是谁？ Who is it?
嘿 把你的手拿开 贱逼 门打不开 Hey, move your hand asshole, or ain't opening the door.
操 Fuck.
我很抱歉 I'm so sorry.
我不知道 I don't know.
求你别杀我 Please don't fucking kill me.
Fucking, come on, man.
你见过我的家人 You've seen my family.
没有你他们过的更好 They're better off without you.
什么？ What?
每个人都会过的更好 Everybody is.
♪ Take me ♪
♪ Take me out of the water ♪
♪ Guide me to the border ♪
♪ In the sea home ♪
♪ Guide me ♪
♪ Steer me through the wasteland ♪
♪ I can be a shadow ♪
♪ That saves me ♪
♪ Let me leave you alive ♪
♪ Aye ♪
过去…… It used to be,
多久之前了？ how long ago?
早上起来 煮咖啡 Start my day, brew some coffee.
刮胡子 洗澡 Shave, shower.
我站在这里眺望这条河 I stand here looking out at this very river.
我用圣经向你发誓 And I'll swear to you on the bible.
警长 Sheriff.
我从来没有想到过死亡 The thought of death never crossed my mind.
如今 我看着这片亘古不变的大地 Now, I look at this land same as always been.
山丘并没有改变 Ain't the hills has changed.
河流依旧奔腾 Current keeps moving.
如今重要的不是有没有人会死去 Ain't the matter of if some will die today.
而是谁会死去 It's the matter of who.
♪ You got something ♪
♪ Behind your eyes ♪
♪ The way you're talking ♪
♪ It's a cheap disguise ♪
♪ We were made ♪
♪ To chase a light ♪
♪ But you got saved ♪
♪ On a moonless night ♪
♪ Get free tonight ♪
♪ Set it all on fire ♪
♪ Find your reasons ♪
♪ Find the good fight ♪
♪ Chase down your demons ♪
♪ Tame 'em right ♪
♪ Sun is gonna come ♪
♪ Creeping on closed eyes ♪
♪ We're getting free tonight ♪
♪ No one knows me better than you ♪
♪ No one knows my heart so well ♪
♪ You get the shape and the size and you're holding well ♪
♪ When I get it broken, yeah, you fix me up ♪
♪ No one knows me better than you ♪
♪ Heal me all ♪
我发誓你要是再这样偷偷摸摸你的眼睛就会被高跟鞋跟踢中 I swear you're gonna get a high heel in the eye if you keep sneaking up on me like that.
非常简单 Too easy.
你好 Hi.
♪ No one knows me better than you ♪
等 Hey, hold on.
等一下 Hold on a second. Just--
什么？ What?
先办重要的事 First things first.
过来 Come on here.
你在干嘛？ What are you doing?
到这边来 Come over here.
什么？ What?
你要问我什么？ What are you gonna ask me?
Yeah.
我知道这东西看起来不像那么回事 I know this don't look like much
但是我向你保证 but I promise you
我会尽快在这个手指上戴上钻戒 I'm gonna put a diamond on this finger as soon as I can.
我不在乎钻石 I don't care about diamonds.
其实我也不知道 I mean, I don't know.
或许我在乎钻石 Maybe I care about diamonds.
你愿意嫁给我吗？ Will you marry me?
我愿意 Yeah.
真的吗？ Yeah?
是的 我想嫁给你 Yeah, I wanna marry you.
♪ No one knows me-- ♪
我当然要嫁给你 Of course, I wanna marry you!
我刚才紧张极了 I was fucking nervous.
♪ What I really want in life is what I have with you ♪
♪ No one knows me better than you ♪
你总是责怪我的朋友们 You always blame my friends..
我还能责怪谁？ Who should I blame?
你根本不知道我们在那里看见了什么 You have no idea what we saw over there.
儿子 你不是那么卑劣的人 Son, you're better than that.
嘿 姑娘们 Hey, girlies.
早上好 Good morning to you.
午餐时间已经过了 It's past lunch time.
Well.
你想不想买点女童子军的饼干？ Would you like to buy some Girl Scout cookies?
你知道 我想买的 但是我现在没钱 亲爱的 You know, I would, but I ain't got no money right now, honey.
对不起 Sorry.
你没事吧？ Are you okay?
我还好 Yeah, I'm fine.
你看起来病了 You look sick.
祝你愉快 Have a good day.
我现在到家了 说出你的想法 I'm home, speak your mind.
我家人要去参加施洗约翰第260回 My family goes to St. Baptist Stop 260, right?
Yeah.
Well, I was--
我想或许我会和他们一起去 I was thinking that maybe I would start going with them.
什么？别嘲笑我 What? Don't laugh at me.
我没有嘲笑你 我只是…… I'm-- I'm not laughing at you. I just--
操 我不知道你是信教的 Fuck, I didn't know that you were religious and all.
我在说宗教结构 I'm talking about structure.
我觉得这可能会帮助我们戒毒 I think it might help us get sober.
你从什么时候想要这样干？ Since when do you want that?
从戴上这个戒指的时候 Since this.
我觉得我办不到 I don't think I can do it.
我感觉我们在戴戒指之前就想戒毒了 I felt we tried to get before it.
简直就是场噩梦 It's goddamn nightmare.
我从来都不想让你像我一样 I never wanted you to be like me.
嘿 我爱你 Hey, I love you.
我觉得我们可以做到 I think that we can do it.
一起 Together.
我们要这么干了啊？ Shit, so we're gonna do this, huh?
Yes.
Yeah?
别只是坐在那里想这事 Don't just sit around thinking about it.
我们真的要这样干了 We're really gonna do this.
我去买咖啡 Now, I'll go get coffee.
在你妹妹家见 See your sister's home.
你能不能为我戴上你的头盔 Hey, will you wear your helmet for me please?
我不知道我们还要忍受多久 老兄 Don't know how much long we're gonna have this, dude.
这整个镇子都死气沉沉的 This whole town is dying.
感觉一切都不像以前 It feels like nothing is what it used to be.
外面没有孩子玩 No kids out playing.
父母不在 没有商店 No parents, no stores.
商店里没人 Nobody is in the stores.
就这样死去 Just dying.
你看起来处境艰难 老兄 You looking rough, man.
不要让Ray这样对你 好吗？ Don't let Ray treat you like this, okay?
回家吧 Go home.
我给你打掩护 I'll cover for you.
谢谢 Thanks.
天啦 Jesus.
看看这个 老大 Check this out, boss.
熟悉吗？ Look familiar?
外国人 一周前 Foreigners, one week.
我从来没有这样难受 Never been this bad in my day.
从来没有 Never, never, never.
数字一直在上升 They keep piling up.
一个接一个 One after another.
我快死了 I am fucking dying.
哦 糟了 Oh shit.
妈的！ Fuck!
我受够了 Fucking-- I'm fucking done!
听到没？ Do you hear me?
你听到我说的了吗？ You hear what I'm saying?
好了 我受够了 Alright, I'm done, I'm done, I'm done.
停手 Stop, okay?
停下 Just stop it.
我们得停下来 We need to stop. Hey, hey, hey.
我该怎么办？ What'd I do?
别碰我 Don't fucking touch me.
别碰我 Don't fucking touch me!
我理解 Hey, I understand.
别那样做 Don't fucking do that.
Are you fucking--
You!
You fucking--
我该怎么办？ What'd I do?
宝贝 我不能让你出来 Baby, I can't let you out.
我非常痛苦 I'm in so much pain.
我知道 对不起 I know, I'm sorry.
是你干的 You fucking did this.
我需要钱 I need money.
听见了没？ You hear me?
嘿！ Hey!
让我出去 Get me out.
You fucking--
Fucking--
Fuck!
你在做什么？如果你爱我…… What the fuck are you doing? If you love me--
我真的很爱你 I love you so much.
你现在就会让我出去 you will let me out of this room right now.
宝贝 你就让我…… Baby, if you let me just--
你爱我吗？ Do you love me?
宝贝 我爱你 你坚持待在里面 Baby, I love you. Just try to stay in.
我理解 I understand.
我非常…… I am in so much--
嘿 嘿 Hey, hey.
没关系 It's okay.
没事的 我们会没事的 It's alright. We'll be okay.
嘿 你好 Hey, how you doing?
我能不能看看这个？ Can I see this one?
这是真的？ She real?
是的 先生 Yes, sir.
这不是偷的吧？ Ain't stolen, is she?
如果你在找偷来的戒指 You looking for a stolen ring,
那你就来错店了 孩子 you're in the wrong goddamn shop, boy.
No.
我有450 I have 450.
我可能愿意还一点价钱 但是不会太多 I might be willing to bend a little, but not much.
也不要跟我说你要付定金预购 And don't ask me for no layaway.
好吧 Okay, then
我拿到钱就回来买它 I'll be back for it when I got the money.
我不保证那时候东西还在这里 Can't promise you it'll still be here.
它会在这里的 She'll be here.
哦！ Oh!
妈的 Oh fuck.
你去哪里了 表兄？ Where you been, cuz?
我有急事 Elvis I'm in hurry, Elvis.
现金流出问题了？ Cash flow issues?
什么？ What?
为什么不早点跟我说呢？ Why didn't you say so?
这刚够让你和你的妻子度过难关 Just enough to tie you and your little lady over.
操 不要了 Fuck, fuck, no man.
不行 我可不想要这玩意 No, I don't want that fucking shit.
我和Ruby 我们现在戒了 Me and Ruby, we're clean now.
真的啊？ That a fact?
是的 Yeah.
我可要自己去问问Ruby I'm gonna ask Ruby about that by myself.
不 No.
不 你不行 No, you don't.
我要你离她远一点 I need you to stay away from her.
我这么多次罩着你们 All those times I fronted you.
现在你却表现得像我是坨屎一样 Now you act like I'm some shit
想把我从你的靴子上刮掉？ you can just scrape off your boot?
85块 85 bucks.
我就这么多 It's all I got.
给你是为了让你离我和Ruby远一点 For you to stay the fuck away from me and Ruby.
她躲不过我的眼睛 She ain't get by me.
所以我拿的钱多 That's why I get paid the big bucks for.
知道吗？ You know what?
什么？ What?
不 别… No, don't...
看见没？ See?
我发誓我担心了 Swear to god, I got worried.
你现在没什么别的事做 Now you got nothing better to do
除了坐着担心我？ than sit around and worry about me?
我知道你为了我们整天工作有多难 I know how hard it must be working all day for us like you do.
但是这都值得 But it's gonna be worth it.
我刚见Elvis了 I just saw Elvis.
你有带来什么吗 Did you take something?
你就是这样想我的？ Is that what you think of me?
是你行为怪异地走进来 You're the one who just came in here acting all weird
告诉我你见到了Elvis telling me that you saw Elvis when--
我没有带 Well, I didn't.
这次 This time.
妈的 Fuck.
抱歉 你说什么？ I'm sorry, what are you saying?
我只是… I just--
我觉得我不能这样做了 I don't think I can do this.
我不能这样做 I can't do this.
我他妈的不能这样做 I can't fucking do this.
我能感觉到 I feel it.
你在说什么？ What are you saying?
你现在不应该和我在一起了 You shouldn't be around me right now.
我… I--
操 我要离开这里 Fuck, I gotta get out of here.
什么？嘿 What? Hey! It's just--
嘿！ Hey!
别这样说 Don't you say that.
没事的 It's okay.
嘿！ Hey.
我们要在一起 We're doing this.
好吗？ Okay?
我不想把事情搞砸 I don't want to fuck this up.
听到了吗 You hearing me?
正是我要见的人啊 Oh, just the man I need to see.
坑坑洼洼的路面非常不好受 是吧？ Goddamn pothole playing hell, am I right?
我的税款去哪里了？ Where are my tax dollars going?
你现在在交税 Elvis？ You paying taxes these days, Elvis?
你不会是在用副业搞钱吧？ You ain't got a side hustle for fares, do you now?
我是Church警长 I'm Sheriff Church.
把你的手从我的车上拿走 Get your hands off my vehicle.
没有不尊敬 Hey, no disrespect.
哦 糟了 Oh, shit!
妈的！ Fuck!
老天 你把我吓出心脏病了 Goddammit, you gave me a heart attack.
嗯？ Huh?
哈！ Hah!
猜猜怎么着？ Guess what?
什么？ What?
旧货店雇佣了我 The thrift shop hired me.
当然 他们会的 Well, of course, they did.
我怎么跟你说来着？ What'd I tell you?
目前只是兼职 Yeah, well, it's only part time for now.
他们有些可爱的东西 But they have the cutest stuff.
我给你买了个礼物 And I got you a present.
噢 你讨厌这东西 Oh, you hate it.
不 我不讨厌 No. No, no, I don't hate it.
你讨厌 You hate it.
你确实讨厌 Yes, you do.
老天 我觉得我自从毕业以来都没有戴过有纽扣的 Gee, I don't think I've worn a button-up since my fucking graduation.
我更喜欢这个 I like this one better.
是吗？ Yeah?
你喜欢？ You like it?
是啊 我很喜欢 Yeah, I like it a lot.
嘿 谢谢你 Hey, thank you.
不客气 You're welcome.
我说真心的 谢谢 I mean it, thank you.
我也真心的 不用谢 Well, I mean it, you're welcome.
猜猜怎么着？ Guess what?
什么？ What?
我也给你买了礼物 Got you a present, too.
-不 你没有 -我有 -No, you didn't. -I did.
不 你没有 No, you didn't.
只是我得带你去看它 I gotta take you to it though.
不 你… No, you--
Yes, I do.
我要带你去看礼物 Oh, I gotta take you to the present.
就在卧室里 It's all the way in the bedroom.
很抱歉 I'm so sorry.
嘿 Ruby Red 我爱你 Hey, I love you, Ruby Red.
Shelby John 我爱你 I love you more, Shelby John.
Shelby, Ms. Red.
嘿 Mike 最近怎么样？ Hey, Mike, how's it going?
正常 我觉得 Goes right, I suppose.
是轮子正常还是马桶正常？ Like the whirl or like the toilet?
看你怎么看了 There is a perspective of it.
是轮子 It's like the whirl!
我不得不承认见到你们这些朋友很开心真好 Well, I have to admit, it's nice to see your friends happy.
我们到了 We made it.
Ruby Red.
Hey, Peter.
嘿 Hi, hey.
很高兴见到你 Good to see you.
Hey, Shelby John.
你好吗？ How are you doing?
看看你们两个 Look at you two.
真是令人惊讶啊 Isn't it amazing?
你的这个姑娘甚至一直在教堂里帮忙 Now, your girl here, has even been helping out at the church.
我们能很快在那里见到你吗？ We gonna see you there anytime soon?
不知道 可能吧 I don't know, maybe. Maybe.
-Yeah. -Maybe.
Yeah.
Rubs阿姨 Aunty Rubs.
Oh my God, Conor.
你长这么大了 You're getting so big.
你最好别长了 You better stop growing.
看 我们有礼物给你 Hey look, we got you a present.
生日快乐 Happy birthday.
我觉得你会喜欢 And I think you're gonna like it.
谢谢 Thanks.
小伙子 这么一大堆东西 Boy, what a hall.
都是你的？ It's all you?
Dar 你穿好衣服了吗？ Dar, are you decent?
有时候会穿好 Only sometimes.
你说话像妈妈 Aw, you sound like mama.
哦 Oh.
我正在忙着成为一个妈妈 Mm, busy becoming a mama.
噢 对了 Oh my, that's right.
我忘记你没有那个小啤酒肚了 I forgot that ain't your little tiny beer belly no more.
哦 停下 Oh, stop.
你美得发光 You're glowing.
你那件事想怎么做 妹妹？ What you want with that thing, little sis?
真的？ For real?
是的 Yeah.
哦 我的天 Oh my God.
或许可以不用对这个东西太苛刻 Ah, maybe don't be so mean about it,
因为他正在存钱买个真戒指 'cause he's saving up for real one.
我有点喜欢现在的这个 And I kind of like this one right now.
So, you know.
哦 Oh.
我为你高兴 小姑娘 I'm happy for you, little girl.
Yeah.
你怎么样？ So how you doing?
我仍然是戒断状态 如果这是你现在想问的问题 I'm still sober, if that's what you're asking me right now.
Oh, girl.
太棒了 That's fucking great!
来啊 你应该为自己感到骄傲 Come on, you should be proud of yourself.
怎么了 甜心？ What, sweetie?
我只是很害怕 I'm just so scared.
我们信任你的智慧 We trust in your wisdom.
我们期盼我们的孩子Conor在血中洗礼 And we look forward to our boy Conor getting washed in the blood.
阿门 Amen.
你不要吃点？ Aren't you gonna have any?
妈妈 我觉得Ruby有事情要告诉你们大家 Mama, I think Ruby has something to tell y'all.
是吗 Darda？ Is that right, Darda?
嗯 我们在考虑…… Oh well, we were thinking about--
结婚 Getting hitched.
嘿 不错啊 Hey, how about that?
恭喜你们俩 Well, congratulations, you two.
Shelby John 你是个幸运的男人 Shelby John, you're a lucky man.
我知道 Yeah, I know.
你都没有问我 You didn't even ask me.
主知道我们有各自的不同点 Lord knows we've had our share of differences.
但是Ruby是我的宝贝 But Ruby is my baby.
你没想过请求我允许你牵她的手？ You didn't think to ask my permission to take her hand?
实话说 因为她爸爸没有干预 To be honest, since her daddy's out the picture,
我也没有考虑过请求别人的允许 I-- I didn't think about asking permission.
但是我现在明白这样做有点性别歧视 这怪我 But I can see now that was sort of sexist, like on my part.
这个小姑娘不止一次让我伤心了 That baby girl has broke my heart more than once.
我是不会撒谎的 她刚戒毒几个星期 Ain't gonna lie about that now just 'cause she's gone clean a couple of weeks.
戒毒一个多月了 妈妈 Clean about over a month, mama.
妈妈在说话呢 Darda Mama's talking, Darda.
Greta 无意冒犯 Greta, with all due respect,
我无论如何都要娶你姑娘 I'm marrying your daughter no matter what.
我能做到的是…… What I can do is I--
我会发誓照顾她直到我咽气 I can swear to take care of her till my dying breath.
我觉得我需要的只是一点信念 I suppose what I'm asking for is a little faith.
我确实拥有信念这种东西 Faith is something I do have.
别让我伤心 Shelby John Don't you let me down, Shelby John.
不会的 I won't.
依我所见 今天真是再好不过了 Here I was listening, this fine day cannot get any sweeter,
但是我喜欢被证明是错误的 but I do love to be proven wrong.
因为要是他人能证明我观点错误 我们就可以保持谦卑 Because being proven wrong keeps us humble.
只是 生活充满了尝试与苦难 Just, life is filled with trials and tribulations.
我们都在挣扎 We all struggle.
但正是我们直面挣扎的方式定义了我们 But it is the way we confront those struggles that defines us.
所以 这杯敬欢乐的两口子 So, this to the happy couple.
欢迎来到这个家庭 Shelby John Welcome to the family, Shelby John.
她是个烦人精 我不想多说 Pain in the ass, don't get me started.
是啊 Yeah.
应该来我这里工作 You should come work for me.
薪水不错 有医保 It's a good wage, health insurance.
Ruby可能和她姐姐完全不一样 If Ruby is anything like her sister,
她会等不急想要孩子 she's not gonna wait too long to have a baby.
你不用现在就回答 Hey, you don't have to answer now.
记在脑子里就行 Just put it back here.
我会的 谢谢 I will, thank you.
我给我们又拿了些蛋糕 I scored us some extra cake.
别丢下这个 Can't leave without this.
拿去 姑娘 Take it, girl.
我的天 你确定？ Oh my God, are you sure?
当然了 我确定 Of course, I'm sure.
赶紧穿上它 Go and get it fitted.
哦 Oh.
你喜欢吗？ Do you like it?
很漂亮 It's beautiful.
谢谢你 Thank you.
谢谢 Thanks.
回头见 See you later.
再见 Bye.
好的 我们来个特别的 Alright, let's make it a special.
刚说了什么？ What was that?
Yeah. Alright.
♪ Hey ♪
过来 Come here.
♪ I'm out here walking on a wild ♪
♪ I'ma, I'ma, I'ma do it my way ♪
♪ Hey ♪
♪ I'ma, I'ma, I'ma do it my way ♪
♪ Ohh-ohh-ohh ♪
♪ It's going down, I want it all ♪
♪ Ohh-ohh-ohh ♪
♪ One to the round ♪
♪ And never come down, no ♪
♪ Ohh-ohh-ohh ♪
♪ I wanna live and do it my way ♪
没事 我不介意 It's okay. I don't mind it. It's fine.
♪ Hey ♪
♪ That didn't even gonna turn ♪
♪ You never gonna get a burn ♪
♪ I'ma, I'ma, I'ma do it my way ♪
我们来玩这个 Let's do it.
♪ I'ma, I'ma, I'ma do it my way ♪
♪ I'ma do it my way ♪
Shelby John 我一直在和Paul牧师聊 Shelby John, I've been talking to Pastor Paul
关于给我自己再次施洗礼的事 about getting baptized again myself.
我觉得这是个好主意 I think that sounds like a fine idea.
♪ Do it my way ♪
♪ I was born to be wild I'm sure ♪
♪ I gotta see the wealthy outta front door ♪
♪ Change like the season ♪
♪ No rhyme or reason ♪
♪ I'm on the map on my own ♪
♪ I want the freedom ♪
♪ So break through the ceiling ♪
♪ And go ♪
♪ I'ma do it my way ♪
♪ Oh ♪
♪ Just going down, I want it all ♪
♪ Ohh-ohh-ohh ♪
这个周末做什么？ What you doing this weekend?
没有计划 你呢？ I got nothing planned. How about yourself?
不知道 老兄 I don't know, man.
和女人亲热 Getting hit with the lady.
提出那个重要的问题？ Popping the great question?
也许已经提过了 Oh, maybe it already happened.
真的？ Oh, really?
是啊 Alright, yeah!
你在这里做什么？ The fuck you doing here?
我错过了什么？ Am I missing something?
我们和好了 是吧？ We cool, ain't we?
我觉得我们没有和好 I guess we ain't cool.
你还是得放松下来 大兵 You gotta chill out once in a while, soldier.
你的战争结束了 War is over for you.
我只是顺路来看看我的老友Ruby Red I just came by to check up on my old pal Ruby Red.
快滚 Get the fuck out of here
在我把你的牙打到肚子里之前 before I knock your teeth down your throat.
他又开始了 There he is.
年老狂野的“野马” Our wild Mustang.
离上次见到他有段时间了 Been a minute since I've seen him.
怎么样 姑娘？ What's up, girl?
刚刚拜访了你的男人 Just paying a visit to your old man.
哦 是吗？ Oh, yeah?
他给我打电话让我送个特别的货 Called me up for a little special delivery.
真的？ Are you serious?
有什么问题？ What's the matter?
你知道 我最不想干的事就是挡在你们两个中间 You know, last thing I wanna do is get between you two.
可是你也没做错什么 Yeah, well, you didn't do anything wrong.
别告诉他我给你说过他在嗑药 好吗？ Don't tell him I told you he's been using, will you?
摆脱可不是这么容易的 Kicking it ain't an easy thing.
我难道不知道？ Don't I know it?
嘿 给你 Hey, here.
为什么Shelby John就能独享这样的快乐？ Say why should Shelby John have all the fun?
宝贝 嘿 Baby, hey.
我没听见你进来 Didn't hear you come in.
明天是洗礼日 Baptism tomorrow.
是啊 你激动吗？ Yeah, I know. You excited?
要是我现在还不够优秀呢？ What if I'm just not good enough?
要是你还不够优秀不能被拯救的话 那其他人也不行 If you ain't good enough to be saved, nobody is.
拜托 Come on.
我把衣服穿上 Let me put some clothes on.
给你做点吃的 好吗？ I'll make you something to eat, alright?
宝贝 先别说话 我还没干完呢 Okay, baby, before you say anything I'm not done yet.
我已经开始打磨地板了 I started to sand the floors.
我把所有的木条都拿出来 上了一层底漆 Took out all the bars, and gave them a first coat, right?
花了我4个小时左右 And the yard took me about four hours.
Ruby?
Hey, Ruby?
Ruby?
Hey, Ruby?
Hey, hey, hey.
Oh, baby.
宝贝 快点 醒来 Baby, hey, come on, wake up.
我操 Oh, fuck.
我操 Oh, f--
Ruby, hey, hey, baby.
快点醒来 Come on, wake up.
宝贝 醒醒 快点 Baby, wake up for me, come on.
Hey, Ruby, come on.
Come on, baby. Come on.
Come on, baby. Come on, come on, come on.
Oh, shit.
Oh, fuck.
宝贝 你做了什么？ Oh, baby, what have you done?
哦！ Oh!
Oh, fuck!
No.
Oh, no, no, no.
别这样 宝贝 Don't do this, baby.
拜托 Come on, come on.
♪ Like holy water ♪
♪ Like sad songbird ♪
♪ Rain in a drought ♪
♪ It's all over now ♪
♪ When daylight comes ♪
♪ Over the long night ♪
♪ Open your eyes ♪
♪ It's all right ♪
♪ Been holding that before a moment to breathe ♪
♪ They don't know they come wash over me ♪
♪ The tide's gonna turn now ♪
♪ Finally I am free ♪
♪ Oh, I am free ♪
♪ Over and under ♪
♪ More like a stone ♪
♪ Tossed and tumbled ♪
♪ Never alone ♪
♪ Kept our eyes ♪
♪ On things above ♪
♪ One force and home led ♪
♪ Your boundless love ♪
保佑可怜之人的灵魂 Blessed are the poor in spirit,
因为有天堂 for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
保佑纯洁之人的心灵 他们能见到上帝 Blessed are the pure in heart, they shall see God.
保佑那些渴求正义的人 Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst for righteousness,
因为他们会得到满足 for they shall be filled.
保佑维持和平的人 Blessed are the peace keepers,
因为他们会成为上帝的孩子 for they shall be called children of God.
在此我以神父 儿子 圣灵之名给予你洗礼 I hereby baptize you in the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit.
♪ Someday soon you'll see me die ♪
♪ Someday soon I think ♪
♪ We both know for now's the end ♪
♪ Until we meet again ♪
她想要接受河水的洗礼 She wanted to be washed in the river.
这是她最后一个要求 Last thing she ever asked for.
不要独自承受这样的负担 Don't bare this weight alone.
Let me--
让我洗礼你们两个 Let me baptize you both.
我还有些罪恶的事情要做 神父 I still got some sin left to do, Father.
♪ Someday soon I think ♪
♪ We both know for now's the end ♪
♪ Until we meet again ♪
美丽的死去 To die beautiful.
现在这就是你永远的形态 That's your form forever now.
人们记住你 梦到你的时候 When you're remembered, dreamt about.
像一个堕落天使 Looks like a fallen angel.
我上周刚刚在Shelby的摩托车上看到她 I just saw her last week on Shelby's bike.
她当时很欢乐 他们很欢乐 She looked happy, they looked happy.
不是他干的 It wasn't him.
是她自己 She did this herself.
我猜Shelby不太容易找到 My guess is Shelby John ain't gonna be easy to find.
他一直比较狂野 Shelby John He was always a wild one, Shelby John.
我的孩子Mickey和他玩过球 My boy Mickey played ball with him.
称他“野马” Called him "Mustang".
快如马 狂野而危险 Fast as a horse on the fuel, wild and dangerous off him.
所以说这匹野马会踢人 So this Mustang can kick.
他踢得可狠了 Oh, he can kick alright
但是他不会鲁莽行事 but he won't screw with his burbon.
战斗不是他所挑起 He didn't start that fight.
我非常确定他能结束这场战斗 I'm sure as hell he'll finish it.
也许现在对于Shelby John还不是太晚 Or maybe it's not too late for Shelby John.
必须得我才行 It's gotta be me.
如果其他人先找到他…… If anybody else gets to him first--
警长 Sheriff.
他们在修整这个房子 They were fixing the place up.
Shelby John的问题是不知道何时该停下 Shelby John's problem is knowing when to stop.
如果你找到他 保持冷静并告诉他我只是想谈谈 If you find him, you stay calm and tell him I just wanna talk.
就这样 That's all.
没问题 老大 You got it, boss.
是谁？ Who is it?
你爸爸的朋友 去叫他 Friend of your dad's. Go get him.
如果你是他的一个朋友 你应该知道不能来这里拿毒品 If you're a friend, you know not to come here for drug.
去叫你爸 否则我就把门踢倒 Get your daddy, or I'm gonna kick down this whole goddamn wall.
随便你了 兄弟 Whatever, dude.
你死得快了 It's your funeral.
爸爸 有个傻逼在门口 Dad, some fucker's at the door.
交给我吧 I'll take care of this.
是是谁？ Who is it?
嘿 把手拿开 贱逼 Hey, move your hand, asshole.
我操 Shelby？ Fuck, man. Shelby?
别起来 Stay the fuck down.
Shelby 不管他做了什么 这肯定是个错误 Shelby, whatever he done, I'm sure it was a mistake.
他不是故意…… He didn't mean--
把你孩子带走 Take your kids fuck out of here.
你想留下还是想走？ You wanna stay or you wanna go?
我走 I'll go, I'll go.
对不起 宝贝 I'm sorry, baby.
之前我告诉过你 我又再一次告诉你我们戒了 I fucking told you, and I told you again we were clean.
我不会再给Ruby任何东西 I won't give Ruby nothing else.
我会保持距离 I'll-- I'll stay away.
你都不用付钱给我 Don't even gotta pay me.
她死了 She's dead.
妈的！ Fuck!
I'm so sorry, Shelby.
你要明白 You gotta understand,
为了把我的销售额提高我最近压力一直很大 I've been getting squeezed to bring my numbers up.
你给她的是什么？ What'd you give her?
只有一点海洛因 Just a little smack.
她拿了海洛因还有什么？ She got Smack, what else?
就这些 That's--that's it.
我刚说还有其他的什么？ I said what else?
我必须完成任务 I had to cut it.
我给你说了 我最近压力一直很大 I told you, I've been getting squeezed
大到你无法相信 like you wouldn't believe.
你的供货商是谁？ Who is your supplier?
什么？ What?
交出他的名字 或许我就会离开 Give me his name and maybe I'll leave here
留你活路 while you're still breathing.
我不能说 I can't give you that.
求你别杀我 Please don't fucking kill me.
求你别杀我 伙计 Please don't fucking kill me, man.
我再问你一次 I'm gonna ask you one more fucking time.
你的供货商是？ Your supplier?
我不知道那玩意是哪来的 I don't know where that shit comes from.
我杀你就像杀牲畜一样 I'll fucking kill you like cattle.
我不知道 老兄 I don't fucking know, man.
我发誓我不知道 I swear I don't.
我说 我说 Okay, okay.
Darius. Darius!
地址？ Address?
我不知道 I don't fucking know.
我说 我说 我说 Okay, okay, okay.
我说 我说 Okay, okay.
我在哥伦布市的布朗宾馆取货 I pick up my gear in Columbus, The Brown hotel.
每天晚上在不同的房间 Different room every night.
我就知道这么多 老兄 That's all I know, man.
求你了 老兄 Please, fucking come on, man.
你看我有家人 You've seen my family.
Just please...
他们没有你过的更好 They're better off without you.
每个人没有你都会过的更好 Everybody is.
开火四次 Four shots fired.
经过187号高速路 Past of 187 on Freedom drive.
两辆黑色和白色…… Two black and white--
疑犯有武器 骑着一辆黑色摩托 Suspect's armed and can be seen on a black motorcycle.
在185号公路上向北行走 Headed northbound on 185.
重复 持械疑犯在185号公路上向北行走 I repeat, suspect's armed headed north on 1I-85.
我撑不住了 I just can't the fuck.
撑不住了 I can't, fuck.
哦！ Oh!
你好啊 Hi there.
你从哪里来的？ Where did you come from?
你妈妈在那边吗？ You got your mama over there?
我觉得你最好去找你妈妈 Think you better go back to your mama.
耶稣为了我们的罪名而死 Jesus Christ died for our sins.
Elvis Kincaid为自己的罪名而死 Elvis Kincaid died for his own.
钉子直接穿过前额 Nailed straight through the forehead.
Church 你要向他家人问话吗？ Church, you questioned the family?
Church?
嗯 我听见了 Yeah, I got it.
快点 警长 Oh, come on, Sheriff.
我们还要在这里待多久？ How long we're gonna be here?
今晚我们经历了太多问话 We've already been through enough tonight already.
我知道 Jess I know it, Jess.
但如果事情不重要的话我也不会问 But I wouldn't be asking if it wasn't important.
我只想和大儿子聊聊 I just want to talk to the oldest.
他叫Travis Well, that's Travis.
是Travis Travis it is.
行 但是要我在场 Alright, only with me present.
好的 走吧 Right, let's go.
你负责照顾孩子 You're on babysitting duty.
当然啊 The hell I am.
你多大？ How old are you?
我11岁 11.
多大？ How old?
11岁 11.
我儿子过去常和你爸爸一起踢足球 You know, my son used to play football with your dad.
真的？ Really?
他的水平怎样？ Was he any good?
你爸爸有他自己的一套 Yeah, your dad held his own on the line.
他有个好的队伍 He had a good team.
非常好 Damn good.
你知道你爸以什么谋生吗？ You know what your old man did for a living?
嗯… Umm...
不要看你的妈妈 Don't look to your mama now.
快点 Now, come on.
我朋友过去常说我爸爸最好了 Well, my friends used to say my dad was the best dad.
照顾别人 Like, taking care of people.
怎样照顾别人？ Taking care of people how?
药之类的 Like, with medicine.
Travis?
不 闭上嘴 Jess No, shut your mouth, Jess.
否则今晚其余的时间我们都要在审讯室度过 Or we all spend the rest of the night in interrogation room.
你知道你爸爸把药放在哪里吗？ You know where you dad keeps his medicine?
Travis 看着我 Travis, look at me.
不知道 先生 I don't know, sir.
对不起 I'm sorry.
小心点 什么情况你？ Watch it. What the fuck, man?
贱逼 Asshole.
不好意思 你有什么事？ Excuse me, can I help you?
我来见一个朋友 I've come to see a friend.
知道了 祝你愉快 I see. Enjoy, sir.
你们怎样啊？ Hey, how you guys doing?
你怎么样 这位先生？ How you doing, Mister?
我非常好 I'm doing pretty good.
你们在开派对？ You guys partying?
哦 糟了 Oh, shit.
你们知道我在哪里能买这种药片？ You know where I can buy me some of them pills?
我们没有药片 警官 We got no pills, officer.
别这样说好吗？ Can you not do that?
我的鼻子 老兄 My fucking nose, man.
嘿 Hey.
放Kennt走 求你了先生 Let Kenny go. Please, Mister.
他那样说没有恶意 He didn't mean nothing by it.
我刚问了他一个问题 I asked him a question.
我们的朋友Skeeter 他从下面大厅里的人那里买的药片 Our friend Skeeter, he gets the pills from someone down the hall.
是吗？ Oh yeah?
Skeeter?
哪间房？ Which room?
别告诉他 Don't tell him.
嘿 Hey.
1507 1507.
1507 谢谢你 1507. Thank you.
Thanks, Kenny.
啊 没错 Ah, that's right.
羟考酮 杜冷丁 Oxycodone, D-- Demerol.
芬太尼的一种 It's a form of fentanyl.
Kincaid毫无疑问把这东西放到他的海洛因里面了 No doubt that Kincaid was putting this into his heroin.
这一小块砖还有很多要研究的东西 This little brick has left a whole lot of searching in its wake.
是谁？ Who that?
Kenny.
你还想要更多货吗 大学生？ Oh, do you need some more shit, huh, college boy?
啊！ Ah!
哦 我的天 Oh my God.
该死的 Fucking hell.
嘿 Hey.
啊！啊！ Ah! Ah!
妈的 啊！ Fuck, ah!
天杀的 Jesus, fuck.
别起来 Stay down.
好了 趴下！ Alright, stay down!
食我大屌吧 你个贱逼 You can suck my dick, you fucking bitch-ass.
我还是不用了 告诉他 No, I'm good. Tell him.
这人说了别起来 Skeeter Man said stay down, Skeeter.
该走了 女士们 Time to go, ladies.
这就是Skeeter了 So that's Skeeter.
你是？ You are?
Darius.
你可以叫我“杀了Kin的人” You can call me, "the Kin killer".
刚刚听说那件事 Oh, just heard about that.
Kincaid就是一坨屎 Kincaid was a piece of shit.
但是那个家伙有家人 But the man did have a family.
你知道？ You know?
我不知道 I don't.
我不再知道了 Not anymore.
自从你逼着Kincaid卖更多货的时候我就不再知道了 Not since you were leaning on Kincaid to sell more.
别人也在逼着我 兄弟 I'm getting leaned on too, brother.
相信我 Believe me.
你要钱吗？ You want money?
你面前就有1万 There's 10 grand right there in front of you.
我要去的地方不需要钱 I got no need for money where I'm going.
这句你说对了 混账东西 You got that right, motherfucker.
快闭嘴 Just shut up, man.
你在找我的供货商？ You after my supplier?
我不在乎 我给你他的名字 I don't give a fuck. I'll give you his name.
你让我走 You let me walk.
Fuck, Darius.
你想害我们两个肠子被掏出来？ You wanna get us both gutted?
野狼在…… Coyote is fucking--
啊！妈的 Ah! Fuck.
Coyote?
他是这样自称的 That's what he calls himself.
Yeah.
我知道一些他不认为我知道的事情 And I know something he don't know I know.
他的住处 Where he lives.
你们都死定了 Y'all dead.
你们两个人都要死 Y'all both fucking dead.
看看你的嘴巴吧 孩子 Just watch your mouth, boy.
大人在谈话呢 The grown-ups is talking.
新闻上的女孩 他们说是你杀的 That girl on the news they saying you killed.
他们是这样说的？ That's what they're saying, huh?
这就是原因啊？ That's what this is about?
你的蠢婊子把持不住自己 Your dumb bitch can't handle her shit.
所以你就跑这里来甩你的鸡巴 So you come around here swinging your dick
以为自己很朋克？ like a fucking punk?
真够可怜的 狗狗 That shit pathetic, dog.
Fuck.
哦 天啊 混蛋！ Oh God, motherfucker!
妈的！ Fuck!
老兄 你女朋友的事我很遗憾 Man, I'm sorry about your girl.
真心的 I truly am.
但我甚至都不认识她 But I didn't even know her.
所以事情就更糟糕了 不是吗？ That's what make it worse, isn't it?
Kincaid不在乎认不认识她 It didn't matter to Kincaid.
你也不在乎 Don't matter to you.
某个自称为“野狼”的蠢逼也不在乎 Don't matter to some dumb fuck calls himself "Coyote".
他住在哪里？ So where does he live?
别告诉他 Darius Don't tell him shit, Darius.
别说…… Don't say--
操！你个混账东西 Fuck! You motherfucker!
他在Quinton县有个大得不得了的旧房子 He's got a big old fucked up house out in Quinton county
就在弗洛伊德支路旁边的茶湖路上 off a Tea Lake Road right next to Floyd's Fork.
他有一次带我去那里和他的奇葩团队打猎 Took me hunting there once with his weird-ass crew
为了威胁我 to intimidate me.
你敢相信？ You believe that shit?
他是吗？ Did he?
他是什么？ Did he what?
威胁你 Intimidate you?
实话说 这辈子没有人像那家伙一样让我害怕 Honest, ain't nobody in my life ever scared me like that dude.
别留活口 Don't leave him breathing.
我可能某天会回来 I may come back here one day.
如果我发现你还在做同样的勾当 我会打掉你的膝盖 I find you doing the same shit, I won't just take your kneecaps.
♪ Yeah, we only open up ♪
♪ Yeah, yeah ♪
♪ It's a sucker punch ♪
♪ Yeah, yeah ♪
♪ It's a sucker punch ♪
♪ What you doing? ♪
♪ My shit, shut up, man ♪
♪ This is what I'm doing ♪
♪ Doesn't know my real name ♪
♪ It's about time, my time ♪
♪ Keep it moving ♪
你没事吧？ You okay?
地狱丧钟在响啊 女士 Yeah, well, hells bells, woman.
让我赶紧把眼睛休息一下 Let me just rest my eyes while I can.
我只是个老人 I'm just an old man.
等 你可以去医院和他聊 Hold on, you can talk to him at the hospital.
我要在这里和他聊 I'll talk to him here.
不是 你没听见我说话 No, you're not hearing me.
不是 是你没听我说话 孩子 No, you're not hearing me, son.
我要和他聊 I'm talking to him.
原谅我们 Excuse us.
他的脾气在这样的大晚上有时候会不受控制 His manners can sometimes get away from him this late at night.
你认识那个对你做出这些事的人吗？ Do you know the man done this to you?
嗯？ Huh?
我什么都不会说 I ain't saying shit.
我了解我的权力 I know my rights.
是吗？ Do you now?
听起来你是在演电视剧 Sound like you're on a TV show.
这肯定非常疼 That must hurt some awful.
有止疼药吗？ Got some painkillers?
来点好玩意？ Some good shit?
快鸡巴滚 Fuck out of here, man.
啊 妈的！ Ah, fuck!
啊！ Ah!
也许他们并没有给你什么好玩意 Maybe they didn't give you good shit after all.
妈的 Oh, fuck.
如果他让你活着 那你肯定告诉了他什么 If he left you alive, you must have told him something.
是什么？ What was it?
我什么都没说 老兄 I didn't say nothing, man.
快点 Come on.
如果他让你活着 那你肯定告诉了他什么 If he left you alive, you must have told him something.
我什么都没说 I didn't say nothing.
是什么？ So what was it?
我什么都没说 I didn't say nothing!
我他妈的什么都没有说 I didn't say fucking nothing!
停下来 Stop!
停下来 求你 Stop, please, stop!
说了什么？ What was it?
停下 求你停下 Stop, please just stop!
我不会放手 I'm not gonna let go.
快告诉我说了什么 You tell me what it was.
妈的 Fuck.
这是你的膝盖吗？ You think this is piece of your knee cap?
这是你的膝盖吗？
妈的！ Ah, fuck!
嗯？好 Huh? Okay.
好 好 好 Okay, okay, okay.
我什么都没说 I didn't say nothing, man.
我发誓 I swear it.
是Darius告诉他的 It was fucking Darius told him, okay?
Darius告诉他什么了？ Now what did Darius tell him?
What'd Darius tell him?
他妈的！ Fuck man!
妈的！ Fuck!
你没事吧？ You alright?
刚才是只鹿吗？ Was it a deer?
你要告诉我发生了什么事吗 警长？ You wanna tell me what's going on, Sheriff?
我… I--
我看见…… I saw--
上次这样的事情发生都是在好几年前了 It may have been a few years since it happened last.
他死的时候我不知道他情况怎样 I didn't see him how he was when he died.
他长大了 You know, grown and all.
我看见…… I see making--
我看见我的儿子 I see my little boy.
我看见他…… I see him--
我把他看成了我的儿子 I see him as my little-- my little boy.
我错过了救他的机会 I missed my-- my chance to save him.
我有次遇见我妹妹 I seen my sister once.
她说生命是一条河 She said that life is a river
最终会汇入海洋 that eventually spills into the ocean.
当你到达三角洲 河流交汇成海洋 And when you get to the delta where the river meets the sea,
你爱的人就会在那里等你 that's where your loved ones will be waiting for you.
也许对于Shelby John来说还不是太迟 Well, maybe it's not too late for Shelby John.
还有多少？我们走 How many more? Let's go.
是谁花了这么长时间？ What's taking so long?
快装 Load it up, load it up.
我们要走了 We gotta move.
老大让我们出门 Boss wants us out the door.
去拿我的东西 Go grab mine.
你 You.
嘿 嘿 Hey, hey.
放松 老兄 Whoa, whoa, easy, easy, man.
闭嘴 Shut up.
老兄 怎么了？ Come on, bro, what happened?
放松 Easy, easy.
好 好 好 Okay, okay, okay.
不 不 No, no.
No, man.
把这烂摊子收拾干净 Clean this shit up, man.
我们走 先生们 Let's go, gentlemen.
装货 Load it up.
快 我们走 Come on, let's go.
老大让我们出门 Boss wants us out of the door.
都好了 We're good.
好的 快点 Alright man, hurry up.
走后面的路 别忘了 Take the back roads, don't forget.
后面的路？ Back roads, huh?
快走 Go, go, go, go.
那是什么玩意？ Yo, what the fuck was that?
这些年我见过这么多糟心事 In what I've seen over the years of hell,
但在这过去的24小时 just over the past 24 hours,
这只野兽比我们想的要更加复杂 this beast is more complex than we ever thought.
每次我们切断一只触角 Every time we cut off one tentacle,
另一只就会偷偷长出来 another one sneaks up in its place.
♪ Amazing grace ♪
♪ How sweet the sound ♪
♪ I once was lost, but now am found ♪
♪ I was blind but now I see ♪
♪ 'Twas grace that taught my heart to fear ♪
♪ And grace my fears relieved ♪
♪ How precious did that oh, grace appear ♪
♪ 'Twas grace that taught my heart to fear ♪
他已经离开这里了 He's already done here.
你怎么知道？ How the hell you know that?
Shelby了解这片地方 Shelby knows this land.
你待在这里 看住周边安全 You stay here, secure the perimeter.
我猜没人来救你了 I guess nobody's coming to save your ass.
手机给我 Give me the phone.
密码多少？ What's the passcode?
密码？ Passcode?
我去你的 Fuck you.
嘴张大 Open wide.
9-1-7-3. 9-1-7-3.
我们看看你刚在打给谁 Let's see you was calling.
你好 这里是“野猫追踪” Hello, you've reached Wild Cat Tracking,
佐治亚州最好的航运公司 Georgia's finest shipping and logistics company.
如果你知道你想要联系一方的分机号码 请拨号 If you know the extension of the party you're trying to reach, dial it now.
如果没有 按0来接通 If not, just press 0 to be connected.
这是怎么回事？ What the fuck is this about?
不知道 I don't know.
号码不正确 我的错 Wrong number, my bad.
你到底为谁干活？ Who the fuck do you work for?
圣诞老人 婊子 Santa Claus, bitch.
告诉我他的名字 Tell me his fucking name.
操你 Fuck you.
操你！ Fuck you!
够了 Shelby John That's enough, Shelby John.
够了 That's enough.
Mike?
是时候结束了 孩子 Time to end this, son.
Come on.
我来带你回家 孩子 I come to bring you home, son.
我再也没有家了 There ain't no home for me no more.
我知道 I know it.
但Ruby是自找的 But Ruby made her own choices.
和Maken一样 Same as Maken did.
我也很痛恨 I don't like it neither,
但是你这样不会改变事实 but that don't make it any less true,
痛打这坨屎不会让她死而复生 and beating this pile of shit to death won't bring her back.
我的律师一旦搞定你 As soon as my lawyer's done with your ass--
你能闭嘴吗？ Will you shut up?
我可能是疯了 警长 但是我不傻 I may be crazy, Sheriff, but I ain't stupid.
是的 Ruby有自己的选择 Yeah, Ruby had choices,
但有些选择是别人给她的 but some of them choices were made for her.
我尝试过保护… I tried to protect--
别这样做 求你 Don't do it, please.
求你了 Mike Please, Mike.
来吧 快点 终结一切 Do it. Come on, end this.
不 不 No, no.
求你了 把仁慈交给我 Please, bring me mercy.
要么你来 要么我就在这杀了这个混账东西 Either you do it, or I'm gonna shoot this motherfucker right here.
扔掉武器 Drop the weapon.
中尉 求你了 Lieutenant, please.
我失去太多东西了 I've lost too much.
我知道 I know.
这不是正确的方法 孩子 Ain't no way, son.
这样不行 Not like this.
我失去太多了 I've lost too much.
不 No.
这样你赢不了 This ain't how you win.
有我看着就不行 Not on my watch.
Come on.
你可以的 You can't do this.
Come on, huh?
帮我带她离开这里 Help me get her out of here.
不能从这条路返回 Can't go back that way.
我们带她去路边 Let's get her down to the road.
等等 停下 Wait, wait, stop.
Please.
我们需要帮助 We need your help.
她受了枪伤 She's been shot.
她没事吧？ Is she alright?
她不好 我们需要把她放到车厢后面 No please, we need to get her in the back of the truck.
快点 Well, hurry up.
你救了她 Mike Hey, you save her, Mike.
Mike 你救了她 You save her, Mike.
Shelby 你小心点 Shelby, you be careful.
继续 Go on.
拜托 跟我说话 Come on. You say something to me now.
拜托 说句话 Come on, you can say something.
拜托 我了解你 Come on, I know you.
和我说话 Talk to me.
就这样 用力 That's it, fight it.
用力 不管…… Fight, whatever--
Wayfair公司的Shelby John嫌疑 Shelby John of Wayfair is suspected
杀害Elvis Kincaid 一个当地海洛因贩子 in the killing of Elvis Kincaid, a local heroin dealer.
以及在哥伦布射伤另一个名叫Skeeter Burg的嫌疑毒贩 As well as the shooting of Skeeter Burg another suspected drug dealer in Columbus.
你好 这里是野猫追踪 Hello, you've reached Wild Cat Tracking,
佐治亚最大的航运公司 Georgia's finest shipping and logistics company.
入宫你知道你要联系一方的分机号码 If you know the extension of the party you're trying to reach,
请拨打 dial it now.
Shelby John.
你最近很忙啊 You've been busy.
你相信上帝吗？ You believe in God?
我这辈子每个星期天都会去教堂 Been in church every Sunday in my life.
这不是我问你的问题 Ain't what I asked.
我确实会去 I do.
你呢？ Do you?
我现在会去 I do now.
当我把Ruby放在那条河里的时候 我把她放在了上帝的手中 Gave Ruby over to the hands of God when I put her in that river.
而你现在又开始替天行道了 And now you're doing God's work.
是不是？ Is that it?
你觉得上帝会认可你做的事吗？ You think God approves of what you've been doing?
我自己不想承认 You know, I didn't want to admit it to myself.
但是当警长Church追上我的时候 我释然了 But I was relieved when Sheriff Church caught up to me.
知道我被拦住我才知道我不想被拦住 Didn't know I wanted to be stopped until I was stopped.
事情继续发展 And things kept going.
超出了我的控制 Out of my control.
如果不是上帝在身后推我替他做事 If that wasn't God pushing me to do his business,
我也想不出会是谁了 I don't know what it was.
我做的一切都是为了我的家人 Everything I've done, I've done for my family.
Darlene知道你在做什么吗？ Does Darlene know what you do?
不用担心Darlene Don't you worry about Darlene.
还有Conor呢？ And Conor?
那孩子在楼上睡得香呢 一点也不关心这世界 Boy's sound asleep upstairs, not a care in the world.
因为他的所有需求都得到了满足 Because all his needs are provided for him.
你觉得他要是知道爸爸是如何买了这么多好东西的时候 他会有何感受？ Think he'd feel the same if he knew how his daddy bought all these nice things?
上帝命令亚伯拉罕去杀了自己孩子的时候 When God commanded Abraham to slay his son,
亚伯拉罕没有拒绝 Abraham did not refuse.
他准备了服从 He was ready to comply.
听听 这个故事很吓人 See, that is the story that scares people.
即使这是信仰 Even though it's a faith.
但是我不害怕 But not me.
因为亚伯拉罕懂得他所做的事情要比他自己更重要 Because Abraham understood he was part of something bigger than himself.
比他全心全意爱着的儿子更重要 Bigger than his son who he loved with all his heart.
我们无法假装理解上帝的想法 We cannot pretend to understand the mind of God.
我们只能牺牲他让我们牺牲的东西 We can only sacrifice what we are called upon to sacrifice.
刚开始只是帮一个小忙 It started with a simple favor.
我突破自我 I had over extended myself.
我处于失去一切的边缘 I was on the verge of losing everything.
然后我遇见一个人 Then I met a man.
不是像选择人生的十字路口那样戏剧性的东西 It was not on no crossroads or anything so dramatic.
他给我了一个救生索 And he offered me a lifeline.
我需要的只是为他运送一些东西 And all I had to do was transport something for him.
当时我告诉自己 I told myself at the time,
“你是在和魔鬼做交易” "You are making bargain with the devil."
但是我对自己说 “只有这一次” But I said to myself, "This is-- it's just this one time."
Darlene当时怀有身孕 Darlene was pregnant.
我们的房子就快保不住了 We were gonna lose house.
所以我给这个男人帮了忙 So I did the man his favor.
上帝没有将我打倒 God did not strike me down.
上帝奖励了我 God rewarded me.
我说的不是世俗的占有 And I do not mean with earthly possessions.
我说的是我找到了强烈的自我依靠的平静感 I'm talking about new found sense of peace of self-reliance so strong,
以至于当那个男人再打电话的时候 that when the man came calling again,
我将他的东西占为己有 I took what belonged to him for myself,
并且我再也没有回头看 and I never,ever looked back.
我把以前的自我丢在了身后 就像褪壳的禅 I left my old self behind like the husk of a cicada.
重生 Reborn.
♪ No one knows me better than you ♪
♪ That look in your eyes is what I see in you ♪
这是Ruby喜欢的歌 It's Ruby's song.
我爱这个姑娘就像爱我自己的妹妹一样 I loved that girl like my own sister.
我仍然爱着 I still do.
我认为这个属于你 Peter Believe this belongs to you, Peter.
是这个东西杀死了她 That's what killed her.
你的产品流在在她的血管里 Your product in her veins.
我要你尝到她死去时的感觉 I want you to feel what she felt when she died.
怎么了 Pete？ What's the matter, Pete?
你自己的产品对你来说不够好吗？ Your own product ain't good enough for you?
我不是瘾君子 I ain't no junkie.
你不尝到她死去时的感觉我就不会离开这里 I ain't leaving here till you do.
♪ Oh, I wanna feel something ♪
♪ I just want to breathe again ♪
♪ Darling, to the deepest end ♪
♪ Oh, I wanna feel something ♪
♪ Let me get back in my body ♪
♪ Oh, I wanna open my hands ♪
♪ I know that healing is for me ♪
♪ I wanna breathe again ♪
♪ Oh, I wanna feel something ♪
♪ I just wanna breathe again ♪
♪ Darling, to the deepest end ♪
♪ Oh I wanna feel something ♪
♪ Something good ♪
人们说我们的爱人会等着我们 They say our loved ones will be waiting for us,
在河流与海的交汇处 where the river meets the sea.
我期盼着那一天 I look forward to that.
♪ Oh, I wanna feel something ♪
♪ Something good ♪
♪ Oh, I wanna feel something ♪
♪ Feel something ♪