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翻译：Jerrycaty
校对：仓央嘉措的粉丝 监制：候鸟
我叫Alyssa I'm Alyssa.
后期：绿豆糕 压制：小明
今年19岁 I'm 19.
我觉得我生命中已经有了最烂的一天 And I thought I already had the shittest day of my life.
翻译/后期招新Q群：489216448
你看起来像个公主 You look like a princess.
但今天更烂 But this is actually worse.
去他*的世界
因为我的行为 我得到了社区服务 I got community service for what I did,
至少没回学校那么糟 which wasn't as bad as going back to school.
发生了那样的事以后 很不好过 It's not easy, what comes after something like that.
就像你变成了一个傻逼明星 It's like you become a shit celebrity.
你变成了另一个人 You become someone else.
实际上还是你自己 Even to yourself.
但是你再也回不到你以前的样子了 But you can't go back to who you were before.
我想我妈知道发生在我身上的事比我做的那些事更糟 I think my mum found what happened to me even worse than I did.
别走Tony求你了 不要离开我 Please, Tony. Please don't leave me!
我把他赶走了 I've kicked Tony out.
她才没有 She hadn't.
在那之后 我妈变得着实有点暴躁 Mum went genuinely a bit mad after that.
她开始用第三人称谈论自己 She started talking about herself in the third person.
我想Gwen需要缓缓 I think Gwen needs a nap.
好的 Okay.
我们在那已经待够了 It was too much, us staying there.
那个房子 那个镇 In that house, that town.
所以我们带着俩娃娃走了 So we took the twins and left.
这意味着错过期末 但妈妈说没关系 It meant missing the end of school, but mum said that was okay.
学以后还能再上 You can finish it later.
找个工作也行 Or get a job.
或者直接嫁个大佬 Or marry someone rich.
抱歉 Sorry.
我们要和姑妈Leigh住在一起 We went to live with my aunt, Leigh,
老妈同父异母的姐姐 Mum's half-sister.
她经营一家小餐馆 她也一直排斥体香剂 She runs a cafe, and she doesn't trust deodorant
因为乳腺癌的缘故 because of breast cancer.
我挺喜欢她 I like her.
她说我们在这想待多久就待多久 She said we could stay at her place for as long as we wanted.
我们已经住了一年多了 We've been here over a year now.
我想她的意思实际上并没有那么久 I don't think she meant that long.
幸好老妈还有个能说话的人 It's good that Mum has someone else to talk to.
我就解脱了 Good for me.
这让我好过点 It makes it easier for me to be okay.
实际上 我挺好的 And actually, I am okay.
我再也没有任何感觉了 I don't really feel anything any more.
没有感觉 也挺好 It's good, not feeling.
就像有了超能力 It's like a superpower.
Leigh给了我份工作 Leigh gave me a job.
我想 主要是为了给我找点事情干 Mainly, so that I had something to do, I think.
人生就是这样讽刺 This is what you might call irony.
看看Marvin能不能给我做个香蕉圣代 你她喵的 See if Marvin can make a banana split for me, you fucking cu...
请问您点什么 What can I get you?
那是你的真名吗 Is that your real name?
知道还问 You know it is.
Billy是Leigh的养子 Billy is Leigh's foster son.
真垃圾 It's shit.
他是个可爱的孩子 He's a sweet kid.
好的 Okay.
工作很无聊 Work's boring.
但我在这遇到了Todd But I did meet Todd there.
你好 Hiya.
他教孩子们划独木舟 He teaches canoeing to kids,
想法很奇特 and he has quite strong opinions.
知道芬兰吗 You know Finland?
它实际上并不存在 It doesn't actually exist.
那只是冷战那会俄国人虚构出来的一个地方 It's a fabricated land mass made up by the Russians in the Cold War.
没错 Right.
这算是约会吗 Is this a date?
是啊 Yeah.
真棒 Cool.
他有点像条狗 He's kind of like a dog.
褒义的 In a good way.
他还是个接吻达人 He's also a really good kisser.
我姑妈在湖边有个小屋 My aunt's got a cabin by the lake.
真棒 Cool.
事实来看 爱爱还是蛮爽的 Sex is actually all right, it turns out.
也没什么大不了的 It's not such a big deal.
我把一切都告诉了他 I told him about everything.
卧槽 Shit.
没错 Yeah.
你喜欢鸡肉卷吗 Do you like chicken fajitas?
他理解 He gets it.
你想结婚吗 Do you wanna get married?
当然 去他妈的 为什么不呢 Yeah, fuck it, why not?
是啊 去他喵的 Exactly, fuck it.
老妈对婚礼的事很兴奋 Mum's pretty excited about the wedding.
她一心都在准备婚礼的事情 She's really thrown herself into the whole thing.
- 为什么我们要再试一次 - 怎么了 宝贝 - Why are we doing this again? - What, love?
明天才是婚礼 衣服也很合适 The wedding is tomorrow, it fits.
它以前很合身 It fit fine before.
现在 Now...
简直完美 it's perfect.
早婚 是这年头能做到为数不多的 Getting married young is one of the most renegade things
最叛逆的事 you can do these days.
婚礼是老妈用Tony的离婚补偿金来操办的 Mum's using Tony's divorce money to pay for it,
这真是太不合常理了 which is also pretty maverick.
我很开心 And I'm happy.
这多年来第一次 真的很开心 For the first time in ages, I'm really happy.
冰与火 # Chills and fever #
哦 冷与热 # Ooh, chills and fever #
你让我悲伤又快乐 # Chills and fever Is what you give to me #
当你攥着我的手 # When you hold my hand #
告诉我是你的心上人 # And tell me that I'm your loving man #
吻我 # Kiss me... #
收到寄过来的子弹按理说该感到害怕 Getting a bullet in the post should be threatening.
但你不会去怕一个 But it's hard to feel frightened of someone
连你名字都没拼对 who can't spell your name right.
而且还不知道你住哪里的人 And clearly doesn't know where you live.
哦 冰与火 # Ooh, chills and fever #
哦 冷与热 # Ooh, chills and fever #
你让我是悲伤又快乐 # Chills and fever Is what you give to me #
当夜已深 # When it's late at night #
当 当你紧紧抱着我 # And when, when you hold me tight #
我要听你说爱我 # Tell me that you love me so #
永远不会让我离开 # That you'll never, ever Ever let me go #
对不起 Excuse me.
你是想自杀吗 You thought about killing yourself?
- 什么 - 我是说 服务费也算了吗 - What? - I said, "Is there service included?"
哦 没有 别管那个 Oh, no. Don't worry about it.
- 不用找了 - 谢谢 - Keep the change. - Thanks.
你知道那是谁的车吗 Do you know whose car that is?
不知道 怎么了 No. Why?
我不知道 Dunno.
没什么 Nothing.
以前别人盯着我 I used to be really good at knowing
我一下就能感觉出来 when someone was watching me.
但现在不行了 But now I'm not sure.
我可能只是有点多疑 I'm probably just being paranoid.
- 我一会回来 - 好 - I'll be in the office. - Okay.
喂 Oi!
什么鬼 What the fuck?
你哪位 Who are you?
哦 不是吧 Oh, my God.
为何阳光如此耀眼 # Why does the sun keep on shining? #
为何海洋 # Why does the sea... #
这个结局很好 It was a fitting end.
命中注定的爱情 A doomed love story.
完美无缺的悲剧 A perfect tragedy.
可是我还活着 And then I didn't die.
在开庭前的日子里 I was under 24-hour police surveillance
我被警方24小时监视着 as I waited for a court date.
你要吃点吗 Are you gonna eat that?
不 No.
你 你介意吗 Do you, uh... Do you mind?
不 No.
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Alyssa呢 Where's Alyssa?
他们不让Alyssa和我相见 Alyssa and I weren't allowed to see each other.
一面都不行 Not at all.
可我每分每秒都挂念着她 But I thought about her all the time.
James你好 Hello, James.
我有些结果要和你讨论 I've got some results to discuss with you.
你满意你父亲吗 Would you like your dad?
我父亲对我被枪击的反应是要么吃要么哭 My dad's response to me being shot was to eat or cry.
总是吃饭时声泪俱下 Quite often at the same time.
James 对不起 Sorry, James.
不 我不介意 No, that's all right.
好的 Fine.
那好 Well...
James 情况是这样 as you know, James, the information...
这颗子弹造成了不小的伤害 The bullet had done quite a lot of damage.
她和我讲了我的伤势 She talked about my injuries,
和一些并发症 about complications.
这一切都需要时间 And things taking time.
前路漫漫 And long roads ahead.
但换句话说 But in many ways,
James 你也真是够幸运了 James, you have been extremely lucky.
我才没这么觉得 I didn't feel lucky.
好的 Okay.
我觉得自己受到了惩罚 I felt like I was being punished.
或许我罪有应得 And maybe I deserved it.
James James?
我还没见过Alyssa的妈妈 I'd never met Alyssa's mum before.
她第一眼看上去就很好 At first, she seemed quite nice.
你怎么样了 How are you?
我很好 I'm okay.
- 你想喝酸奶吗 - 不了 谢谢 - Would you like a yogurt? - No. Thank you.
- Alyssa怎么样了 - 你得离开她 - How's Alyssa? - You need to break up with her.
- 什么 - 其实都是你的错 不是吗 - What? - The thing is, it's your fault, isn't it?
发生的这些事 我知道你也不想这么干 但 What happened. I'm sure you didn't mean it, but...
你毁了她的生活 you've ruined her life.
你毁掉了一切 You've ruined everything.
抱歉 Sorry.
你能给她什么 What can you offer her?
就...这个吗 Like... this?
无意冒犯 No offense.
这话太让人生气了 It was quite hard not to take offense.
你还能重新走路吗 Are you going to be able to walk again?
我觉得行 I think so.
他们说你还得坐牢 是吗 And they say you're going to prison. Is that right?
我不知道 I dunno.
可能吧 Probably.
如果你还爱她 就该放手 If you loved her, you'd let her go.
有首歌 It's like that song.
我压根不知道她在说什么歌 I didn't know the song she was talking about.
但我感觉她也许是对的 But I had a feeling she might be right.
我觉得你可以给她写封信 I thought you could write her a letter.
我不想写 I don't want to.
她的生活还得继续 你这样会让她很难 Well, she needs to move on, and you're no good for her.
我很抱歉 I'm sorry.
但现实就是如此 But that's the truth.
这也是我一直试图忽视的东西 The truth was something I'd been trying to ignore.
无情一点更好 The harsher the better.
你知道她太犟了 You know how stubborn she is.
再贴上邮票 I've got a stamp.
我有种感觉 Alyssa收到了信 I had a feeling that Alyssa got the letter.
因为我再也没收到过她的信了 Because I never heard from her again.
我坐在这 # I'm sitting here #
她置身他处 # And she's sitting there #
我曾如此坚信 # Making believe... #
乐观来看 经过几次手术 On the upside, after a number of operations,
我又能开始学走路了 I was able to start learning to walk again.
我也没去蹲监狱 And I didn't go to prison after all.
赞 Get in!
陪审团认为我是在为他人防卫 The jury agreed I was acting in defence of another
判定我没有谋杀罪 and found me not guilty of murder.
这盘录像带肯定帮了大忙 The videotape definitely helped.
待着别动 Stay still!
但我因其他各种小罪 But I was given a suspended sentence
被判缓刑 for various other misdemeanours.
我想给我爸点钱买辆新车 I wanted to give my dad some money for his new car.
可他不让 But he wouldn't let me.
人们善意的谎言 总是如此有趣 It's funny, the way people lie to be kind.
我觉得这辆开起来更爽 I think this is actually nicer to drive.
在我差点没命之后 After I nearly died,
老爹报名参加了一个网上育儿课程 Dad signed up for an online parenting course.
他开始谈论他的感受 He started talking about his feelings.
我真的很珍惜我们在一起的时光 I really value us spending time together.
我也是 Yeah.
我为你自豪 I'm proud of you.
谢谢 Thank you.
我觉得我们应该一起做更多好玩的事 I think we should do more activities together.
没问题 Okay.
玩保龄似乎有点过了 Bowling did seem slightly ambitious,
考虑到我的腿才刚恢复 given that I'd only recently got the use of my legs back.
这太棒了 不是吗 This is brilliant, innit?
耶 Yeah!
完美 I did it!
但最终 我应该担心的不是我自己 But in the end, it wasn't me I should have worried about.
我心之主啊 # Ruler of my heart #
魂灵之驱啊 # Driver of my soul #
你在何处 # Where can you be? #
我愿静待 # I wait patiently... #
我再也没进过家门 I never went back inside our house.
我甚至都不能上车道 I couldn't even walk up the drive.
这里面有太多伤悲事 There was too much sadness in there.
你在何处 # Where can you be? #
我愿静待 # I wait patiently #
当你孤身 # When you're alone #
万事棘手 # The going gets rough #
归来 归来 归来 # Come back, come back, come back #
我已受够 # I've had enough #
封吾为王 # Make me a queen #
重拾欢欣 # Happy again... #
谢谢 Thank you.
闻我啜泣 # Hear my cry #
很奇怪 In a strange way,
这颗子弹让我重获了新生 the bullet gave me a new lease of life.
我找到再次去见到Alyssa的理由 A reason to see Alyssa again.
去看看她是否无恙 To check that she was okay.
再一次见到她 To see her again.
若你的爱人 # If your love #
是我的唯一 # Was mine alone... #
你好 Hello.
若是我得到你芳心 # If I had your heart #
生死相依 # To call my own #
我亦因此欣满 # This would make me happy #
我亦因此意足 # And I'll be, I'll be satisfied... #
奇怪的是 It's strange.
当你很长时间没有见到 对你很重要的人时 When someone's very important, and you haven't seen them for a long time,
一旦你再次相见 连呼吸都会顺畅 as soon as you do, it's easier to breathe.
是我的唯一 # Was mine alone #
若是我得到你芳心 # If I had your heart #
生死相依 # To call my own #
我亦因此欣满 # This would make me happy #
我亦因此意足 # And I'll be, I'll be satisfied... #
我想去和她谈谈 I wanted to go and talk to her.
但我意识到 或许只要看着她就够了 But then I realised that it was okay if I just watched her.
静静守护着她 Watched out for her.
因为你必须对人们保持警惕 Because you have to be vigilant with people.
而我却没有 And I hadn't been.
Alyssa是我如今唯一在乎的人 Alyssa was my only person left.
如同我还爱你一样 # Like I'm loving you #
这让我很开心 # And this would make me happy #
我永远 # And I'll never #
永远都不会让你离开 # No, I'll never let you go... #
该死 Shit.
哎 Oi!
若信念 # And if faith #
若单靠信念就能愚公移山 # If faith alone can move a mountain... #
你哪位 Who are you?
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哦 不是吧 Oh, my God.
嘿 Hey.
卧槽天呐 For fuck's sake.
我依旧深信 # I do believe #
能获你芳心 # I could win your love #
我亦因此欢欣 # And this would make me happy #
你亦因此沉醉 # And I know that you would be happy too #
耶 就是这样啊 # Yeah, yeah, yeah #
这样才会快乐啊 # And this, this would make me happy #