《现代爱情》第一季 第六集
你超出了我所有期待 You've exceeded my dreams.
你聪明 漂亮 You're smart, beautiful,
有才华 善良 accomplished, kind,
而且终于21岁了 and finally 21.
任何人有你这样的女儿都会很骄傲 Anyone would be proud to be your father,
但是你猜怎么着 but guess what.
你的父亲只有一个 Not everyone is.
就是我 I am.
简直无法相信我有多幸运 I can't believe how lucky I am.
敬塔米 To Tami...
祝她21岁生日快乐 ...on her 21st birthday.
谢了 爸 但你不用这么煽情 Thanks, Dad, but you don't have to be so sappy.
麦蒂还在 我都不好意思了 You are embarrassing me in front of Maddy.
不 我很喜欢 继续 No, I love it. Keep going.
原谅我 麦蒂 Forgive me, Maddy.
女儿满21岁可不是每天都有的事 It's not every day your little girl turns 21.
得了吧 Oh, stop already.
希望你成年的第一年 May this first year of adulthood
让你能够成为一名优秀的女子 set you on the path to becoming the amazing woman
我们都知道你注定是个卓越的人 we all know you're destined to be.
爱你 塔米 Love you, Tami.
你要是再不停下来 I am going to literally projectile vomit
我真要吐了 if you don't stop.
而且我从18岁起就已经成年了好吗 And I have been an adult since I was 18, Dad. Really.
你也是刚满21 对不对麦蒂 You just turned 21, didn't you, Maddy?
对 三个月前 Yeah, three months ago.
希望你的父亲没有跟这位一样 Well, I hope your father didn't embarrass you
-让你难堪 -别这么说 - like this old softy. - Oh, no, come on.
确实没有 No, he didn't.
我的21岁生日是这样的 This is how I turned 21.
今天我他妈过生日
对于我的庆祝仪式 My celebration wasn't something my father
我爸大概不会允许 would necessarily have approved of.
但是没关系 因为他不在 But that's okay, because he wasn't there.
我已经习惯了没有爸爸 Having no dad is something I'm used to.
我甚至都不会经常想起他 I wasn't even thinking about him that much anymore.
我们应该用标准CVT We should use the standard CVT...
直到有人让我想起了他 Until somebody made me think about him...
经常性的 ...a lot.
就是这位 This guy.
他的毛衣上总掉着面包屑 He always had crumbs on his sweater.
两鬓有着银发 Little flecks of silver in his sideburns.
他还有些谢顶 His hair was thinning from the top.
但他也非常帅 But he was handsome, too.
就像美国退休人员协会里的演员一样 Like an actor playing a dad in an AARP commercial.
约翰的生命就靠它了 John's life depends on it.
他简直就是父亲黄片 Basically, he was dad porn.
他唯一的不足 The only thing wrong with him
就是他没有大肚子 was that he didn't have a big enough paunch.
为了达到理想的"爸爸状态" For optimal dadness,
他的肚子要能碰到膝盖 his belly needed to touch his knees.
于是我制定了计划 I hatched a plan.
我要给茶水间烤饼干 传一下 I'm baking cookies for the snack room. Pass it on.
你有什么要补充的吗 Do you have anything to add?
巧克力脆片 还是 麦片
我就知道他会选巧克力脆片 I knew he would check chocolate chip.
我就是知道 I just knew it.
他看起来像爸爸 只是晚餐对吧
我总会找借口徘徊在他办公室门口 I found any excuse to linger outside his office.
他自然是听古典音乐的 Naturally, he listened to classical music,
就像任何充满自信的机械学 like any self-respecting robotics genius.
我想要一个进去的理由 I wanted a reason to go inside.
看看他的桌子 他的书 To see his desk, his books.
也许他还有盆栽 Maybe he had a potted plant.
还有他过去的照片 Framed pictures of his past.
你好 Hello?
-你好 -有什么事吗 - Hi. - Can I help you?
只是听到了音乐 It was just the music.
-是太吵了吗 -没有 - Is it too loud? - No, no.
我只是在想是谁的作品 I was just wondering who it was.
是马友友 Oh, uh, it's-it's Yo-Yo Ma.
巴赫独奏"无伴奏大提琴组曲" 你喜欢听吗 The Bach solo "Cello Suites." Do you like it?
喜欢 真的很喜欢 Yeah, I really... I really do.
好 Okay.
给我来杯咖啡 加点牛奶 Can I get a coffee? Throw some milk in there.
巧克力脆片饼干是你做的吧 You're the one making all the chocolate chip cookies.
被发现了 Uh... Guilty.
我吃了好多 我都要胖了 麦德琳 I'm eating them all. I'm getting fat, Madeline.
只有我父亲才会以全名叫我 Only my father ever called me by my full name.
大多数人都叫我麦蒂 People usually just call me Maddy.
你喜欢咖啡吗 我也喜欢 You like coffee? I like coffee, too.
你喜欢鸭肉吗 Do you like duck?
谁不喜欢鸭肉呢 Who-who doesn't like duck?
你想不想一起吃个晚餐 Would you like to have dinner sometime?
我们公司有一位高级工程师 So, there's this senior engineer at work
负责人工智能方面 who's working on artificial intelligence.
就是做海洋气象数据收集的水下无人机 You know, underwater drones that do metocean data collection,
测量盐分 还有碳含量 measure salinity, you know, carbon levels.
比较天才的东西 Genius stuff like that.
听起来很酷 That sounds cool.
我今晚要跟他吃晚餐 I'm having dinner with him tonight.
听起来好奇怪 That sounds creepy.
不奇怪 很好啊 It's not creepy. It's fine.
-怎么说 -他比我大了有30岁 - How so? - He's, like, 30 years older than I am.
他们不会因为这个放弃 That never stops them.
对 但他真的很老 I know, but he's, like, old old.
他真能当我爹了 连味道都一样 He's totally my dad. Even his smell.
你还闻了他的味道吗 You smelled him?
我当时去他办公桌送文件 俯下身 I was bringing him papers at his desk, and I leaned over,
就闻到了他身上的老人味 and I caught this faint old man smell.
跟我爸当初的味道一样 Just like my dad had.
确实有这个东西 It's a thing, you know?
老男人味 Old man smell.
你可以查查看 Huh. Look it up.
他们会分泌更多苯并噻唑和壬烯醇 They make more benzothiazole and nonanol.
"人吸唇" Non-anal?
是一种代谢产物 It's a metabolite.
你闭嘴吧 Shut up.
他身上还有抗胃酸咀嚼片的味道 He also smells like Tums.
他应该是有消化问题 I think he has digestive issues.
怪不得他没有继续变胖了 Hmm. I wonder if that's why he's not getting any fatter.
好吧 所以你们今晚打算干什么 Oh, well. So, what exactly is happening tonight?
要去哪里吃晚餐 Where are you having dinner?
他家 At his apartment.
他要给你做饭 那肯定是约会了 He is cooking for you? This is a date.
不是约会 It's not a date.
那你为什么要熨衣服 Then why did you iron your blouse?
-我每天都熨衣服 -什么时候开始的 - I iron my blouse every day. - Since when?
刚才 Since just now.
好吧 麦蒂 Okay, Maddy.
你开心就好 Whatever you say.
不过既然不是约会 记得别上他 Just don't fuck him on your non-date, because...
不然就会变成 约会 then it would be... a date.
不是约会 It's not a date.
行吧行吧 Yeah, yeah.
确实是约会 It was a date.
但是是那种父女约会 But it was sort of a dad date.
听听他问的这些问题 I mean, listen to these questions he asked.
麦德琳 你喜欢旅行吗 So, Madeline, do you like to travel?
你对于将来的自己有什么期待 What are your big dreams for your future self?
你为什么要藏在研发部 What are you doing hiding out in R & D?
妥妥的都是爸爸式问题 All perfectly solid dad questions.
你开会的时候会露出一种表情 You get this look on your face in meetings,
好像正在记录一些人间喜剧 like you're taking notes on the human comedy
来作为小说的材料 for some novel you're writing.
你是个观察者 总在注视着一切 You're an observer, always watching everything.
就像现在 我在看你做饭 Like right now, I'm watching you cook.
你来了我很开心 I'm glad you came.
我本来不确定你会出现 I wasn't so sure you'd show up.
来 尝尝这个意大利烩饭 Here, I want you to try this risotto.
应该会很丝滑细腻 而米饭保留一些口感 It should be creamy with a little bite to the rice.
吹一吹 Blow.
乖 Good girl.
确实很丝滑 It's creamy all right.
绝对是约会 It was definitely a date.
你吃完甜点就回家了 You're going home after dessert.
放轻松 Relax.
皮特 Peter?
这里 In here.
来 过来 Hey. Come here.
我想让你听听这个 I want you to hear this.
是舒曼发疯前给他妻子写的 Schumann wrote it for his wife before he went mad.
他闻起来有红酒和橙子的味道 He smelled like wine and oranges...
还有可依赖的味道 and dependability.
他有一床灰色的棉被 He had a gray comforter.
他本身就像一床灰色棉被 He was a gray comforter.
我宛如置身天堂 I was in heaven.
感觉真好 This is nice.
我就觉得你会喜欢 I thought you'd like it.
你打高尔夫球吗 Are you a golfer?
不打 怎么了 No. Why?
因为你的袜子上有高尔夫绿地标志 Because your socks have little putting greens on them.
是吗 They do?
你看 Yeah, look.
真有意思 How about that?
-别扔了呀 -为什么 - Wait, don't throw them. - Why?
我很喜欢 I love them.
我只是想更舒服一点 No, I'm just getting more comfortable.
你怎样会更舒服呢 How can I make you more comfortable?
要不你... Why don't you...
你可以给我讲个故事 You can tell me a story.
什么故事 What kind of story?
讲我小时候的事 About when I was little.
你小... 可我当时不认识你啊 About... Well, I didn't know you then.
如果你认识呢 Yeah, but what if you did?
只是为了好玩 就像个游戏 I'm just playing. It's just a game.
什么游戏 Okay, what's the game?
就是 你假装你是我爸爸的游戏 Well, that... for a minute, that you pretend to be my dad.
你爸爸 我假装是你爸爸 Your dad, uh... I pretend that I'm your dad?
如果你愿意的话 Only if you want to.
你真正的爸爸呢 And where is your actual dad?
我11岁时他就去世了 He died when I was 11.
我很遗憾 I'm sorry.
你希望我... And you want me to...
当然如果你觉得很奇怪就不用了 No, not... I mean, not if you think it's, like, weird.
-那就不了 -确实有点奇怪 - Don't. - No, I mean, it's a little weird.
那就 当我没说 Th-Then... then never mind.
就当没这回事吧 Just-just forget about it.
很久很久以前 Once upon a time...
不 不要了 No, don't. Don't. No...
有一个小女孩 There was a little girl.
她有着大大的蓝眼睛 She had big blue eyes
和金色短发 and short blonde hair,
她的名字叫麦德琳 and her name was Madeline.
别说了 No, just stop.
请你别说了 我感觉很不好意思 No, stop, please. I'm-I'm embarrassed now.
我喝多了酒 现在就像个傻子一样 I had, like, too much wine, and I'm acting like an idiot.
你这是怎么了 What's going on here?
我上周去参加朋友的生日派对 I went to my friend's birthday last week,
她爸爸来了 他还说了 and her dad came, and he said
许多"我为你自豪"的话 all these "I'm so proud of you" things to her.
"你是个优秀的女人" "You're a brilliant young woman."
"你会梦想成真的" "You'll achieve your dreams."
"一切都会好起来的" "Everything's gonna be all right."
这话太触动我了 And it slayed me.
从来没有人对我说过这样的话 I-I never had anyone say those things to me.
从那之后 我就觉得很难过 And ever since, I've been fucked up.
-很抱歉 -别这样 - I'm sorry. - No, no.
我理解 Hey. I understand.
真的吗 你怎么会理解 You do? How?
因为我是名父亲 Because I'm a dad.
真的吗 Really?
你有几个小孩 How many?
两个 Two.
多大了 Well, how old?
他们年纪都比你大 Well, they're, um... they're older than you are.
天啊 Jesus.
-走吧 -好的 - Let's go. - Okay.
从那之后 天才和我 After that, the genius and I were friendly
保持了几周友好但疏远的联系 but distant for a few weeks.
我很惊讶自己居然会这么想他 I was shocked to realize how much I missed him.
至少我有了他的高尔夫球袜 At least I had his golf socks.
我在吃烩饭那晚把它们带了回来 I took them home on risotto night.
我发现它们会帮助我入眠 I found they helped me sleep.
天才那晚说他理解我 The genius did say he understood me that night.
"没事的 我理解" "It's okay. I understand."
他真的是这么说的 Those were his exact words.
或许我需要再见他一面 Maybe I needed to see him again.
你看起来很伤心 You look sad.
为什么不笑一笑呢 Why aren't you smiling?
你笑起来会很好看的 You'll look pretty if you smile.
我又不负责让你觉得我好看 You know what? It's not my job to look pretty for you.
我想什么时候笑就什么时候笑 I'll smile when I want to.
你不在乎自己看起来很丑吗 So you don't care if you look ugly?
为什么你不能专心看路 安静完成工作呢 Why don't you just watch the road and do your job silently?
你不用阴阳怪气 我只是表示友好而已 You don't have to take that tone. I'm just being nice.
小心 Look out!
当我的优步司机为我贴心安排了一场车祸 So, when my Uber driver kindly arranged for me
让我撞到头了之后 我知道自己想打给谁了 to hit my head, I knew just who I wanted to call.
没有别的事情了吗 警官 You have everything you need from her, Officer?
我想带她去急诊室 检查一下 I'd like to get her to the ER and have her looked at.
我不需要去急诊室 Yeah, I don't need the ER.
你可能会有脑震荡的 最好查清楚 You could have a concussion. Best to find out.
这事你最好听你爸爸的 I'd listen to your dad on this one.
你可以走了 You're free to leave.
谢谢你 警官 Thank you, Officer.
来吧 Come on.
很高兴见到你 It's nice to see you.
即使是在这种情况下 Even under the circumstances.
谢谢你能来 Thanks for coming.
你能打给我 我很高兴 I'm glad you called.
有点惊讶 但是很高兴 I'm surprised, but I'm glad.
我很想你 I missed you.
我也是 Me, too.
我真的不需要拍核磁共振成像 I really didn't need an MRI.
我几乎没有碰到头 I barely tapped my head.
但彼得对我有如父亲般的关心 But Peter had so much fatherly concern for me
我觉得自己有义务减轻他的担忧 that I felt obligated to assuage his fears.
反正核磁共振成像又不疼 一点也不 And MRIs don't hurt, not even a little bit.
-你有幽闭恐惧症吗 -非常严重 - Are you claustrophobic? - Very.
在狭小的地方 我会惊恐发作 I panic in small spaces.
我就在这里 I'll be right here.
你可以握住我的脚吗 Can you hold onto my feet?
当然 我会一直握着你的脚 Of course. I'll hold onto them the whole time.
如果我弯了脚趾 代表我害怕 明白吗 If I curl my toes, that's the sign that I'm scared, okay?
好的 如果你弯了脚趾 我就知道你怕了 Okay. If you curl your toes, I'll know you're scared.
我会捏你的脚 告诉你一切都好 I'll squeeze your feet to let you know everything's okay.
一切都好 Everything's okay.
我爱核磁共振成像 I loved that MRI.
那简直是我生命中最棒的45分钟 It was, like, the best 45 minutes of my life.
接下来的几周 天才一直帮助我 For the next couple weeks, the genius continued to help me
解决各种问题 with every problem I had.
-给你 -谢谢 - Here. - Thanks.
他就像是我梦想中的父亲 He was, like, dream dad.
里面堵的是你的便便吗 Is your poop in there?
-你敢相信吗 -我真的不敢 - Can you believe it? - I really can't.
我没法相信 I just can't.
-他也太棒了 -我知道 - He is amazing. - I know.
我也想要一个这样的人 I want one.
你已经有一个了 You have one.
好了 Got it.
天才和我开始在周末出门 The genius and I started hanging out on weekends.
他知道我想做什么 Somehow, he knew exactly what to do with me.
这只羊 This goat.
-听起来像人一样 -天啊 太夸张了吧 - Sounds human. - Dear God, that's outrageous.
我好像回到了小时候 很开心 I was regressing nicely.
我居然让皮特给我买了棉花糖 I let Peter buy me cotton candy, for fuck's sake.
即使是我也觉得太过分了 Which was beyond the pale, even for me.
他还给我买了一个海狮玩具 And he got me a stuffed sea lion.
外公 外公 Papa! Papa!
我们走吧 So, let's, uh... Come on.
你为什么把我拽走 Why are you pulling me away?
-外公 -我们去那边看猴子吧 - Papa! - Uh, let's go look at the monkeys over there.
你是在躲着那个小孩吗 Are you running away from that toddler?
你在说什么 What are you talking about?
是乔纳森啊 你好啊 Oh! Why, it's Johnathan. Hello!
你在动物园干吗 你可以打电话给我们的 What are you doing at the zoo? You could have called us.
我确实很少来这里 I know, it's-it's unusual for me to be here.
很意外吧 Unexpected.
我是麦蒂 我是皮特的同事 I'm Maddie. I work with Peter.
我是莱斯利 I-I'm Leslie.
莱斯利是我的女儿 Leslie's my daughter.
你现在周日也工作吗 So, you're working Sundays now?
是有点不人道 Yeah, it's-it's brutal.
他们... You know, they'll...
是啊 他们总是奴役我们 没完没了 I mean, they're always pushing us. Relentless.
所以你就决定来动物园放松一下 And you just decided to take a break at the zoo. Wow.
真有意思 How funny. Mm.
确实很神奇 对 It's a strange thing. Yeah.
你有一只海狮 You have a sea lion.
-是的 -我可以抱一抱吗 - Yes, yes, I do. - May I hold it?
我好喜欢 I love him.
-好了 乖 还给人家吧 -不要 - Okay, honey, it's time to give it back. - No!
-我不想还 -这样吧 - I don't want to. - You know what?
给他留着吧 送给他了 没问题 Let him keep it. He can have it. No problem.
是吧 Right?
对吗 Right?
好 当然 没问题 Right. Uh, yeah, of course.
送给你了 It's for you.
-说谢谢 -谢谢 - Say thank you. - Thank you.
是这样 我现在得回去上班了 Oh... listen, I-I need to get going back to work now.
好 跟外公告别 乔纳森 Okay, well, say goodbye to Grandpa, Jonathan.
-再见 外公 -好嘞 - Bye-bye, Grandpa. - Boof.
那我们回头见 乔纳森 Okay, I'll see you soon, Jonathan?
下周六我们约的早午餐 Am I still seeing you next Saturday
还算数吗 或者说你要加班 for brunch, or... will you be working?
到时候见 Oh, I'll see you then.
-好 -拜拜 孩子 - All righty. - Bye-bye, buddy.
-拜 -再见 - Bye. - Goodbye.
我想去看鳄鱼 I want to go see the alligator.
鳄鱼 这里没有鳄鱼呀 Alligator? There is no alligator here.
继续 往前走 Keep up. Keep going.
刚才的一切我都好喜欢 I loved everything about that.
真的吗 Really?
我还以为你不会... 'Cause I-I thought you might...
我以为你不会喜欢外公的部分 I thought you might not like the grandpa part.
开什么玩笑 我超喜欢 Are you kidding? I loved that part.
全部都很喜欢 I loved all of it.
除了送走了我的海狮 Except for giving my sea lion away.
毕竟我已经给它取了名字叫海狮先生 I mean, I already named him Mr. Sea Lion.
抱歉 I'm sorry.
天哪 Oh, man.
太美了 That's beautiful.
-颜色很好看 -走吧 - It's a nice color. - Come on.
-很时髦吧 -你需要一件好大衣 - It's chic, right? - You need a good coat.
你穿着那一身会着凉的 You'll catch cold in that thing you wear.
-我能穿着它睡觉 -你想要吗 - I could live in this. - Do you want it?
一件要395美金 It's $395.
但是你想要吗 But do you want it?
没想到这件衣服属于我了 I can't believe this is mine.
我好喜欢 I love it so much.
-这样 你帮我个忙 -什么 - You know what? Do me a favor. - What?
-过来 -怎么 - Here, come here. - Yeah?
你就顺着我吧 Just... Humor me.
把帽子戴起来 Let's put the hood up.
天哪 Oh, my God.
你太美了 You're adorable.
你他妈这是干什么 What the fuck are you doing?!
什么 你生气了 What? You're mad?
-你干什么 -吻你啊 - What was that? - It was a kiss.
我还以为我们进展很好 I thought we were going somewhere.
你不是喜欢我吗 I thought you liked me.
-不是那种喜欢 -真的吗 - No, not in that way. - Really?
我很惊讶... I mean, I'm surprised at...
你比我大了有三十岁吧 You're, like, 30 years older than me.
你要拿我的年龄说事吗 Are you gonna hold my age against me?
你已经撩了我好几周 麦德琳 You've been coming on to me for weeks now, Madeline.
-我撩你 -对啊 - Me coming on to you? - Yeah.
我一直都在努力告诉我 I've been doing but nothing but telling you!
告诉我什么 你告诉我什么了 什么 Telling me what? What have you told me? What?
我给过你暗示 也直接说过 Telling you with-with-with signs and-and words
我选了不伤害你的方式 that-that wouldn't hurt your feelings
表示我对你不是那种喜欢 that I'm not into you that way.
你在想什么啊 What were you thinking?
你能不能冷静一点 Can you calm down and just not act...
难道这件事全是我的责任吗 act like you're not at least partly responsible for this?
-你还跟我躺在床上 -那只是依偎 - Laying on the bed with me? - That was snuggling.
你是这么认为的吗 Oh, is that what you call it?
因为你的胸都贴着我 Because your breasts were pushed up against me,
-你别说没有 -我的天哪 - and don't say they weren't. - Oh, my God.
我又不是故意的 That wasn't intentional!
那我还能怎么办 它们就在前面啊 What am I supposed to do with them? They're out front.
又没有什么意义 It doesn't mean anything.
那你觉得那是哪种依偎 What kind of snuggling was it, then?
就 父亲那种 The... the dad kind.
父亲那种 The dad kind?
你把我当爸爸吗 So I'm your dad?
我们之前聊过的 We... we talked about this.
你得长大了 这样不健康 You need to grow up. This is unhealthy.
那你上一个比你小40岁的人就健康吗 Oh, and fucking somebody 40 years younger is?
40 你从哪儿想出来的40 40? Where'd you come up with 40?
你对我这么有敌意 This is a lot of hostility coming from someone
你可是刚让我给你买了一件昂贵的大衣 who let me just buy her a fancy coat.
总算说出来了 There it is.
没想到你居然把我们的感情 I can't believe you would reduce our relationship
说成是冰冷的计算 to a cold calculation.
怎么 这衣服是用来换性爱的吗 What is this? Coat for sex?
你认真的吗 Are you serious?
这是交易吗 This was a transaction?
-等等 你要干什么 别... -不 - Wait, what are you doing? Now, don't put... - No, I just...
-给你 还给你 -我不是... - Take it. Take it. Here, take it. - No, just...
对不起 我 我不该那么说的 I'm sorry. I should... I shouldn't have said that.
衣服我想送给你 I want you to have the coat.
不是交易 当然不是 It wasn't a trade. Of course not.
你都冷死了 快穿上 You're freezing. Put it on.
不 我再也不想碰那件衣服了 No, I don't want to touch that coat ever again.
去他妈的衣服 Just fuck that coat!
好吧 那这样... Well, then, here, would...
你能穿上我的吗 Will you put mine on?
情况有些失控 我不是那个意思 This got out of hand. I didn't mean what I said.
好吗 我只是... Okay? I'm just... I...
我觉得自己很愚蠢 I feel like a fool, okay?
愚蠢的人是我 I'm the stupid one.
你给我买大衣 Of course you weren't gonna
当然不可能是出于好心 buy me a coat because you're nice.
就因为我需要大衣 或者... Because I need one, because...
因为你想照顾我一点点 because you wanted to take care of me for a bit.
我怎么能认为那样对你来说就够了呢 I mean, how-how could I think that that was enough for you?
我不知道 麦德琳 I don't know, Madeline. Is it enough...
你以往的经验里 大多数男人觉得够了吗 for most men, in your experience?
我不知道 I don't know.
我 在男人方面没有什么经验 I... I don't have any experience with men.
我不知道那是什么感觉 But I don't know what it-it feels like...
就是 to just...
被一个人不求回报地照顾着 have a man look after you just 'cause.
你要是觉得能一直柏拉图式下去 You were expecting a lot if you really thought
那你绝对是想多了 it was gonna stay platonic.
你觉得他跟你这样能得到什么 I mean, what was supposed to be in it for him?
我啊 全部的我 Me. All of me.
除了性爱 Except for sex.
你确定你不想跟外公上床吗 You sure you don't want to sleep with Grandpa?
他对我没有吸引力 I'm not attracted to him.
别闹 塔米 是你说的这样很奇怪 Come on, Tami. I mean, you're the one that said it was creepy.
确实很奇怪 但谁在乎呢 It is creepy, but who cares?
好和坏都得接受啊 You gotta take the bad with the good.
而且 指示灯坏了 And also, the pilot light is out,
需要一个人来修 and we need someone to fix it.
你不觉得可以再给他一次机会吗 Don't you think you could give him another chance?
我闭上眼 努力享受 I closed my eyes and tried to feel good
跟天才的性爱 about sex with the genius.
我真的努力了 I really tried.
舒服吗 你喜欢这样吗 Does that feel good? Do you like that?
你真性感 你就像... You're so hot. You're like...
别说话 好吗 Don't say anything, okay?
但是我无法想象自己和他在一起 But I couldn't envision myself with him.
我对他就是没有那种感觉 I just wasn't attracted to him that way.
我决定必须放下天才 I decided I had to let go of the genius entirely.
麦德琳 Madeline?
怎么 Yeah?
我能请你去外面聊聊吗 Uh... can I talk to you for a minute outside?
-怎么了 -有件重要的事 - What's up? - I have something
我想当面跟你说 important that I want to say to you.
天哪 我被炒了 Oh, my God. I'm fired.
-什么 -我被炒了 你要让他们开除我 - What? - I'm fired. Y-You're getting me fired.
-不是 你先等等 -我说对了吗 我猜对了吧 - No, hold on. Hold on a second. - Am I right? Am I right?
不是 听我说 No, look. Just...
因为通常就是这样的结果 B-Because usually that's...that's what happens.
-你能不能... -你觉得我很烦 - Will you just... - I've disturbed you,
所以你打算想个办法 so you're gonna find a way to remove me
让我离开你的视野 from your field of vision,
所以我的业绩考核会很差 and I'll get a bad performance review,
然后他们会发现我一直在偷偷复印东西 and they'll find out that I've been photocopying a lot,
-他们就会开除我 -你听我说 - and-and they'll fire me. - Look. Look. Look.
不会这样的 None of that's gonna happen.
-真的吗 -真的 - Really? - Really.
这是我们共同的事 We both did this.
我永远不会推到你一个人身上 I would never blame it all on you.
我也不会想办法赶你走 I would never try to get you to leave.
好吗 Okay?
听我说 我叫你出来是因为我... Look. I wanted a moment with you because I wanted to...
我想告诉你 ...to tell you...
我要走了 ...that I'm leaving.
什么 What?
我要走了 I'm leaving.
我要休个假 I'm taking a little break away.
什么 这么突然吗 What? All of a sudden?
我申请了公休 I was able to arrange a sabbatical.
是 是因为我吗 Is it... is it because of me?
对 Yes.
对不起 我不是... I'm sorry. I-I-I never...
没事 不必这样 No, don't be. Don't. It...
-我没有... 我不是... -我知道 - I never... I never... - Yeah, I know.
让我开眼界了 It was eye-opening.
你在哭吗 Are you crying?
你都这么... Aren't-aren't you...
你都这么大年纪了还会哭吗 Aren't you a little old to be crying?
我怎么就不能哭了 Why can't I cry?
对于我们的事 我不能伤感吗 Why can't I have emotions about this?
就因为我年纪大了 Just 'cause I'm older?
这种想法很扯淡 It's bullshit that, you know,
凭什么老人就会永远淡定自若 older people have... have it together.
其实 都差不多 It's... more of the same.
都是在努力过生活 You're just trying to figure it out.
真的对不起 I really am sorry.
我有事情想跟你说 I have something that I want to say to you,
我希望你能认真听 听进心里 麦德琳 and I want you to really listen and take it in, Madeline.
好 Okay.
我希望你知道 I want you to know that...
你是个很棒的女孩 ...that you're a wonderful girl.
你很聪明 You're smart.
点子多 也很漂亮 Resourceful, beautiful.
无论你的目标是什么 And you will accomplish whatever...
你都能够实现 whatever you set your heart on.
你已经长成了一个优秀的年轻女人 You have grown up to be an extraordinary young woman.
你是任何父亲都梦寐以求的女儿 You're the daughter of any father's dreams.
我非常 I am very...
非常非常以你为傲 麦德琳 very, very proud of you, Madeline.
从那一刻起 有什么东西变了 And in that moment, something shifted.
看着天才从我面前走开 我解放了 Watching the genius walk away from me, I felt released.
完全放松了 Split open.
他的那番话彻底改变了我 His words had been transformational.
我忽然完全长大了 Suddenly, I was finally grown up.
等等 Wait!