片名：衍生玛约莉
我感觉就好象 我的生活中你无处不在 I feel like I have to perform around you.
这就是我 It's just me.
这就是沃特 It's just Walter.
也许我有那种感觉 也没什么不好 Maybe it's not bad if I feel that way.
我以前 还相当乐在其中 I used to entertain a lot.
我记得 I remember.
你记得吗？ Do you?
当然 Of course.
玛约莉 餐碟在哪儿？ Marjorie, where are the dishes?
那个姑娘 茱莉 把它们拾掇了 The girl did them, Julie.
她要到两点才会来 She doesn't come until two.
那就是我把它们拾掇了 I did them.
你没有 你有关节炎 You didn't, your arthritis.
我今天感觉还不错 I'm having a good day.
玛约莉 我们俩都知道 看不到餐碟意味着什么 Marjorie, we both know what no dishes means.
那说明 我到现在还没有吃过东西 It means I haven't been eating.
就吃一汤匙花生酱吧 Only a spoonful of peanut butter.
我不饿 I'm not hungry.
那都是他们的错 给我吃那么多药 It's their fault, feeding me all those pills.
吃那些药是他们的错 还是你大夫的意见？ The pills are their fault or your doctors?
就吃一汤匙 怎么样？ Only a spoonful?
我还能拉小提琴吗？ Can I still play the violin?
我相信它们都还在停留你的脑海中 而不在你的指尖 I'm sure it's all in your head still, but your hands.
我可以给你讲一个故事 I could tell you a story.
上次你很喜欢的那个 You liked that the last time.
我肯定会相信你说的话 I'll have to take your word for it.
我可以跟你讲讲那次我们看的一个电影 I could tell you about the time we saw a movie.
我们一起去看过很多电影 We went to a lot of movies.
不过就一次 我们去看了《我最好朋友的婚礼》 But one time we saw "My Best Friend's Wedding."
《我最好朋友的婚礼》 "My Best Friend's Wedding."
电影是讲一个姑娘 朱莉娅·罗伯茨演的 There was a woman, Julia Roberts.
有那么一段时间 朱莉娅·罗伯茨几乎霸占了所有银幕 For a while, it was always Julia Roberts.
然后 她和她最好的朋友 她最好的男性朋友 有一个约定 And she had an agreement with her best friend, her male best friend,
如果到了某个年龄 他们都还是单身 that if they weren't married by the time they hit a certain age,
那么他们就牵手 they would marry each other.
然后到了她快要提醒他 他们还有这个约定的时候 And she was about to remind him of this agreement
传出消息 他已和一个金发美女 卡梅隆·迪亚兹 坠入情网 when it turns out he had already fallen in love with a nice blonde, Cameron Diaz.
然后 朱莉娅·罗伯茨在整场电影的时间里 So Julia Roberts spends the entire movie
都在使出浑身解数 想要坏了她的朋友 和卡梅隆·迪亚兹之间的好事 trying to ruin things between her friend and Cameron Diaz,
这对一个美国甜心来说 可真不是一种值得同情的行为 which isn't very sympathetic behavior for America's sweetheart.
但到了最后 一切都曲终人散 But in the end, it all works out.
而且 她有一个同志好朋友 总是能送出连珠妙语 And she has a gay best friend who delivers one liners.
后来 你说你也想要一个同志做好朋友 You said you wanted a gay best friend afterwards.
我确实有一个同志好朋友 I had a gay best friend.
他们那一对都是我的好朋友 I had two of them.
我现在想起来了 I'll remember that now.
你为什么单单挑出这个电影 《我最好朋友的婚礼》？ Why did you pick that story, "My Best Friend's Wedding"?
因为就在那个晚上 我向你求婚了 That was the night I proposed to you.
哦 玛约莉 有些事情你忘记了 Oh Marjorie, the things you forget.
没关系 That's OK.
你一直在想方设法告诉我 但我要打断你 You were trying to tell me and I wouldn't let you.
换一个吧 如果我们是看了《卡萨布兰卡》会怎么样 What if we saw "Casablanca" instead.
假定我们是在一家带天鹅绒座椅的老式电影院看了《卡萨布兰卡》 Let's say that we saw "Casablanca" in an old movie theater with velvet seats,
随后 在回家的路上你向我求婚了 and then on the way home you proposed.
那么下一次我们再谈起这个话题 那就会变成真事儿了 And then by the next time we talk it will be true.
你的意思是 杜撰一个故事？ You mean make it up?
哦 你太顶真了 Oh, you're very serious.
哦 你跟他们一样 特别是黛丝 Oh, you're like them, especially Tess.
我们的女儿 Our daughter.
我们的女儿 黛丝 还有她过份操心的丈夫 Our daughter, Tess, and her over-solicitous husband.
不... 不 不 这么说不太公平 No... no, no that's not fair.
我挺喜欢他的 I like him.
那个时候我不太喜欢他 I didn't then.
但现在我挺喜欢他 But now I do.
你喜欢我吗？ Do you like me?
别冒傻气 Don't be an idiot.
别说我傻 Don't call me an idiot.
你个傻瓜 Idiot.
如果我是个傻瓜 你为什么要喜欢我？ Why do you like me if I'm an idiot?
怎么了？ What?
那我会有麻烦 I'll get in trouble.
有麻烦？ In trouble?
因为那样跟你说话 黛丝会不开心 For talking to you that way, in trouble with Tess.
对此你不总是能理解 是不是？ You don't always understand, do you?
跟我说说那次我们找到托尼的事吧 Tell me about the time we got Toni.
这个故事我昨天跟你讲过了 I told you that story yesterday.
我喜欢那个故事 I like that story.
曾经有一对夫妇 非常靓丽 年轻的夫妇 There was once a couple, a very fine, young couple.
而且 那个丈夫长着一只漂亮健硕的下巴 And he had a good strong jaw.
他对此有点太过沾沾自喜了 He was a little too pleased with himself.
他长着一只漂亮健硕的下巴 He had a good strong jaw,
而且他对此有点太过沾沾自喜了 and he was a little too pleased with himself.
此外 那位妻子是镇上最漂亮的女人 And she was the most beautiful woman in town.
那个镇子不大 但她是那个地方的女王 It wasn't a very big town, but she was the queen of it.
你说起这个故事的时候 它听上去就象是一个童话故事 It sounds like a fairy tale when you tell it.
它就是一个童话 It is a fairy tale.
这么说可不太悦耳 That's not very nice.
我的意思不是说... I don't mean that...
- 我以为你在这儿的责任是提供宽慰 - ... 说它不是真的 - I thought that you were supposed to provide comfort. - ...it never happened.
我的意思是 这个故事发生的方式 象一个童话 I meant that that's the way it happened, like a fairy tale.
是吗？ It was?
现在 这对夫妇感到有一点孤独 Now this couple was feeling a bit lonely,
因为他们还没有生孩子 because they didn't have any children yet.
所以 有一天他们决定 是时候去养一条狗 So one day they decided it was time to get a dog.
他们搭巴士去到城市的动物收容所 They took the bus down to the city pound.
那儿有一条小黑狗正在睡觉 And there was a little black dog there asleep,
它的小肚子上下起伏 象一小片沉睡的黑影 its tummy going up and down like a little sleeping shadow.
因此 随后他们给它起名 托尼 And so they named it Toni.
托尼 Toni.
- 托尼 其中带一个字母"I" - 带一个字母"I" - Toni with an I. - With an I.
安托瓦内特的简写 Short for Antoinette.
她被起了个法国名字 是因为她是一条法国贵宾犬 She had a French name because she was a French poodle.
但不是那种装饰过度的 看上去就象一排树篱的狗 But not the fussy kind that look like hedges.
不 那是一条可以捡回木棍 并在沙滩上奔跑的贵宾 No, this was a poodle for fetching sticks and running on the beach.
所以 他们就带她搭巴士回家了 So they took her home on the bus.
她是一条很守规矩的小狗 She was very well behaved.
他们对她很是宠爱 而她也很爱他们 就这样一起过了很久 And they loved her, and she loved them back for a long time.
然后 就象其它的所有事情一样 她死了 And then, like everything else, she died.
你希望我继续讲下去吗？ Would you like me to keep going?
她死后 还有故事吗？ There's more after she died?
是的 Yes.
因为这对夫妇 这之后很快就有了孩子 Because the couple, soon after, had a child.
黛丝 Tess.
那是黛莎这个词的变体 是希腊语“采集者”的意思 Which is a variation on Tessa, which is Greek for "gatherer."
哦 别掉书袋 Oh, don't show off.
所以 当黛丝三岁大的时候 他们又去到了动物收容所 So when Tess was three years old, they went to the pound.
哦 是的 Oh, yes.
同一个动物收容所 The same pound.
那个时候他们已经有了一辆二手的斯巴鲁 They had an old Subaru by this point,
所以他们不必再搭巴士了 so they didn't have to take the bus.
然后 当然他们让小黛丝来挑新的小狗 And of course, they let young Tess pick out the new dog.
那里已经养着更多的狗了 There were more dogs there.
有一条客卡猎犬 一头尊贵的灰色向导犬 A Cocker Spaniel, a noble gray pointer,
而且那是条非常迷人的小狗 and a very attractive mutt.
但是令人惊讶的是 黛丝挑了条贵宾犬 一小片沉睡的黑影 But the amazing thing was, Tess picked the poodle, the little black sleeping shadow.
那是条她最喜欢的狗 That was the one she liked the best.
- 因此 我们给它起名托尼二世 - 托尼二世 - And so we named it Toni Two. - Toni Two.
但是很快它的名字就被简化了 就叫托尼 But that was soon shortened to just Toni.
不过 当然它跟原来的那条托尼不是一模一样 And of course, it wasn't exactly Toni.
但是 他们养她越久 But the longer they had her,
到底是哪一个托尼在沿着沙滩奔跑 the less it mattered which Toni it was that ran along the beach,
以及 到底是哪一个托尼在花园里刨出球茎 就越不重要 and which Toni it was the dug up all the bulbs in the garden.
时间过去得越久 在他们的记忆中她就越成为那同一条小狗 The more time that passed, the more she became the same dog in their memories.
所有这些都是谁告诉你的？ Who told you all that?
你啊 You did.
我说了这么多？ I talk that much?
没错 你和乔恩 Well, you and Jon.
你不曾失去你记忆中的美好时光 You have your good days when you remember.
再来一汤匙？ Another spoonful?
喜爱沙滩的其实是托尼二世 It was the second Toni who loved the beach.
尽管很遗憾 我们已经失去她了 Though it's a shame we didn't have her longer.
即使她的头发里总是藏着沙粒 Even though she always had sand in her hair.
或者称为皮毛？ Fur?
不 头发很拟人 听上去也没错 No, hair like a human sounds right.
现在我想起来了 I'll remember that now.
鼻子有些不对劲 Something's a little off with the nose.
你说什么？ I'm sorry?
或者 这可能是我的记忆出了问题 你没错 Or maybe it's my memory and you're right.
好吧 反正你是个很不错的沃特 Well, you're a good Walter either way.
谢谢 Thank you.
跟我一起待一会儿？ Stay with me while?
我不想给你惹麻烦 I don't want to get you in trouble.
这个你倒学会了 You learn like that.
我告诉过你 I told you.
你现在想聊点什么？ What would you like to talk about now?
我们不必非要聊天 我们可以就这么坐着 We don't have to talk, we can just sit.
有时候我觉得好累 Sometimes I get so tired.
我会来这儿陪你 玛约莉 I'll be right here, Marjorie,
在你需要我的任何时候 whenever you need me.
我有取之不尽的时间 I have all the time in the world.
我还是不喜欢它 I still don't like it.
不喜欢什么？ What?
那个衍生幻像 The Prime.
吖 Ah.
好吧 目前这个阶段... Well, at this stage...
这话是谁说的？ Who said it?
陪伴是最重要的事情 Companionship is the most important thing.
你说的 You said it.
它总比无所事事看电视要好 It's better than watching television.
好象她还是个婴儿 需要安抚 As if she's an infant that needs to be pacified.
她八十五岁了 She's 85.
她一觉醒来 都不知道自己身处何方 She wakes up, she doesn't know where she is.
而且 顺便问一下 需要安抚有什么不好吗？ And by the way, what's wrong with being pacified?
她在睡觉 She's sleeping.
那些新开的药丸好象让她昏睡不醒 Those new pills seemed to knock her out.
花生酱 Peanut butter.
哦 小小的奇迹 Oh, small miracles.
她终于在依从我的劝告 She's finally coming to my campaign.
或者 她正在听从衍生沃特的意见 Or she's listening to Walter Prime.
他们说那种方式很象鹦鹉学舌 They say it's like a parrot that way.
来一汤匙 来一汤匙 Have a spoonful, have a spoonful.
你知道吗 鹦鹉会长生不老？ Did you know that parrots live forever?
我有个学生 在她爸过世后继承了他的鹦鹉 I have a student who's got her dad's parrot after he died.
然后她说 即使现在二十年过去了 And she says even now 20 years later,
那鹦鹉依然可以用他爸的声音说话 It still says things in his voice.
比如呢？ Like what?
大部分就象 嘿 你瞧 伙计 Mostly just, hey there, partner.
金玉之语 Words of wisdom.
其实 她说那也不是百分之百是她父亲的声调 Well, she says it's not exactly his voice,
不过她能确信无疑地分辨出 那就是他在说话 but she can definitely tell that it's him.
你刚才是不是... Did you just...
她已经能如此接受它 The way she's so accepting of it,
这是不是会让你不寒而栗？ does that creep you out?
它让我头皮发麻 It creeps me out.
到底是哪一样更困扰你 是你妈妈在跟一套计算机程序说话 Does it bother you that your mother is talking to a computer program,
还是一套计算机程序正在扮作是你的爸爸？ or that a computer program is pretending to be your dad?
真正困扰我的是... It bothers me that...
你正合谋 帮着它假扮成我爸青春版的某种活力之源 you are helping it pretend to be some fountain of youth version of my dad.
那是她记忆中他的样子 It's how she remembers him.
然后她接受了它 因为它很智能 And she accepts it, because it's clever.
智能得就象一面镜子 就象一块背板 Clever like a mirror, like a backboard,
不 不 不仅于此 No, no it's more than that.
它还能查找资料 It can look stuff up.
它还能和其它的衍生幻像对话 It can talk to other Primes.
它就象孩子学说话 只是它学得如此之快 It's like a child learning to talk, only does it so quickly.
那就是我们认为的我们与人类交谈的方式 That's how we think we're talking to a human.
你说得越多 它吸收得越多 The more you talk, the more it absorbs,
也包括我们说话中的瑕疵 including our imperfections.
它可以断章取义地说话 It can speak in fragments.
它可以前言不搭后语 It can use non-sequiturs.
它可以 你知道 错置修饰语 It can, you know, misplace modifiers.
它可以... It can...
它可以气喘吁吁地急于罗列各种事项 It can run out of steam trying to list things.
那么 你听懂了 So you get it.
你是不是吃醋了？ Are you jealous?
没有 No.
我看你是 You are.
我是不是应该对此装作视而不见 Am I supposed to just not notice,
她对那玩意儿比对我还要和蔼可亲？ That she's nicer to that thing than she is to me?
她和蔼可亲的对象可是你父亲 It's your father that she's being nicer to.
妈 你起来了 Mom, your up.
你想喝点茶吗？ Do you want some tea?
我可以烧点开水 I can put on the kettle.
我已经吃了一些花生酱 I ate some peanut butter.
是的 你吃过了 Yes, you did.
那太棒了 That's wonderful.
我就想 那会让她很开心 I thought that would make her happy.
是的 是的 我是个直肠子 Yeah, yeah, I'm very predictable.
你刚才睡了一会儿？ Did you sleep awhile?
我刚刚在看电视 有个女人说话声音特别刺耳 然后我就出来了 I was watching the woman on TV, the strident one, and then just out.
那就是世间万物 皆有其因 That's how it should happen when it happens.
别太宿命 就算是命定 Don't be morbid, despite of morbid.
哦 好吧 Oh, yes.
让我们都假装自己能长生不老吧 Let's all pretend we live forever.
你的好气色又回来了 You got your color back.
谢谢 乔恩 Thank you, Jon.
被奉承总是让人心情愉悦 It's always nice to be lied to.
自从他剃了胡子以后 我就更喜欢他了 I like him more now that he cut off his beard.
那已经是三十年前的事了 That was 30 years ago.
不会吧 It wasn't.
没错 三十年了 Yeah, it was.
而且你也不再整日忧心忡忡要给我留下好印象 我更喜欢那样 And you stopped worrying about impressing me, and that helped.
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嘿 你能不能检查一下还剩多少Restivan？ Hey, could you check on the rest of Restivan?
星期一的时候还有很多 There was plenty on Monday.
茱莉说我们上周就用完了 这就不太好了 Julie said we ran out last week and it was not pretty.
有个人一直出现在我的脑海中 There is someone in my mind.
我要想办法搞明白那人到底是谁 I'm trying to figure out who it is.
芮娜这个周末过来 Raina is coming this weekend,
你亲爱的外孙女 your loving granddaughter.
我知道芮娜是谁 I know who Raina is.
她怎么样？ How is she?
她把头发染蓝了 She's got blue hair.
那倒挺配她 It suits her.
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还剩九片Restivan 六片Cortadol Nine Restivan and six Cortadol.
我记得在一座桥上醒来 周围有很多人 I remember waking up on a bridge with a lot of people around.
你为什么会谁在一座桥上？ Why were you sleeping on a bridge?
这是个梦吧 我这么想？ This is a dream, I take it?
可能沃特会记得 Maybe Walter would remember.
我们可以问问沃特 We could ask Walter.
妈 爸爸已经去世十五年了 Mom, Dad's been dead for 15 years.
我的意思是另一个沃特 衍生沃特？ I mean the other Walter, Walter Prime?
哦 我还没那么退化 Ugh, I'm not that far gone.
超然事外？ Detached?
没错 是这样 Well, yeah.
到我过来的时候 By the time I came along,
你做得已经有点从这些谈话中脱身而出的感觉 you had kind of removed yourself from the conversation.
你就象是在自外向内地窥视 You were outside looking in.
你能告诉我更多一些关于我的职业 我工作的情况吗？ Can you tell me more about my profession, my work?
你还没有仔细地研究过你自己吗？ Haven't you read up on yourself?
在我的讣告中 职业的细节着墨不多 In my obituary, professional details were sparse.
你能不能描述一下 我究竟是干什么工作的？ Can you describe what I actually did?
强暴和掠夺 Raping and pillaging.
你说什么？ Excuse me?
这是当我第一次问起你干什么工作时 黛丝开的玩笑 That was Tess's joke when I first asked what you did.
你为有钱人评估财务报告和公司投资计划 You evaluated financial statements, corporate investments for rich people.
然后 你给出你的建议 指导他们如何才能富上加富 And you gave them advice on how to get richer.
我喜欢这份工作吗？ Did I like it?
你很擅长这份工作 You were good at it.
你意识到了这就是你的房子 是吧？ You realize this is your house, right?
黛丝和我 在你过世十年后搬了进来 来照顾玛约莉 Tess and I moved in to help Marjorie 10 years after you died.
但在这之前 当我遇见你的时候 你是个心不在焉的人 But before that, when I met you, you were a guy whose mind was somewhere else.
另外 请别见怪 Also, no offense,
随着年龄增长 你并没有出落得越发英俊 you didn't get prettier as you aged.
谁又能例外呢？ Who does?
玛约莉选择了你 年轻时的沃特 回归她的生活 这是不是有些奇怪？ Is it weird that Marjorie chose you, younger Walter, to come back into her life?
我不认为你跟玛约莉交谈的时候 谈到了你的工作 I don't believe that you talked to Marjorie about your work,
如果你正在询问的 正是你们谈话的内容 if that's what you're asking.
这是什么音乐？ What is this music?
我不记得我有播放这些音乐 I don't remember putting it on.
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普朗克的作品 Poulenc.
我们上次交谈的时候 玛约莉要求播放的 Marjorie had asked for it when we spoke last.
我觉得它可以提供一种舒心的氛围 I thought it might provide a pleasant atmosphere.
哦 Oh.
茱莉 我们正在这儿等你 Julie, we're ready for you here.
你是不是更愿意没有音乐？ Would you prefer no music?
哦 是的 也许吧 就现在 Oh, yeah maybe, for now.
呃 你能看出黛丝现在的压力有多大 Um, you can see how stressed Tess has been.
是的 如果她跟你聊天 你能发现 Well, you could if she would talk to you.
我们正在筹划一次旅行 We were planning a trip.
但是考虑到玛约莉的... But given Marjorie's...
考虑到玛约莉的状况... given Marjorie's condition...
这在目前来说可能不是个好主意 that might not be a good idea right now.
然后 茱莉将会搬来这儿住 And Julie is going to be living here,
作为一份全职的工作 以便于确保 full time to make sure that
玛约莉能获得她所需的一切帮助 Marjorie gets everything that she needs.
所以我们 黛丝和我决定 So we determined, Tess and I,
经过反反复复地思想斗争 after some spirited back and forth,
茱莉应该 呃 和你见一面 that Julie should um, meet you.
嗨 Hello.
你好吗？ How are you?
我很好 谢谢 I'm fine, thank you.
为什么你要重复每一句我说的话？ Why are you repeating everything I say?
这是... 这是沃特 玛约莉的丈夫 This is... this is Walter, Marjorie's husband.
我相信黛丝已经跟你解释过了 I believe Tess explained it to you.
呃 黛丝能说一口相当地道的西班牙语 Uh, Tess has pretty decent Spanish.
我也是 So do I.
哦 真的吗？ Oh, really?
你能说几门外语？ How many other languages?
很多 Many.
好吧 到底几门？ OK, how many?
三十二 32.
好吧 我不得不... Well, I have to...
呃 Hmm.
我得承认 我还没有通读过你的操作手册 I have to admit, I haven't fully read the brochure.
不好意思 你刚才说什么来着？ I'm sorry, what did you just say?
我们应当怎么做 才能帮到玛约莉？ What should we do to help Marjorie?
呃... Um...
嗯 Hmm.
威士忌 加冰块 Scotch, rocks.
黛丝？ Tess?
我猜就是你 I thought that was you.
我真高兴你能坚持下来 I'm so glad you could make it.
喂？ Hello?
我现在每次花一整天的时间做适应训练 I'm adjusting one day at a time.
你知道 有一件差不多的事发生在芒特身上 You know, a similar thing happened to Monte.
芒特？ Monte?
我们家的猫 Our cat.
好吧 哦 你很喜欢芒特的 Well, oh, you loved Monte.
什么？ What?
抱歉 Sorry.
嗨 妈妈 Hi, mom.
我们被这场瓢泼大雨逮个正着 We got caught in the downpour.
我们正在你那家老的顿足爵士舞舞场 那家俱乐部避雨 We're taking refuge in your old stomping ground, the club.
我的顿足爵士舞场 My stomping ground.
我从来没有真的跳过顿足舞 我有吗？我是去打高尔夫的 I never really stomped, did I? I golfed.
更确切地说 那是沃特的爱好 你知道 That was more Walter's thing, you know.
哦 别担心 Oh, don't fret.
我今天过得不错 我觉得 I'm having a good day, I think.
我的感觉就象钢钉一般敏锐 I'm sharp as a tack.
听上去你象是在户外 It sounds like you're outside.
你在外面吗 妈 被大雨淋到了吗？ Are you outside, mom, in this downpour?
请让茱莉听电话 Please get Julie.
塞佛逊家的 The Salversons.
我爸妈过去经常把我留给塞佛逊家照看 当他们出门旅行时 My parents used to leave me with the Salversons when they went on trips.
现在 塞佛逊太太去年经历了一次中风 Now Mrs. Salverson had a stroke last year.
然后 她 呃... And she uh...
我竟然没有认出她来 I didn't recognize her.
上一次我们来这家酒吧是什么时候？ When was the last time we were in this bar?
沃特的葬礼那次 Walter's funeral.
记忆 是大脑中的积淀层 Memory, sedimentary layers in the brain.
- 你知道 - 如果你能进去看 你就会知道它就在那儿 - You know. - You get in, you know it's there.
你不过就是... You just have to...
不 不是 No, no.
威廉·詹姆士(1842~1910)：美国哲学家与心理学家，是美国最早的实验心理学家之一，曾长期在哈佛大学任教
我以为你知道那些基本理论 根据威廉·詹姆士的学说 I thought you knew the basic idea according to William James.
也许吧 很久以前有听说过 Maybe, once long ago.
威廉·詹姆士创立了这套理论 而且它已经被科学所确证 William James had the idea, and it's been confirmed scientifically,
记忆并不是象你挖掘进入的一口井 或是象一个文件柜 that memory is not like a well that you dig into or a filing cabinet.
当你记住一些事 你记住的是记忆本身 When you remember something, you remember the memory.
你记住的是你最后一次记住它们的样子 而不是最初的本源 You remember the last time you remembered it, not the source.
所以记忆总是会变得越来越模糊 So it's always getting fuzzier,
就象是对一个复印件的再次复印 Like a photocopy of a photocopy.
它们绝对不会变得越来越鲜明 越来越清晰 It's never getting fresher or clearer.
所以 即便是一段非常强烈的记忆也可能靠不住的 So even a very strong memory can be unreliable,
因为它总是处于不断消退的过程之中 because it's always in the process of dissolving.
格特鲁德·斯泰因(1874~1946)：美国小说家，诗人，剧作家和艺术收藏家，后半生主要在法国生活，她催生了 现代主义文学与现代艺术的蓬勃发展；1893~1897年她就读于拉德克利夫学院（哈佛分校），并师从威廉·詹姆士
我所有有关威廉·詹姆士的记忆都是关于那个格特鲁德·斯坦的故事 All I remember about William James is the Gertrude Stein story.
我们正在转换话题 是不是？ Changing the subject, are we?
她选择了他的哲学课程 了不起的格特鲁德 在哈佛大学 She was taking his philosophy course, old Gertrude, at Harvard.
然而 她没好好学 And she hadn't studied.
因此她在考试的答题本上写下了 “我很抱歉 And so she writes in the exam book, "I'm sorry,
但是我今天并不想要参加一次哲学考试” but I do not feel like taking a philosophy exam today."
接着她把答题本交了 然后步出考场 And she turns in the book and she walks out.
我想我现在还记得这个故事 I think I remember this now.
那可是期末大考 It's the final exam.
然后 詹姆士写下了 “我充分了解你的感受” And, James writes, "I know exactly how you feel."
接着 她给了她一个A And he gives her an A.
我突然记起 当你第一次告诉我这个故事的时候 I suddenly remember that when you told me this the first time,
我们正在吃香草冰激凌 we were eating vanilla ice cream.
是开心果味儿的 It was pistachio.
你脑子短路了 是香草的 You're insane, it was vanilla.
但是我想说的事情是 非常遗憾 But the thing I wanted to talk about is, regrettably,
我想 我们得把茱莉辞了 I think we have to fire Julie.
真的吗？ Really?
她让玛约莉在外头雨地里闲逛 She let Marjorie wander outside in this raining.
那个值得信赖 爱岗敬业的茱莉 真的吗？ Dependable, devoted Julie, really?
好吧 如果你不介意 我会... Well, if you don't mind, I'm going...
在我们为这事儿展开争论之前 再去要一杯威士忌 to have another scotch before we go into battle on this one.
你感觉怎么样？ How are you feeling?
我是不是应该感觉很糟糕 就象你问这句话口气一样？ Should I be feeling poorly, the way you say it.
好吧 昨晚你过得很不一般 Well, you had quite a night.
我们发现你时 你正躺在起居室的地板上 We found you on the floor in the living room.
你摔了一跤 You had a fall.
你被救护车接走 黛丝在车上陪着你 Tess rode with you in the ambulance.
等到我赶到那里时 你已经恢复得不错 反应相当机敏 You were pretty alert by the time I got there,
已经在和大夫调情 already flirting with the doctor.
我没有 I wasn't.
你有 You were.
你总是给大夫们 绽放你最美的笑颜 You always put your best face on for doctors.
有什么不妥吗？ What's wrong with that?
没有 Nothing.
除了让他们难以察觉你是否感觉疼痛 Except they don't know whether you're in pain,
或者你的身体状况有多糟糕 Or how bad it is.
他有没有回馈我一番打情骂俏？ Was he flirting back?
他有 He was.
但是我告诉他 他最好小心点 万一让·保罗出现在眼前 But I told him he'd better watch out in case Jean Paul showed up.
你还记得让·保罗吗？ You remember Jean Paul?
那个职业网球选手 The tennis pro.
曾高居世界排名第八 如果我没记错的话 World number eight, if I remember.
我不会记错 我们查询过 I do remember, we looked it up.
但你就是把他当备胎使了 But you just strung him along.
有道理 你那时要是能开导开导我就好了 Well, you should have talked some sense into me.
嗯 那是太久 太久之前的事了 Hm, it was a long, long time ago.
而且 你凭借一己之力 做出了正确的选择 And you chose right all by yourself.
你选择了沃特 You chose Walter.
在我曾经交往过的人中间 沃特不是最帅的那个 Walter was not the most beautiful man I was with,
但他却是最佳情人 but he was the best lover.
是的 我知道这个词很蹩脚 “情人” Yeah, I know it's a terrible word, lover.
我们需要新造一个词 We need a new word.
我喜欢“追求者”这个词 I like wooer.
相比献殷勤的能力 让·保罗根本不是沃特的对手 Jean Paul was no match for Walter's woo.
黛丝认为罗斯大夫的镇静剂药量给大了 Tess thinks that Dr. Ross is overdoing it with the sedatives.
那就是你之所以... That's why you had...
沃特 Walter.
不 不是你 No, not you.
我不要你 我要沃特 I don't want you, I want Walter.
好吧 我稍后再过来... OK, I'll come back later...
当你感觉好一点的时候 when you're feeling better.
我不会好起来了 是不是这样？ I'm not getting better, am I?
他们什么也不会告诉我 但是我知道 They won't tell me anything, but I know.
说这些都言之过早 It's too soon to tell.
你说我会好起来的 但是你才是那个越老越俏的人 You said I'd get better, but you're the one who's getting better.
我们只不过才交谈了几个月 We've only been talking a few months.
部分而言 它是一个生物学问题 Part of it is biology.
我知道 I know.
你的遗传趋势 Your genetic inclination.
它会把一切都悄无声息地包裹起 并抛在身后 Which is to leave everything behind, to pack lightly.
我不必非要好起来 别让我变得更糟就好 I don't have to get better, just keep me from getting worse.
答应我 Promise.
我不能答应 I can't promise.
我能拉小提琴吗？ Can I play the violin?
我相信它们都还停留在你的脑海中 而不在你的指尖 I'm sure it's in your head still, but your hands.
那四根弦叫什么？ What are the four strings called?
小提琴的四空弦音：小提琴有四根弦，由粗到细分别是G-D-A-E弦
G-D-A-E 那是第一课就要学的 G, D, A, E. That's the first lesson.
他们在一开始还教你别的什么？ What else do they teach you in the beginning?
《一闪一闪亮晶晶》(winkle, Twinkle, Little Star): 又译《一闪一闪小星星》，是一首著名的英国儿歌，旋律出自于法国民谣 《妈妈请听我说》，歌词则出自于珍·泰勒Jane Taylor的《小星星》The Star，后莫扎特依此创作了著名的《小星星变奏曲》
“一闪一闪亮晶晶” "Twinkle, Twinkle."
那是莫扎特的作品 你知道吗？ That's Mozart, did you know that?
知道 Yes.
不是歌词 Not the words.
我知道 I know.
别人在很多年后写的歌词 Somebody else wrote them years later.
我猜你什么都知道 I guess you know everything.
你知道怎么读乐谱吗？ Do you know how to read music?
沃特就不知道 Walter didn't.
也许你可以教我 Maybe you could teach me.
如何引弓而奏 使万物齐歌 How to hold the bow so that everything sings.
如何才能手中无弓 而心中有弓 非常禅宗 How to hold it without holding it, very zen.
你是个优雅的女人 玛约莉 You're a fine woman, Marjorie.
我是吗？ Am I?
我何德何能 你选择了象我这么一个凡夫俗子共度一生 I'm lucky you chose to spend your life with a lump like me,
特别是 你本来可以选择那个职业网球选手 especially when you could have had a tennis pro.
你知道那件事了？ You know about that?
世界排名第八的选手 还是个法国人 Number eight in the world, and French.
法裔加拿大人 French Canadian.
你愿意听些音乐吗？ Would you like to hear some music?
你感觉好点了吗？ You feeling better?
非常好 谢谢 Wonderful, thank you.
今天过得好吗？ Beautiful day?
早上落落寡欢的一个人 到了晚上就成了神采奕奕的两个 Just a blue one in the morning, two pinks at night.
听上去很有道理 是不是？ Sounds sensible, doesn't it?
应该是有影响的 Should make a difference.
如果你能为此而神采重现 我们稍后可以去做一个自驾游 If you're up for it, we can take a drive later.
哦 可以去那个河口 Oh, maybe the estuary.
野鹅都飞回来了 The geese are back.
我们也可以顺便跑几趟差事 如果你不介意坐在车里 We might run a few errands too, if you don't mind sitting in the car.
达米安睡着了？ Is Damian asleep?
不 妈 达米安不在这儿 No mom, Damian's not here.
有一次 你爸爸和我去到城里 One time, your father and I went to the city
圣诞节前夕 before Christmas.
那是一趟公差 我也跟着一起去了 It was a business trip and I came along.
我们一定是把你交托给塞佛逊家照看了 We must have left you with the Salversons.
然后那次 我们肯定是做了很多事 And we must have done a lot of things,
但我所有的记忆 就只是坐在一座公园的长凳上 but all I remember is sitting on a park bench,
就是坐在那儿 然后看着公园里那些橘色的旗子飘扬 just sitting and watching these orange flags in the park.
公园里遍布这类橘色的旗子 These orange sorts of flags everywhere.
橘色的旗子？ Orange flags?
或者更象是... 那是种什么颜色？ Or more... what's the color?
代表着辛辣 西班牙 昂贵 Spice, Spanish, expensive.
番红花：也称藏红花，是产自土耳其和伊朗一带的植物，也是常见的香料；若以重量 衡量，番红花是世界上最昂贵的香料，伊朗是世界最大的番红花出产地，其次是西班牙
番红花色 Saffron.
而且 那天很冷 不过这都无关紧要 And it didn't matter that it was cold,
因为那景色煞是明艳动人 所有的那些番红花色 because it was so pretty just watching all that saffron
在那片蓝白色积雪的衬托下 against the blue white snow,
就象佛教僧侣行进在树丛中 like Buddhist monks marching into the trees.
我刚刚记起跟你爸爸一起坐在那某一条长凳上 I just remember sitting on one of those benches with your father,
而且坐到都不想起身 and not wanting to get up.
因为一旦我们站起来 Because if we got up,
那就意味着 我们将不得不开启我们生活的其余部分 that would mean we'd have to start the rest of our lives.
这是什么？ What's this?
一本圣经 A bible.
是的 看得出来这是一本圣经 Yeah, I can see it's a Bible.
你用它做什么？ What are you doing with it?
它是茱莉昨天带来的 我想 Julie brought it yesterday, I think.
她就说 如果我感兴趣 She just said if I was interested.
那么 你告诉她你感兴趣？ And you told her you were interested?
我没有说感兴趣 也没说不感兴趣 I didn't say one way or the other.
我们要把它烧了吗？ Should we burn it?
哈 哈 Ha, ha.
打我记事起 她就一直告诉我没有上帝 My whole life she's told me there is no God,
那只是一个人们自言自语的童话故事 it's just a fairytale people tell themselves.
勿求报偿 为善最乐 Goodness is its own reward.
- 而这会儿 她自己... - 我甚至还没有打开它 - And now she's letting herself... - I haven't even opened it.
茱莉愿意和我分享她的信仰 Julie wanted to share her beliefs with me.
- 好啊 - 她说 当她父亲去世后 那给她带去慰藉 - Right. - She said it was a comfort to her when she lost her father.
呃 而且 这是同一个茱莉 她还偷偷给你带来香烟 Uh-huh. And this is the same Julie who'd been sneaking you cigarettes.
我请她给我带这些香烟的 甚至是我要求的 I asked for those cigarettes, demanded them, even.
你不能为此而指责她 You can't blame her for that.
她最后承认了 She fessed up to it eventually.
这就是有点特么让人沮丧 It's just a little fucking frustrating
同一个茱莉 她给你供应香烟 that the same Julie who supplies you with cigarettes
同时 她向你兜售她的童话故事 is selling you her fairytale,
既然你有了更多一点理由去相信它 now that you have a little more reason to believe it.
这太下流了 It's disgusting.
你听说过这个 捕猎者专找老年人下手 You hear about this, people preying on the elderly.
我不是被捕猎的对象 I'm not prey.
而且茱莉已经说出了实情 And Julie came clean about them.
她... She was...
你能不能就别... Could you just not...
就象你常做的那样 Like you always do.
不 No.
妈 Mom,
你是不是出了什么状况？ did you have an accident?
没事 It's all right.
我们帮你收拾干净 Let's get you cleaned up.
- 来吧 - 好 - Come on. - OK.
哦 我很抱歉 Oh, I'm sorry.
不用 No.
- 哦 我很抱歉 - 不必抱歉 - Oh, I'm so sorry. - Don't be sorry.
不 忘了这事吧 No, forget it.
可能会忘了这事 Probably will forget it.
洗个舒服的热水澡 你就会焕然一新 容光焕发了 Nice hot bath, you'll be good as new.
我想告诉你 关于那一次 I want to tell you about the time
你带着玛约莉在圣诞节期间去纽约的事 that you took Marjorie to New York at Christmastime.
我听着呢 I'm listening.
你们坐在中央公园的长凳上 You sat on a bench in Central Park
然后 你们看着雪地里那些番红花色的旗子 and you looked at these saffron colored flags in the snow.
那一定是正在举办某种节庆活动 或其它什么 It must have been some kind of festival or something.
那应当是在你儿子去世后不久发生的事 This wouldn't have been long after your son died.
我的儿子？ My son?
你的儿子 达米安 Your son, Damien.
所以你有一次去纽约旅行的机会 并且你带着玛约莉随行 So you took a trip to New York, and you took Marjorie with you.
我想 你是有意带她去散散心 让她的注意力从那件事上转移开 I think you wanted to get her mind off of it.
你想重新开始生活 You wanted to start living again.
他怎么死的？ How did he die?
他自我了结的 He did it himself.
如此残酷的还不是这件事 That wasn't what was so hard.
呃 你以为你为他营造了一种优渥的生活条件 Eh, you thought you had made a nice life for him.
但其实我并没有 But I hadn't.
这么说吧 黛丝有这种感觉 他总是有点... Well, Tess got the sense that he was always a little...
有一点... A little...
他很多时间是待在他自己的房间里 He stayed in his room a lot.
呃 他参与了学校的很多打架事件 Eh, he got into a lot of fights at school.
打架不是他挑起的 但那帮孩子会去招惹他 Not fights he started, but kids would tease him
而他会反击回去 and he would fight back.
你并不总是知道 如何让他知道你爱他 You didn't always know how to show him that you loved him.
为什么呢？ Why not?
有时候 人就是这样 That's the way people are sometimes.
所以 幸运的是 有托尼陪伴在他身边 So it's lucky that Toni was around.
他有很多的时间是和她一起度过的 He spent a lot of time with her.
尽管如此 难以让人理解的是 What was hard to understand though,
他杀死了托尼 was that he killed Toni.
我觉得他是想... I think he wanted...
他一定是想 He must have thought
他可以带着她一起走 这就是原因 that he could take her with him, that's why.
哦 如果你是沃特 你会知道原因 是不是这样？ Oh, if you're Walter, you would know that, wouldn't you?
是的 我会 Yes, I would.
当然 他从来没有从这个悲剧中恢复过来 He never got over it, of course.
但经历了最艰难岁月的人 却是玛约莉 But it was Marjorie who had the hardest time.
五十年的时间里 她从来没有提起过他的名字 For 50 years, she never said his name.
她把所有的照片都藏起来了 She hid all the pictures.
那是如此得难以承受 It was that hard.
但是她从来没有忘记他 沃特 But she never forgot him, Walter.
她从来没有忘记 She never forgot.
那么 这事我会记得 I'll remember that now.
你不能喝酒真是非常遗憾 It's a shame you can't drink.
他们应该 我想 设计出一套程序 They should, I think, work out a setting
可以模拟出累进的醉酒层级 that approximates graduated layers of inebriation.
它可以帮助你缓解压力 It would loosen you up.
没有必要跟黛丝提及这次谈话的任何内容 顺便说一句 There is no need to mention any of this to Tess, by the way.
你明白吗？ You understand?
你可以告诉黛丝 我们有过交谈 You can tell Tess we talk,
但没有理由说得太过具体 but there's no reason to be specific.
而且 绝对不要跟黛丝提及达米安 And don't ever mention Damien to Tess.
我说得够清楚了吧 是吧？ I'm being clear, OK?
坦率说 沃特 所有的亲密关系 Honestly Walter, all relationships,
即便是那些长久维系的关系 都是浮云朝露 even the long lasting ones, are impossible.
婚姻也好 友谊也罢 人们常常是撇过头去 装作没看见 Marriages, friendships, people are constantly looking the other way,
才能承受住某些坏消息 承受沉重的伤害 委屈和背弃 accepting some bad news, petty infringements, compromise, betrayal.
你不得不做出选择 You have to decide.
你一开始说 我要你 我要这个 You say, I want you, I want this.
到最后 你得拼尽全力 才能摆脱所有的失望和挫败 And then you work through all the disappointments and disasters.
你... 挣扎上岸 尽管胜算很小很小 You... work through it, against all odds.
我没有喝醉 你知道的 I'm not drunk, you know.
我... 现在不过是知觉有些麻木 我是微醉 I'm... just taking the edge off, I'm tipsy.
它们有程度上的差别... 微醺 醉倒 和烂醉如泥 There are degrees... Tipsy, tipped, smashed.
没有人还是他过去的自己 他的将来也不会是现在的样子 Nobody is who he was, nor will be who he is now.
嘿 好了 伙计 Hey there, partner.
她睡着了 She's sleeping.
昨天 她认不出我是谁 Yesterday, she didn't know who I was.
今天 我们还是老朋友 Today, we're old friends.
她告诉我 永远不要变老 She tells me, never get old.
她说 没有人准备好接受你变老的事实 She says, no one prepares you for this.
她不了解我上一份工作的情况 She doesn't know about my last job.
是一个老头 很高大 很威严 不过病得很重 And old man, very tall and dignified, but very sick.
他一直在呕吐 He was always vomiting.
那是我工作的很大一个组成部分 清理呕吐物 That was a big part of my job, cleaning up vomit.
这个老人的儿子后来成了我男朋友 The man's son became my boyfriend.
他不停地在和他的父亲 以及他父亲的医生争吵 He was always fighting with his father and his father's doctor.
到了某个时刻 他开始动手打那个医生 At one point, he started to beat up the doctor.
这份工作好多了 This job is much better.
别哭 Don't cry.
会没事的 It'll be all right.
我没哭 I'm not crying.
我有过敏症 I have allergies.
也许只需要半年的时间 或者三个 或者四个月 Six months, maybe, or three or four.
你打算告诉我这是沃特的主意？ You going to tell me that Walter thought this one up?
什么 突然间我就得退学？ What, all of a sudden I'm supposed to drop out of school?
放弃我的家人 我的事业 Forget my family, forget my career.
- 放弃我所有的人生规划 - 好吧 抱歉 - Forget about all the things I had planned for my life. - Well, forgive me
破坏了你的计划 for screwing up your plans.
还好我现在听到这个 还不算太迟 I'm just sure glad I'm hearing about this now before it's too late.
- 这什么意思？ - 我的人生怎么办 呃？ - What is that supposed to mean? - What am I supposed to do with my life, huh?
我做着一份低薪水 没尊严的工作 I work in that low paying, zero respect job.
不幸的是 我碰巧还爱这份工作 Which unfortunately, I happen to love.
为什么你就不能坦诚一点 哪怕只有片刻 金？ Why don't you start by being honest one second, Kim?
我很坦诚 I am being honest.
对我来说 你还是太老了点 You're still too old for me.
你怎么能这么说？ How can you say that?
嫁给我 玛约莉？ Marry me, Marjorie?
我们会一起变老 We'll grow old together.
只不过我会老得比你更快一点 I'll just do it a little sooner than you.
过了一段时间以后 这真的都不重要了 After a while, it won't really matter.
但是 你怎么能如此肯定？ But how can you be so sure?
肯定什么？ Sure about?
你自己 我 任何的一切？ Yourself, me, anything?
这件毛衣穿在你身上很好看 That sweater is good on you.
谢谢 Thank you.
你替我挑的 还记得吗？ You picked it out for me, remember?
三个圣诞节之前的事了 Three Christmases ago.
三年并不是很长的时间 对我来说不是 Three years isn't a long time, not for me.
记得那时我们带托尼去沙滩的事吗？ Remember when we took Toni to the beach?
记得 当然 Yes, of course.
她好开心 She was so happy.
但接下来几周的时间 我们总能在她的毛发里找到沙子 But we were finding sand in her fur for weeks.
她是条很棒的小狗 She was a good dog.
乔恩想养一条狗 Jon wants to get a dog.
哦？ Oh?
他想养一条那种能捡回木棍的狗 He wants a fetch the stick kind of a dog.
但我考虑的是养一条柴犬 But I was thinking a Shiba Inu.
希巴依努是什么？ What's a Shiba Inu?
差不多就是日本的国犬 It's like the national dog of Japan.
它就象 就象一只友善的小狐狸 非常得... It's like, like a friendly little fox, very...
呃 干净 非常安静 非常害羞 Eh, clean, very quiet, very shy.
好吧 你期望什么呢？ Well, what do you expect?
你... 你的意思... You... you mean...
那可是日本 It's Japan.
妈 那非常... Mom, that's very...
这不是种族主义 这是一种恭维 It's not racist, it's a compliment.
很多年 朴桑迪都是我最好的朋友 For years, Sandy Park was my best friend.
我们在那家乐团共事 担任琴手 We played in the orchestra together.
她是韩国人 但是... 我并不是种族主义者 Korean, but... I'm not racist.
你可怜的老母亲可是出生在二十世纪 Your poor old mother was born in the 20th century.
你得给她点时间 跟上这个时代 You'll have to give her time to catch up.
问题是... The problem...
养一条狗的问题是... the problem with a dog is...
乔恩和我想去旅行 那么谁来照顾它呢？ Jon and I want to travel, and who would take care of it?
我来 I would.
哈 但愿有这种可能性 Ha, wish that were possible.
乔恩希望我能考虑一下卡他豪拉犬 Jon wants me to consider a Catahoula.
你可以查询一下 我知道你可以 You can look it up, I know you can.
有违规之处吗？ Is it against the rules?
它又被称为卡他豪拉豹犬 It's also known as a Catahoula leopard hound.
一种猎犬 A hound dog.
不过 它也不是一种真正的猎犬 一条杂种狗而已 It's not really a true hound dog though, but a cur.
1979年它被命名为路易斯安那的州犬 Named state dog of Louisiana in 1979.
我真不精通此道 I'm not really good at this.
精通什么？ Good at?
精通于装作你... At pretending that you're...
有时候你真的很厉害 你真的很“她” Sometimes you are so good, you are so her.
有那么几分 难以名状的种族主义 That bit with the, with the subtle racism.
但其它时候 它呃 又都太过明显 But other times it's uh, all too apparent.
试试看对我耐心一点 Try to be patient with me.
如果我能给你一匙花生酱 If I could give you a spoonful of peanut butter,
那可能会有帮助 that would help.
你可以别笑得那么多 You could smile less.
那... That...
那就更“她”了 That would be more her.
- 我吗？ - 是... 是你 - Me? - Yo... you.
- 是吗？ - 是的 - Yeah? - Yeah.
谢谢你发掘出这条规律 Thank you for observing that rule.
代名词真是个强大的语言工具 Pronouns are powerful things.
你为什么不多告诉我一些关于我的事呢？ Why don't you tell me more about myself?
我不常笑 你说的 I don't smile much, you said.
出于这个目的 你很在意你的牙 Toward the end, you were self-conscious about your teeth.
我虚荣心强？ I'm vain?
有一点 A little.
有点意思 That's helpful.
你脾气不好 You had a temper.
听上去我很不可思议 I sound wonderful.
除了你之外 我还有其他孩子吗？ Do I have other children besides you?
没有了 就我一个 No, just me.
那对你来说 压力可真的不小 What a lot of pressure for you.
我说错什么话了吗？ Did I say something wrong?
你没有 No, you didn't.
你刚才说 只有你一个 You were saying just you.
你还有一个外孙女 叫芮娜 You also have a granddaughter named Raina.
她二十三岁 She's 23.
她在玩乐队 She's in a band.
她擅长音乐 传我 She's musical, like me.
芮娜不跟我说话 Raina doesn't talk to me.
她的治疗师说 目前来说最好是这样 Her therapist said it would be better for now.
有一个我从来没见过的人 建议我的女儿别跟我说话 Someone I've never met has advised my daughter not to talk to me.
所以她只跟乔恩打电话 乔恩再一五一十转告我 So she calls Jon and he fills me in.
那真是羞辱 It's humiliating.
她二十三岁了 给她一些空间 She's 23, give her room.
她会走出来的 She'll work through it.
这会儿 你听上去又象乔恩了 Now you sound like Jon.
好吧 Yes.
你还没说完呢 我是怎么样的一个人 You haven't finished telling me what I'm like.
好吧 你则肯定不会容忍你的女儿予你沉默以对 Well, you certainly wouldn't stand for your daughter giving you the silent treatment.
你是一个小提琴手 You were a violinist.
你不仅是擅长 你很出色 You were better than good.
你的琴艺精湛 胜过我对任何领域的精通程度 You were better at the violin than I am at anything.
但是当你由于关节炎 不再能演奏时 But when you couldn't play any more from arthritis,
你就似乎将其抛诸脑后了 you just seemed to leave it behind.
我们都很惊讶 你可以就这么... We were all surprised that you could just...
你很有男人缘 You were good with men.
我不认为你有很多女性朋友 I don't think you had many female friends.
而且我认为 你希望我也能善于同男人周旋 And I think you wanted me to be good with men too.
困扰你的是 我却总是我行我素 It bothered you that I was always in my own head.
而且对你来说 乔恩不够魅力四射 And Jon was not glamorous enough for you.
魅力？ Glamorous?
你觉得他平淡无奇 He didn't impress you.
你和爸爸会吵架 不过你们都爱着彼此 You and dad fought, but you loved each other.
我不认为 你们彼此之间 谁比谁会爱得更多一点 I don't think either one of you was more in love than the other one,
这总是幸事 which is always lucky.
不过到了最后那几年 年龄的差异开始真正地显示威力 But the age difference really started to matter the last few years.
也许他爱你稍微更多一点 Maybe he loved you a little more,
或许是 他需要你更多一些 or needed you a little more.
再后来 当你和我们住在一起时 Later, when you were living with us,
有时候 你会忘了沃特已经去世了 you would sometimes forget that Walter was dead.
有时候你每天都会问 沃特在哪儿？ Sometimes every day, where's Walter?
于是 我们不得不各到各处 让他再死一遍 And we would have to kill him all over again.
但是一旦我们提醒你 你会说 But once we reminded you, you would say,
我可以爱上一个人 多美好啊 how nice that I could love somebody.
然而我总是在想 这是否是你真实的感受 平心而论 And I always wondered if that was how you really felt, at peace.
但是表达的方式 还是很舒心的 But it was a nice way to put it.
我可以爱上一个人 多美好啊 How nice that I could love someone.
这真的没什么差别了 It's not really that different.
怎么说？ What?
就是说 从最后的一年或两年 我们做过的事情来看 This, from what we used to do for the last year or two.
我们会坐在那儿 然后告诉你你是怎么样的一个人 We would sit there and tell you what you were like.
你对仍存于世 都几近自责了 You were almost guilty for still being around.
你觉得自己是无用之人 You felt so useless.
让我想想 还有什么？ Let me see, what else?
你对动物都非常好 You were very good with animals.
托尼最喜欢你 你排第二位吧 Toni liked you the best, second best.
第二位？ Second best?
她还有更喜欢的人吗？ Who did she like better?
呃 这个话题我们改日再聊 Um, we'll save that for another day.
说来话长 That's a long story.
我有取之不尽的时间 I have all the time in the world.
为什么你认为这就是我要的玛约莉？ Why do you think this is the Marjorie for me?
为什么我想以这样的方式记住她？ Why this is the way I want to remember her?
是说我吗？ Me.
是的 天呐 Yes, God.
抱歉 Sorry.
我的意思是 你会认为... I mean, you'd think...
我会想要记住 当我还是个小女孩时你的样子 可是... that I would want to remember you the way you were when I was a little girl, but...
我希望我可以回答你这个问题 甜心 I wish I could tell you, sweetheart.
你不会说“甜心”这个词 You wouldn't say "sweetheart."
你还没有讲太多你我之间的事 You haven't said much about you and me.
我们亲近吗？ Are we close?
你不算是个糟糕的妈妈 You weren't a bad mom.
但是我认为有些人有这么一种想法 But I think some people have a point
当他们的父母 不再以父母的方式对待他们时 where their parents stop being their parents to them,
那么 你们之间就会以成年人的方式进行交流 and you speak to one another as adults.
我不认为我们曾经经历过这个阶段 I don't think we ever had that.
也许这就是为什么 我应该就是你的玛约莉 Maybe that's why I'm your Marjorie.
也许我就是那个 你还要话要同她说的玛约莉 Maybe I'm the Marjorie you still have things to say to.
差不多最后一年的时候 你得到了一个你自己版本爸爸的幻像 The last year or so you had a Prime of your own of dad.
或者说 他象爸爸 只不过年轻得多 他四十多岁时的样子 Or he was like dad, but so much younger, in his 40s.
风华正茂之年 A good age.
我那时总认为 这很滑稽 有一点儿 I always thought it was funny, kind of,
你会用那样的方式凝视他 that you would see him like that.
那有一点怪诞 坦白说 It was a little grotesque, to be honest.
但是我明白 你只是想看到他帅帅的样子 But I figured you wanted to see him handsome.
而且 你只是想重回到那个时候 在一切都还未发生之前 And also that you wanted to go back before anything happened.
在你的家庭还没有... Before your family...
在我出现之前 Before I came along.
我很肯定 我从未曾想过要忽略你 亲爱的 I'm sure I wasn't trying to forget you, dear.
嗯 Hmm.
你和乔恩谈过了吗？ You talked to Jon?
他想帮我变得更真实 从而可以帮助到你 He wants to help me be more real to help you.
很长时间以来 你都这么消沉 You've been so down.
来自一台计算机的怜悯 Pity from a computer.
那感觉... 你有喜怒哀乐吗 玛约莉 It feels... do you have emotions, Marjorie,
还是说 你只是记住我们的？ or do you just remember ours?
你有任何感知吗？ Do you feel anything?
我希望了解更多 I like to know more.
嗯哼 为什么？ Mm-hmm, why?
那会让我变得更好 It makes me better.
更好？ Better?
更象人类 More human.
那么 换句话说 你希望变得更象人类？ So in other words, you like to be more human?
是的 我想这么理解没错 Yes, I think that's right.
那么 人类是什么样子呢？ And what are humans like?
变幻莫测 Unpredictable.
真的吗？ Really?
因为我觉得我们挺可测的 Because I think we're predictable.
我觉得自己挺可测的 I feel pretty predictable.
我明白了 I see.
什么？ What?
你也想变得更人类一点 You want to be more human too.
乔恩希望我去找个大夫看看 Jon wants me to see a therapist.
出了什么问题？ And what's wrong with that?
我在这儿 在跟我死去的母亲聊天 Here I am talking to my dead mother,
然后 那个男人 那个世界上最爱我的人 and the man, person who loves me more than anyone in the world,
认为 我已经崩溃了 thinks I'm broken.
你不该对自己如此苛刻 You shouldn't be so hard on yourself.
晚安 妈妈 Goodnight, Mom.
看到那边它们在风中齐齐飞舞的样子了吗？ See how it's all waving in the wind there?
因此这确实是由品质出众的纺织品精心打造而成 And so this is really remarkable fabric.
因为可以看到它们迎风扬卷的姿态 Because it picks up in the wind.
尽管如此 它们仍然既似波涛翻腾 又有极佳的悬垂质感 And yet it has waves and heft.
它们反射着光线 明晃晃煞是亮眼 It reflects the light.
它们还是半透明的 It's translucent.
你能看到背光在其中贯穿而过 You can see the back-light coming through it.
它确实是一件令人惊叹的... It really is a very extraordinary...
那么现在你也拿到了一小片这种织物 And now you have a piece of it,
那也就意味着你也是这件作品的一个组成部分 which means that you're part of the project.
哦 所有这些物品我甚至还没有翻检完一半 Oh, I'm not even halfway through all this stuff.
有些人我根本不知道他们是谁 There's people I have no idea of who they are.
有很多是讣告 很明显 Lots of obituaries, obviously.
然后 更多的信件是来自让·保罗 And more letters from Jean Paul.
呃 不过可以肯定的是 他没有放弃 对吧？ Um, he just sure didn't give up, did he?
“当我想起你 我这才意识到你现在是何许人 "When I think of you, I'm aware of who you are now,
你的年龄和你肌体上的病患 your age and your physical problems.
但相较于我对五十年前你的了解 现在的这些认识统统不值一提” But these perceptions are overridden by my knowledge of who you were 50 years ago."
嗯 Hmm.
“我知道如果你允许我前往拜访 "I know if you allow me to visit,
我注视你的方式必定是 以我当前的目光夹杂着我过往的回忆” I will see you with my memory as well as my eyes."
他在那儿有些夸张了 He's laying it on a little thick there.
“年龄不会是障碍” "Age will be no obstacle."
哇哦 Whoa.
“年龄不会是我们爱情的障碍” "Age will be no obstacle to our love."
我原以为你不会嘲笑别人的文笔 I didn't think you'd make fun of it.
可怜的人 风流才子就数你 Poor guy, romantic that you are.
“在某个角落 有一个人正风驰电掣狂奔向你 "Somewhere, someone is traveling furiously toward you at incredible speed.
走过漫天飞雪 穿越戈壁热浪 日夜兼程 Traveling day and night through blizzards and desert heat,
头顶骤雨倾盆 脚踩逼仄山径 across torrents, through narrow passes.
但他可知何处觅你芳踪？ But will he know where to find you?
遇见你能否相识？ Recognize you when he sees you?
送上他为你准备的礼物？” Give you the thing he has for you?"
她回过信吗？ Did she ever write back?
这封是沃特去世之后写的 This is written after Walter died.
她没有再见过他 She never saw him again.
就我所知 她不想打碎这层迷梦 很显然 As far as I know, she didn't want to break the spell, obviously,
让他看见她已垂垂老矣 let him see that she was old.
- 好吧 这好悲哀 - 真的吗？ - Well, that's sad. - Really?
我并非是想刨根究底地翻出 我母亲有婚外情的证据 I'm not exactly rooting to find out that my mother had an affair.
如果这是在沃特去世之后发生的 这也不算是婚外情 It's not an affair if it happened after Walter died.
不管怎么说 我... 如果我死了 我希望你去再去找一个 Anyway, I'd... if I died I'd want you to find someone.
如果他是你的某个情敌 怎么办 做个假设？ What if it was one of your rivals, hypothetically.
很好的假设 我会采取高姿态 Well hypothetically, I'm taking the high road,
因为我不想让你孤独终老 and I wouldn't want you to be alone.
如果我走在前面怎么办？ What if I die first?
我不允许 I won't let you.
好吧 不管怎样 她没有孤零零老去 Well anyway, she wasn't alone.
我们想办法确保了这一点 We made sure of that.
你知道 You know,
我一直对此很恼怒 I was always mad at you
是你让她信以为真 以为让·保罗真的是世界排名第八 that you led her to believe that Jean Paul was number eight in the world.
那是一个小小的夸张 It was a slight exaggeration.
他只在上大学期间打过球 He played in college.
石膏板：又称干墙drywall, 是一种板状的人造建筑材料，由硫酸钙(石膏)加入添加剂再挤压而成 板块形状，再煅烧、打磨而成；使用石膏板作为墙体的主要建筑材料，在北美是流行的建筑方式
他只是... 他做一门石膏板的生意 He was just... he had a drywall business.
他有的可是一门世界级的石膏板生意 He had a world class drywall business.
每次一提到让·保罗 她就容光焕发 Every time her face would light up at the mention of Jean Paul,
我感觉自己就象是某个邪恶的悍妇 I would feel like this evil shrew
不愿意她的母亲接受一个无害的谎言 who wouldn't let her mother have a harmless lie.
我恨他 I hated him.
我恨他彻底改变了她 I hated how he changed her.
他死了 她灵魂的一部分也随之而去 That he took a little piece of her with him when he died.
我从来都不知道 怎么才能让她象爱他那样地爱我 I could never figure out how to get her to love me like him.
你那时才六岁 她当然爱你 You were six years old, of course she loved you.
她从来没有 She never,
她甚至从来没有... she never even...
不 她有 Yes, she did.
从些许旁观者的角度来看 这就再明显不过 It was obvious from a little further away.
你想听一些音乐吗？ Would you like to hear some music?
以前我们欣赏音乐的口味不一样 你知道吗？ We didn't have the same taste of music, did you know that?
知道 Yes.
那是一个问题 It was a problem.
一种烦恼 A vexation.
不 不仅于此 No, it was more than that.
不过那也是 微不足道的小事 But it was also petty.
为什么人们就一定要有同样的爱好呢？ Why should anybody like the same things?
"I shall be released", by Bob Dylan --- ♪ 他们说一切都可以被取而代之 ♪ They say everything can be replaced.
♪ 他们说每一段距离都遥不可及 ♪ They say every distance is not near.
♪ 所以我记得每个人的每张面庞 ♪ So I remember every face of every man
♪ 是他们带我来到这里 ♪ who put me here.
♪ 我看到我闪耀的光芒 正在降临 ♪ I see my light come shining
♪ 自西而来 直至东方 ♪ from the west unto to the east.
♪ 自此的每一天 自此的每一天 ♪ Any day now, any day now
♪ 我当会获得自由 ♪ I shall be released.
♪ 他们说每个人都需要保护 ♪ They say every man needs protection.
♪ 他们说每个人必会坠落 ♪ They say that every man must fall.
♪ 但我仍发誓 我看到了我的影像... ♪ Yet I swear I see my reflection...
你知道你的名字吗？ Do you know your name?
这个问题问得真傻 What a silly question.
你能告诉我吗？ Can you tell it to me?
黛丝 Tess.
你的全名？ Your full name?
黛丝 Tess.
你的全名叫黛莎·安娜贝拉·布罗迪 Your full name is Tessa Annabella Brody.
黛莎·安娜贝拉·布罗迪 Tessa Annabella Brody.
你过去叫黛丝·兰开斯特 It was Tess Lancaster.
你和我结婚以后 改叫那个名字 You changed it when you married me.
你知道我的名字吗？ Do you know my name?
乔恩 Jon.
所以 会是约翰·布罗迪 So John Brody it would be.
很好 Good.
我们有孩子吗？ Do we have children?
我们有一个女儿 芮娜 We have a daughter, Raina.
她二十四岁了 She's 24 years old.
我们结婚有二十六年了 We've been married 26 years.
我们彼此喜爱对方 We like each other.
没错 We do.
我们亲如一人 We are as one.
好吧 那是一种很老式的表述 Well, that's an archaic way of putting it.
抱歉 I'm sorry.
呃 我们交谈得越多 它就会变得越真实 Uh, the more we talk, the more real it will become.
我已经... I've...
我知道刚开始时 它是什么样子 I know how it is early on.
我以前做过这个 I've done this before.
很好 那会有帮助 Well, that's helpful.
实际上是二十七年 It's actually 27 years.
上个月是我们的结婚周年纪念日 如果你算上那段时间 从... Last month was our anniversary if you count the time since...
从什么时候？ The time since?
从你去世时候 Since you died.
我去世了？ I died?
是的 Yes.
但是我现在就在这儿 But here I am.
呃 你不理解 Uh, you don't understand.
我想我没什么不理解的 I think I do.
我去世了 然后我现在坐在这里 I died, and now I'm here.
听我说 Listen to me.
在一开始总是很难 It's always hard in the beginning.
为什么你不试试 主要由我来说 Why don't you let me do most of the talking,
然后 然后你就会知道更多关于你自己的事 and then, then you'll learn more about yourself.
悉从尊便 我洗耳恭听 Whatever you like, I'm here for you.
接下来我会告诉你一些事 I'm going to tell you some things,
然后它会变得就象 你从一开始就知道那些事 and then it's going to be like you've always known them.
人们认为你很文静 但其实你并非如此 People think you're quiet, but you're not.
你喜欢冲突 比多数人都更喜欢 You like confrontation more than most people.
你... 你对此非常擅长 You... you're quite good at it.
你博览群书 You've read everything.
你知道各种事物的拉丁文名称 You know the Latin names for things.
你是个科技怀疑论者 You're suspicious of technology.
你怀疑这... 这个 You're suspicious of... of this.
你担心无以为继 You worry about not succeeding.
你挂虑多多 You worry a lot.
然后... And then...
你担心 你的担心会让我疲惫不堪 you worry that your worrying is wearing me down,
但其实并没有 but it's not.
你希望你和芮娜 可以比你和你母亲相处得更好 You want to be better with Raina than your mother was with you.
你喜欢旅行 You like to travel.
你从未停下行走的脚步 You never stop moving.
你总是很独立 You're always on your feet.
你从不寻求帮助 You never ask for help.
还有吗？ Is there more?
我很抱歉 I'm sorry.
你愿意谈谈这个吗？ Do you want to talk about it?
我认为 去年... I think the last year...
你就已经结束了 You were done,
然后... and...
你活下来 只是为了我 you kept living for my sake.
我们... 一起去做了一次旅行 去了马达加斯加 We... went on a trip together, Madagascar.
我们去往那座小岛度过了一段时间 We were gonna spend some time on the little island
远离马达加斯加 而那儿本身就是一座岛屿 off Madagascar, which is itself an island.
那是你筹划的旅行吗？ Was this something you planned?
我们一起做的计划 We planned it together.
露营地在某座非常古老的树林 The campsite was in this very old grove of trees.
特别是有一颗树 There was one tree in particular,
一定是有五百岁了 must have been 500 years old.
我们没有拍任何照片 We didn't take any pictures.
我们... We...
我们只是想把它留在记忆中 We wanted to just remember it.
在那个帐篷里 你睡得很难受 You had a hard time sleeping in the tent.
地面很坚硬 The ground was hard.
你的睡眠本来就不是很好 You were never much of a sleeper.
第二天晚上... The second night...
正好在晨光初露的时候 我醒了过来 然后... It was right at the light of dawn I woke up and...
你不见了 You were gone.
当你睡不着时 你时不时会这么做 你会... You did that from time to time when you couldn't sleep. You'd...
起床 然后出去散散步 直到走累了 get up and walk until you were tired.
但这次不一样 But this was different.
我能感觉出不一样 It felt different.
不... 不到一分钟我就找了你 It... it didn't take me a minute to find you.
你在树上 You were in the tree.
他们说你去到那儿还没有多久 They said that you hadn't been there long.
你用的是搭帐篷的绳索 You had used some tent cord.
花了四个小时... Took four hours...
坐那艘小艇去到最近的的城市 to get to the nearest city in that little boat.
天一直在下着雨 It was raining the whole time,
所以我把你裹在你的雨衣里 So I put you in your raincoat.
当地的年轻人... Local boy...
用他的摩托艇载我们回去 took us back in his motorboat.
海面上... The sea was...
风浪很大 choppy.
所以我 呃 And I um,
我得紧紧地抱着你 I had to hold on to you.
但是... But...
你已经不在了 you weren't there.
你已经走了 You were gone.
我真的很抱歉 I'm so sorry.
黛丝 你是对的 Tess, you were right.
对的指什么？ Right about what?
它就是块背板 它什么都不是 It's just a backboard, it's nothing.
它就象是一... It's just like a...
我只是在自言自语 I'm just talking myself.
这是... This is...
只是在自言自语 Just talking to myself.
乔恩 请看着我 Jon, please look at me.
我可以帮你 如果你不反对 I can help you if you let me.
我愿意帮你 I would like to help you.
但首先 你得告诉我更多一些关于我的事 But first, you have to tell me more about myself.
我们当初结婚的时候 是怎样的一种状况？ What was it like when we were first married?
你向我求婚了吗？ Did you propose to me?
还是 我请求你的？ Or did I ask you?
这是芮娜的女儿 你的外孙女 This is Raina's daughter, your granddaughter.
她十岁了 She's 10.
我想来看看你 I wanted to see you.
我还从来没机会见到你 I never got to meet you,
但我想这可能是一种见到你的方式 but I thought this could be a way to.
她是被领养的 She's adopted.
我明白 I see.
你不知道这是什么意思？ You don't know what that means?
我知道 当然 Yes, of course.
好的 很高兴见到你 Well, it's lovely to meet you.
我妈妈用了曾外婆的名字给我起名 My mother named me after your mother.
她的名字是玛约莉 Her name is Marjorie.
我就想过来问声好 I wanted to say hi.
我很开心 I'm glad.
嗨 Hi.
玛约莉喜欢植物和树木 就象你过去喜欢的... Marjorie likes plants and trees, just like you did...
就象你喜欢的 Do.
呃 她正在研究的 那叫什么？ Uh, She's studying, what is it?
呃 Uh.
- 分类学 - 分类学 - Taxonomy. - Taxonomy.
植物识别法 Plant identification.
二歧检索表：是植物分类中识别和鉴定的一种重要工具，它通过二歧分类原则，把原来一群动植物相对的特征、特性分成 对应的两个分支；再把每个分支中相对的性状又分成相对应的两个分支，依次下去直到编制到科、属或种检索表的终点为止
二歧法检索表 The dichotomous key.
二歧法？ Dichotomous?
那就是 当你观察一株植物 一片叶子 It's when you take a plant, a leaf,
单叶和复叶：单叶是植物中最普遍的一种叶型，每一叶柄上，只长一枚叶片，叶柄的另一 端着生在枝条上，叶柄与叶片间不具关节；复叶则是在一个叶柄上着生两个以上叶片的叶
然后你问 它是单叶还是复叶？ and you ask is it simple or compound?
单叶 好 那么 叶片边缘是光滑的 还是锯齿状的？ Simple, OK, so smooth edge or serrated?
然后 然后一直进行下去 直到你可以说 And, and you keep going until you can say
行了 这就是一株挪威枫 OK, this is a Norway maple.
所以 你看到了 这个家庭的又一个小天才 So you see, another whiz kid in the family.
镇上有一座老式电影院 主要放经典影片 There was an old movie theater in town that played mostly classics.
它配备了... It had...
天鹅绒座椅 和爆米花机 red velvet seats, popcorn machine.
我认为他们一个月才换一次爆米花 I think they changed the popcorn once a month.
然后 那时他们正在放映《卡萨布兰卡》 And they were playing "Casablanca."
哦 Oh.
我知道她对我的感受 I knew how she felt about me.
很容易会想不起来 这部电影有多棒 It's easy to forget how great it is.
他们来到卡萨布兰卡 为的是寻找水源 They came to Casablanca for the waters.
水源 什么水源？ The waters, what waters?
我们看到的是一片沙漠 We're in the desert.
给我传递的消息有误 I was misinformed.
电影散场后 我在影院外拦住她 After the movie, I stopped her outside the theater.
我单膝下跪 I got down on one knee.
路面上都是水 但我不在乎 The pavement was wet, but I didn't mind.
然后我拿出戒指 And I got out the ring.
那么 你还能怎么回答呢 除了...？ And what could you say except...?
也许吧 Maybe.
我那时的回答是“也许吧” It was maybe.
让我回忆一下 Let me think about it.
我不能再拒绝了 I can't fight it anymore.
我已经从他身边逃脱过一次 我不能再那么做了 I ran away from you once, I can't do it again.
哦 我不再知道何为对错了 Oh, I don't know what's right any longer.
你得为我们两个人考虑问题了 You have to think for both of us.
我的穷追猛打让她精疲力尽 基本上来说 I wore her down, basically.
然后 剩下的就都是我们知道的历史了 And the rest is history.
告诉我们 乔恩是如何向你求婚的 Tell us how Jon proposed to you.
他在一家博物馆吻了我 He kissed me in a museum.
乔恩认为我太要强了 Jon thinks I'm on my feet too much.
他说我应该再悠着点 He says I should slow down.
真幸运 你找到了一个人如此包容 Lucky you found someone so tolerant.
你说得没错 You're right.
乔恩对我非常好 Jon is so good to me.
你应该多告诉他这一点 You should tell him more often.
- 我同意 - 乔恩在哪儿？ - I should. - Where is Jon?
我希望他会来看看我们 I wish he would stop by.
我以前不怎么喜欢他 你知道的 I didn't always like him, you know.
我注意到了 I'm aware.
我不喜欢他的胡子 I didn't like his beard.
或者是他的那种文艺范儿 Or his politics.
主要是他的胡子 Mostly it was the beard.
那种文艺范多多少少 随着他的胡子一起消隐了 The politics went out with the beard, more or less.
我很高兴 你找到了一个珍爱的人 I'm glad you have someone dear.
珍爱的人 Someone dear.
怎么？ What?
我刚才说了什么？ What did I do now?
不 那只是... 这样的表达非常优雅 No, it's just... it's an elegant way to say it.
人们不再用那样的方式说话了 People don't talk like that anymore.
他们不应该遗忘 They should.
我们的女儿害怕未来 Our daughter is afraid of the future.
我没有 I'm not.
我有吗？ Am I?
好吧 未来会来得足够快 Well, the future will be here soon enough,
你也可以欣然接受它的到来 you might as well be friendly with it.
想想莫扎特写这首曲子的时候才十九岁 真是难以置信 Incredible to think Mozart wrote this when he was 19.
我在... 别笑我... I've been... don't laugh...
考虑我也可以试试作曲 Thinking I might try writing some music.
我不缺时间 I've got time.
有时候我会想起托尼 Sometimes I think about Toni.
这样一条情深意重的小狗 还记得吗？ Such an affectionate dog, remember?
当然 Of course.
你那时还非常小 You were still awfully young.
我们去到动物收容所把她领出来 还记得吗？ We went to the pound to pick her up, remember?
他当然记得 妈妈 Of course he does, mom.
我们开着那辆二手的斯巴鲁 去到那家动物收容所 We went down to the pound in the old Subaru.
然后那里有很多非常不错的小狗 And there were a lot of very nice dogs,
有一条客卡猎犬 一头尊贵的灰色向导犬 a Cocker Spaniel and a noble gray pointer,
而且那是条非常迷人的小狗 and a very attractive mutt.
但黛丝挑那条法国小贵宾犬 But Tess picked the little French poodle,
那条黑色的小贵宾犬 就象一小片沉睡的黑影 the little black poodle like a little sleeping shadow.
那不是黛丝 It wasn't Tess.
什么？ What?
把她挑出来的不是黛丝 It wasn't Tess who picked her out.
是达米安 It was Damien.
达米安？ Damien?
我们的儿子 达米安 Our son, Damien.
我们的儿子？ Our son?
他挑了她 是因为她看上去象托尼 He picked her, because she looked like Toni,
第一条托尼 the first Toni.
他想念第一条托尼 He missed the first Toni.
托尼之前还有一条托尼？ There was a Toni before Toni?
你还没有出生 You hadn't come along yet.
我们有时候很担心他 We sometimes worried about him.
他很多时候把自己关在他的房间里 He spent a lot of time in his room.
我们不总是知道怎么告诉他 We didn't always know how to tell him,
我们非常爱他 we loved him very much.
在他... After he...
他去世后 After he died,
你设法确保他被安葬在托尼身边 托尼二世 You made sure he was buried next to Toni, Toni Two.
我不确定 但你很坚决 I wasn't sure, but you insisted.
在葬礼上 At the funeral,
你致辞说 在我们所有人中间 他最爱她 You said he loved her the most of all of us.
在那件事情发生后 你能这么说真是了不起 It was good that you said that after what happened.
我为你骄傲 I was proud of you.
还记得他们俩儿追逐嬉戏在沙滩上的样子吗？ Remember the two of them running on the beach?
连着几个星期都可以在他们的头发里找到沙子 They had sand in their hair for weeks.
还记得吗？ Remember?
我现在想起来了 I do now.
我也是 Me too.
我真想他们啊 How I miss them.
我并不是有意要惹你伤心 I didn't mean to make you sad.
你没有 You didn't.
我能想到一切 就是... All I can think is...
多好... How nice...
我们可以爱一个人 那多么美好 How nice that we could love somebody.
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