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湄公河三角洲 1971年10月6日
C-F-6 C-F-6 Uh, Charlie-Fox, Charlie-Fox-6,
收到请注意 Roger, be advised...
直升机运来了补给品 完毕 We'll have resupplies down by chopper. Over.
这烟真有劲 Strong shit, man.
那些该死的越南人都哪去了 Where the fuck are the God damn gooks already?
我看他们根本没在这 I don't think they're even out there.
老天 这烟劲真大 Jesus, this shit's something else.
嘿 教授 多长时间了 Hey, Professor, how many times
你能在一个钟头拉完吗 can you shit in an hour?
教授有很多屎要拉 伙计 Professor got beaucoup shits, man.
你就不担心它们堆得太高吗? Why do you even bother pulling them up?
你又去撸管了吧 杰克 You jerking off again, huh, Jake?
到这来撸这个 Come over here and jerk on this.
看着我的黑靴子撸 Come choke my black root.
求你了 Please?
他真是彬彬有礼 He's asking politely.
可他没有那玩意 Ain't got a fucking tweezer, man.
妈的 我们得转移到树林边上 Shit! We got movement in the treeline.
妈的 Shit!
快转移 Movement in the treeline!
1320 1, 3, 2, 0!
妈的 我很难受 Fuck, something's wrong.
你怎么了 What the fuck's wrong with you?
操他妈的 Motherfuck.
我的脑袋 It's my head.
帮帮我 Help me!
起来 Get up!
保罗 救我 Paul, help me!
起来 Get up!
救我 Help me!
你他妈的怎么了?快起来 What the fuck's wrong with you? Get up!
医护兵 Medic!
医护兵 Medic! Stop it!
医护兵 快到这来 Medic, we need you here!
快 伙计 Come on, man.
停下 Stop it!
医护兵 Medic!
1230 1, 2, 3, 0!
发射 Fire!
我的手 我的手 My arm! My arm!
妈的 Aw, fuck!
天啊 Oh, God.
真他妈见鬼 Fucking shit!
纽约是个疯狂但不令人厌烦的城市
毒品能使生活成为炼狱 但并非无药可救 请随时求助 电话:246-9300
打扰一下 Excuse me.
请问卑尔根街站是不是已经过了? Do you know if we've passed Bergen Street yet?
卑尔根? Bergen?
我刚才睡着了 Um, I fell asleep.
还是算了 Um, all right. Ok.
见鬼 Fuck.
妈的 Shit.
嘿 切斯特 Hey, Chester.
回去睡觉 Go back to sleep.
又失眠了? Get insomnia again?
杰克 是你吗? Jake, is that you?
你把家具都搬动了吗? Did you move all the furniture?
我只搬过椅子 I just moved the chair, that's all.
有用吗? That help?
是啊 谢谢 Yeah, thanks.
感觉怎样? So what do you think?
你指什么? About what?
这房间啊 The room.
明天再问吧 Ask me tomorrow.
这就是明天 It is tomorrow.
怎么回这么晚? How come you're so late?
巴德-纳什又没来 Bud Nash didn't show up again.
打电话说病了 Called in sick.
他总是生病 He's always sick.
只好我来做 So I worked.
加了个班 Got some overtime.
你的裤子怎么了? What happened to your pants?
别问了 Don't ask.
你看起来真棒 You look terrible.
谢谢 Thanks.
救救我 Help me.
妈的 Oh, fuck.
你醒了? You're up?
妈的 Oh, fuck.
是什么? What's that?
你孩子扔在这的 Your kid dropped it off.
谁?杰德吗? Who, Jed?
不 是小的那个 No, the little one.
伊莱 Eli.
你怎么记不住他们的名字? Why can't you remember their names?
他们的名字太怪 They're weird names.
是圣经中的名字 They're biblical names.
他们是先知 They were prophets.
我不喜欢... Well, personally,
和宗教有关的名字 I never went for church names.
怎么了? What?
那"杰泽贝尔"这个名字该怎么说? Where do you think Jezebel came from?
没人那样叫我 Nobody calls me that.
你真是个异教徒 杰茜 You're such a heathen, Jezzie.
我怎么会爱上这样一个老女人 How'd I ever get involved with such a fucking ninny?
你出卖了灵魂 记得吗? You sold your soul, remember?
这是你说的 That's what you told me.
是吗?为了什么? Yeah? For what?
为了女人 A good lay.
看我得到了什么-- Look what I got--
最棒的 - The best. - The best.
袋子里是什么? So what's in the bag?
照片 Pictures.
你妻子找出来的 Your wife was tossing them,
让那个谁 上学前送来的 so what's-his-name dropped it over before school.
伊莱 Eli.
伊莱 伊-莱 Eli. Ee-lie.
很不错 These are great.
好看吧 Yeah?
看看这个孩子 Look at this baby.
这是谁? Aw, who's that?
是不是最可爱的宝贝? Isn't that the cutest baby you've ever seen?
胖嘟嘟的小家伙 Little fat little thing.
是我 That's me.
是你?让我看看 That's you? Let me see.
不 说得没错 是个小胖子 No, that's all right. This fat little thing.
你用不着看 You don't have to look.
这是谁? Who's this?
莎拉 Sarah.
我现在明白了 I can see what you mean.
明白什么? What?
你为什么离开 Why you left.
为什么? What do you mean?
杰克 她的样子确实很贱 Jake, she looks like a real bitch.
她长得挺好看 Well, she looked good then.
我可不觉得 Not to me.
你没和她结过婚 You didn't marry her.
嘿 宝贝 Hello, baby.
你怎么样? How you doing?
怎么了? What's wrong?
这就是你去越南前 去世的孩子? Is this the one who died before you went to Vietnam?
对 他叫加布 Yeah, it's Gabe.
天哪 Oh, God.
对不起 Sorry.
真是个惊喜 Took me by surprise.
没想到今天会见到他 I didn't expect to see him today.
你干什么? 住手 What are you doing? Stop it!
我讨厌会让你哭的东西 I don't like things that make you cry.
我没哭 I didn't cry.
当天空变成灰色时 When there are gray skies
我并不担心 I don't mind the gray skies
你会让它们变成蓝色 You'll make them blue
宝贝 Sonny boy
嘿 唐纳德 Hey, Donald.
去拿你的"支票"吗? In to get your check?
你是个贪婪的杂种 伙计 You one greedy motherfucker, man.
你知不知道? Don't you know that?
嗨 Hi.
怎么样? How's it going?
好多了 Better now.
是吗? Yeah?
嗯 Mmm.
我要回家了 I'm going to go home.
怎么了? What's wrong?
老毛病又犯了 Just one of those days.
背疼得要命 我要去见路易 My back's killing me. I'll go see Louie.
别去 你老板会杀了你 Not again. Your boss will kill you.
没办法 What can you do?
我会想念和你一起坐车回家 Well, I'll miss riding home with you.
我总盼着这个 I was looking forward to it.
轻点 我的背 Easy. My back.
得了 杰克 没那么痛 Come on, Jake, that didn't hurt.
你怎么知道? How do you know?
我了解你 I know you.
你今天怎么这样紧张? How come you're so tense today?
不知道 我该怎么说呢? I don't know. What can I tell you?
我早些天见过莎拉 I saw Sarah the other day.
是吗? Oh, yeah?
她膝盖不好吗? Her knee acting up?
有一点 A bit.
她说了些什么? So what did she have to say?
翻身到右边 Turn on your right side.
那边 How about the other right?
你们哲学家真难以理解 I don't understand you philosophers.
你们能领悟整个世界 You got the world figured out,
但分不清左右 But you can't remember your left.
她说过什么? What did she say?
没说什么 Not much.
她和你一样 She's like you that way--
守口如瓶 two clams.
所以离婚不足为奇 No wonder your marriage didn't last.
把手放在腰上 Put your hand on your hip.
深吸一口气... Take a deep breath...
慢慢吐出来 And let it out slowly,
慢慢地... slowly...
很好 That's good.
现在转到左边去 Now turn to your left.
她提过孩子们吗? Did she talk about the boys?
她说你是个狗娘养的 She said you're a son of a bitch,
而且很后悔认识你 and she regrets the day she met you.
我还以为她说得很少 Thought she didn't say much.
就说了这些 手放在腰上 That's all she said. Hand on your hip.
吸口气 Take a breath.
放松... Easy...
转过来 On your back.
我觉得她还爱你 I think she still loves you.
我不这么想 I don't think so.
她总是在不停地说起你 She doesn't stop talking about you.
这就是爱 杰克 That's love, Jake.
你该回到她身边 You should go back to her.
是她赶我出来 记得吗? She threw me out, remember?
你的问题是花了6年拿到学位 Your problem is you spent six years getting a Ph.D.
却跑到邮局去工作 then went to work for the post office.
我能怎么说呢? What can I tell you?
越战过后 我就无法再思考了 After 'Nam, I didn't want to think anymore.
其他人也和你一样 Any other brain but yours, I'd agree.
放松... Now relax...
放松 这次会比较用力 Relax. This is going to be a little strong.
准备好 That a boy.
我找到一个 I found one.
我想他还活着 I think he's still alive.
你干了... What did you...
你对我干了什么? What did you do to me?
我必须这样做 I had to get in there.
是一次深度调整 It's a deep adjustment.
休息一会 Rest a moment.
让它产生效用 Let it set a bit.
刚才有个可怕的幻觉 I had a weird flash.
是什么? What?
说不清 I don't know.
我最近老是这样 I've been having them recently.
你看上去像个天使 路易 You know, you look like an angel, Louie.
像个过于成熟的天使 Like an overgrown cherub.
有人这么说过吗? Anyone ever tell you that?
是的 Yeah.
你 You.
每次看到你你都会说 Every time I see you.
你救了我 路易 You're a lifesaver, Louie.
我知道 I know.
邮差先生 Mr. Postman.
你的信在哪 宝贝? Where's your letters, baby?
嘿 邮差先生 Hey, Mr. Postman.
你的包呢? Where's your bag?
抖抖你的玩意 Shake your thing.
等等 Wait
噢耶 等一等 邮差先生 Oh, yes, wait a minute, Mr. Postman
等等 邮差先生 Wait, Mr. Postman
请仔细看看 邮差先生 Please, Mr. Postman, look and see
噢耶 whoa, yeah
你袋子里是否有我的信 if there's a letter in your bag for me
我已经等了很久很久 I've been waitin' for such a long time
噢耶 whoa, yeah
你去哪? Where you going?
我们记不起那句话了 抱歉 We don't remember the words. I'm sorry.
小心 Look out!
辛格? Singer?
伊丽莎白 请坐下 Please, Elizabeth, sit down.
我要见卡尔森医生 谢谢 I need to see Dr. Carlson, please.
卡尔森? Carlson?
是新来的吗? Is he new here?
不 他在这很多年了 No, he's been here for years.
登记表上可没有 Not according to my charts.
你有预约吗? Do you have an appointment?
我得见他 I need to see him.
我知道他的办公室 I know where his room is.
只要让我进去就行 Just give me a pass.
见我们的医生必须预约 Our doctors are seen by appointment only.
见鬼 Damn.
我享有退伍军人门诊优待权 I was in the veterans' outpatient program.
他认识我 He knows me.
你叫什么? What was your name?
辛格 雅各布-辛格 Singer. Jacob singer.
我还有很多工作 I've got a lot of work here.
午饭都没来得及吃呢 Haven't even had lunch yet.
很抱歉 但... I'm sorry, but, uh...
我们这里没有雅各布-辛格的病历 there's no record of a Jacob Singer in our files.
什么意思 没有病历? What do you mean, no record?
要逐字说出来吗? Shall I spell it out?
什么都没有 There is nothing there.
这不可能 That's ridiculous.
我来这几年了 I've been coming here for years.
听我说 我... Listen to me. I'm--I'm...
我...我必须见卡尔森医生 I, uh...I need to see Dr. Carlson.
如果是急事 If it's an emergency,
我们能安排义务心理医生 we have a staff of psychiatric social workers.
只要等一个小时 There's an hour's wait.
请你填下表格好吗? Would you just fill out this form, please?
我不要什么义工 I don't want any social worker.
我要卡尔森医生 I want Dr. Carlson.
他认识我 He knows me.
嘿 回来 Hey! Come back here!
嘿 Hey!
嘿 回来 Hey, come back here!
嘿 Hey!
当心 Look out.
让开 Get out of here.
嘿 过来 Hey, come on!
抓住他 Hold him.
他跑了 He made it.
需要帮忙吗? Can I help you?
卡尔森医生在哪? Where's Dr. Carlson?
是这间办公室吗? Isn't this his office?
请稍等 Be just a minute.
我们去大厅走走好吗? Why don't we step out in the hall?
不会有问题 It's ok.
很遗憾 I'm so sorry.
卡尔森医生死了 Dr. Carlson died.
死了? Died?
是一次汽车事故 It was a car accident.
老天 Oh, Jesus.
什么时候? When?
大约一个月前 Uh, about a month ago.
感恩节之前 Just before Thanksgiving.
怎么会这样? How'd it happen?
没人知道 No one really knows.
有人说是爆炸 They say it blew up.
爆炸? Blew up?
什么意思 爆炸? What do you mean, blew up?
我也不清楚 I really don't know.
有什么我能帮你的吗? Is there anything I can do for you?
你... Do you...
要我帮你找什么人吗? Do you want me to get you someone?
不... No...
我没事 I'm ok.
也许是因为压力 杰克 Maybe it's the pressure, Jake.
比如钱之类的事 You know, the money. Things like that.
或者你妻子 Or your wife.
干嘛提她? Why do you bring her up?
你总是在想着她 She's always on your mind.
我从没提过她 I never talk about her.
不用提也能知道 It has nothing to do with talking.
也许是那场战争 Maybe it's the war.
不可能在越南呆过两年之后却指望-- You can't spend two years in Vietnam and expect--
得了 杰茜 Aw, jezzie, come on.
地铁站和那些奇怪生物又该如何解释 How does that explain barricaded subway stations or these fucking creatures?
生物? Creatures?
杰克 纽约到处都是生物 Jake, New York is filled with creatures,
还有大量关闭的地铁站 and lots of stations are closed.
它们就像... They're like...
魔鬼 杰茜 demons, Jezz.
魔鬼? Demons?
杰克 亲爱的... Jake, honey...
他们是酒鬼和流浪女 they're winos and bag ladies.
他们只是低级生物 Lowlife. That's all they are.
只配在街上爬行 The streets are crawling with them.
用不着把他们想得那么可怕 Don't make them into something they're not, hmm?
那些家伙想杀死我 他们是冲我来的 These guys were trying to kill me. They were aiming at me.
那只是个意外 Kids on a joy ride.
随时都可能出现 It happens all the time.
他们是怪物 They were inhuman.
哦 得了吧 Oh, come on.
他们是什么 杰克? What were they, Jake?
你还爱我吗? You still love me?
什么? What?
你爱我吗? Do you love me?
当然 Yeah.
嘿 你要去哪? Hey, where are you going?
陪陪我吧 Come with me.
你有女朋友吗? Do you have a girlfriend?
你是不是很喜欢她? Do you like her an awful lot?
想要个新女友吗? Want a new girlfriend?
我的住处离这很近 I live very close to here,
而且我很寂寞 and I'm very lonely.
嘿 Hey.
我来给你看看手相 Let me look at your hand.
不 谢谢 No, thanks.
杰克 让她看看 Go ahead, Jake. Let her.
她看得很准 She's real good.
来吧 Come on.
很有意思 It's fun.
你是左撇子还是右撇子 You left-handed or right-handed?
嗯...右手 Um...right.
把手给我 Give it to me.
好的 Ok.
已婚男人 Mm-hmm. Married man.
对吧 Please.
哦 不 Oh, no.
离婚了 Oh, divorce.
我喜欢 I like that.
看到这条裂口没有? You see this here, that split?
在哪? Where?
就是这 Right here.
是纸划破的 It's a paper cut.
真有幽默感 Ooh, and a sense of humor, too.
我喜欢幽默 I love it.
嘿 杰克 杰克 Hey, Jake, Jake.
来吧 陪我跳舞 就跳一支 Come on, baby, dance with me just one, huh?
怎么 你在调情吗? What, are you flirting?
嗨 Hi.
我们来看看 这是你的情感线... Let's see, this is your heart line...
和你的智慧线 and your head line.
还有你的生命线 And your life line.
你有条很奇怪的线 爱人 You have a very strange line, hon.
不 这不是开玩笑 No, it's not funny.
根据这条线来看 你早已经死了 See, according to this, you're already dead.
你不在人世了 宝贝 You're out of here, baby.
有什么办法 What can you do?
走之前把你忧郁的眼神留给我 Just give me your blue eyes before you go, ok?
等等 杰克 过来 Wait, wait. Jake, come here.
来吧 你能跳舞的 Come on, come on, you can dance.
-不想跳 -跳吧 来啊 I don't want to. Come on, baby, shake it.
来啊 伙计 腿动起来 Come on, man, move those legs.
动动那脚 Move them size 13s.
那可真他妈是双大脚 Those are some big fucking feet. Shit.
老天 看那 Jesus, look at that.
他肠子都流出来了 His guts are hanging out.
你得把它们弄回去 You'll have to push them back in.
我从没-- I have never--
我这辈子从没这样丢过脸-- I have never been so mortified in my whole life.
像那样大声尖叫 Screaming like that.
我不明白你怎么回事 杰克 I don't understand what's gotten into you, Jake.
你的表现很不正常 You're not acting normal.
我生活中已经有太多的疯狂 There's been too many crazies in my life.
我可不想变得更多 I don't want it anymore.
我烦透了男人在我面前发疯 I'm tired of men flipping out on me.
如果你要发疯 If you go crazy,
你就自个儿去发疯 懂吗? You're going crazy by yourself, you understand?
多少度? What's it say?
我的天 我去打电话叫医生 Oh, my God. I'm calling the doctor.
多少度? What's it say?
都到顶了 It's gone to the top.
太好了 Great.
福雷医生 打扰了 Dr. Forrest, I'm so sorry to bother you.
我是14-G座的杰茜-皮金 This is Jezzie Pipkin up on 14-G.
我刚替杰克量过体温 I just took Jake's temperature,
有41度 and it says 106.
会不会有事? Could that be right?
哦 我的天 Oh, my God.
我的天 Oh, my God.
快起床 Get out of bed.
不行 我冷得要命 I can't. I'm freezing.
杰克 求你 快起床 Jake, for Pete's sake, get out of bed!
医生怎么说? What did the doctor say?
你会死在去医院的路上 That you'd die on the way to the hospital.
快 起来 起来 Come on, up, up.
撑住 撑住 Hold on, hold on.
你会好起来的 杰克 You're going to be ok, Jake.
你干什么? What are you doing?
冰块少了 I need more ice.
我冻死了 I'm freezing!
怎么了? What's happening?
我需要冰块 他发41度高烧 I need some ice. He's running a 106 fever.
情况紧急--冰块 It's an emergency-- ice.
谢谢 Thank you.
来 山姆 Come on, sam.
我的天 Oh, my God.
哦 杰克 求你不要死 Oh, Jake, oh, Jake, don't you die on me.
山姆 帮我一把 Sam, help me!
山姆 Sam!
我来帮你 I'll help.
快 Come on.
小心点 Be careful with him.
抓住 Hold on.
来吧 这是为你好 Come on. It's for your own good.
来吧 杰克 Come on, Jake.
快 让他躺下 Come on, get him in there.
你会好起来的 You're going to be fine.
按住他 按住他 Hold him! Hold him!
会好起来的 It's going to be ok.
他没事吧? Is he all right?
他不喜欢这样 He doesn't like this.
救命 Help me!
住手 Stop it!
杰克 求你不要死 Jake, don't you die on me.
住手 你们会要我的命 Stop it! You're killing me!
该死 Shit.
怎么了? What was that?
我冷得要命 I'm freezing.
我可不冷 I'm not cold.
那当然 被子全是你盖着 Of course not. You have all the covers.
现在肯定只有10度 Must be 10 degrees in here.
听我说 莎拉... I'm telling you, Sarah...
想呼吸新鲜空气就睡在防火梯上 if you want fresh air, you can sleep on the fire escape.
从现在起窗子得关着 From now on, that window's closed.
关着窗子对健康没好处 It's not healthy when it's closed.
健康?你说这叫健康? Healthy? You call this healthy?
我会死于肺炎 I'm going to die of pneumonia.
这叫健康? This is healthy?
我做了个可怕的梦 What a dream I was having.
梦见和另一个女人在一起生活 I was living with another woman.
知道是谁吗? You know who it was?
我不想知道 I don't want to know.
邮局的杰泽贝尔 Jezebel from the post office.
记得吧? You remember her.
你是在那次圣诞晚会上认识的她 You met her at the Christmas Party that time.
我就是和她同居 I was living with her.
老天 真是个恶梦 God, what a nightmare.
到处都是魔鬼 There were all these demons,
我还发高烧 and I was on fire.
被冰块冻得要死 I was burning from ice.
做贼心虚 Guilty thoughts.
你骗我就是这种下场 See what happens when you cheat on me,
你想过要骗我吗? even in your mind?
她床上功夫很棒 She was really good in bed.
睡吧 Go to sleep.
她有双美腿 She had these great thighs.
哦 我还以为你说那是个恶梦呢 Oh, I thought you said it was a nightmare.
就是 It was.
就是个恶梦 It was a nightmare.
那是个非常可怕的恶梦 It was a terrible, terrible nightmare.
爸爸 那是什么声音? Daddy, what was that noise?
你起来干什么? What are you doing up?
好冷 It's cold.
你妈妈干的 Well, tell your mother.
回床上去 亲爱的 Go back to bed, darling.
你能替我盖被子吗? Will you tuck me in?
谁 她吗? Who, her?
不 是爸爸 No. Daddy.
可恶 Shit.
晚安 宝贝 Good night, sweetheart.
哦 快来 Oh, God. Come on.
晚安 亲爱的 Good night, darling.
好了 闭上眼睛 Ok. Close your eyes.
我不在乎灰色的天空 I don't mind the gray skies
你让月亮变成-- You make the moon--
蓝色? Blue?
小宝贝 Sonny boy
当我两鬓苍苍时 亲爱的 When I'm old and gray, dear
我保证不会迷路 亲爱的 Promise you won't stray, dear
我这样的爱你 I love you so
宝贝-- Sonny--
男孩 Boy
爸爸? Dad?
什么事 杰德? Yeah, Jed?
你忘给我零花钱 You forgot my allowance.
你的零花钱? Your allowance?
现在可是凌晨5点 It's 5:00 in the morning.
等早餐时再谈吧 We'll talk about it at breakfast.
好的 不过别忘了 All right, but don't forget.
我爱你 爸爸 I love you, Dad.
干什么?取悦我? What is this, a convention?
我也爱你 小鬼 I love you too, Pickles.
睡觉吧 Go back to sleep.
等等 Wait.
不要走 Don't go.
我哪都不会去 I'm not going anywhere.
我就在这 I'm right here.
闭上眼睛 Close your eyes.
我们早上见 See you in the morning.
别关上 Don't shut it.
再打开点 Open it a bit more.
这样? There?
再打开点 A little bit more.
这样? There?
行了 Good.
我爱你 莎拉 I love you, Sarah.
小心脑袋 Watch the head.
快搬 Move it!
别以为我们在这会有他妈的好运气 Don't think we got a fucking chance down here.
紧急报告 完毕 Declare an emergency. Over.
你真幸运 杰克 You're a lucky guy, Jake.
一定有神灵帮你 You must have friends in high places.
让奥森说 Let's get down to Orson.
我本来想投3号 I was going to vote for three,
但是我改成了2号 and I switched to two with some trepidation,
因为她说有两个1号 because she said one over one,
也就是1号是后来加上的 which means number one of an addition of one.
我想是这样 I think an artist would know that.
杰克? Jake?
你会好起来的 杰克 You're going to be all right, Jake.
你会好起来的 Oh, you're going to be fine.
我... Am I...
我在家吗? Am I home?
对 你在这 Yeah. You're right here.
在家 Home.
医生说你脑子没烧坏真是幸运 Doctor says you're lucky your brains didn't boil.
昨晚真可怕 杰克 What a night, Jake, huh?
你又是尖叫又是乱踢... You were screaming and kicking...
而且一直在说 and you kept saying,
"莎拉 关上窗子" "Sarah, close the window,"
一遍又一遍 over and over.
还和你的孩子说话 And talking to your kids,
包括死掉的那个 even the dead one.
奇怪吧 Weird, huh?
你知道你8小时化掉了50磅冰块吗? You know you melted 50 pounds of ice in 8 hours?
我死了吗? Am I dead?
哦 不 Oh, no.
不 你还活着 No. You're right here.
医生说你该好好休息 Doctor says you got to rest.
他说你感染了一种病毒 You see, he says you have a virus.
当他们无法确定病因时总是会这样说 That's what they always say when they don't know what it is.
现在你只管躺着 懂吗? Now, you just lie here, ok?
知道吗 今天你确实该出去走走 You know, you really ought to get out today.
不能整天坐在那 You can't just sit around like this all the time.
这不健康 It's not healthy.
这对你的头脑没好处 It's not good for your mind.
去散散步什么的 Go take a walk or something.
不管干什么 Do something.
去活动一下 Go to a movie.
享受一下生命 Go enjoy yourself.
我们当中有一个该去找点开心事 One of us should be having a good time.
有人吗? Anybody in there?
有人在家吗? Anybody home?
你是谁? Who are you?
去你的 Fuck you.
两星期来都这样 Two weeks of this shit!
我受够了 I've had enough.
愿意的话你就等死吧 Go ahead and rot if you want.
祝你他妈的愉快 Have a good fucking day.
你好 Hello.
杰克? Jake?
是? Yeah?
我是保罗 保罗-格朗格 It's Paul. Paul Gruniger.
保罗-格朗格 Paul Gruniger.
保罗 Paul.
保罗-格朗格 老天 你还好吗? Paul Gruniger. Jesus, how are you?
有5 6年不见了 It's been like five, six years.
对 真够长的 Yeah. A long time.
过得怎样? So, what's up?
没什么特别 Nothing much.
是啊 我也一样 Yeah. Well, same here.
我想见见你 杰克 I need to see you, Jake.
我很乐意 伙计 I'd love to see you, man,
但我还在生病 But I've been laid up. I've been sick.
我必须见见你 I need to see you.
好吧 All right.
有些不对劲 杰克 Something's wrong, Jake.
我不知道那是什么 I don't know what it is,
但这事我跟谁都没法说 but I can't talk to anybody about it.
我是说 我只想到能跟你说说 I mean, I figured I could talk to you.
你一直都习惯倾听 You always used to listen, you know.
我要下地狱了 I'm going to hell.
我确实只能这样来形容 That's as straight as I can put it.
不要以为我疯了 And don't tell me that I'm crazy
因为我知道我没疯 'cause I know I'm not.
他们在追我 They're coming after me.
谁? Who is?
他们跟踪我 They've been following me.
他们破墙而出 They're coming out of the walls.
我无法相信任何人 I can't trust anybody.
但我得找人谈谈 But I got to talk to somebody.
我得找人谈谈 I got to talk to somebody,
不然我肯定得他妈的疯掉 or I'm going to fly out of my fucking mind!
别在意 Mind your business.
我不知道他们是谁或者是什么 I don't know who they are or what they are,
但他们想要抓我 but they're going to get me,
我害怕 杰克 and I'm scared, Jake.
我很害怕 什么都干不了 I'm so scared, I can't do anything.
我不能去我妹妹家 I can't go to my sister's.
我甚至... I can't even...
甚至不能回家 I can't even go home.
我不知道该怎么办 I don't know what to do.
保罗? Paul?
见鬼 Shit.
保罗 我知道你说的是什么 Paul, I know what you're talking about.
什么意思 What do you mean?
我也见过他们 I've seen them, too.
你见过他们? You've seen them?
我也见过他们... I've seen them, too...
无处不在 像一场瘟疫 Everywhere, like a plague.
老天 我还以为只有我见过 My God, I thought I was the only one.
不 我也一样 Yeah, me, too.
我觉得我快疯了 I thought I was going out of my mind.
我知道 我知道 I know, I know.
看 我不管到哪都带着圣经 Look, I carry these around everywhere with me,
但根本没用 but they don't help.
毫无帮助 Nothing helps.
到底怎么了? What happened?
那晚到底怎么回事? What happened that night?
他们对我们干了什么? What have they done to us?
我不知道 I don't know.
侧面 Profile.
很好 就是这样 Great. That's it.
揍他 Give it to him.
我的幸运日 My lucky day.
我们遭遇重火力袭击 Be advised, we have heavy gunfire...
紧急呼救 紧急呼救... Mayday, mayday, mayday!
5分钟后到岘港 Five minutes to Da Nang.
别 别 No, no.
为了孩子你得坚强点 You have to be strong for your children.
听她说的 Listen to what she's saying.
有人看过警方的报告吗? Did anybody see the police report?
我觉得是炸弹 Sounds like a bomb to me.
报纸说和电路有关 The paper said it was electrical.
是一起意外 It was an accident.
胡说八道 That's bullshit.
有人想掩盖事实 Someone's covering something up.
这不是意外 是精心策划的 伙计 That was no accident. It was set, man.
为什么?保罗从没得罪过谁 Why? Paul wasn't hated by anybody in the world.
你们干嘛出去? What about when you went out?
他说了些什么? Did he say anything?
他心烦意乱 Well, he was upset.
觉得有人在跟踪他 He thought people were following him.
是吗?谁? Yeah? Who?
他不知道-- He didn't know--
魔鬼 Demons.
魔鬼?你胡扯什么?魔鬼? Demons? What the fuck you talking about, demons?
他以为他要下地狱了 He thought he was going to hell.
他为什么那样说?是什么让他这样说? Why did he say that? What would make him say that?
我是说这很奇怪 I mean, that's strange.
他还说了什么 杰克? What else did he say, Jake?
他说他害怕 He was scared.
他看到有东西从暗处出来 He was seeing things cComing out of the woodwork.
"他们想抓我" 他说 "They're trying to get me," he said.
他说那些是什么? Did he say what they were?
失陪一下 Excuse me.
这头进那头出是吧 乔治? In one end and out the other, huh, George?
到底是个废物 Still a fucking spaz.
但愿他拿鸡巴能比酒瓶拿得稳 Hope he can hold his dick better than he can his bottle.
怎么了? What?
有些可怕的事在发生 Something weird is going on here.
保罗不是第一个死的人 Paul isn't the first one who's died.
记得卡尔森医生吗? Remember Dr. Carlson over at Bellevue?
他也是汽车爆炸 His car blew up, too.
卡尔森医生死了? Dr. Carlson's dead?
是的 和保罗一样死于爆炸 Yeah. An explosion just like Paul's.
这有6个人都快疯了 We got six guys here going fucking crazy.
我可不 伙计 Well, not me, buddy.
行 但其他的都快疯了 Ok, but the rest of us are going crazy.
会不会和那晚有关系? Think this has something to do with that night?
肯定有什么事情不对 It's got something to do with something.
我们得去陆军部看看 We have to go see the Army.
他们有事瞒着我们 They're not telling us something.
得了 教授 Oh, come on, Professor.
你凭什么以为陆军部会给你答案? What makes you think the Army's going to give you any answers?
你肯定得碰壁 You'll be butting up against a brick wall.
我们要找个律师 We'll get a lawyer.
你该去看心理医生 You should find yourself a shrink.
这纯粹是疑神疑鬼 You're all fucking paranoid.
不过是大麻抽得太多罢了 It was bad grass. That's all it was, man.
没他妈的什么魔鬼 There's no such things as fucking demons.
得了吧 Come on.
卡萝 我要你在15分钟内给我找来记录 Carol, I'm going to need you with your pad in about 15 minutes.
对不起 Well, I'm sorry,
辛格先生 Mr. Singer,
你知道有多少人来找我要讨还公道... but you know how many people come to me with the injustices of the world?
你会伤心不已 It would break your heart.
格里先生 这对我们很重要 Mr. Geary, this is very important to us.
军队对我们做过一些事 我们想知道是什么事 The Army did something to us, and we've got to find out what.
军队?老天 你们怎么回事? The Army? Jeez, what's with you guys?
这可不是轻而易举的事 This is not a walk to the library.
这是美国政府 随时能封住你的嘴 This is the U.S. government. This is red tape coming out your ass.
懂我意思吗? You know what I mean?
所以我们才来这 That's why we're here.
你觉得能帮助我们吗? Do you think you can help us?
你以为我是神探吗? What am I, Perry Mason?
好吧 我会查一查 All right. I'll look into it.
你觉得我们有机会吗? You think we have a chance?
我需要你们所有人的证词... I need sworn depositions from all of you
和一份排里或幸存者的名单 and a list of platoon members or their survivors.
太好了 This is great.
告诉你们一件事 I'll tell you one thing.
如果我们发现军方和此事有牵连... If we do find hat the military is implicated in this,
你们就都能发一笔小财 you all stand to make quite a bit of money.
我不是未卜先知 Not that I can predict anything,
但这种诉讼 曾有过慷慨的判决 but class action suits of this kind have been awarded fairly generous judgments.
不算太差劲 是不是? That wouldn't be so bad, would it?
我们不是为钱而来 We're not in it for the money.
-没错 -没错 - That's right. - Right.
好吧 各位 All right, gentlemen,
谁先说? who wants to go first?
我在烤箱里放了点吃的 I put a hungry man in the oven.
一刻钟后就能吃了 It will be ready at a quarter of.
好的 Ok.
冰箱里有拌好的色拉 There's a tossed salad in the fridge.
好的 谢谢 Ok. Thanks.
我给你买了苹果汁 I got you some apple juice.
可别是"红脸蛋" No, not Red Cheek.
"红脸蛋"牌的 Red Cheek.
见鬼 Ah, shit.
别都喝了 Don't drink it all.
好的 All right.
你的律师来过电话 Oh, your lawyer called.
什么时候? When?
你洗澡的时候 When you were in the shower.
怎么不叫我? You didn't call me?
我还没来得及叫你 他就挂了 He didn't give me a chance. He hung up on me.
杰克 别在意好吗? Look, Jake, don't be upset, ok?
他不肯接这个案子 He's not taking your case.
什么?你什么意思? What? What do you mean?
他说你们不会有机会 He said you didn't have one.
他什么意思? What's he talking about?
我不知道 他很粗鲁 I don't know. He was very rude.
他说有人要退出 He said your friends backed out.
真不敢相信 I don't believe this.
宝贝 我真为你难过 Oh, baby, I feel terrible.
我想陪你 但我要迟到了 I'd stay, but I'm so late.
等我回来再聊好吗? We'll talk when I get home, ok?
好的 Yeah.
你没事吧? Are you all right?
是的 我没事 Yeah, I'm fine.
你肯定? You sure?
吻我一下 Give me a kiss.
回头见 I'll see you later.
再见 甜心 Bye, sweetheart.
哪位? Hello?
弗兰克 我是杰克 Frank, hi. It's Jake.
我接到格里的电话 I just got a strange call from Geary.
他说有人要退出 He said the guys backed down.
是什么意思? What's he talking about?
没错 是我们 Yeah, that's right, Jake, we did.
为什么? Why?
要解释起来很难 I don't know. It's hard to explain.
说说看 Well, try.
要知道 杰克... You know, Jake, um...
战争就是战争 War's war.
总有事发生 Things happen.
总有事发生? Things happen?
这是什么意思? What does that mean?
我原以为我们可以做点什么 I thought we were going to do something, Frank.
没什么可做的 杰克 There's nothing to do, Jake.
是谁找过你? Who's been talking to you?
怎么回事 弗兰克? What's going on, Frank?
我找其他人好了 I'll call the others.
他们没兴趣 杰克 They're not interested, Jake.
什么意思? What do you mean?
他们不感兴趣 They're not interested.
我们一起商量好的 We all talked about this.
我们经受了同样的症状 We're all suffering the same symptoms.
军队向我们隐瞒了事情 我们得找出真相 Listen, the Army's hiding something from us. We got to find out what it is.
杰克 我得挂了 Uh, Jake, I got to go.
别 别 等等 别挂 No, no, no, wait. Hold on.
不 等等 不要挂 No, wait. Don't hang up.
杰克 别再打来了 懂吗? Jake, don't call back anymore, ok?
等等 我一个人可干不了 Wait! I can't do this by myself.
弗兰克? Frank?
我们下午去接他们 We'll get them this afternoon.
好好享用午餐 Have a good lunch.
格里 Geary.
格里先生 Mr. Geary.
借过 Excuse me.
是谁找过你? Who's been talking to you, huh?
是军方吗? The Army?
他们来找过你? Have they been talking to you?
没人找过谁 Nobody's talking to nobody.
你的官司没有胜算 You don't have a case.
把手放开 Keep your hands off me.
别烦我 Leave me alone.
你不能一走了之 You can't walk away like this.
我们需要你帮忙 We need your help.
你需要找个医生 You need a doctor.
军方对我动过手脚 The Army did something to me.
我要证明这事 I got to prove it.
我无能为力 懂吗? There's nothing I can do, all right?
请别再烦我 Just leave me alone.
肯定有人找过你 Something's going on here.
你没跟我说实话 You're not telling me something.
怎么回事? What's wrong with you?
告诉你怎么回事 I'll tell you what's wrong.
我根本不认识你 I don't know you from Adam.
你弄个古怪故事让我去查 我查了 You walk in with some bizarre-o story and demand I check it out. I did.
我不知道你从我这捞到了什么 但你利用了我 I don't know what you take me for, but you've used me.
利用你? Used you?
我去军方查过 I checked with the Army.
你们从没去过越南 You never even went to Vietnam.
这是什么意思? What's that supposed to mean?
你们全都疯了 You and your friends are wacko!
你们去泰国驻扎之后全都疯了 You were all discharged on psychological grounds after some war games in Thailand.
知道他们干了什么吗? Don't you see what they're doing?
我们当时在越南 你得相信我 We were in Da Nang. You got to believe me.
去你的 辛格 Go fuck yourself, Singer.
嘿 Hey!
怎么回事? What is this?
干什么? What is this?
救命 Help!
快进去 你这杂种 Come on, get in there, you cocksucker.
放开我 Get off of me!
你这小杂种 You little fuck!
辛格(有"歌手"之意)先生 Mr. Singer.
这名字真适合一个不肯闭嘴的人 What an appropriate name for someone who can't keep his mouth shut.
你们是谁?你们想怎么样? Who are you? What do you want?
我们注意你们很长时间了-- We've been watching you for a long time--
你和你的朋友们-- you and your friends--
受惊的人和傻瓜谈论军方以及实验 Frightening people with foolish talk about the Army and experiments.
你管得太多 辛格先生 You're in over your head, Mr. Singer.
这会害死你 Men drown that way.
军队是其他生命的一部分 The Army was part of another life.
不该去管它 Let it lie.
但愿你明白我在说什么 I hope we've made our point, Mr. Singer.
杀了这婊子养的 Kill this motherfucker!
救命 Help!
当心 Look out!
请施舍一点 Please give a little something
帮助那些贫穷的家庭 to help the poor families.
你这可怜的家伙 You poor, poor man.
快乐 快乐的圣诞节 Merry, merry Christmas!
这人伤得很重 This guy's really hurt.
给他看看 You better get something in him.
我是斯图尔特医生 Hi, I'm Dr. Stewart.
能告诉我出了什么事吗? Can you tell me what happened?
我的背 My back.
我--我动不了 I--I can't move.
给我按摩一下 Get my chiropractor.
你的背? Your back?
你摔倒了? Did you fall?
他说在人行道上滑倒了 He said he slipped on the pavement.
可能撞到了头部 He may have hit his head.
他身上有证件吗? Does he have any identification?
什么都没有 No wallet, nothing.
他偷走了 He stole it.
谁? Who did?
圣诞老人 Santa Claus.
我要抓住那混蛋 I got to get the bastard.
里面有我儿子的照片-- It had my son's picture in it--
加布的照片 Gabe's picture.
我只有这么一张 It's the only one I had.
找个外科医生来 戴维斯医生当班吗? Get an orthopedic man in here. Is Dr. Davis on call?
我去传呼他 I'll page him.
找我的按摩医师来 Call my chiropractor.
我们会尽力而为 We're doing everything we can.
路易-登纳都 Louie Denardo,
诺斯通大街 Nostend avenue.
我要检查你的伤势 I'll have to move you to check for injuries.
不用 医生 No, doctor.
也许会点痛 This may hurt a little.
不 不用-- No, no--aah!
看来不用问你是否有感觉了 I don't have to ask if you could feel that.
真要命 我需要路易 God damn it. I need Louie.
谁是路易? Who's Louie?
他昏过去了 He's out of it.
带他去放射室 Let's take him down to X-ray.
加布? Gabe?
杰茜... Jezzie...
带我离开这 Get me out of here.
你想去哪? Where do you want to go?
回家 Home.
回家? Home?
这是你家 你已经死了 This is your home. You're dead.
死了? Dead?
不 不 我只是伤了背 No. No, I just hurt my back.
我没死 I'm not dead.
那你怎样了? What are you, then?
我还活着 I'm alive!
那你在这干嘛? Then what you doing here?
我不知道 I don't know.
这不是真的 This isn't happening.
什么不是真的? What is happening?
放我出去 Get me out of here.
这里不能出去 There is no out of here.
你已经被杀了 You've been killed.
你忘了吗? Don't you remember?
小心点 Careful.
他要不行了 We're losing him!
看着点 小心 Watch it! Careful.
他妈的-- What the fuck's taking them--
他仍然昏迷不醒 He's still pretty doped up.
我猜他现在还不能说话 I don't think he'll be able to talk yet.
恐怕也认不出你 I doubt he'll recognize you.
我只想看看他 I just want to see him.
有事就来外边叫我 I'll be outside if you need me.
爸爸? Dad?
嗨 Hi.
是我们 It's us.
你还好吗? You ok?
杰克 Jake,
是我 it's me.
我们来看你 We heard what happened.
我没死 I'm not dead.
什么? What?
我还活着 I'm alive.
我没死 I'm not dead.
哦 没有 Oh. Oh, no.
你当然没有 Of course you're not.
你只是背受了伤 You just hurt your back, that's all.
过些时间就会好的 It'll be fine. It just takes some time.
他们说要一个月 A month they said.
一直呆在这 爸 Just hang in there, dad.
快住口 Now stop it.
这不好笑 It's not funny.
天哪 God.
一团糟 是吧? What a mess, huh?
哦 雅各布 Oh, Jacob.
我仍然爱你 I still love you.
不管怎样都爱你 For whatever that's worth.
做梦 Dream on.
哦 天哪 不 Oh, God, no!
怎么了? What?
上帝 怎么了? Oh, god, what?
告诉我 我能做些什么? Tell me, what can I do?
救救我 Help me.
坚持住 Hold on.
雅各布? Jacob?
嘘 Shh.
雅各布-辛格 Jacob Singer!
雅各布 Jacob!
先生 请小点声 Sir, keep your voice down.
雅各布-辛格在哪? Where's Jacob Singer?
路易 我在这 Louie, I'm in here!
杰克 你在哪?杰克 Jake? Where are you, Jake?
你不能进去 You can't go in there.
需要效劳吗? Can I help you?
雅各布 Jacob!
感谢上帝 杰克 他们做了什么? Good god, Jake, what have they done?
我能帮你吗? Can I help you?
你不能进去 You can't go in there.
这是中世纪医学吗? What is this, the Middle Ages?
别碰他 Don't touch him!
这就叫现代医学? They call this modern medicine?
这叫野蛮 野蛮 This is barbaric. Barbaric!
好吧 冷静点 All right, just calm down.
干嘛不把他绑在刑柱上用火烧? Why don't you just burn him at the stake?
你必须离开 You'll have to leave!
站住 别过来 Stay back! Don't come near me!
站住 Stay back!
敢靠近一步 我就要你好看 Take one step and I'll wrap this around your neck.
冷静点 Calm down.
退后 退后 Back! Back!
冷静点 Calm down.
来吧 杰克 Come on, Jake.
来吧 Come on.
你不能那样做 You can't do that.
去叫保安 Make sure that security's alerted.
你不能这样做 You can't do this!
闪开 Out of the way!
我心情不好 I'm upset.
我心情很差 I'm really upset.
这是个疯子 That's a crazy man.
这人疯了 That man is crazy.
小心脚下 杰克 Watch your toes, Jake.
这次是你自己弄伤的 对不对? Well, you've done it to yourself this time, haven't you?
我快死了吗 路易? Am I dying, Louie?
就因为摔了一跤? From a slipped disk?
那可是头一回见 That would be a first.
我去过地狱 I was in hell.
我不想死 路易 I don't want to die, Louie.
我会看看我能做些什么 Well, I'll see what I can do about it.
那里只有痛苦 It's all pain.
把头伸直 Straighten out your head.
放松 Relax.
你看过艾克哈特的神学著作吗? You ever read Meister Eckhart?
没有 No.
那你怎么弄到的博士学位? How did you get your doctorate without reading Eckhart?
放松 Relax.
很好 慢慢转过身-- Ok, good. Now turn over gently--
向右 right side.
另一边 The other right, ok?
你一直也改不了 You're a regular basket case, you know that?
艾克哈特也见过地狱 Eckhart saw hell, too.
知道他怎么说吗? You know what he said?
他说在地狱中唯一煎熬的 He said the only thing that burns in hell is the part of you
是你一直不肯放下的东西 that won't let go of your life--
比如你的记忆 你的情感 your memories, your attachments.
受煎熬的全都是这些 They burn them all away.
但他说这并不是惩罚 But they're not punishing you, he said.
而是在解救你的灵魂 They're freeing your soul.
放松 Relax.
很好 Good.
这就是他看到的方式... So the way he sees it...
如果你害怕死亡而且欲罢不能... if you're frightened of dying and you're holding on...
你会看到魔鬼攫走你的生命 you'll see devils tearing your life away.
但如果你能让自己泰然处之 But if you've made your peace,
那魔鬼就会变成天使 then the devils are really angels
将你从地球上解救出去 freeing you from the earth.
关键就在于你怎么看待这件事 It's just a matter of how you look at it, that's all.
所以别担心 懂吗? So don't worry, ok?
懂吗? Ok?
很好 Good.
放松 Relax.
放松... Relax...
动动你的脚趾 And wiggle your toes.
来吧 动动脚趾 Come on, wiggle your toes.
好极了 Perfect.
行了 We got it.
脸朝上躺好 来 Get on your back. Come on.
放松 Easy.
好吗? Ok?
现在我们来试试 Now let's just give it a little try.
让我看看你能否站起来 I want to see if you can stand.
我自己吗? By myself?
你行的 You can do it.
来吧 Come on.
尽管试试看 雅各布 Just give it a try, Jacob.
来吧 Come on.
好样的 继续 Attaboy. Go ahead.
继续 Go ahead.
哈利路亚 Hallelujah.
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杰克? Jake?
怎么了? What's wrong?
是我 It's me.
你没事吧? Are you ok?
老天 你去哪了? Jesus Christ, where have you been?
我担心得要命 I've been worried sick.
都两天了 怎么不给我打电话? I mean, it's two days, and you don't call me?
我在医院 I was in the hospital.
天啊 在医院? Oh, Jesus. In the hospital?
亲爱的 什么医院? Jake, honey, what hospital?
我每家医院都打过电话 I called every hospital in the city.
不要接 No, don't.
怎么了? What's going on?
我不在 你没见过我 I'm not here. You haven't seen me.
哪位? Hello?
雅各布-辛格在吗? Is Jacob Singer there?
不 我整晚都没见过他 No. I haven't seen him all night.
估计几点会回? When do you expect him?
我不知道 I don't know.
麻烦你转告他当时在越南-- Could you tell him something? Tell him I was in Vietnam--
越南? Vietnam?
曾有个秘密实验-- There was a secret experiment--
什么实验? What experiment?
我要尽快见到他 I need to see him as soon as possible.
你好 我是雅各布-辛格 Hello. This is Jacob Singer.
我68年还在国内 I was in-country in '68.
我在西贡一个化学部门呆过 I was in a chemical warfare unit in Saigon.
我们做了一个秘密实验 We conducted secret government experiments.
上帝啊 My God.
你在听吗? Are you there?
是的 Yeah.
想知道更多吗? Do you want to know more?
在哪能见到你? Where can I meet you?
128号街和高速公路西侧 一个咖啡摊前 On 128th and westside highway in front of a coffee truck.
我怎么能认出你? How will I know you?
你已经见过我 You already know me.
有吗? I do?
是的 确保别被跟踪 懂吗? Yes. Make sure you're not followed, ok?
好的 再见 All right. Bye.
我早料到了 I knew it.
那是谁? Who was that?
一个化学家 A chemist.
我们在西贡的化学部门成员 Part of a chemical warfare unit out of Saigon.
我早料到不对劲 I knew something was going on.
杰克...请不要去 Jake... please don't go.
哦 对不起 Oh, I'm sorry.
雅各布? Jacob?
嗨 我是迈克尔-纽曼 Hi. I'm Michael Newman.
我说了你认识我 I told you you'd know me.
我花了很长时间来找你 I've been tracking you for a long time.
我想在天黑前和你谈谈 I wish I'd spoken to you before tonight.
你干嘛跟踪我? Why are you following me?
你是生还者之一 雅各布 You're one of the survivors, Jacob.
来吧 我不能在这聊 这里不安全 Come on. We can't talk here. It's not safe. Come on.
那是我第一次被捕 So, first I'm arrested, right?
我曾在这里制造出最好的迷幻药 Best LSD I ever made right down the drain.
我当时想 幸运的话能在这干20年 I figured, "This is it. 20 years in the can if I'm lucky."
那是1968年 That was 1968.
很久了 Long time ago.
接下来我只知道我到了里克岛 Really. Next thing I know, I'm on Riker's island.
去过那吗 伙计? Ever been there, man?
但突然就被他们带走了 Well, suddenly, they take me from my cell,
他们把我扔进一间有出纳窗口的等候室 they throw me in a waiting room With bank teller windows.
有4个带着勋章的上校站在窗口另一侧 Four army colonels with medals up their asses are standing on the other side.
他们说 如果我能去越南呆两年-- They say to me, if I come to Vietnam for two years--
不是战场 是实验室-- No action, just work in a lab--
就把我的罪名全取消 they'll drop all charges and wipe the record clean.
我只关了13个钟头 I'd only been in jail 13 hours.
我知道去越南不会更糟 I knew 'Nam couldn't be any worse.
却假装知道得不多 Shows how little you knew.
是啊 他们拿枪逼着我 Yeah, really. They had me by the balls.
然后我就到了西贡 Next thing I know, I'm in Saigon.
在一间绝密实验室负责合成迷幻剂 I'm working in a top-secret lab synthesizing mind-altering drugs.
不是那种大路货 Not the street stuff.
我们有各自见不得光的独特技能 They had us isolating special properties-- the dark side.
他们想要一种能提高好斗倾向的毒品 They wanted a drug that increased aggressive tendencies.
他们又担心又害怕 They were scared. They were worried.
认为你们太软弱 没有激发你们的潜力 They figured you guys were too soft, not fighting up to your potential.
想设法激发你们 They wanted something to stir you up,
让你们生气 激起你们的愤怒 make you mad, you know, tap into your anger.
我们做成了 And we did it.
是我见过最有威力的东西 Most powerful thing I ever saw.
一种可怕的体验 相信我 我吸过毒 Even a bad trip, and believe me, I've had my share,
但不能和狂暴"梯子"相提并论 do not compare to the fury of the Ladder.
梯子? The Ladder?
对 他们取的名字 Yeah. That's what they called it.
开始的感觉是从梯子上掉下去-- A fast trip straight down the Ladder--
激发本能的恐惧和原始的狂暴 right to the primal fear, right to the base anger.
伙计 它极具威力 I'm telling you, man, it was powerful.
不用我说 你已经见识了 I don't need to tell you. You already know.
我们在猴子身上做过实验 We did experiments on jungle monkeys.
很用效 It worked.
它们彼此猛击头部 They bashed each other's heads in,
挖出它们的眼睛 咬它们的尾巴 gouged out their eyes, chewed off their tails.
那个军官很高兴 The brass loved it.
然后他们要我们用人做实验 Then they made us try it on charlie.
我们... We, uh...
找了一些战俘 知道吗? took these POWs, you know?
还些孩子 真的 Just kids, really.
然后...把他们放到院子里 And... we put them in this courtyard,
并给他们服了很大的剂量 And we fed them huge doses of the stuff.
他们的表现比猴子更可怕 I mean, they were worse than the monkeys.
我不知道人类竟能干出那种事 I didn't know men could do those things.
总之他们变得极富攻击性 明白吗? Anyway, there was this big offensive coming up, right?
时代杂志 亨特利 布林克利-- 每个人都知道-- Everyone knew it-- Time Magazine, Huntley, Brinkley--
那个军官害怕了 And the brass were scared
因为知道无法打赢 because they knew we couldn't win.
士气低落 在国内很丢脸 Morale was down, it was getting ugly in the States.
你应该记得 You remember.
是的 Yeah.
几天之后 So, a couple days later,
他们决定在军队身上使用"梯子"... they decide to use the Ladder... on one test battalion...
就是你们 Yours.
他们说只会在食品中投放极小的剂量 Just an infinitesimal dose in the food supply, they said,
来证明它在战场上的效用 just to prove its effectiveness in the field.
他们相信 处在攻击状态中 你们将最具杀伤力 They were sure your unit would have the highest kill ratio in the whole God damn offensive,
他们猜中了-- and they were right-- you did--
但不像预料的那样 except not the way they thought.
没人能记起那晚的事 No one can remember that night.
我有些零星记忆 但并不完整 I get flashes, but they don't make sense.
发生了什么? What happened?
发动了进攻吗? Was there an offensive?
是的 几天之后 表现很可怕 Yeah, a couple days later. It was fierce,
但你们从没见过 but you guys never saw it.
但有过一次进攻? But there was an attack?
一次战斗 对吗? It was a fight, right?
对 但不是和越南人 Yeah, but not with the Cong.
是和谁? With who?
互相残杀 You killed each other.
什么? What?
手足相残 It was brother against brother.
失去了辨别能力 No discrimination.
互相撕成碎片 You tore each other to pieces.
上帝啊 My God.
我早知道会这样 I knew it would happen.
我警告过他们 I warned them.
我他妈警告过他们 I fucking warned them!
妈的 Ohh, fuck.
我只是个药剂师 I was just some hippie chemist, right?
我怎么会知道? What did I know?
妈的 Fuck.
我问过那些收尸的人 I talked to the guys who bagged the bodies.
相信我 他们的情形比你们更糟 They were in worse shape than you, believe me.
他们看到了后果是什么 They saw what was left.
我必须找到你 知道吗? I needed to find you, you know?
我觉得自己有责任 I felt responsible.
"梯子"是我制造的 The Ladder was my baby.
去布鲁克林区 I'm going to Brooklyn.
你找错人了 Not with me, you're not.
我在布鲁克林会迷路 I get lost in Brooklyn.
我认识路 I know the way.
听我说... Listen...
我所有的钱都在这 This is all the money I have.
请送我回家 Take me home, please.
你家在哪? Where's your home?
辛格博士 Dr. Singer.
啊...真是好久不见 Well... it's been a long time.
你好 山姆 Hello, sam.
你还好吧? Are you all right?
是的 我还好 Yeah, I'm ok.
要帮忙吗?我可以打电话给楼上 Do you want some help? I can call upstairs.
不 不 不用了 No, no. That's ok.
谢谢 山姆 Thanks, sam.
莎拉? Sarah?
杰德? Jed?
伊莱? Eli?
如果你害怕死亡 If you're frightened of dying
而且欲罢不能 and you're holding on,
你会看到魔鬼攫走你的生命 you'll see devils tearing your life away.
如果你能泰然处之 If you've made your peace,
那魔鬼就会变成天使 then the devils are really angels
将你从世上解救出去 freeing you from the earth.
加布? Gabe?
嗨 爸爸 Hi, Dad.
没事了 It's ok.
来 我们上去 Come on. Let's go up.
来吧 Come on.
他死了 He's gone.
他看上去似乎很平静 He looks kind of peaceful, the guy.
尽管经历过残酷的战斗 Put up a hell of a fight, though.
他叫什么名字? What's the guy's name?
辛格 雅各布-辛格 Singer. Jacob singer.
我不在意灰色的天空 I don't mind the gray skies
你会将它变成蓝色 You make them blue
小宝贝 Sonny boy
朋友也许会抛弃我 Friends may forsake me
报告称 越战期间 迷幻毒气BZ曾用于士兵试验 但五角大楼对此予以否认
让他们全都抛弃我 Let them all forsake me
小宝贝 Sonny boy
你来自天堂 You're sent from heaven
我知道你的珍贵 And I know your worth
你在地球上为我建造了一座天堂 You made a heaven for me here on earth
当我两鬓苍苍时 When I'm old and gray here
我向你保证我不会迷路 亲爱的 Promise you won't stray, dear
因为我如此爱你 For I love you so
小宝贝 Sonny boy