.
生物测试拿B+是不够的 A B-plus on a biology exam is not acceptable.
不够的 Not acceptable.
那样无法让你进十大医学院 That will not get you into a top-10 medical school.
有人从电梯下来了 Someone's coming down the elevator.
- 什么？- 救活她 - What? - Get her out.
加油 加油 Come on, come on, come on.
快 快 Let's go. Let's go!
注射一安培的肾上腺素 Pushing an amp of epi.
你要去哪？ Where the hell are you going?
开始按压 Start compressions.
求求你 神啊 带她回来 Please, God, bring her back.
感谢上帝 医生 Good thinking, Doctor.
这样肯定有帮助 I'm sure that's gonna help.
已注射肾上腺素 Epi in.
停止按压 Pause compressions.
电击 Clear.
伊琳娜 Irina.
你不是唯一要进去的孩子 You are not the only kid that is out there trying to get in.
妈的 Shit.
1 2 3 One, two, three.
- 心室性心动过速 - 充电360 - V-tach. - Charging 360.
准备电击 Clear.
她醒了 她醒了 走吧 快 We got her, we got her. Let's go, let's go. Come on.
我们会带你离开这里 We're gonna get you out of here.
你会没事的 You're gonna be okay.
- 来 你会没事的 过来 - 来 - Come on, you'll be okay. Come here. - Come on.
- 来 - 让我来 让我来 - Come on! - I got her, I got her.
- 我的外套 我的外套 - 拿了 - My jacket, my jacket. - Got it.
快走 Go, go.
好 向右 Okay. To the right.
是开着的 快进去 It's open. Just get in.
- 好了 - 好了 好了 - Okay. - Okay, okay.
你真的可以开车？ Should you really be driving?
- 等等 - 喔喔喔 - Wait! - Whoa, whoa, whoa!
妈的 哦 妈的 Shit! Oh, shit!
你这混蛋 你丢下我们 You asshole! You left us.
- 你没事吧 - 我到底做了什么 - Are you okay? - The hell I did.
- 我救了你 - 我们走 - I saved your asses. - Let's go!
- 他们来了 - 把它放在那 - Here they come! - Hold it right there!
我们必须离开这里 We got to get out of here!
坚持住 Hold on!
- 喔 - 太快了 - Whoa! - We're going too fast!
天啊 Oh, my God.
- 妈的 - 有车 - Shit! - Car!
天啊 Oh, God!
哦 小心 Oh, watch out!
天啊 Oh, my God!
这不好笑 It's not funny.
喔 Whoa!
我来了 Here we go.
喔 Whoa!
- 我们去哪里？- 哦 - Where are we going? - Oh!
∮ So what, I’m a wild child ∮
∮ Gunning for love ∮
∮ It’s what makes the world go round ∮
嘿 真棒 Hell yeah.
∮ Feel the walls come crashing down ∮
∮ Ain’t no messiah ∮
∮ Where you at, girl? Where you, where you at? ∮
∮ Go home orgo tough ∮
∮ Oh ∮
∮ La, Ia, Ia, Ia, Ia, Ia, Ia, Ia ∮
∮ Bum, bum, Imma bang that drum ∮
∮ La, Ia, Ia, Ia, Ia, Ia, Ia, Ia ∮
∮ I blow up like bubble gum ∮
∮ Oh ∮
∮ They keep calling me a wild child ∮
∮ Oh, they all know that I’m... ∮
∮ When faced with the darkest day ∮
∮ With an endless night ∮
∮ When I lay awake ∮
∮ Only thought of you ∮
∮ Can pull me through ∮
∮ Allifeelis you ∮
∮ Alilfeelis you ∮
∮ How can it be that ∮
∮ Alilfeelis you ∮
康特妮 Courtney!
∮ But you’ve got to show me love ∮
∮ Give me a reason ∮
来 Come.
我不知道是不是因为 Look, I don’t know if it’s the experience
这死而复生的实验 of dying and coming back again,
但现在我有很强烈的渴望 but I have got a really intense craving right now.
要什么 意大利冰淇淋？ For what, gelato?
不 No.
天啊 真疯狂 Oh, my God, this is crazy!
苏菲亚？ Sophia.
苏菲亚 快开门 Sophia, open this door!
我... 我觉得有人在外面 I... I, uh, I think there’s someone at the door.
- 苏菲亚 - 我不管 - Sophia! - I don't care.
别停下来 Don't stop.
苏菲亚 我要你开门 Sophia, I need you to open this door.
苏菲亚 Sophia!
你好 曼宁太太 It's nice to meet you, Mrs. Manning.
你竟敢带人回来我的住处 How dare you bring someone back to my apartment.
我会搬出去 I'm moving out.
- 你说什么？- 我会找个自己的地方 - What did you say? - I'm finding my own place.
你不能这样 You will do no such thing.
我不管你说什么 妈 See, it doesn't matter what you say, Mom.
无论你怎么威胁我 我25岁了 Whatever threats you make. I'm 25 years old.
成功或失败... Succeed or fail...
我自己承担 I'm doing it on my own.
晚安 Good night.
好 All right.
晚安 Good night.
你怎么回家？ How are you getting home?
附近有个巴士站 There's a metro stop nearby.
我有话要告诉你 Look, there's something I need to tell you.
是 嗯... It's, um...
是很重要的事 It's important.
那你要告诉我什么？ So, you gonna tell me or what?
我杀了人 I killed someone.
什么？ What?
两个月前 It was two months ago.
我在急救室值班时 It was my ER rotation.
病人叫赛勒斯·古金 The patient's name was Cyrus Gudgeon.
被水母蛰伤入院 He was admitted for a jellyfish sting.
赛勒斯·古金 我记得 他的脸被蛰 Cyrus Gudgeon. Yeah, I remember. He got stung in the face.
休克死亡 对吧？ Died of shock, right?
不 他是因为我的过失而死的 No, he died because of a mistake that I made.
我给了他肾上腺素和苯海拉明 I gave him epi and Benadryl.
但这两种药并没有混合反应啊 But those two drugs don't cross-react.
他体内有美托洛尔 He had metoprolol in his system.
基本上他是窒息而死 He basically suffocated to death.
我... 我已工作大约 36小时 I... I’d been on duty for, like, 36 hours,
我一定搞砸了 忘了问他 and I must have screwed up and forgotten to ask him
是否服用过其他什么药 if he was taking any medications.
如果不是我的过失 他应该还活着 He would be alive right now if it wasn't for my mistake.
你为什么告诉我这个？ Why are you telling me this?
因为我见到他 Because I saw him.
赛勒斯 我在濒死时见到他 Cyrus. I saw him in my flatline.
这一定意味着什么吧？ And it must mean something, right?
每个人都会犯错 Hey, mistakes happen to everybody.
对 但我每天都努力工作 Yeah, but I work so hard every single day.
- 我做对的事 - 我知道 - I do the right thing. - I'm sure you do.
- 我不是一个坏人 - 不 你不是 - I'm not a bad person. - No, you're not.
我不是坏人 我... I'm not a bad person. I...
- 一切会好的 玛洛 - 不 我好害怕 - Everything's gonna be fine, Marlo. - No, I'm scared.
我好害怕 I'm scared.
等等 等等 等等 Wait, wait, wait.
你... 你不能... You... You can't just...
我... 我很抱歉 I'm... I'm sorry.
我不知道对你做了什么？ Yeah, what am I doing with you?
- 我现在该走了 抱歉 不... - 不不不 等等 - I got to go right now. I'm sorry. No... - No. No, no, no, wait.
嗯 嗯... Mmm. Mmm-hmm...
- 妈的 好多纽扣 - 只是... - Damn, you have so many. - Just...
好 好 Okay, okay.
让我来 让我来 I got it, I got it.
康特妮 Courtney!
救命 Help!
救命 泰莎 Help! Tessa!
泰莎 Tessa!
救命 Help!
我妹妹 My sister!
救命 Help!
我妹妹 My sister!
- 我妹妹 - 来啊 - My sister. - Come on.
不 我妹妹 No! My sister!
哦 泰莎 我的... 哦 泰莎 Oh, Tessa! My... Oh. Tessa!
不 No!
我希望这不会变得尴尬 I hope this doesn't become awkward.
太迟了 Too late.
我无法想象你怎么看我 I can't imagine what you must think of me.
为什么？ Why?
首先我告诉你我杀了 Well, first I tell you that I'm responsible
一个病人 for the death of a patient,
然后我引诱了你 and then I go and totally attack you.
我是说 说真的... I mean, seriously, what...
你为什么喜欢我？ What do you see in me?
你很性感 You're really hot.
闭嘴 Shut up.
- 我该走了 - 哦？ - I got to go. - Oh?
好 Yeah.
好了 好了 好了 Yeah, yeah, yeah.
当时第一年开学四个月 It was four months into our first year.
你在肿瘤科病房帮忙 You were assisting at the oncology ward.
一位乳癌患者在进行第一轮化疗 A breast cancer patient was there for her first round of chemo.
她又紧张又害怕 但你坐下来安抚她 She was anxious and scared, but you sat down and calmed her
问她孩子和工作的事 by asking about her kids, her job.
你很善良 You were so kind.
你没想到有人会看到 You didn't think anyone was watching,
但我透过门在注意你 but I was watching you through the door.
三小时后 我再次经过 Three hours later, I stopped by,
你又再次在那里探望她 and you were there checking on her again.
那就是我喜欢你的原因 That's what I see in you.
杰米？ Jamie?
康特妮？怎么了？ Courtney? What's going on?
我看见我妹妹 I saw my sister.
什... 什么？ Wh... What?
在海滨 At the waterfront.
的确是她 It was her.
我看见我死去的妹妹 I saw my dead sister.
哪里... 你在哪里？ Where... Where are you?
我在家 I'm home.
我不知道发生了什么事 I don't understand what's happening.
别走 Stay there.
我现在过来 I'm coming over.
我只是...很想念我妹妹 I just... I miss my sister.
我应该告诉你这一切 I should have told you all that
这不是因为 this wasn't about
科学或新发现 science or discovery.
我想我要疯了 I think I'm going crazy.
我看见些东西 Like I'm seeing things.
一些我做过的事 Something I did.
都是我的错 It was my fault.
我很抱歉 I'm sorry.
∮ If you’re happy ∮
∮ And you know it, clap your hands ∮
∮ If you’re happy ∮
∮ And you know it, clap your hands ∮
∮ If you’re happy and you know it ∮
∮ Clap your hands ∮
∮ If you’re happy ∮
∮ And you know it, tap your toe ∮
泰莎？ Tessa?
∮ If you’re happy and you know it ∮
∮ Then your face will surely show it ∮
泰莎 真的是你吗？ Tessa, is that really you?
∮ If you’re happy and you know it, tap your toe ∮
∮ If you’re happy ∮
∮ And you know it, clap your hands ∮
∮ If you’re happy ∮
泰莎 你还好吗？ Tessa, are you okay?
泰莎 你没事吧？ Tessa, are you okay?
∮ If you’re happy and you know it ∮
∮ Then your face will surely show it ∮
∮ If you’re happy and you know it ∮
∮ Clap your hands ∮
- 你是什么？- 康特妮 - What are you? - Courtney!
康特妮 Courtney!
早上6：30
我们走 Let's go!
我们走 Let’s go!
早上10：32
三一伊曼纽尔医疗中心 未接来电
三一伊曼纽尔医疗中心 请回电 紧急事件
四号房最新情报 Hi. An update on room four.
我们已经给了速尿推 但他的尿很少 We've given the Lasix bolus, and the output is limited.
嗯哼 Mmm- hmm.
两小时内只有50毫升不到 It's been less than 50 cc's in the last two hours.
很好 All right.
他们在防火梯底部找到她 They found her at the bottom of a fire escape.
解剖后会知道更多 We'll know more after the autopsy,
但现在 不清楚她是否是跌倒 but right now, it's unclear whether she fell,
跳楼 或什么的 jumped, or God knows what.
我知道你们都喜欢她 I know you all liked her.
很遗憾 但现在 我要你们 And I'm sorry, but for now, I need you
分担照顾她的病人 to pick up her patient load and divide it amongst yourselves.
这医院还是要运作的 We still have a hospital to run.
你们是否知道她发生了什么事？ Do any of you know what might have been going on with her?
是否有事瞒着我？ Is there something you're not telling me?
好吧 All right.
感觉很不真实 It just doesn't feel real.
我知道 I know.
真不敢相信她死了 You know, I can't believe she's gone.
我们必须坦诚交流一下 We need to talk.
好 我们身上发生了一些事 我的思绪一片混乱 Okay, something is happening to us, and my mind is playing tricks on me.
今早我在游泳池游泳时... This morning, when I was swimming in the pool...
我不能讨论了 好吗？ I can't talk, okay?
- 我现在必须去查房 - 伙计们 - I have rounds right now. - Guys,
沃尔夫森已知道了我们有事瞒着他 Wolfson already knows we're holding something back.
学校一定会调查她的死因 The school is going to investigate her death.
我不相信是自杀 I don't believe it was a suicide.
也许是她跌倒造成的 Maybe she fell.
你当时在哪儿 You were there.
发生了什么事？ What happened?
嗯 我敲门她没回应 Uh, she never answered the door.
我以为...她睡了 I figured... She went to bed.
嘿 疯狂派对是 吧？ Hey, killer party, huh?
你们看起来糟透了 You all look like shit.
嘿 听着 Hey, listen,
如果学校发现我们在做濒死体验 if the school finds out we have been flatlining,
我们会被退学 we will be expelled.
我们的前途就完了 And you can say goodbye to your future.
任何记录的笔记 毁了它 Any notes you've taken, destroy them.
我会去康特妮的公寓 拿她的电话 电脑 I'm gonna get into Courtney's apartment, get her phone, computer,
任何有关的东西 anything incriminating.
你一直是对的 雷 You know, you were right this whole time, Ray.
我们应该听你的 We should've listened to you.
是 真的 Yeah, that's true.
这不是你的错 兄弟 This isn't on you, man.
你应该远离我们 You should just walk away.
我们不会提你的名字 We'll keep your name out of it.
不 No.
我哪里都不去 I'm not going anywhere.
无论你们发生什么事都与我有关 Whatever happens to all of you happens to me.
- 是吗？- 嘿 - Yes? - Hey.
听好 坏消息 Look, bad news.
雷和我检查了她公寓 Ray and I checked her apartment.
我们找到她的电脑和一些笔记 We found her computer and some notes,
- 但找不到她的电话 - 学校安保人员 - but not her phone. - Campus security
- 可能在你们之前去过了 - 是的 - could have gotten there before you. - Okay.
假设你是对的 而这也不是犯罪案调查 Assuming you're right and it's not a criminal investigation,
那所有东西应该和她的尸体在一起 then all that stuff stays with her body.
你可以下去找找 Meaning you can go down there and look for it.
下去哪里？ Go down where?
你觉得呢？停尸间 Where do you think? The goddamn morgue.
呼叫...康特妮
未接来电 玛洛
好的 Okay.
存放柜：116990-10 姓名：康特妮·霍姆斯
凶手
来电 康特妮
玛洛 Marlo.
玛洛？ Marlo?
赛勒斯 Cyrus.
杰米... Jamie...
杰米 Jamie.
我好象看见一些东西 Like I'm seeing things.
一些我做过的事 Something I did.
是我的错 It was my fault.
抱歉 I'm sorry.
泰莎？ Tessa?
泰莎 真的是你吗？ Tessa, is that really you?
你还好吗？ Are you okay?
你是什么？ What are you?
天啊 Jesus Christ.
那是什么？ What was that?
她在和某人说话 She was talking to someone.
有人在那里 Someone was there.
我们不知道 You don't know that.
也许是她的幻觉 She could've been hallucinating.
听起来不是那样 It didn't sound like that to me.
如果真的是泰莎呢？ What if it was Tessa?
什么意思？ What do you mean?
她看见某些东西 She saw something. You heard her.
你也听见 她说她做了些事 She said that she did something.
一些错事 Something was her fault.
如果真的是她呢？什么如果... What if that’s it? What if...
如果我们的罪恶来缠上我们呢？ What if our sins are coming for us?
“罪恶” 真扯 Sins. That's ridiculous.
那我们该怎么办？ So, what are we gonna do?
我们该怎么办？ What are we gonna do?
我们要对大家坦白说出真相 We’re gonna tell each other the goddamn truth.
我们该这样 That’s what we’re gonna do.
嗯... Uh...
以前我认识的一个女孩 There’s a girl I... I used to know.
艾莉莎 Alicia.
她是我爸爸俱乐部里的招待... She was a waitress at my dad's country club.
天啊 Oh, my God.
- 你杀了她？- 什么？不是 - You killed her? - What? No.
不 我没杀任何人 No, I did not kill anyone.
我... I...
我... 我... I... I...
我让她怀孕了 I got her pregnant.
我想帮忙？ I wanted to help, you know?
为她付钱堕胎 陪她一起去手术 Pay for the abortion, be... Go with her for the procedure.
无论如何 嗯 这... 这一天来了 Anyway, uh, the... The day came,
而我... 我却不敢面对 and I... I couldn’t deal with it.
我... 我继续开车没有停下 I... I drove right past.
我撇下她让她独自承担 I left her to fend for herself.
她在你心跳停止时出现？ And she showed up in your flatline?
我希望只是那样 I wish that was all.
但她昨晚也出现 She showed up last night, too.
所以你被一个活着的人缠？ So you’re being haunted by somebody that’s alive.
- 你在说什么？- 这个 - What are you talking about? - This.
我在说这个 I am talking aboutthis.
这是艾莉莎做的 Alicia did this to me.
只是不是她 Only it wasn’t her.
就像那个也不是康特妮妹妹一样 Just like it wasn’t Courtney’s sister.
那是什么？ Then what was it?
杰米 是什么？ Jamie, what?
我... 我不知道 I... I don’t know.
某些东西因我们的内疚而吞噬着我们 Something feeding off our guilty conscience.
什么意思？例如... What do you mean? Like...
一些邪恶的东西？ Something demonic?
也许它在利用我们的过去 我们的罪恶 Maybe it’s using our pasts, our sins.
等等 等等 Wait, wait.
我们都是理性的人 We’re rational people here.
也许是你自己伤害自己 You could have stabbed yourself.
吸毒者时常自残 People on drugs hurt themselves all the time.
一定有合理的解释 There has to be a logical explanation.
那时我才17岁 I was 17.
她的名叫艾莲娜·黄 她成绩比我好 Her name was Irina Wong, and she had a higher GPA than I did,
所以我黑了她的空间 so I hacked her text messages
把她的裸照寄给全班 and I sent her naked photos to the whole class.
那毁了她 It destroyed her.
承认这一切有什么用？ What is the point in confessing all of this?
很明显这只在这里发生 This is clearly just happening here.
- 那件事... - 听着 康特妮曾对我说 - That thing... - Look, look, Courtney said to me
她认为我们也许打开了一道门 she thinks maybe we opened a door.
等等 那么你知道？ Wait, so you knew?
你和康特妮已经知道了濒死体验有副作用？ You and Courtney knew there was a downside to flatlining,
而你... 而你还让我和玛洛做？ and... And you still let me and Mario go in?
我以为这是濒死体验所要经历的一部分 Hey, look, I thought it was just part of the experience.
副作用可能包括 Side effects may include
口干 幻觉 存在恐惧 dry mouth, hallucinations, existential dread.
我不知道副作用会出现 I did not know that the side effects would show up
开始缠着我们 and start hunting us down.
这一切都有科学的解释 There is a scientific explanation to all of this.
我们的事已无法解释了 We’re way beyond explanations.
好 Okay.
如果康特妮是对的 If Courtney was right,
发生在我们身上的事 whatever’s happening to us,
这些幻觉 闹鬼 无论是什么 these hallucinations, these hauntings, whatever it is,
它只会更严重 it's only gonna get worse.
直到我们找到答案 Until we figure it out,
直到我们清楚该怎么做 until we figure out what to do,
那杀了她的东西也会杀了我们所有人 whatever killed her is gonna kill all of us, too.
注意继发脑炎的负质量效应 Note the negative mass effect secondary to the encephalomalacia.
在上层白质中有多个高T2焦点和 There are multiple foci of high T2 and FLAIR signal intensity
很强的病灶信号 in the supratentorial white matter.
这些发现是非特异性的 但大多数符合 These findings are nonspecific, but most in keeping with
慢性微血管病变 chronic microangiopathic changes.
你会注意到没有脑积水 You’ll note there’s no hydrocephalus.
没有脑疝 血管很好 There’s no brain herniation. The vessels are well seen.
你这荡妇
我无法相信你和他睡了 你不止没用 也是个不成熟 爱哭的婊子
你会注意到灰质 You’ll note that the gray matter
完全维持分化 differentiation is completely maintained.
你这荡妇 我无法相信你和他睡了 You little slut. I can’t believe you slept with him.
你不止没用 Not only are you a hopeless grind,
也是个不成熟 爱哭的婊子 but you’re an immature, whiney, crybaby bitch.
- 好了 停下 - 怎么了？ - Okay, stop! - Excuse me?
抱歉 抱歉 Sorry. Sorry.
不 No.
不不不 No! No! No!
不 No!
不 No.
停下 Stop!
停下 不 Stop! No!
不 No!
停 不要 Stop! No!
嗨 Hey.
你怎么在这里？ What are you doing here?
你最近是否见过赛鲁斯·古金？ Have you seen Cyrus Gudgeon lately?
如果是个玩笑 If that’s supposed to be a joke,
- 这不好笑 - 不是开玩笑 - it’s not funny. - It’s not a joke.
那是什么？ Then what?
我看过解剖报告 I pulled the autopsy report.
它没有提到美托洛尔 It says nothing about metoprolol.
所以我重新看过了实验室原本的验血报告 So then I went back to the original path lab notes of the blood test,
它就在那里 and there it was.
美托洛尔 Metoprolol.
我要进去 I’m going inside.
为什么尸体解剖报告和笔记不一样 玛洛？ Why wouldn't the autopsy report match with the notes, Marlo?
玛洛？ Mario?
玛洛 Marlo.
你改了解剖报告？ Did you change that autopsy report?
我必须保护自己 I had to protect myself.
“保护自己”？真的？ Protect yourself? Really?
让他看来像被蛰死 By making it look like he died from a sting
而不是你给的药？ and not a drug you administered?
我知道 I know.
- 我知道 是我的错 - 你必须告诉一个人 - I know. It was wrong of me. - You got to tell someone.
- 我 我告诉了你 - 是院长 玛洛 - I am. I'm telling you. - The dean, Marlo.
你必须告诉他你改了这个报告 You have to tell the dean you changed that report.
为什么？ Why?
- 现在做有什么好处？- 真的？ - What good is that gonna do now? - Really?
你还不明白吗？ You don’t see it?
是你的濒死体验 赛勒斯·古金 It’s your flatline, Cyrus Gudgeon.
你知道吗 我意识到 和你一起 You know, it was so nice being with you
真美好 一直以来 你其实是喜欢我的 and realizing, after all this time, that you actually like me.
但现在你却要破坏它 And now you have to go and spoil it.
- 我是因为喜欢你才来的 - 是的 你说得容易 - l am here because I like you. - Yeah, well, it’s easy for you.
你不需要牺牲任何东西 You don’t have to sacrifice anything.
我将成为一所顶尖医学院毕业的医生 I’m becoming a doctor with a degree from a top medical school.
我一生都为了这个而努力 I’ve worked my whole life for this.
而现在 我... 我犯了一个错误 我是说 承认它 And now, I... I made one mistake. I mean, admitting it
也不会让那人回来 is not gonna bring the guy back.
它只会毁了我的事业 All it’s gonna do is end my career.
这才是重点 That is the point here,
你的事业 your career.
如果你能够改一个解剖报告 那么... If you were willing to change an autopsy report, then...
接着说 Say it.
那你也许不该做医生 Then maybe you shouldn’t be a doctor.
嗨 请问是不是贝弗利·黄？ Hi. Um, is this Beverly Wong?
东哈德利的贝弗利·黄？ Beverly Wong from East Had ley?
什么事？ It is?
你是否有个女儿名叫艾莲娜？ Do you have a daughter named Irina?
嗨 Hey.
谢谢你陪我去 Thanks for coming with me.
你不能租个小点的车？ Could you have rented a smaller car?
你肯定是同一个艾莲娜？ You're sure it's the same Irina?
嗯... Uh...
艾莲娜 Irma.
是 Yes.
我是苏菲亚 It's Sophia.
来自东哈德利 From East Hadley.
我们在同一间中学上学 We went to the same high school.
抱歉 我知道 这... 这... 这是很久前的事了 I’m sorry. I know, it... It’s... It’s been forever.
我 嗯... I, um...
我真的需要和你谈谈 我希望我们能够坐下谈... I really needed to talk to you, so I was hoping we could sit down...
什么事？ What is this about?
你从不知道 但是... You never knew this, but...
是我把你的照片寄给全班的 I was the one who sent your pictures to the whole class.
是我做的 That was me.
我一想到这个就无法面对自己 I can’t stand myself to think about it.
总之 我做了一个很卑鄙的事 我知道 Bottom line, it was an awful thing to do. I know that.
你想怎样？ What do you want?
我希望你接受我的道歉 I’d like you to accept my apology.
没这个必要 It's not necessary.
好吗？我已经忘记它了 Okay? I’ve moved on.
艾莲娜... 这真的很重要 好吗？ Irina... This is important, okay?
我非常对不起你 I am so sorry.
艾莲娜 求求你 Irma, please.
苏菲亚 Sophia.
我原谅你 I forgive you.
谢谢你 Thank you.
她怎么说？ What’d she say?
嗨 玛洛 我是杰米 Hey, Mario, it’s Jamie.
- 嗨 - 我们在尝试几个方法 - Hey. - Look, we’re just kind of riffing here,
也许你该找出你对不起的人 but maybe you find whoever you’ve wronged,
任何你觉得内疚的事 whatever you’re feeling guilty about,
然后负责任 and you take responsibility.
听着 也许有用呢？ I mean, look, who knows if it’ll work?
并且我们也没什么损失吧？ But what have we got to lose?
艾莉莎 Alicia!
艾莉莎 Alicia.
嗨 是... 是我 Hey. It’s... It’s me.
是杰米 It's Jamie.
你怎么在这里？ What are you doing here, Jamie?
他是你儿子？ He’s your son?
嗨 嗨... 我是来道歉的 Hey. Hey... I came to apologize.
因为抛弃你 For taking off on you.
我...我慌了 我是个懦夫 I... I panicked. I was a coward.
我应该在你身边 I should have been there for you.
但你没有 But you weren’t.
听着 我... Look, I...
我想弥补 I want to make amends.
做对的事 Do what’s right.
帮... 帮助你... Help... Help you out.
任何你需要的 Whatever you need.
艾莉莎 Alicia.
那人是谁 妈妈？ Who is that man, Mommy?
是否真的有来生？
死亡与转世
什么？ What?
搞什么？ What the hell?
我必须制止这件事 抱歉
苏菲亚？ Sophia?
我刚收到玛洛的信息 I just got a message from Mario.
不对劲 她的电话关了 Something's wrong. And her phone is off.
我们必须找她 We need to find her.
好 呃 你在哪里？ Okay. Uh, where are you?
我... 我去找你 I’m... I’m gonna come to you.
玛洛？ Mario?
玛洛 Mario!
她不在这里 兄弟 She’s not here, man.
等等 等等 Wait. Wait!
玛洛？ Mario?
忘了吧 她在这里 Forget it. She’s here.
赶快过来 Come as fast as you can!
我快到了 I’m nearly there.
你快点 You got to hurry.
雷 Ray!
她应该在下面 来 She must be down there. Come.
好 Okay.
快点 Oh, come on!
- 哦 天啊 - 不不不不 - Oh, my God. - No, no, no, no, no!
哦 天啊 她的心跳停了多久？ Oh, my God. How long has she been under?
超过四分钟了 It's been over four minutes.
- 袋式阀面罩？- 我在试 - BVM? - Sure.
快 我们需要氧气 Come on. We need oxygen!
赛勒斯 我很抱歉 Cyrus. I’m so sorry.
请原谅我 Forgive me.
你能原谅我吗？ Will you please forgive me?
没有脉搏 No pulse.
你来按压 Take over the compressions.
快快快 Go, go, go!
啊 Ahhh!
没用 妈的 It's not working. Shit.
停下 Stop.
没什么 Nothing.
雷 Ray.
玛洛 你不明白吗？ Mario, don’t you get it?
我要你回来 I need you to come back.
回来我这里 To me.
玛洛 玛洛... Mario, Mario...
玛洛？玛洛 Marlo? Marlo.
不 不 No! No!
玛洛 Mario.
你必须原谅你自己 You have to forgive yourself.
原谅你自己 玛洛 Forgive yourself, Mario.
不 No!
充电360 Charge 360.
雷？ Ray?
好的 好的 Okay. Okay.
哦 我的... Oh, my...
没事了 没事了 It's okay. It's okay.
嗨 Hey.
来 Here.
你做到了 There you go.
谢谢 Thank you.
你还好吗？ You okay?
是的 Yeah.
我找到那女孩了 I found the girl.
还有一个小男孩 And, uh, a little boy.
是的 Yeah.
我不去洛杉矶了 The hell with going to L.A.
我想住在这里 I’m getting a residency right here.
离他们近点 Be near them.
我会试试 I’m gonna try.
康特妮说得对 Courtney was right.
只道歉是不够的 It’s not enough to apologize.
我们必须承担过错 We have to face up to what we’ve done,
然后原谅自己 and then forgive ourselves.
有些界限是不可逾越的 Some lines should not be crossed.
我们失去了一个朋友 We lost a friend.
我们永远不再一样 We will never be the same.
你在哪里？ Where were you?
我和院长说了 I talked to the dean.
怎么样？ How’d it go?
我现在是在观察期 I’m on probation.
你带来了？ Did you bring it?
拿去 Here.
现在只有康特妮知道 Only Courtney knows now.
感觉很奇怪 康特妮没和我们一起在这里 Feels so weird just being here without Courtney.
有没有人想说些什么？ Anyone want to say something?
我们喝到醉吧 Let’s just get hammered.
不然你说点什么吧？ Why don’t you say something?
敬康特妮 To Courtney.
∮ You flipped the page And slipped away ∮
∮ Never thought that you were ∮
∮ Someone to say things that you didn’t mean ∮
∮ You didn’t even call to wish me sweet dreams ∮
∮ I really thought we made a sweet team ∮
∮ Uh- huh ∮
∮ But don’t cry ∮
∮ Consider this a lullaby ∮
∮ Sweet dreams... ∮
∮ Ticking clocks on the wall ∮
∮ Waiting for your call ∮
∮ Mmm, but that cuckoo bird ∮
∮ Won’t sing at all ∮
∮ Never thought that you would ∮
∮ Take everything we had and loved and leave ∮
∮ You didn’t even call to wish me sweet dreams ∮
∮ I really thought we made a sweet team ∮
∮ Uh- huh ∮
∮ But don’t cry ∮
∮ Can’t you see that you’re a love of mine? ∮
∮ Sweet dreams ∮
∮ Always thought you were the sweetest thing ∮
∮ Uh- huh... ∮
∮ But don’t cry ∮
∮ Consider this a lullaby ∮
∮ In sweet dreams ∮
∮ Sweet dreams ∮
∮ Oh, sweet dreams ∮