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妹妹 Hi, sis.
迈可 请在这儿签名 Michael, if I could just get you to sign this right here...
便可拿到保险箱内的物件 which gives you the contents of the safe deposit box.
好的 谢谢 还有这份 Thank you. And this one which clears the bank...
使银行不用为箱内物件负责 of all responsibility for the contents.
这样真刺激 It's kind of exciting.
也许会发现你母亲 有百万元的遗产 Maybe we'll find out that your mother had secret millions.
我们开始好吗 Why don't we get started?
令慈葬在 Your mother is interred at the Cedar Heights
香柏山庄殡仪馆直至作出安排 Funeral Home until arrangements can be made.
我以为已安排好了 I thought it was arranged.
-遇到点问题 -有什么问题 -There's a problem. -What problem?
令慈确指示要火葬 Your mother left explicit instructions to be cremated.
-我之前也不知道 -她何时决定的 -I don't understand it either. -When did she decide this?
显然是在她死前 Apparently just before her death.
荒唐 我不知有人会火葬的 I don't know anybody who gets cremated.
许多人这样做 Lots of people do.
我家没人这样做 Nobody in my family did. Dad bought plots at Prairie Hills...
爸早已为自己和母亲买下墓地 one for him, one for Mom.
-遗嘱清楚说明 -我不管它怎么说 -The will clearly states... -I don't care what it says.
也许妈神智不清 Maybe Mom was delirious.
不知道自己在说什么 Maybe she didn't know what she was saying.
若想火化 If she wanted to be cremated,
她为何让爸买两个墓地 why the hell did she let Dad buy 2 plots?
她很精确的说 She was very specific.
她想把骨灰撒落在罗斯曼桥 She wanted her ashes to be thrown off Roseman Bridge.
-什么 -真奇怪 -What?! -Bizarre!
你肯定这是妈写的吗 Mr. Peterson, are you sure Mom wrote all this?
见证人是狄璐丝太太 It was notarized and witnessed by Mrs. Lucy Delaney.
-你可以问她 -她是谁 -Maybe you could ask her. -Who the hell is she?
我记得她 我不管 I remember her, I just don't...
我不管这是否合法 I don't care if it's legal.
我们不会火化她和把骨灰撒桥下 We're not cremating her or throwing her ashes off some bridge
她可能四处飘散令我们无法扫墓 where we can't visit her because she'll be blown all over!
别人驾车还驶过她身上 And people driving all over her, dogs...
我们不会这样做 We're not doing it.
我不肯定这是基督教的做法 I'm not even sure it's Christian.
也许是意大利风俗 她是意大利人 Maybe it's an Italian thing. She was Italian.
没关系 Doesn't matter!
继续吧 Move on.
我们待会再说 We can come back to this.
我们打开保险箱吧 Why don't we open the box?
迈可你看 Michael, look at these.
你见过这些照片吗 Have you ever seen these pictures?
是放在1965年的信封内 It was in this envelope from 1965.
她没戴胸罩 She's not wearing a bra.
那是杉树桥 That's the Holliwell Bridge.
-若有人想知道的话 -为何有两张地契 -In case anyone's interested. -Why are there 2 deeds here?
这是他59年买的另外一亩地 This is for the additional acres he purchased in '59.
这个呢 And this?
是令慈卖掉的机器的收据 Those were bills of sale from equipment your mother sold.
这是原来那块地的地契 This is for the original land parcel.
她的照片很漂亮 Beautiful picture of her.
什么事 What?
你能过来吗 Could you come here for a minute?
什么事 What?
到哪儿去 Where are we going?
她遗嘱中有说留给我些什么吗 She say anything in there about me? About leaving me anything?
怎么回事 What's going on?
我们在想 We were just wondering if it might be better...
也许我和卡洛琳独自看箱内的东西会较好 if Carolyn and I looked at this stuff ourselves.
我们不想你们久候 We don't want to keep you waiting around.
相关法律的事物 我会联络你 I'll contact your office about the legal work.
我挣扎 "I struggle to...
去明白这种方式能让我活下去 put it together in a way that allows me to continue...
知道我们有不同的生活 knowing that we're on separate roads.
可是 我透过照相机镜头看见你在那儿 But then, I look through the lens of my camera and you're there.
我开始写稿但却发现在给你写信 I start to write an article and I find myself writing it to you.
现在我明白 It's clear to me now that
我们正向对方走近 we have been moving towards each other...
在我们一生中 走向那四天 towards those 4 days, all of our lives."
我不想再听 烧了它 I don't want to hear anymore. Burn the damn thing.
我不想听 I don't want to hear it.
扔掉它 Throw it away.
他还说些什么 What's he saying now?
他说 如果妈需要他 He just goes on about how if Mom ever needed him...
可通过国家地理杂志找他 she could reach him through the National Geographic Magazine in D.C.
他是摄影师 He was a photographer.
他答应不再写信 He promises not to write again.
可是 信上说 And then, all it says is:
我爱你 罗伯特 "I love you, Robert."
罗伯特 Robert!
天啊 Jesus!
我会杀了他 I'll kill him.
不可能 他死了 That would be some trick.
那是信中所说的 He's dead. That's what this letter is...
发自他的律师 from his attorney.
他把大部份东西留给了妈妈 He left most of his things to Mom.
并要求 And requested...
什么 What?
把他火化 骨灰撒落在罗斯曼桥 That he be cremated and his ashes thrown off Roseman Bridge.
他该死 我就知道妈妈不会想到这样做的 Damn him! I knew Mom wouldn't have thought that up herself.
是那变态的 It was some damn perverted...
摄影师在影响她 photographic mind influencing her.
那浑蛋何时死的 When did the bastard die?
82年 '82.
慢着 那是 Wait a minute, that was...
在爸死后三年 你认为呢 3 years after Daddy... Do you think...?
我不知道 I don't know! I'm completely in the dark.
我搬走了才会变成这样 That's what I get for moving away.
那时我们还年幼 We were kids when this happened.
我无法相信 I can't believe it.
你是否认为她 Do you think that she...
和他有性关系 had sex with him?
迈可 你动画片肯定是看多了 Must be nice inside your head with Peter Pan and the Easter Bunny.
别这样对我说话 她是我母亲 Don't talk to me like that. She was my mother!
现在我知道她是 Now I find that she was... She was a...
什么 别这么说 A what? Don't say that!
那我应该怎么想 What am I supposed to think?
我想不到她从没对我说 I can't believe she never told me.
我们一星期才交谈一次 她怎能这样做 We spoke at least once a week. How could she do that?
她何时认识他 爸爸知道吗 When did she meet him? Did Dad know?
那信封内还有什么 Is there anything else in that envelope?
没有 我看没有了 No, I don't think so.
弗朗西丝卡
白蛾舞动翅膀时若想晚餐 今晚工作完后随时可来
你念吧 You read it.
你念 You read it.
1987年1月 "January, 1987.
亲爱的卡洛琳 Dear Carolyn:
希望你和迈可同看此信 I hope you read this with Michael.
我相信他没法独个儿看这封信 I'm sure he wouldn't be able to read it by himself...
他需别人帮助他了解此事 and he'll need help understanding all this.
首先和最重要的 First and most of all...
是我很疼爱你们 I love you both very much.
虽然我感到很好 但我想把后事 And although I feel fine, I thought I'd put my affairs...
处理妥当 excuse that word, in order."
想不到她还说笑话 I can't believe she's making jokes.
在看过保险箱后 "After going through the safe deposit box...
我相信你会找到这封信 I'm sure you'll find your way to this letter.
写信给自己的孩子并不容易 It's hard to write this to my own children.
我本可以让这事和我一起逝去 I could let this die with the rest of me, I suppose.
但年纪越大 But as one gets older...
顾虑越少 one's fears subside.
而越来越重要的 What becomes more and more important...
是将事情说出 is to be known.
人活在世上只是过客 Known for all that you were during this brief stay.
如果离开人世也没让 How sad it seems to leave this earth...
你最疼爱的人 知道你是谁 without those you love
是很可悲的 the most ever really knowing who you were.
不管如何 母亲爱子女是容易的 It's easy for a mother to love her children, no matter what.
但我不知子女爱母亲是否容易 I don't know if it's as simple for children.
你们因父母管教不当而烦我们 You're all so busy being angry at us for raising you wrong.
他的名字叫罗伯特·金凯 His name was Robert Kincaid.
是个摄影师 他65年到来这儿 He was a photographer and he was here in 1965...
替国家地理杂志拍摄桥的照片 shooting a National Geographic article on the covered bridges of Madison County.
我们收到那期杂志感觉仿是名人 Remember when we got that issue,
可记得我们何时开始订阅那杂志 when we got the subscription how we felt like celebrities?"
那是罗斯曼桥 That's Roseman Bridge.
麦迪逊郡之桥
罗伯特·金凯畅述漫长之旅
那一定是罗伯特·金凯了 That must be Robert Kincaid.
那是妈的饰物 And that's Mom's medallion.
我不想你们忌恨他 "I don't want you to be angry with him.
在你们知道整件事后 I hope after you know the story,
希望你们对他有好感 甚至感激他 you think well of him, even grateful."
-感激 -此事全记在笔记簿内 -Grateful? -"It's all there in the 3 notebooks."
事情始于伊利诺州市集那个星期 "It was the week of the Illinois State Fair.
你们和爸爸前去展出 The two of you were going with Dad to exhibit...
卡洛琳的得奖公牛 Carolyn's prize steer.
你们周日起程 我知道这样说不好 It was the Sunday night you left. I know it sounds awful..."
但我巴不得你们离去 But I couldn't wait for you to leave.
你们要到星期五才回来 You were going to be gone until Friday.
要去四天 4 days.
只是四天 Just 4 days.
理查德 吃饭了 Richard! Dinner!
-我要你怎样关门的 -对不起 -What I tell you about the door? -Sorry.
你要感恩祈祷吗 Would you like to say grace?
祈祷 Grace.
噢 还有酱汁的 More sauces.
给我一片面包 A piece of bread.
谢谢 Thanks.
该死的抽屉 Damn drawer.
我来 Here.
你不能对它发火 You can't get mad at it.
对不起 我没发火 Sorry. Didn't mean to yell.
我不想你吃味浓的东西 I want you to stay away from anything too spicy.
你答应我 And you promise me.
我发誓 只抽滤嘴烟 每天抽半包 I swear. Only filters. No more than half pack a day.
-我有我的任务 -是瑞医生说的 -I've got my orders. -Doc Reynolds said so.
我知道 玩笑而已 I know, I'm only kidding.
-你真的不想去吗 -真的 -Are you sure you don't want to go? -I'm positive.
你有那么多余暇干什么 What are you going to do as a woman of leisure?
像工人般干活只是没那么勤快 Same thing I do as a hired hand, except with less help.
我无法睡着的 I won't be able to sleep.
没你在我身旁我睡不着 I can't sleep without you next to me anymore.
四天而已 It's only 4 days.
你到哪里去了 Oh, God, where have you been?
你想念他们 他们走了 You missed them. They already left.
你为何这么喜欢我 我不喜欢你 Why do you love me so much? I don't like you.
下去 Get down.
你喜欢那首歌 You like that song?
只有你和我 It's just you and me.
就你和我 Just you and me.
我好像迷了路 I get the distinct feeling that I'm lost.
你要到依阿华州的吗 You supposed to be in Iowa?
那你没迷路 Then you're not that lost.
我找一座桥 I'm looking for a bridge.
找这附近一座有廊子的桥 One of those covered bridges in this neighborhood.
罗斯曼桥 Roseman Bridge?
对了 That's it.
你快找到了 它离这儿大概两里 You're pretty close. It's only about 2 miles from here.
怎么走 Which way?
你往那儿走 在卡特斯处左转 You go that way and come to Cutter's and turn left.
卡特斯 To Cutters?
一个农场 靠近大路的小房子 Cutter's a farm. Small house, close to the road.
有一条凶猛的大黄狗 Big, mean yellow dog.
大黄狗 嗯 Mean yellow dog. Okay.
沿着那条路直走 到了岔路 Then you go along that road until you come to a fork.
桥就在不到半里处 It's only... Less than half a mile.
岔路之后往哪儿走 And then where, after the fork?
靠右 The right.
然后 And then you...
不 不是那个岔路 对不起 No, no. Not that fork. Excuse me.
你驶过彼得逊 You pass Peterson's.
彼得逊 Peterson's.
也是个农场 Peterson's is a farm.
驶过旧校舍便左转 Past the old schoolhouse, you turn left.
若有路牌会较容易 It'd be easier to tell you...
对你来说 if the roads were marked.
是啊 It certainly would.
我可带你去 I can take you if you want.
或是对你说 Or I can tell you.
我可带你去或只告诉你 I can take you or tell you.
怎么着都行 我无所谓 It's up to you. I don't care.
我不想耽误你手里的活 I wouldn't want to take you away.
不 我正想弄杯冰茶 No, I was just going to have some iced tea, and then...
也没什么要紧的事儿 split the atom, but that can wait.
好吧 Okay.
我去穿上鞋 I'll just get my shoes.
金凯摄影 华盛顿州
没人坐就放杂物了 I wasn't exactly expecting company.
怎么走 Where are we headed?
出去 向右走 Out. Then right.
出去 Out...
向右 then right.
依阿华气味很好 Wonderful smell to Iowa.
这气味很独特 Kind of particular to this part of the country.
你闻到吗 You know what I mean?
没 No.
很难说清 It's kind of hard to explain.
它发自土地 I guess it's in the loam of the soil.
有那种 浓郁的 泥土的 That kind of rich, earthy...
生机 也许不是生机 alive... Well, maybe not alive.
你闻不到吗 You don't smell it?
也许因我住在这儿 Maybe it's because I live here.
我想是的 Yeah, I guess so.
但气味很香 Smells great though.
你是华盛顿州人 Are you from Washington?
是的 我住在那儿直至二十多岁 I lived there till I was in my mid-20s.
结婚后移居芝加哥 I moved to Chicago when I got married.
你何时回去的 When did you move back?
离婚后 After the divorce.
你结婚多久了 How long have you been married?
很长时间 Long time.
很长时间 Long time, huh?
你从哪儿来 介意我问吗 Where are you from? Do you mind me asking?
不 不介意 我来自 I don't mind your asking. I'm from...
-我在意大利出生 -意大利 -I'm born in Italy. -Italy?
由意大利到依阿华 在意大利哪儿 From Italy to Iowa. Where in Italy?
东部一小镇 巴利 We lived in a small town on the eastern side.
没人知道的小镇 巴利 No one's heard of it. Bari.
我知道巴利 I know Bari.
不会吧 No.
是的 Yeah.
真的 Really?
一次有任务到希腊 I was on assignment to Greece...
要经过巴利前往布林底斯 and I went through Bari to get to Brindisi.
我向外眺望 它好似迷人的去处 I was looking out, it looked like pretty country.
我就下了火车 呆了几天 So I got off the train and stayed a few days.
你因乡郊景色迷人而下了火车 You got off the train because it looked pretty?
是的 Yeah, I did.
对不起 Excuse me.
抽烟吗 Care for a cigarette?
好的 我要一根 Sure, I'll have one.
你在依阿华住了多久 So tell me, how long have you lived in Iowa?
很久 你不识任何人便下火车 Long. You just got off the train and stayed without knowing anyone there?
到了 That's it.
很漂亮 It's beautiful.
太好了 Yeah, this is great.
今天不拍 只是做准备工作 I won't shoot this today. I'll just do a little prep work.
明天拍照 现在光线不好 Shoot it tomorrow. The light's no good right now.
那么我等你吧 So I'll just wait.
没关系的 I don't mind.
我到下面去 Go on down here.
我看这儿是开始的好地方 This is about as good a place to start as any.
很漂亮的桥 Beautiful bridge.
漂亮 你常来的吗 Beautiful. You out here much?
不 No.
这儿经常这么热吗 Always this hot around here?
是的 这时节通常燥热 Oh, yes. This time of year.
若想喝汽水 车厢后有 There's some sodas in the truck if you'd like one.
-你要喝吗 -现在不喝 -Would you like one? -Not right now.
我去拿一瓶 I'll go get one.
你在这儿呢 There you are.
给你发现了 You caught me.
我摘花给你 I was picking you some flowers.
男人仍这样做吗 Men still do that, don't they? I'm not out of date, am I?
这有些过时了吧 摘花表谢意 Picking flowers as a sign of appreciation?
不 只是 这些花有毒 No, except those are poisonous.
我开个玩笑 对不起 I'm kidding! I'm sorry.
开个玩笑 I'm just kidding.
很抱歉 I'm so sorry.
你天生是虐待狂吗 Are you sadistic by nature or what?
我不知为何会这样做 I don't know why I did that.
-给 -很漂亮 -Here. -They're beautiful.
对不起 I'm sorry.
你想找哪个电台 You're looking for something specific?
这儿收不到几个台 There's not much selection.
较早前离开芝加哥收听到一个电台 I had a station out of Chicago earlier.
播着不错的蓝调曲 Played good blues.
是1410频道 It's 1410.
很好听 That's nice.
还要抽吗 Care for another cigarette?
好的 Sure.
是那条凶猛的黄狗吗 Is that the mean yellow dog?
-它是白色的 -是黄色 -Is it white? -No, it's yellow.
多谢你的帮忙 约翰逊太太 I want to thank you for all your kindness, Mrs. Johnson.
叫我弗朗西丝卡吧 Francesca.
我叫罗伯特 Robert.
你要喝冰茶吗 Would you like some iced tea?
好 Yeah.
坐下吧 Yes, sit down.
你要柠檬吗 -You like lemon? -Sure.
也许 Maybe...
来点糖 A little bit of sugar?
好的 You bet.
若还想要 If you want more...
谢谢 Thanks.
你不怕吗"中毒"吗 Aren't you afraid to have those in here?
噢 很抱歉 也不知怎么 I'm so sorry I did that. I don't know why...
开那个玩笑 why I said that.
你住在哪儿 Where are you staying?
一处有小屋的地方 Some place with small cabins.
叫什么汽车旅店的 Something or other motor inn.
我还没来得及去登记 I've got it written down, but I haven't checked in yet.
你在这儿呆多久 And how long are you here for?
不知道 四五天吧 最多一星期 I don't know, maybe 4 or 5 days, a week on the outside.
要看工作进度 你的家人呢 As long as it takes to do the work. Where's your family?
丈夫带着孩子参加州市集 My husband took the kids to the state fair.
小女的公牛参选 My daughter is entering a prize steer.
多大了 How old?
一岁半 A year and a half.
不 我是指孩子 No, I meant the kids.
迈可十七岁 卡洛琳十六岁 Michael is 17. And Carolyn is 16.
还是有孩子好啊 That's nice, having kids.
是 可他们不再是孩子了 They're not kids anymore.
都变了 Things change.
总要变的 They always do.
这是自然规律 One of the laws of nature.
许多人害怕改变 但若 Most people are afraid of change, but if you look at it...
把它视作天经地义的事 as something you can count on, then it can be a comfort.
也就释然了 There's not many things you can really count on.
是啊 是这样 I guess.
我看我是害怕改变的人 I'm one of those people it frightens, I think.
不 我看不是 I doubt that.
你为何这么说 Why do you say that?
由意大利到依阿华是个大改变 From Italy to Iowa, that's a big change.
但理查德随军队到意大利 But Richard was in the Army there.
我在拿不勒斯时遇到他 I met him when I was living in Naples.
我对依阿华一无所知 I didn't know anything about Iowa.
只在乎它是美国 而且 I just cared that it was America...
当然 是和理查德一起 and, of course, being with Richard.
他是怎样的 What's he like?
他 很洁净 He's very clean.
洁净 Clean?
是的 我是说 No. I mean...
他有很多优点 He's other things too.
他工作很勤奋 He's a very hard worker...
体贴 very caring...
诚实 honest.
温柔 He's gentle.
是个好父亲 He's a good father.
和洁净 And clean.
洁净 Clean.
你喜欢住在依阿华吧 And you like living here in Iowa, I guess?
说吧 我不会对别人说的 Go ahead. I'm not going to tell anyone.
应该说 I'm supposed to say:
这儿很好 很宁静 人们也好 "It's just fine. It's quiet and the people are real nice."
这全是真的 大部份是的 And all that's true. Mostly.
这儿宁静 It is quiet.
人们也好 And the people are nice.
在很多方面 In certain ways.
大家互相帮助 We all help each other out.
若有人生病或受伤 邻居们都会来 If someone gets sick or hurt, all the neighbors come in.
帮助摘玉米 They pick the corn,
收小麦或什么的 harvest the oats or whatever needs to be done.
在镇上可不用锁车 In town, you can leave your car unlocked,
孩子到处跑 and let the kids run around.
也不用担心 Don't worry about them.
这儿的人 有许多 There are a lot of nice...
优点的 things about the people here.
我为那些特质而尊重他们 And I respect them for those qualities.
可是 But...
可是 But?
这儿没有 It's not...
少女时代 what I dreamed of...
我所梦想的 as a girl.
那天我写了些东西 I scribbled something down the other day.
我在路上经常这样做 I often do that when I'm out on the road.
我写的是这样的 Kind of goes like this:
曾经的梦 "The old dreams...
都是美梦 were good dreams.
虽未成真 但庆幸我曾拥有过 They didn't work out, but I'm glad I had them."
我不知是何意思 但日后或会有用 I don't know what it means. I thought I might use it someday.
我了解你的感受 Anyway, I think I know how you feel.
想留下吃晚饭吗 Would you like to stay for dinner?
镇上的馆子不多 There's not much in town.
反正你也是独自吃 And you'd have to eat alone.
我也是 So would I.
那好啊 太好了 Yeah, I'd like that.
吃家常饭的机会不多 我喜欢 I don't get a home-cooked meal too often out on the road.
好吧 Okay.
我怎么了 This is ridiculous.
我可以将胶片放进冰箱吗 Do you mind if I put some film in the fridge?
-可以 -外边的温度太高了 -No, go ahead. -This heat out here isn't too forgiving.
我可以帮你吗 Anything I can do to help?
-帮我什么 烧菜吗 -是的 我会烧菜 -To help? What, cook? -Yeah, men cook.
好的 Okay, sure.
我能做什么 What can I do?
你可以削胡萝卜 You can scrape the carrot.
削皮 Scrape the carrots.
磨碎它们 做沙拉 And grate them. Make a nice salad.
这样削胡萝卜 怎么样 Scrape the carrots. Like that. How's that?
很不错 Very good. Very nice.
不错吧 Not bad, huh?
别忘了把根去掉 Don't forget to pick off the end.
把根去掉 Pick off end.
让我拿这些 Let me get these...
对不起 我也可把这些根去掉 Excuse me. I can take the ends off of these too.
对 好主意 Yes. That's a good idea.
是这样吗 This the way you do it?
很好 但不要用手指 That's good. But don't use your fingers.
会弄满手的气味 Then they smell like...
我给你柠檬 I'll get you some lemon.
要喝啤酒吗 Would you like a beer?
-我车上有 -啤酒好 -I've got some in the car. -I would love a beer.
趁机溜出去一会儿 Anything to get out of a little work.
真不错 Very nice.
不 慢着 越来越精彩了 No, wait a second. It gets better.
你试想 我脖子上挂着三架像机还有脚架 You must picture this: I have 3 cameras around my neck...
裤子挂在膝盖 躲在树丛后 and I've got a tripod, and my pants are around my ankles.
突然看见一头猩猩 I'm behind a bush, and then suddenly I see this gorilla.
健硕的猩猩正在看着我 A huge gorilla, staring right at me...
它的神情是很淫乱的 with the most lascivious look you've ever seen.
从没见过有毛的动物 这么好色的 More than any creature with that much hair.
我一动也不动 只好这样做 I freeze, because that's what you're supposed to do.
跟着 它向我走过来 And then it started coming towards me.
跟着怎样 And what?
怎样了 天啊 What? My God!
我... I can't...
你脸通红了 You're blushing.
太难启齿了 我 It's a very painful subject. A very sore...
真是异常痛苦的经历 是真的 sore subject matter, really.
-怎么了 -我们订婚了 -What happened? -We became engaged.
你真的该 You should really...
你该把这些故事写下来 write these stories down.
我会的 但她是有眼影的母猩猩 I would, except this is a female gorilla. It had on eye shadow...
嘴上还涂了口红 煞是好看 and a little lip gloss on and it was so nice...
我们仍有书信来往 We still write.
我不想把这事写下来 I don't want to put this stuff down.
我害怕 I'm afraid...
我的写作太技术性了 I'm afraid my writing's a little too technical.
当记者太长时间 问题便是 The trouble with being a journalist too long is...
你不能自己去"创作" you stop allowing yourself to invent.
我还是继续摄影吧 I'll just stick to making pictures.
"创作" Making pictures.
真不错 I like that.
你真的很喜欢这一行儿 You really love what you do.
我其实是沉迷其中 I'm obsessed by it, really.
你为何沉迷其中 Why is that, do you think?
我不知道 I don't know.
沉迷是没有理由 I don't think obsessions have reasons.
所以才是沉迷 That's why they're obsessions.
你的口吻像艺术家 You sound like an artist.
我不会这样说 I wouldn't say that.
国家地理杂志要的是 构图规矩的照片 National Geographic likes their photos in focus...
不能带太多的个人见解 我其实不介意 and not too much personal comment. I don't mind really.
我不是艺术家 I'm no artist.
这是很正常的情况 That's one of the curses of being too well-adjusted, too normal.
我认为你不太正常 I don't think you're so normal.
真的 Really?
我不是那个意思 I didn't mean it in the way...
没有贬义的 in the way that it sounded.
没关系 我会当是恭维话 We'll just chalk it up to a compliment...
继续说吧 and move on.
你喜欢教书吗 Did you just love teaching?
有时候喜欢 Yes, when there was a
当有某个学生出类拔萃 particular student who can make a difference...
他们均该出类拔萃的 但却不是 They're all supposed to, but they don't. You tend...
你只会选其中一两个 to single out 1 or 2 who
加以栽培 you think you can contribute something to.
-你有吗 -不知道 希望有 一个念医学院 -And did you? -I hope so. One went to medical school.
你为何不教了呢 Why'd you quit?
为了我的孩子 My children, my kids.
而且 And...
理查德不愿我去工作 Richard didn't like my working.
但显然你怀念教书 But you miss it, obviously.
我从没去想 I never think about it.
你到过的地方中哪儿最刺激 What's the most exciting place that you've ever been?
-除非你太累了 不想说 -最刺激的 -Unless you're too tired to talk. -Most exciting...
你问男人是否厌倦了谈自己 You're asking if a man's
那还不算老道 tired of talking about himself? Been out much?
抱歉 我不是说你 Didn't mean to make it sound like a dumb...
不 我是怕你觉得无聊 Maybe it's a little dull for you...
在荒僻地方对家庭主妇诉说 telling this to some housewife in the middle of nowhere.
这是你的家 也不是荒僻地方 This is your home. This isn't nowhere.
而且不沉闷啊 And it's not dull.
让我想想 Let's see.
最刺激的地方 I guess I'd say that the
会是非洲 most exciting place I've been to was Africa.
因为那是另一个世界 Because it's another world.
不单是那儿的人和文化 It's not just the cultures and the people.
那是很好的 还有那儿的空气 That's great, but it's the air.
由朝至暮的颜色 The colors from dawn to dusk.
是真实的 There's something tangible about it.
人和野兽 野兽和野兽 The cohabitation of man and beast, and beast and beast.
物竞天择 Who'll survive and who won't.
适者生存 There's no judgement about it either.
你知道吗 并没有外在的道德 There's no imposed morality.
只是顺其自然 It's just the way it is.
确实迷人 It's beautiful, really.
什么也没有 有的是 Just nothing like it. It's...
旅人的天堂 A voyeur's paradise.
我真想去看看 I'd love to see that.
还有狩猎 你可以和你的丈夫 There's safaris. You can ask your husband.
对 Yeah.
今晚夜色很美 想去散步吗 It's a beautiful evening. Would you like to take a walk?
这儿什么都有 You've got it all right here.
我是说真的 这儿是个好地方 I'm serious. This is as nice a place as I've ever been.
"月亮的银苹果 "The silver apples of the moon,
太阳的金苹果" and the golden apples of the sun."
是叶芝的诗 Yeats. "The Song of Wandering Aengus."
-流浪者安古斯之歌 是吗 -是的 -Good stuff, Yeats, huh? -Yes.
现实主义 简洁精练 刺激感官 Realism, economy, sensuousness...
充满美感和魔力 对我的爱尔兰血统很有吸引力 beauty, and magic. All that appeals to my Irish ancestry.
-有什么不对吗 -你想喝东西吗 -Something wrong? -Would you like something to drink?
也许喝咖啡 Coffee?
也许喝白兰地 Maybe some brandy?
也许两种都喝 Maybe some both.
好吗 Yes?
喝吧 Let's.
你真的不要我帮忙 Sure you don't want me to help?
我现在不洗 只是冲一下 No. I'm not going to wash them now.
呆会再洗 I'll rinse them now. I'll do it later.
弗朗西丝卡 Francesca.
你没事吧 You all right?
没事 Yeah.
弗朗西丝卡 Francesca.
什么事 What?
我们没做错什么事 We're not doing anything wrong.
这些都可对孩子说 Nothing you couldn't tell your kids.
为古老的晚上和远方音乐干杯 To ancient evenings and distant music?
他把她灌醉 就是这样 He's getting her drunk. That's what happened.
也许他强来 因此她不能说出来 Maybe he forced himself. That's why she couldn't tell us.
他没有 He did not.
他是很好的一个人 He's such a nice guy.
他想和别人的妻子上床 Trying to sleep with somebody's wife?!
我看不是 就算是 也不是坏人 I don't think so. And that doesn't make you a bad person.
他使我想起史提夫 He reminds me of Steve in a way. Steve's...
史提夫软弱不道德扯谎 但不失为好人 weak, immoral and a liar, but still a nice guy.
他只是不该结婚 He just shouldn't be married.
至少不该娶我 At least not to me.
我饿了 你饿吗 I'm hungry. Are you getting hungry?
没想到你的婚姻这么不幸 I had no idea it's that bad, sis.
别为我难过 没人让我维持 Please, don't feel sorry for me. Nobody's forcing me to stay.
你为何维持 Why do you?
-你介意我问你吗 -不 -Do you mind if I ask you a question? -No.
你为何离婚 Why did you get divorced?
我很少在家 I was never around.
如何维持家庭呢 So, why'd I get married? That's a good question.
我也许要有个家 要有个根 I guess I needed a home base. Roots.
在旅途中 人是会迷失的 You can kind of get lost on the road.
那么 怎么了 So what happened?
我从没有迷失 I never got lost.
我到处去 比呆在一个地方更快活 I was more at home everywhere than just in one place.
像是世界的公民 Kind of like a citizen of the world.
-有时定会感寂寞吧 -不 我从不感寂寞 -Must get lonely sometimes. -No. I never indulge in that.
我朋友遍天下 I've got friends all over
可偶尔去探望他们 the world I can visit from time to time.
也有女性朋友 Women friends too?
我独来独往 可不是苦行僧 I'm a loner, but not a monk.
你真的不需要任何人 You really don't need anyone?
我需要所有人 I think I need everyone.
我喜欢人 愿意结识不同的人 I love people. I'd love to meet them all.
这正是依阿华的问题 That's the thing about Iowa.
你会不断碰上同一类的人 You tend to meet the same kind of person repeatedly.
所以当狄先生和姓雷的有染 So when Mr. Delaney has an affair with the Redfield woman...
全镇皆知 the whole town wakes up.
这种事那儿都一样 There's a lot of that going around.
我认为有太多的 It seems to me there's too much of:
"这是我的"或是 他或她是我的 "This is mine" And "He or she is mine."
有太多的束缚 诸如此类 There's just too many lines being drawn.
你明白吗 You know?
你一个人 难道不怕吗 Doesn't it scare you though? Being alone?
我不会 I don't think so.
我喜欢神秘 I think I embrace the mystery.
你可曾后悔 Do you ever regret it?
-什么 -我是指离婚 -What? -The divorce, I mean.
没有 No.
你可曾后悔没有一个家 Do you ever regret not having a family?
不是所有人都该有个家的 Not everyone's supposed to have one.
你怎能如此任性的过活 其他人呢 How can you live for just what you want? What about others?
-我爱所有的人 -有没有特殊的 -I love other people. -But no one in particular.
-对我都一样 -有不一样的 -But I love them just the same. -It's not the same.
当然 有不一样的 可是 I know it's not the same...
你说的爱是那种 不正常不体面不规矩的 but what you're saying is it's not as good, it's not normal.
不 不 That's not what I said.
也许你不知道 我反对这种美国家庭伦理 I have a problem with this American family ethic...
它似乎催眠了全国 that seems to have hypnotized the country.
你可能认为我这样的人 You probably think of someone like me as a displaced soul...
注定到处流浪 是可怜的 destined to wander the
我没有电视机或是焗炉 planet with no TV or self-cleaning oven.
别人决定有个家 Because someone decides to
不等于受了催眠 have a family doesn't mean they're hypnotized.
没见过非洲羚羊 Never having seen a gazelle
不等于浑噩一生吧 stampede doesn't mean I'm asleep in my life.
你想离开丈夫吗 Want to leave your husband?
不 当然不 No. Of course not.
抱歉 我为此话道歉 I'm sorry about that. I apologize for that.
你怎会问这个问题 What made you ask that?
我们不是在聊天吗 I thought that's what we were doing. Asking questions.
我们是在交谈 但你的话 We were having a conversation. But you ask me questions...
太深奥 使我看上去象个蠢人 reading these meanings
没有悟性 或是 into them I must be too simple to interpret.
对不起 I'm sorry.
我道歉 I apologize.
哦 黎明时要到罗斯曼桥 Roseman Bridge at dawn.
我还是走吧 I better be going.
对不起 I'm sorry.
不 该我道歉 你得原谅我 I apologize. You must forgive me.
那问题问得很笨 冒昧了 That was a very indiscreet question. It was dumb.
我弄僵了气氛 I feel something's been spoiled.
不 今晚是个完美夜晚 It was a perfect evening, just the way it was.
完美的夜晚 Perfect evening...
怡人的散步 A nice walk.
多谢你作伴 Thank you for the...
还有你的白兰地 company and the brandy.
你是个好女人 弗朗西丝卡 You're a good woman, Francesca.
把酒放进橱柜 Keep the brandy forward in the cupboard.
烦恼会过去的 It might work out after a while.
知道吗 弗朗西丝卡 And don't kid yourself, Francesca.
你不是一般的女人 You're anything but a simple woman.
约翰逊家 Johnson's.
理查德 嗨 Richard, hi.
大家都好吧 Everyone settled in okay?
我说 好 I said, "Good."
叶芝的诗
白蛾舞动翅膀时若想晚餐 今晚工作完后随时可来
约翰逊家 Johnsons.
是罗伯特·金凯 Hi, it's Robert Kincaid.
收到你的字条 Got your note.
还有叶芝的诗 W.B. Yeats and all.
我放在口袋里没来得及看 因为 I didn't read it right away because the light was changing.
光线在变 我要把照片拍好 I had to get my shots.
光线在变 The light was changing.
我接受你的邀请 但要晚点才到 But I do accept your invitation. It'll have to be later though.
我要到杉树桥那儿拍照片 I'm going to the Holliwell Bridge and shoot over there.
九时后行吗 After 9, how about that?
好 你的工作重要 Your work's what's important.
我烧好饭等你 来了热一下 I'll make something nice we can warm up.
也许你想和我一起去 Maybe you'd like to come along with me.
我想去的 可 Yes, I would like that, but I...
我驾车前来会你吧 好吗 I'll drive my pickup and meet you. All right?
-好的 -什么时间 -All right. -What time?
六时如何 How about 6?
好的 Okay.
好极了 Great.
德梅因14里
-是雷露丝 -显然狄太太抓着他们 -God, it's Lucy Redfield! -Apparently Mrs. Delaney caught them.
若你喜欢这儿有位 There's a seat here, if you'd like.
谢谢 Thank you.
外面很热 是吗 Kind of hot out, isn't it?
是的 Yeah.
怎样 你要点什么吗 Are you ordering anything?
不 No.
谢了 我改变主意了 Thanks. I've changed my mind.
这一件如何 How about this one?
我不知道 不知道 不知道 I don't know, I don't know, I don't know.
我好久没给自己买衣服了 I haven't bought a dress for myself in so long.
我买一件裙子 没什么特别场合 I'm just buying a dress. It's not for a special occasion.
只是买条新裙子而已 I'm just shopping for a new dress is all.
可能有帮助 That might work.
若他仍生气 便说你可怜他才嫁他 And if he's still mad, tell him you married him out of pity.
以我来说 万试万灵 That always works for me.
约翰逊家 Johnsons.
是罗伯特 Hi, it's Robert.
我迟了一点 但我仍会来的 Listen, I'm running a little late. But I'll still be there.
你听了千万别误会 I don't want this to sound the wrong way...
我在想这是否是个好主意 but I wonder if this is a good idea.
我在镇上吃午餐 I had lunch in town.
遇上那姓雷的女子 And I crossed paths with that Redfield woman.
我猜你知道整件事了 I guess you got the whole story.
杂货店的出纳很直白的说了 The cashier at the grocery store was most generous.
她能竞选明年镇上的是非人 He's running for town crier next year.
我到不怕什么是非 I know more about the Delaney affair than I knew about my marriage.
若你今晚见我会惹麻烦 就别来 If it's going to be a problem for you to see me tonight, don't do so.
我有时对别人的反应不大敏感 I'm not too bright about people's reactions.
我不想使你陷入麻烦的境地 I wouldn't want you to be put in a compromising situation.
我明白 Yeah, I understand.
你想得真周到 That's very kind of you to think of that.
罗伯特 Robert?
我想来 I want to come.
象说好的那样 在桥上见你 Okay? So I'll meet you at the bridge like we planned...
不用担心其他 and don't worry about the rest.
我不去想 I'm not.
好吧 到时见吧 All right. I'll see you then.
好的 Okay.
这儿景色迷人 Beautiful here.
你随便吧 我要拍几张照片 Make yourself at home. I have to knock off a few shots.
看那蝴蝶 Look at the butterfly.
拍到了 Got you!
来吧 Come on.
别替我拍照 No, don't take my picture.
来吧 摆姿势 Go ahead, give me a pose.
摆出法国模特儿的姿势 One of those French model looks.
-不会 -像电影明星 -I can't. -Like Gina Lollobrigida.
我可帮你吗 Can I help?
不 我可以应付 No, I've got everything under control.
我要去 I'm just going to go...
梳洗一下 我要洗澡 clean myself up a bit. I'm going to take a bath.
我摆餐桌好吗 What happens if I set the table?
好的 好 That's fine. Sure. Good.
你洗澡时 Would you like a beer...
想喝啤酒吗 for your bath?
想 Yeah.
那会很好 That's nice.
晚餐半小时后 Dinner will be ready...
会准备好 in half an hour.
我知道他数分钟前在这儿 I realized that he had been here just a few minutes before.
这热水流过他的身体 I was lying where the water had run down his body...
我觉得那么亢奋 and I found that intensely erotic.
几乎有关罗伯特·金凯的事 Almost everything about Robert Kincaid...
对我来说都是亢奋的 had begun to seem erotic to me.
怎么了 What's wrong?
你美艳动人 若我可以这样说 You look stunning. If you don't mind me saying so.
你美得令男人意马心猿 Make-them-run-around-the-block-howling-in-agony stunning.
约翰逊家 Johnsons.
美芝 Hi, Madge.
不 我正在 No, I was just...
弄点吃的东西 fixing something to eat.
不 什么 No, what?
是的 我听过此人 Yeah, I heard about him.
听说他是个摄影师 I hear he's some kind of photographer or something.
嬉皮士 不 Hippie? No.
嬉皮士是这样的吗 Is that what a hippie looks like?
不 你来电话时我正想洗澡 I was just going to step into a bath when you called, so maybe...
也许他们要星期五才回来 They don't get back till Friday.
也许我到时通知你吧 Maybe I'll call you then, okay?
若你要我停止 现在便说吧 If you want me to stop, tell me now.
没人要你停止 No one's asking you to.
他说不会为将发生的事道歉 "He told me he wouldn't apologize for what was going to happen."
怎么了 What's the matter?
我到外面走走 I'm going to get some air.
带我到别处去 Take me someplace.
现在 带我到 Right now. Take me someplace...
你去过的地方 that you've been.
在地球另一面的地方 Someplace on the other side of the world.
意大利如何 How about Italy?
好 Yeah.
巴利如何 How about Bari?
给我讲讲那次 Tell me about that time...
你下了火车 you got off the train.
你知道那车站 You know the station.
知道那餐厅有条雨蓬伸过对街 You know the little restaurant with the striped awning...
那儿有炸米团 serves arrancino.
发音错了 Arancino.
还有粉面 我知道那地方 And zeppoli. I know that place.
我在那儿喝咖啡 I had coffee there.
你坐在 Did you sit...
门旁还是靠近教堂的前面 by the doorway or near the front of the church?
我坐近教堂 I was near the church.
我知道 我在那儿坐过 I know, I sat there once.
我在那儿坐过 I sat there once...
在这样的一天 那天很热 on a day like this. It was very hot and...
我去买东西 脚下放了大包小包的 I'd been shopping and I had all these packages around my feet.
我要不时摆动东西 I had to keep moving them.
然后呢 Then what?
你让我忘了我的故事 You make me forget my story.
我真幸运 Lucky me.
我心里全是他 I had thoughts about him...
我不能自持 I hardly knew what to do with.
他看透我每一想法 And he read every one.
不管我 Whatever I felt.
怎样要求 他都使我满足 Whatever I wanted, he gave himself up to.
而在那一刻 And in that moment...
我忘了我自己 everything I knew to be true about myself, was gone.
我好像是另一个女子 I was acting like another woman...
可我比前更像我自己 yet I was more myself than ever before.
我们决定远离麦迪逊县 We decided to spend Wednesday away from Winterset...
在温特塞过星期三 away from Madison County.
远离草地及桥及太捻熟的人 Away from pastures and bridges and people too familiar...
还有太痛苦的记忆 and reminders too painful.
我们放开怀抱过那一天 We let the day take us where it wanted.
那是印度吗 风景很美 Is that India? It's beautiful.
看看这照片 Look at this one.
看他们的表情 美极了 Look at their expressions. Beautiful.
好像摄影机不是对着他们 As if the camera isn't on them.
他们不是照片 而是故事 They're not photographs, they're stories.
你该把它们出版 有自己的影集 You should publish these, have your own collection.
没人会买的 Nobody'd buy it.
你为何这样说 Why do you say that?
六个出版商这样对我说 6 publishers have told me so.
没什么大不了 No big deal.
不去管这些 Whatever it is...
那种举世公认的现代派艺术家 that makes an artist look like one to the world...
我做不来 is just a feature I don't have.
也许你首先要说服自己 Maybe you have to convince yourself first.
也许是的 Maybe.
你要问自己 为何拍照使你沉迷 Maybe you have to ask yourself why it's an obsession.
那是什么 What's that?
那晚你走后我拿出来的 I had this the other night, after you left.
是我姑妈给我做的 It was made for me in Assisi.
是我七岁生日时收到的礼物 I got it for my 7th birthday.
弗朗西丝卡 "Francesca."
你留着 Keep it.
罗伯特的乐师朋友告诉他这地方 A musician friend of Robert's told him of a place off the interstate.
他向我保证 在这不会有我认识的人看见我们 A place, Robert assured me, no one I knew would see us.
谢谢 Thank you.
干杯 Cheers.
你年轻时是怎样的 What were you like as a young man?
常惹麻烦 Trouble.
-问这干嘛 -我在想 -Why? -I just wondered.
你为何惹麻烦 Why were you trouble?
我脾气不好 I had a temper.
你的父母是怎样的 What were your mother and father like?
我不知能否这样做 I don't know if I can do this.
什么 What?
由现在到周五尽诉我的生平 Try to cram in a whole lifetime between now and Friday.
我们只知道 For all we know
我们可能永不会再见 We may never meet again
在你走前 Before you go
再令这一刻变得甜蜜 Make this moment sweet again
我们不会说晚安 We won't say good night
直到最后一个音符 Until the last note
我便伸出我的手 I'll hold out my hand
我的心亦在手中 And my heart will be in it
我们只知道 For all we know
这可能只是一个梦 This may only be a dream
离婚专家 律师
-你去了哪儿 -镇上的酒吧 -Where'd you go? -Bar in town.
有给贝蒂电话吗 Did you call Betty?
也许你该打给她 Maybe you should.
我查出狄璐丝是谁 I found out who Lucy Delaney is.
记得山顶路的狄家吗 Remember the Delaneys from Hillcrest Road?
记得 但我以为她死了 Yeah, but I thought she died.
他娶了雷璐丝 He remarried. Lucy Redfield.
显然 他们多年来已有暧昧 Apparently, they were having an affair for years.
第一任狄太太是冷感的 The first Mrs. Delaney was a bit of a stiff.
你是说 You mean...
她不喜欢性爱 she didn't like sex?
妈可以帮忙她的 Mom could have helped.
天啊 Oh, boy!
我一直怨不能去巴黎过刺激生活 I've resented not living the wild life in some place like Paris.
早知道这样 我搬回家就行了 I could have moved back to Iowa.
你醉了吗 Are you drunk?
还没醉 Not yet.
想走走吗 Want to get out of here?
走走吧 I think I better.
我拿车钥匙 I'll take the keys.
由我开车 I'm driving.
结婚后我从来没有对贝蒂不忠 I've never cheated on Betty. Not once we were married, I mean.
-你想过吗 -很多次 -Did you want to? -Only about a thousand times.
现在我怎办 What do I do now?
我该学妈那样做吗 What's good enough for Mom is good enough for me?
使我不安的 What gets me...
是我四十多岁了 is I'm in my forties.
而这段乏味的婚姻 维持了二十多年 I've been in this crummy marriage for over 20 years...
因为他们教我 要坚守承诺 because that's what I was taught. You stick things out.
人们说 正常人不会离婚的 I don't recall when he made love to me so intensely...
我不记得 that he sent me to Africa.
丈夫何时同我激烈造爱 Frankly, I don't think he ever did.
我一次也没得到过 Now I find out that in between bake sales,
现在才知道妈还是性欲小说高手 my mother was Anais Nin.
我呢 What about me?
我感到很怪 I feel really weird.
就像她是对我而非对爸不忠 Like she cheated on me, not Dad. Isn't that sick?
当你是家中唯一的儿子 便感到 When you're the only son you sort of feel...
有如是王国中的王子 在你的脑海中 like the prince of the kingdom. In your mind, you think...
认为母亲有了你 便不再去想性爱 your mother shouldn't want sex, because she has you.
你说的对 令人不快 You're right, that is sick.
若她那么不开心 为何不离去呢 If she was so unhappy, why didn't she leave?
我现在 Can I...
可以读了吗 read it now?
我有错过重要的事吗 Did I miss anything important?
她只是带他到她的房间 She just took him to her room.
爸的房间 Dad's room?
那部份可以跳过 我们由这儿 All right, you can skip that part. Let's just start...
开始吧 here.
罗伯特躺在床上睡着 "Robert lay asleep in the bed.
我整夜难眠 I was up all night that night.
明天怎么办呢 What happens tomorrow?
他会离去 这美好和令人留恋的感觉 He will leave and everything new and unknown that had become so familiar
就要结束了 would be gone.
你睡得好吗 Did you sleep well?
谢谢 Thanks.
好 Good.
-还要咖啡 -好 -More coffee? -Sure.
罗伯特 希望你不介意我问 I hope you don't mind my asking, but I feel I should.
问什么 What?
你的女性朋友遍及各地 These women friends of
会是怎么样的 yours all over the world, how does it work?
你会再见其中一些 或是忘记其他的 Do you see some of them again, or do you forget others?
还是偶尔和部份有书信来往 Or do you write to some of them now and then?
-你如何应付 -你什么意思 -How do you manage it? -What do you mean?
我想知步骤 不想乱了你的习惯 I just need to know the procedure, so I don't upset your routine.
要果酱吗 Want some jam?
你说什么 并没有什么习惯的做法 What are you talking about? There's no routine.
你认为我们是那样的吗 Is that what you think this is?
我们是怎样的 Well, what is this?
这能由我决定吗 Is it up to me?
你结了婚 无法离开丈夫 You're married with no intent to leave your husband.
去做什么呢 To do what?
跟一个需要"所有人"的人 离去 Go off with someone who needs everyone, but no one in particular?
会有什么用呢 请递牛油给我 What would be the point? Pass the butter, please.
我对你诚实的 I was honest with you.
是的 绝对诚实 Yes. Absolutely!
你习惯了不要任何人或任何事 You have this habit of not needing,
这是非常困难的 and that's very hard to break.
那为何要睡觉呢 你不需要休息 In that case, why sleep? You don't need rest.
为何吃东西 你不需要食物 Why eat? You don't need food.
你要干嘛 What're you doing?
也许我没本事去做世界的公民 I'm not cut out to be a world citizen...
去体验一切和一无体验 who experiences everything and nothing.
你怎知我体验些什么 How do you know what I experience?
我知道你 I know you.
此事对一个浪迹天涯 What can this possibly mean to someone who doesn't need meaning...
只乐于冒险人算甚么呢 who just goes with the mystery,
他甚至连死神都不怕 pretending he's not scared to death?
你别再说了行吗 Let's stop this right now!
你走后 我今生其余的日子 还会在这儿 After you leave, I'll have to sit here all my life...
我会每天问自己发生了什么 and wonder what happened to me, if anything.
我会猜想你是否 I'll have to wonder if
在罗马尼亚和某位主妇 you're in some housewife's kitchen in Romania...
闲聊你 包括我在内的 telling her of your world of good friends,
其他女友 including me in that group.
你让我怎么说 What should I say?
我没让你说什么 I don't want you to say anything.
你不需要说什么 I don't need you to say anything.
别说了 I want you to stop this now.
好的 Fine.
还要蛋吗 还是最后一次做爱呢 More eggs? Or shall we fuck on the linoleum one last time?
我不会为我以前的所为道歉 I won't apologize for who I am.
没人让你这样做 No one asked you to.
我没感觉我做错了什么 I won't feel like I did anything wrong.
你跟本就全无感觉 You won't feel, period!
你是个浪子 You've carved yourself a part in the world as a voyeur...
是个隐士 情种 随便你喜欢 A hermit, a lover when you feel like it.
我们其余的人 The rest of us are supposed
都该感激那短暂一刻 去死吧 to feel grateful for this... Go to hell!
不感到寂寞和害怕的人 并不是人 It isn't human not to be lonely and afraid!
你是不食人间烟火的伪君子 You're a hypocrite and a phony!
我不想拥有你 I don't want to need you.
为什么 Why?
因为我没法得到你 Because I can't have you.
这等于没说 What difference does that make?
难道你不明白 Don't you see?
你难道不明白 我要知道你的真心 Robert, don't you see? I just have to know the truth.
因为若不知道 我会发疯 I have to know the truth, because if I don't, I'll go crazy.
请告诉我 So just tell me, either way.
我不能装作这便足够 因为 I can't act like this is enough because it has to be.
我不能假装没有感受 And I can't pretend not to feel what I feel...
因为到明天 这一切就全完了 because it's over tomorrow.
若我做过些什么 If I've done anything...
使你认为 to make you think that...
我们的结合对我来说 并不新鲜 what we have between us is nothing new for me...
而只是逢场作戏 is just some routine...
那么我道歉 then I do apologize.
想说什么 罗伯特 What makes it different?
当我想起 When I think...
我为何拍照片 of why I make pictures...
我唯一找到的理由就是 the only reason I can come up with...
它使我朝你走来 It just seems that I've been making my way here.
至于现在 我今生所做的 Seems right now, that all I've done in my life...
是朝向让我们找到对方 was making my way here to you.
若我想起明天离开这儿 And if I think about leaving here tomorrow...
而没有你同行 without you...
别放开我 Don't let go.
天啊 我们怎办呢 My God, what are we going to do?
你的车呢 Where's your truck?
在谷仓后 我到楼上去 It's out behind the barn. I'll go upstairs.
-美芝 -我弄了甜品 -Hi, Madge. -I made some brown betty.
我要科莱和孩子进城 Sent Floyd and the boy to town. I said...
我说今午我要探朋友 没别的了 "I'm visiting my girlfriends for the afternoon."
他说 谁弄午餐 He said, "Who will make lunch?" I said...
我说 今天我病了 吃馆子吧 "I'm taking a sick day. Eat at the diner."
可笑吗 他不敢争辩 Isn't that hilarious? He didn't dare raise an eyebrow.
我不想告诉你 他昨天多晚才回家 I don't even want to tell you how late he was out.
抱歉迟了两天才来 Sorry 2 days passed before I came by.
我忙的可以 With the boy home, time escapes me.
有理查德的消息吗 很热啊 Have you heard from Richard? God, it's hot.
是的 很热 Yes. It's hot.
跟我走 Come with me.
和我离去吧 Come away with me.
要喝啤酒吗 Care for a beer?
不 No.
你不会跟我走 是吗 You're not coming with me, are you?
不管我脑海中思量了多少次 No matter how many times I turn it over in my mind...
这样做都似乎是不对的 it doesn't seem like the right thing.
对谁不对 For who?
对任何人 For anyone.
我的家人会受不了闲话 They'll never be able to live through the talk.
而理查德 And Richard...
理查德 会永远无法接受这结果 Richard will never be able to get his arms around this.
这会很伤他的心 It will break him in half. He doesn't deserve that.
他一生没害人不该有此遭遇 He's never hurt anyone in his whole life.
他会活下去 大家会活下去 He can move on. People move.
他的家族拥有这农场已百多年 His family has had this farm for over 100 years.
他不知道如何在别处过活 He doesn't know how to live anywhere else.
我的孩子 And my kids...
他们已长大成人 你说他们很少和你交谈 They're practically grown. You said they hardly talk to you.
是的 他们不大说话 Yeah, they don't say much.
但卡洛琳才十六岁 But Carolyn is only 16.
她就要成熟 She's about to find out about all of this for herself.
她会恋爱 She's going to fall in love...
和别人建立生活 and she'll try to build a life with someone.
我这一走 If I leave...
会给她树立什么榜样 what does that say to her?
那我们呢 What about us?
你得知道 You have to know...
这个家 deep down...
我一走就会完全改变 the minute we leave here, everything will change.
对 也许它变得更好 Yeah, it could... It could get better.
不管我们 No matter how much distance
和这房子离开有多远 we put between ourselves and this house...
我还是会想起它 I carry it with me.
我们在一起时我亦感到它存在 I feel it every minute we're together.
我会因内心痛苦 而开始自责爱你 And I will start to blame loving you for how much it hurts.
跟着 即使 And then, even these...
即使那 even these 4...
美好的四天 beautiful days will
看来也会是错的 seem just like something sordid and a mistake.
弗朗西丝卡 你以为我们的事会发生别人身上 Do you think that what happened with us just happens to anyone?
我们对彼此的感受 What we feel for each other?
我们不再 We're hardly...
不再是两个分开的人 hardly 2 separate people now.
而且别人一生追求也找不到这种爱 Some people search all their life and never find this.
人们认为它根本不存在 Others don't even think it exists.
难道你想说 You're going to tell me...
难道你想说 You're going to tell me
我们之间的事 是"不正常"的 this is the right thing to do?
你想放弃我们的爱 Giving it up?
这一切其实早就有结果了 罗伯特 We are the choices that we have made, Robert.
你不明白 You don't understand.
难道你不明白 Don't you see?
没人明白 当女人作出抉择 Nobody understands when a woman makes a choice...
去结婚和有孩子 to marry and have children...
在某方面 她的生命开始了 在另方面 却停止了 in one way, her life begins, but in another way, it stops.
她建立了现实的人生 You build a life of details...
而把她个人的需求放到一旁 and you just stop and stay steady...
好让她的孩子能长大成人 当他们离去时 so that your children can move. And when they leave...
亦把她现实的一生带走 they take your life of details with them.
此时 她不能再过回自己的生活 You're expected to move on,
也不记得 是什么令她活着 but you don't remember what moved you...
因许久没人问过她 她也没有问过自己 because no one's asked you in so long, not even yourself.
因为她从没想过 But you never think...
她没想到会遇上这样美妙的爱情 You never think love like this will happen to you.
但现在你遇上了 But now that you have it...?
我希望永远保留这份爱 Now I want to keep it forever.
我希望终生都能这样的爱你 I want to love you the way I do now for the rest of my life...
但若我们走了 but if we leave...
就会失去 we lose it.
我不能让一生都消失掉 And I can't make an entire life disappear...
重新来过 to start a new one.
我只能抓紧我们两人 All I can do is try to hold on to us...
存于心底内 somewhere inside of me.
你要帮助我 You have to help me.
不要失去我们 Don't lose us.
别放弃 Don't throw us away.
其实你不想离开我 Maybe you feel this way. Maybe you don't.
但又无法离开这个家 Maybe it's because you're in this house.
也许明天 当他们回来 Maybe tomorrow, when they come back, you'll feel differently.
-你的感觉会变化 -我 不知道 -Don't you think that's possible? -I don't know.
听着 我会在这儿多待几天 Look, I'm going to be here a few more days.
我们稍后再说 不用现在做决定 We can talk later. We don't have to decide now.
罗伯特 别 别 这样 Robert, don't! Don't do this.
我不想现在就说再见 I don't want to say goodbye now.
我们不用马上做决定 We don't have to make that decision.
也许你会改变主意 Maybe you'll change your mind.
也许我们会再见时 你就会改变主意 Maybe we'll see each other and you'll change your mind.
若那样 你要作出决定 If that happens you have to decide...
因我无法决定 because I can't.
我就说这一次 I'll only say this once.
以前从没说过 因为 I've never said it before.
这样确切的爱 一生只有一次 But this kind of certainty comes just once in a lifetime.
看 Look!
-你赢了 -我不能卖了它 -You got it. -I couldn't sell him.
我知道 我早知道你会赢 I know. I knew you would win.
-乖女 你令我骄傲 -谢谢 -Good girl. Proud of you. -Thanks.
-妈 -宝贝 -Hi, Mom. -Hi, darling.
-吃过了 -吃了 -Did you eat? -Yeah. I ate.
你好吗 Hey, there. How you doing?
你很快便回来了 It didn't take you too long to get here.
三小时 There hours.
-我们乐极了 -你饿吗 -We had fun. -Are you hungry?
我有东西给你 I got something for you.
市集很好玩 The fair was great.
你们全回来了 You all came home.
亦把我的 And, with you...
生活细节带了回来 my life of details.
两天过去了 我从早忙到晚 A day or 2 passed, and with each thought of him...
没有一点空闲时间去想别的 A task would present itself like a lifesaver...
我觉得那四天离我越来越远 pulling me further away from those 4 days.
我的心里 I was grateful.
空荡荡的 I felt safe.
杀了我吧 别搷着 Put me out of my misery. I can't stand the suspense.
不是说你 I'm not talking about you.
我受不了了 开枪吧 I know I'm a goner. I can't stand the suspense. Shoot.
我不需要矇眼 I don't even need a blindfold.
最后的晚餐 Condemned man's dinner. Chicken, peas, watermelon.
晚餐你想吃什么 Do you want anything special?
你烧的肉卷如何 How about that brown sugar meat loaf?
一瞬间 我不知身在何处 For a moment, I didn't know where I was.
我知道他是向我告别的 And for a split second, I thought that he didn't really want me.
那时我要离开是不难的 That it was easy to walk away.
罗伯特探过身子似乎拿东西 Robert leaned over as if to get something from the glove box.
八天前他也曾这样 8 days ago, he'd done that...
他的手臂擦过我的腿 and his arm had brushed across my leg.
一星期前我在德梅因买新裙子 A week ago I'd been in Des Moines, buying a new dress.
那车子离家乡很远 That truck's a long way from home.
华盛顿州 Washington State.
他应该就是餐厅中 人们谈到的摄影师 I'll bet it's that photographer they talked about at the caf?
他在等什么 What's he waiting for?
走啊 Come on!
噢 不 Oh, no!
我在心里说 The words were inside of me.
我错过了罗伯特 留下是错的 但我走不了 "I was wrong, Robert, to stay, but I can't go.
让我告诉你 我为何不能走 Let me tell you again why I can't go.
请你告诉我 我为何该离去 Tell me again why I should go. "
我听到他的声音的回响 I heard his voice coming back to me:
这样确切的爱 一生只有一次 "This kind of certainty comes once in a lifetime. "
怎么了 亲爱的 What's wrong, Franny?
告诉我亲爱的 你怎么了 Will you please tell me what's wrong?
过一会儿就好了 I just need a minute.
爸 你买错了饲料 Dad, you bought the wrong feed!
我很感激那晚的静默 I was grateful for the silence that night.
我知道爱是很难捉摸的 I realized love won't obey our expectations.
它的神秘是纯正和纯粹的 Its mystery is pure and absolute.
罗伯特和我如果真能厮守 What Robert and I had...
感觉反而会消失 could not continue if we were together.
我若和理查德分开 所共创的亦会无踪 And what Richard and I shared would vanish if we were apart.
现在我很想和家人一起 But how I wanted to share this!
若我走了家会变成怎样 How would our lives have changed if I had?
你们能体会到家庭生活的甜蜜吗 Could anyone else have seen the beauty of it?
我是弗朗西丝卡·约翰逊 I'm Francesca Johnson.
我 And I...
我很难过没早些过来看你 打扰你吗 I feel awful that I haven't visited sooner. Is it a bad time?
我没打扰你吧 是否太晚了 Am I interrupting anything? Is it too late?
不会 No, not at all.
璐茜和我变得形影不离 We became inseparable, Lucy and I.
奇怪的是 The funny thing is, I
直到多年以后 我才向她谈起罗伯特的事 didn't tell her about Robert until years later.
和她一起时 But for some reason, being with her...
我觉的 somehow made me feel...
想起他是安全的 it was safe to think about him...
继续爱他是安全的 to continue loving him.
镇上的人总谈论我们俩 但我们不在乎 This town loved talking about the two of us, but we didn't care.
你们的父亲亦不多问 And neither did your father.
该吃药了 It's time.
感到好些了 Is better?
好些了 Is better.
弗朗妮 Franny.
我只想说 I just want to say...
我知道你有自己的梦想 I know you had your own dreams.
遗憾我没能给你 I'm sorry I couldn't give them to you.
我很爱你 I love you so very much.
你们的父亲死后 我设法联络罗伯特 After your father died, I tried to get in touch with Robert...
但他已离开了国家地理杂志 but he had left National Geographic.
没人知道他在哪儿 No one seemed to know where he was.
唯一的关连 是我们那天到过的地方 My only connections to him were the places we'd been that day.
所以每年我生日时 And so, each year on my birthday...
我都会到那儿 I'd revisit them.
一天 我收到他的律师来信 Then one day, I received a letter from his attorney...
和一个包裹 with a package.
弗朗西丝卡
四天怀念 罗伯特·金凯
天啊 God.
给弗朗西丝卡 在无路的林中有欢乐
我每天都想起他 There has not been a day since that I have not thought of him.
当他说我们不再是两个人时 他没说错 When he said that we were no longer 2 people, he was right.
我们两人紧紧的连在一起 Bound together as tightly as 2 people can be.
若不是他 If it hadn't been for him...
我无法在农场呆上多年 I could not have lasted on the farm all those years.
记得你想穿我的那袭裙子吗 卡洛琳 Remember my dress you wanted, Carolyn?
你说我从没穿过的那一条 The one you said I never wore?
我知道我很傻 可是 I know I was silly...
就好像是 but it was like you
你要穿我的婚纱去看电影 wanted to wear my wedding dress to the movies.
看过这一切后 After reading all this...
希望你们明白 我的下葬要求 I hope you can now understand my burial request.
这不是神经老妇的胡话 It was not the ravings of some mad old lady.
我把生命献给家人 I gave my life to my family.
把所剩的交给罗伯特 I wish to give Robert what is left of me.
嗨 爸爸 Hey, Dad.
我可跟你谈谈吗 Can I talk to you?
你整晚没回家 我可问你去哪儿了吗 You've been gone all night. Do I have the right to ask where?
我令你快乐吗 Do I make you happy, Betty?
因为我想你幸福 Because I want to.
甚于一切 More than anything.
史提夫 是我 Hi, Steve. It's me.
好 Good.
你呢 You?
我们要谈谈 Listen, we have to talk.
现在如何 How about now?
我决定留在这儿多些时间 I've decided to stay here for a while.
我不知留多久 I don't know how long.
不 我没生气 史提夫 No, I'm not angry, Steve.
我不是 I'm not.
我绝没有生气 I'm not angry at all.
我把他的影集交给璐茜 I gave Lucy his photography book.
若你们有兴趣可看看 If you're interested, take a look.
若我的话仍没说清楚 If my words still leave some things unclear...
也许他的照片可说明白 perhaps his pictures can illuminate.
毕竟 那是艺术家所胜任的事 After all, that's what an artist does best.
我全心全意的 I love you both...
疼爱你们兄妹 with all my heart.
你们今生要做令自己开心的事 Do what you have to to be happy in this life.
人生多美好 There is so much beauty.
好自为之 我的孩子 Go well, my children.