《斗篷与匕首》前情提要 Previously on Cloak and Dagger...
比利 Billy!
爸爸 Daddy!
等等 你是那个沙滩上的孩子吗 Wait, are you that kid from the beach?
你得洗个澡 You need a bath.
我们不需要做点别的了吗 I mean, isn't there something else we could do?
我可以把你砸成脑震荡 I could give you a concussion.
都能够让你敞开心扉 超越意识 Both open up the mind past the conscious
在罗亚之地行走 so you can walk in the Land of the Loa.
爸爸 Daddy!
坦迪 Tandy!
我觉得我们应该谈谈 I think we need to talk.
是吗 You think?
不知该从何说起 Not really sure where to start.
首先就说你是怎么找到这里的吧 Well, how about you start with how the hell you found me here.
这间教堂 Oh, this church, I, um...
我在进行巫毒心灵之旅时见到了 但是 I actually saw it on a Voodoo tour, but...
后来我在你脑袋里见到了它 then I saw it in your head.
我脑袋里 In my head?
或是你心里 Maybe it was your heart?
也可能什么都不是 Maybe it was nothing.
也不是"什么都不是" Well, it wasn't nothing.
因为你找来了 'Cause you're here.
就像你出现在了大路中央 Just like you were in the middle of the road...
还开枪 firing a gun.
还有那晚在墓地 And in the cemetery that night...
鬼知道你在向谁开枪 firing God knows what.
我们当时发生了什么 What happened to us back there?
为什么还老发生这种事 Why is it still happening?
知道吗 You know?
为什么偏偏是我们 Why us?
我不知道 I don't know.
但有件事你说对了 But you're right about one thing.
我们得谈谈 We need to talk.
都说出来 Hash it all out.
或许那样我们就能找到办法结束这一切闹剧了 Maybe then we'll find an end to this whole shitshow.
斗篷与匕首 第一季 第四集
一切是由一次洗澡开始 It all started with a bath.
洗澡 Bath?
对 据说是能清洁 Yeah, it was supposed to be cleansing
清什么根 报应什么的 with, like, root-work and karma, and...
-就那些 -灵魂泡泡浴吗 - all that. - Fizzy bubble bomb for the soul?
嗯 差不多吧 Yeah. Something like that.
你还信那些神游的鬼扯 You fall for that touristy crap?
不是 No.
但那女人说这能指引我找到答案 No, but the woman said it would point me towards answers.
而且也可以说的确成功了 And it did in a way.
但我觉得那是你的答案 But I think they were your answers.
你就在那里 I mean, you were right there.
我看得真真切切 Clear as day.
你的一生 Your whole life.
起先是个小女孩 First as a little girl,
还是个芭蕾舞者 ballerina, actually.
这听上去可能很疯狂 This might sound insane.
没你想的那么疯狂 No, not as insane as you think.
那在哪呢 So what were they?
我的答案 My answers?
罗克森这个名字你听过吗 Does the name ROXXON mean anything to you?
嗯 我爸爸以前在那里工作 Yeah, my dad used to work there.
他好像也在 Well, he was there, I think.
你爸爸 Your dad.
罗克森的人在虐待他 The ROXXON guys, they were putting him through hell.
杀他 折磨他 Killing him, torturing him.
一遍遍地那么做 Over and over.
那我在做什么 What was I doing?
你总在跑 You kept running.
听上去挺对的 Yeah, that sounds about right.
然后你没再跑了 But then you didn't.
最后一次 你停了下来 Last time, you stayed.
你反击了 And you fought back.
你救了他 You saved him.
那不可能 No, that's impossible.
我爸爸死在了风暴那晚 My dad died the night of the storm.
那这一切是什么意思 So what does this all mean?
你今天要练球吗 Do you have practice today?
你妈妈问你问题了 Your mother asked you a question.
-什么 -你没事吧 - What? - You okay?
我没事 我就是要迟到了 Yeah, I'm fine. I'm just late.
不 你没有 No, you're not.
你妈妈做了早餐 Now, your mother made breakfast.
-坐下 跟我们一起吃 -不 - Now, sit down and enjoy it with us. - No!
好吗 我还有事 Okay? I got things to do.
如果你要进来就进来吧 Well, come in if you're coming in.
我该问那个女警探的事吗 Should I ask about that lady officer?
还是那会让我成为从犯 Or will that make me an accessory?
她找错人了 She had the wrong girl.
那你为什么来 So what brings you here?
我想知道罗克森的事 I wanna know about the ROXXON thing.
爸爸的案子 Dad's case.
就是你总嘲笑我的案子吗 You mean the case that you're always ridiculing me about.
妈妈 我很抱歉 Mom, I'm sorry about that.
我知道你一直在努力 I know this whole time you've been focused
找回我们曾经的人生 on trying to get our old life back.
有房有钱 With the house and the money.
不仅仅是钱的事 It is not just about money.
有钱当然好 I mean, the money would be good.
非常好 Really good.
但是为了你爸爸的名声 It's about your father's name.
他的声誉 His reputation.
你还记得他多少 How well do you remember him?
真正记得什么 Really remember him?
我记得我跟他在一起时觉得很安全 I remember I felt safe when I was with him.
他和善 聪明 That he was kind and smart.
我记得他的笑话很冷 I remember he told bad jokes.
但我不记得那些笑话了 But I don't remember any of 'em.
他是我见过的工作最用心的人了 Well, he was the hardest working person that I ever met.
如果有什么问题 If there was a problem...
他绝对会努力修复 he'd set out to fix it.
漏水的水龙头 全球变暖 Leaky faucet, global warming.
不管是什么 Didn't matter.
分解问题 You break it down.
了解其中各部分 Understand the moving parts.
-然后解决它们 -那平台为什么爆炸了 - And come right at it. - So then, why did that rig explode?
我不知道 I have no idea.
但我知道那不是他的错 But I know it wasn't his fault.
他是贪婪公司的替罪羊 He was a scapegoat for a greedy corporation.
他们知道死人不能反抗 They know that dead men can't fight back.
好吧 那我们怎么反击 Okay, so then how can we?
我们可以求助 We can ask for help.
向知道该找什么的人求助 From someone who knows what to look for?
你男友 Your boyfriend.
我知道格雷格有些小问题 Look, I know that Greg is rough around the edges,
但他是个真律师 but he's a real lawyer.
-而且是好律师 -妈妈 - And he's a good one. - Mom.
他那天不是赶走了找你的警察 He chased your cop away yesterday.
停下 Stop.
对抗罗克森这样的公司是没有好处的 There is no upside to going against a corporation like ROXXON.
妈妈 你八年来 你的生活停滞不前 Mom, you have put your life on hold for the past eight years
等待绝不可能到来的意外之财 waiting for a windfall that's never gonna come.
亲爱的 会到来的 Honey, it's gonna come.
你得有希望 You have to have hope.
如果希望真存在 Well, if hope exists...
也不会是格雷格的样子 I don't think that that looks like Greg.
因为格雷格也是一个 Because Greg is just another married guy
为了你的肉体 who's gonna tell you whatever you wanna hear
而哄骗你的已婚男人 because he thinks you have a great ass.
这样永远都不会有好结果 你懂的 对吗 This never turns out well, you know that, right?
买了些菜回来 Brought groceries.
我放在那边 I'll put 'em over here.
这些很漂亮 They're beautiful.
怎么了 What?
你想让我慢慢来吗 What? You want me to slow down?
不 不是 来吧 No, no. Green light.
只是好奇这个新的泰隆是谁 Just wondering who this new Tyrone is.
谁说这不是真正的我呢 Who's to say this isn't the real me?
恐惧拥有不可名状的力量在激励我 There's something about fear that pushes me.
一直如此 Has my whole life.
我想我在你身上也看到了这一点 I think that's what I saw in you.
你的父亲以及罗克森公司 With your dad and ROXXON.
仿佛你最深的恐惧正在变成现实 It's kinda like your darkest fear is playing out.
在我之前你遇到过这个事情吗 Has this ever happened to you before me?
有过一次 和我妈妈在一起时 Yeah. One time with my mom.
以及那之前 And before that.
我认为那个人杀了我的哥哥 I think the guy who killed my brother.
他是个警察 对吗 He was a cop, right?
那个杀死你哥哥的人 The guy who shot your brother?
你怎么知道 How'd you know that?
因为我也有这个能力 Because I can do it too.
还好我带了足够的墨西哥菜肉卷饼 Good thing I brought enough fajitas for an army.
能在这儿见到你真好 坦迪小姐 It's a nice surprise finding you here, Miss Tandy.
刚才在看前院的时候 You know, I was taking a look at that front yard.
我在想 也许这个周末 I was thinking, maybe this weekend,
我们可以去那儿一起干活 we could go out there and maybe pitch in.
稍微收拾一番 Clear it out a little bit.
那地方有很多垃圾 There's a lot of debris all over the place.
铁链什么的 到处都是 Like chains and things all out there.
我想也许我们可以把那些都清理干净 I was thinking maybe we could move all that out.
然后改造成一个花园 Maybe plant a garden?
种些青椒 Make our own peppers.
你想来切这些吗 You wanna chop some?
你有什么计划 So what's your angle here?
旁敲侧击 Side piece?
穷追不舍 Ambulance chasing,
还是你就是个普普通通的骗子 or are you just straight-up, everyday con man?
骗子这个词有点性别歧视 你不觉得吗 Con man's bit of a sexist word, don't you think?
我的意思是 姑娘也可以骗人 对吗 I mean, girls can play too, right?
我看到那个包里的东西了 I mean, I saw inside that bag.
我刚起步时是一个公共辩护律师 I started out as a public defender, you know.
你不完美 You're not perfect.
我也不完美 相信我 但是 Neither am I, trust me, but...
你妈妈 your mom?
她对我来说很重要 She's pretty important to me.
所以我希望你也对我有点耐心 So I hope you'll be patient with me.
有时候我触碰一个人 Sometimes when I touch someone...
触碰他们的肌肤 skin to skin...
我不确定 I don't know.
我能看见一些东西 I see something.
你也能看见别人的恐惧吗 You can see people's fears too?
不 No.
不是他们的恐惧 Not their fears.
很讽刺 我能看见他们的希望 Ironically, I can see their hopes.
我来切这些青椒吧 You know what, I will slice up those peppers.
说真的 I'm not gonna lie.
我已经等不及在新厨房工作了 I can't wait to work in that new chef's kitchen.
承包商说还需要两周时间 Well, the contractor says two weeks.
所以大概还需要三周 That probably means three.
我也等不及要抱着你迈过那个门楣了 I also can't wait to carry you over that threshold.
这是你应得的 Well, you've earned it.
坦迪 你能把香菜递给我吗 Tandy, you mind passing me the cilantro?
谢谢 Thank you.
坦迪 Tandy?
你能递给我那些... You mind passing me the...
香菜吗 cilantro.
你之前肯定做过这个 You must've done this before.
格雷格·普莱斯菲尔德先生 律师
品质就是当别人没在看你时你所做的事情 Character is what you do when no one else is watching.
这是哪本哲学书里的句子吗 Is that from some philosophy book?
不是 No.
我爸爸总是这么说 My dad used to say that.
把你的钱包给我 Give me your wallet.
你为什么不干脆再偷一次 Why don't you just steal it again?
我想的话也不是不行 I could if I wanted to.
好吧 这样算是违反规矩了吧 Alright, this is some type of violation.
你都进到我的脑袋里了 You were inside my head.
学生证 Student ID.
圣塞巴斯蒂安预科校园卡 St. Sebastian's Preparatory.
果汁小站潘趣卡 Juice Stop punch card.
信用卡...是妈妈名下的 Credit card... in Mom's name.
无限汽水薯片卡 Stripe and chip unmolested.
你不会想拿他们的钱的 You don't wanna take their money.
也许是因为你兴奋半天结果只有... Possibly because you're flushed with...
8美元现金 $8.00 in cash.
如果你真的偷了的话说不定连这些都没有 Wouldn't have got that much off me if you did steal it.
你又不会靠偷钱包赚钱 You don't make money by taking wallets.
你得要了解别人 You get to know people.
这样子你才能找到你要找的警察 That's how you get your cop.
-伸张正义 -那我还能怎么做 - Get your justice. - Well, what am I supposed to do?
是偷他的钱包还是抢他的警徽 Steal his wallet? Take his badge?
都不是 但你真应该先搞清楚他是谁 No, but you should definitely find out who he is.
也许可以去派出所 Maybe go to the station house.
我 我进不了警局 I-I can't walk into a police station.
为什么 Why not?
我眼看着有个警察向我哥哥开枪 I watched one of them shoot my brother.
再加上 On-- on top of that...
我是名南部的年轻黑人 I'm a young black man in the South.
他们看到我就像看到了暴徒 They see me, they see a thug.
那么就别当个暴徒 So then, don't be a thug.
当个受害者 Be a victim.
还记得我是怎么拿到你的钱包的吗 Remember how I got this from you?
记得 Yeah.
记得 你对我撒谎 Yeah, you lied to me.
我不只是撒谎了 I didn't just lie.
我编了一个故事 I constructed a narrative
让你产生安全感 that made you feel safe.
我把你骗了 I reeled you in.
你照做就好了 Just do the same.
我要编什么故事 What kind of narrative am I supposed to create
才能让警察上钩 to get to a cop?
坦迪 Tandy!
很惊讶在这里会见到你 Surprised to see you here.
我有几个问题要问你 I have a couple questions to ask you.
跟罗克森有关 About ROXXON.
你指的是 You mean about the, uh,
我骗你妈妈的那个大骗局吗 the big con that I'm pulling on your mom?
格雷格 如果你这样做的话 Look Greg, if you're doing it,
真的这样的话 for real...
我想要理解它 I wanna understand it.
也许会有帮助 Maybe help.
好吧 我从不拒绝免费的帮助 Okay. Well, I've never turned down free help.
所以关于他你都知道些什么 So, what do you have on him?
你妈妈 她把她知道的关于 Well, your mom, she told me everything she could
你爸爸沉重负担的事情都告诉我了 about your dad's albatross.
那个在海边坍塌的平台 That rig off the coast that went haywire.
那个我知道 Yeah. I know it.
总之 罗克森 他们 Well, anyway, ROXXON, they, uh...
他们结了项目 但没有就此结束这个项目 They closed the case on it, but they didn't let it die.
他们一直在喂那个怪兽 They kept feeding the beast.
就为了水底下的一堆废铜烂铁 All for a pile of scrap metal underwater.
分区许可证 联邦补助金 Zoning permits, federal grants.
由那些款项都能查到发送号码 Payments for those, they led to routing numbers,
从这些发送号码查到了一个空壳公司 and those routing numbers, they led to a shell corp.
他们在一个失败的项目上真是花了不少功夫 Seems like a lot of effort to keep a failed project.
为什么不跟我爸一起埋葬起来呢 Why not just bury it with my dad?
这确实是个好问题 That is the million dollar question.
答案是 我打赌 You know, the answer, I wager,
罗克森公司的这些人都是有钱的混蛋 is that these ROXXON guys are million dollar assholes.
我知道那种人 Yeah, I know the kind.
这些人都在利用公司的金库 And these guys, they're running all kind
在搞自己的勾当 of personal shit through company coffers.
他们留下的文件记录有很多 They're leaving a big paper trail.
也许不只是文件 Maybe it's not just paper.
也许这些年轻的一代会用图享和阅后即焚吧 Maybe these younger guys have Instagram and Snapchat, right?
小孩都喜欢炫耀自己的玩具 Boys love to show off their toys.
嗯 Yeah.
很高兴你回来了 I'm glad you're here.
这对你妈妈也有好处 I mean, this'll be good for your mom, too.
她也该赢了 It's about time she gets a win, right?
你还有第二张书桌吗 还是我就在地上整理 So, you got another desk or should I use the floor?
女士 我们派了两辆车正赶往你那里 Ma'am, we got two cars headed towards you now.
是的 女士 Yes, ma'am.
需要帮忙吗 孩子 Can I help you, son?
有人在卡罗敦市偷了我的单车 Yeah, um, somebody stole my bike on Carrolton.
-我还拍了照 -单车被盗 - I got pictures. - Stolen bike.
就在进程路那里 Yeah, by the Rue de la Course.
在卡罗敦市 收到 On Carrolton, got it.
汉尼根 Hannigan!
有人偷了他的车 你要记下来吗 Somebody took his bike. You wanna write it up?
好 Yeah, okay.
是的 女士 Yes, ma'am.
跟我来 Follow me.
我马上就回来 要去拿张表格 I'll be right back. Need to grab a form.
你处理好你必须做的事了吗 Hey, you take care of those things you had to do?
爸 我... Listen, Dad, I'm--
-抱歉 -没事 不用担心 - Sorry if I... - Alright, fine. Don't even worry about it.
我当时心情不太好 I was in a bit of a mood too.
就在你走之后 我脑里就一直想 Right after you left, I had it in my mind to...
把门拿下来 take that door off the hinges.
你能相信吗 Could you believe that?
我一路走到工具棚 Got myself all the way out to the tool shed.
碰巧发现断线钳不见了 I happened to notice that my bolt-cutters are missing.
这事你知道吗 You know anything about that?
不 先生 我没有 No, sir, I don't.
你确定吗 You sure?
你哥哥当初就是这么开始的 This is how it all started with your brother.
不是你想的那样 It's not what you think.
我认为你用断线钳只会做两件事 I think there's only two things you can do with bolt-cutters.
要么偷东西 要么闯进别人的地方 Steal something or break into something.
-我两样都没有做 -你以为我会相信吗 - I didn't do either! - You expect me to believe that?
你希望你明白 I expect you to understand
这不关你的事 爸 when it's none of your business, Dad.
小子 Boy...
快点 跟我走 Come on. Right now!
马上跟我走 Right now!
我不知道要怎么操作 I don't know how it works.
它有自己的思想 It has a mind of its own.
一天我在这里 第二天我... One day, I'm here, the next, I'm...
出现在我车前面吗 In front of my car?
在屋顶上 On a roof.
或是在一辆装满可卡因的卡车里 Or in a trunk full of cocaine.
看来它总是带你回去找那个警察 Seems like it always brings you right back to that cop.
或是带我来找你 Or to you.
它把我带到你身边 It takes me to you.
所以它给你看你需要看到的东西 So it shows you what you need to see.
-引导着你 -但不止这样 它在保护我 - Guides you. - Yeah, but more than that, it protects me.
有点像是... 它在照看着我 Kinda like it's... it's looking out for me.
就像是... You know, like a...
那你和你的... So, um, what about you and your, uh...
我不知道 I don't know.
东西撞到风扇 Stuff hits the fan,
车撞上树 就在这时 car hits the tree, and at that moment...
所有的希望都消失了 when all hope slips away,
我变得头脑发热又焦虑 武器就在手里 I get all hot and bothered and weaponized.
如果我也有把光之匕首 If I had a knife of light,
康纳斯警探早就死翘翘了 Detective Connors would be dead and buried.
如果我能去任何地方 我去哪儿也不来这里 If I could travel anywhere, I'd travel anywhere but here.
可能这就是为什么我们有各自的能力 Maybe that's why we got what we got.
而不是对方的能力 Or why we didn't get what we didn't get.
怎么了 What?
一切的开端是那晚我们在墓地里手碰了手 This all started the night we touched in the graveyard, right?
如果我们再碰一次会怎么样 What happens if we touch again?
我们来试试看 Let's test our limits.
听着 Now, look here.
别跟任何人搭话 Don't say a word to no one,
除非别人先跟你说话 unless somebody asks you something first.
懂吗 You understand me?
*快来迎接大酋长* *Get back, get back for the Big Chief!*
*红鹰族在此集结* *Wild Red Hawks about to meet!*
*白人街区齐歌舞* *We gonna step real high on white folks' street.*
*红鹰族在此集结* *Wild Red Hawks about to meet!*
*侦查员奥提斯刀已锋* *Spy Boy Otis done sharp his knife!*
*红鹰族今夜即出动* Wild Red Hawks on prowl tonight!
我是大酋长罗兰·度布兰提 I'm Big Chief Roland Duplantier
第九区红鹰族的首领 of the Wild Red Hawks of the 9th Ward.
新奥尔良最强的部落 Baddest in all of New Orleans!
你是谁 Who you is?
我是红鹰族侦查员奥提斯 I the Spy Boy Otis of the Wild Red Hawks.
一直以来脱离部落 但我眼睛擦得雪亮 Been off the trail, but got my eyes sharp,
刀也磨得亮堂 and my knife sharper.
你不是我的侦查员 Ain't my Spy Boy.
我的侦查员知道家在哪儿 My Spy Boy know where home is.
我的侦查员才不会穿那种鞋子 My Spy Boy don't wear no shoes like that.
你一定是第七区来的 Must be from that 7th Ward.
装模作样 High falutin'.
-就是就是 -大伙儿怎么说 - Right, right. - What y'all say?
揍他一顿把他踢回河对岸去 Should we beat his ass back to the other side of Canal?
算了吧 The hell with that.
我想自己动手干掉你 I got a mind to cut your throat myself.
要不是我手这么抖 If my hands wasn't so shaky.
你躲哪儿去了 奥提斯 Where you been hidin', Otis?
-好久不见 -太久了 兄弟 - Been too long. - Way too long, bro.
-你结婚了 -对 - So you're married? - Mm-hmm.
怎么一回事呢 So how does that work?
不太顺利 Not very well.
以为我可以拯救她 Thought that I could rescue her, you know.
大概我希望被人需要吧 Guess I like to be needed.
你喜欢需要你的女人 You like needy women.
没有孩子吗 So, no kids?
没有 杰妮一个人已经够我烦了 No. Janey was enough to handle.
我和她之间 And you know, our situation, it's, uh...
早结束了 就差没签离婚协议了 It's all over except the paperwork.
我知道你是怎么想的 Now, I-- I know what you think.
你并不知道 You don't know what I think.
你妈妈和我 我们 It's just that, your mom and I, you know, we, uh...
可以因为很蠢的事大笑 just laugh about the dumbest shit.
有一个可以说话的人 You know, it's nice to have somebody that...
是很棒的一件事 you can talk to.
真的 You know, honestly.
我认为 根据我的经验 In my opinion, in my experience,
和他人变得亲近很危险 it's dangerous to get close to anyone.
但跟你 我绝对正确 But with you, I'm conclusively right.
当我们触碰对方 When we touch...
不好的事情就会发生 shit goes boom.
所以 第一个问题是 So, the first question is...
在不触发能力的前提下 how close can we get to each other
我们能靠得多近 without triggering our crazy?
我们该怎么做 And how we gonna do that?
闭上眼睛 别动 Close your eyes. Don't move.
别作弊 And no cheating.
-刚才那... -什么 - That was... - What?
刚才那... That was...
感觉不错 nice.
一开始 At first.
-这些是哪来的 -街角那 - Where'd you get these? - Just right around the corner.
-你的还可以吧 -挺好的 - Yours good? - Perfect.
好吧 Alright.
接电话吧 You should get that.
不 没必要接 No, there's no reason to.
她是你的妻子 She's your wife.
肯定是有重要的事 I'm sure it's important.
没事的 It's fine.
失陪一下 Excuse me.
喂 Hello?
好 Yeah.
不 现在不行 No, I'm not-- I'm not doing this right now.
抱歉 Sorry.
我觉得太热了 You know what, I'm not feeling too hot.
我... 你都没吃什么 I-- you didn't hardly eat anything.
要我给你弄点别的吗 You want me to go get you something else?
我要上床了 You know, I think I'm gonna go to bed.
还有 今早我去面试了 And, uh, I have that job interview in the morning.
-是吗 -是的 那我... - You do? - Yep! So, I am, uh...
大家晚安 我要去休息了 gonna say my goodnights and take leave.
你想留着明天吃吗 You want leftovers?
不了 要不还是带去上班吃吧 No, why don't we take 'em to the office?
明天会饿的 We'll be hungry tomorrow.
好 Yeah.
1812年成立
讣告 威廉·约翰逊
他那时在受训成为下一个间谍小子 He was getting trained up to be the next Spy Boy.
间谍小子是什么 What's a Spy Boy?
你爸没告诉你吗 Your daddy ain't told you?
间谍小子能在瞬移至 The Spy Boy travels fast...
一个非常遥远的地方 across great distances.
跑到一个未知的 He runs out into the unknown...
没有设防的 unprotected,
无人能看见的地方 where nobody can see.
寻找着不安全的事 让我们知道会发生什么 Looking for trouble so we all know what's coming.
每颗珠子都有自己的位置 Each bead has its place.
都是这副作品的组成 Part of a larger design.
这里你要小心了 Here you got to pay attention,
因为如果你搞砸了 'cause if you mess up,
而且没有及时发现 and you don't notice till later,
那你就破坏了数小时 then you gotta undo hours...
数天 days...
甚至数月的工作 even months of work.
这可不是开玩笑 I mean, it's no joke.
掌握整副珠绣的做法需要好几年 Takes years to develop the mastery of bead-work.
每年 你都得重温一遍 And each year, you gotta remaster it again.
每年都要重新做一副吗 You gotta make a new one every year?
每一年 你都是新的自己 孩子 I mean, every year, you a new person, son.
所以 我们会用这段时间 So, we spend that time...
完成一个新的作品 working on a new suit.
有些人半途而废没有完成过 Some give up and never finish.
那边的房间 There's a room over there...
里面全都是失败的故事 full of failure stories.
这会让一个人发疯 It can drive a man crazy.
但一个耐心 But not the man with patience...
勤奋 diligence...
优雅的人不会 and of grace.
控制自己的行为 孩子 Control of your actions, son.
如果不能控制自己 If you can't control yourself,
这世界上就没有一件事在你控制之下 then you can't control a damn thing in this world.
这件衣服 能帮我们找到那股控制力 This regalia, it helps us find that control.
让我们得到所需的力量 And with it comes the strength we need.
那把刀第一次出现的时候 我感觉 The first time the knife came out, I felt...
我不知道 I don't know...
像是在宣泄一样吗 Like some kinda release?
是 Yeah.
就是这样 Exactly.
像做爱 你知道吗 Like sex, you know?
你和谁说过这件事 So, who did you tell?
你在开玩笑吗 谁也没说过 Are you kidding me? No one.
-谁也没告诉吗 -没有 - No one? - No.
谁会相信这件事 Who would get it?
你没有女朋友吗 You don't have a girlfriend?
你长着这样一双眼睛 一定有女朋友 I mean, you gotta with those eyes, right?
我没有 No.
可能算是有吧 我猜 Well... maybe, I guess, I...
我不确定应该叫她什么 Not really sure what to call her.
但是我没告诉她这件事 But I haven't told her about my thing.
你呢 What about you?
我有一个 I had a...
算是搭档 sorta partner.
这是什么意思 What does that mean?
就是说我没告诉他 It means I didn't tell him.
就像你说的 Like you said...
没有人会相信的 不是吗 no one would really get it, would they?
谁会相信呢 Who would?
比利会相信 Billy would.
我可能会告诉我爸爸 I would've told my dad.
不论我做了什么 No matter what I did,
他总是能看到我最好的一面 he always saw the best version of me.
你妈妈呢 What about your mom?
她连自己的生活都过不好 She can't even get her own life together.
你父母怎么样 What about your mom and dad?
从我八岁起 My parents look at me like a liar and a thief
我父母就把我看作是骗子和小偷 ever since I was eight.
他们不相信我 They don't trust me.
并不真正相信我 Not really.
就是从那天晚上开始 You know, ever since that night.
把它放回去 Hey, hey, put that away.
什么 我以为这些都是废弃的 What? I thought this was just one of the throwaways.
不 把它放下 儿子 马上 No. Just give it here, son. Now.
你说这里大部分都是未完成的 You said most of these were unfinished.
也许我能把它做好 和你们一起去游行 Maybe I could finish this one and march with you guys.
不行 你为什么选了这件 That's not gonna happen. Why'd you pick this one?
我不知道 I don't know.
我猜它和我有共鸣吧 It spoke to me, I guess.
这是你哥哥的 That was your brother's.
我会为了比利完成它 I'll finish it for Billy.
这是我欠他的 我会尽力做到完美 I owe him that. I'll make it perfect.
然后我会为了他参加游行 Then I'll march for him.
在准备工作面试吗 Preparing for that job interview?
我们都知道没有面试 We both know there isn't one.
我觉得你是对的 I think you were right.
-关于什么 -关于格雷格 - About what? - About Greg.
他是个好人 不是白痴 He's... A nice guy. He's not an idiot.
-他为了你在努力研究这个案子 -坦迪 - I mean, he's working his ass off on this case for you. - Tandy.
你第一次说对了 You were right the first time.
他就和其他人一样 He is just like the rest of them.
妈妈 我认为不是这样的 Mom, I don't think that's true.
你怎么想不重要 Well, it doesn't really matter what you think.
我刚刚和他分手了 I just broke up with him.
我不知道你在害怕什么 I don't know what you gotta be so afraid of.
你看起来很强壮 You seem strong.
有计谋又诚实 Wiley and honest.
也许你的问题就出在这里 Maybe that's what's wrong with you.
可能你太诚实了 You're probably too honest.
-还有这种说法 -是的 - Is there such a thing? - There is.
但是这件斗篷很适合你 But it hangs off your shoulders nicely.
我认为你不是随便选择住这里的 I don't think you live here by accident.
什么意思 What do you mean?
我认为你对希望怀有信仰 I think you believe in hope.
什么 What?
我觉得应该是 你应该是这样 你很聪明 I mean, you should. I think you should. You're smart.
你知道该如何在这个世上生存下去 And you know how to live in this world.
这就很厉害 You know, it's not nothing.
这不是讽刺 And it's not ironic.
你和希望 You and hope.
我们该怎么办 泰隆·约翰逊 What are we gonna do, Tyrone Johnson?
我也不知道 坦迪·博文 I don't know, Tandy Bowen.
整个宇宙都在想尽办法让我们靠近 The universe keeps pushing us together.
整个宇宙一直在想尽办法把我们分开 The universe keeps pulling us apart.
不管怎么说 Anyway...
能有个人说说话挺好的 it's nice to have someone to talk to.
不用了 谢谢 Uh, no, thanks.
拜托 Come on.
辅祭难道不喝圣餐酒的吗 Don't altar boys drink communion wine?
我不是辅祭 I'm not an altar boy.
我是教堂唱诗班的 I'm in church choir.
你当然是了 Of course you are.
"幸存者的负罪感" You know it's called "Survivor's guilt."
说的就是我们现在的心情 What we have.
至少我的祭司是这么说的 According to my priest anyway.
在面对上帝时不可能心无愧疚 Can't have God without guilt.
反之亦然 Or vice versa.
你... Do you...
觉得愧疚吗 feel guilty?
对 Yeah.
因为那些支票吗 Is that what all those checks were about?
什么支票 What checks?
每次只要你做了什么 People kept handing you checks
就会有人给你支票 every time you did something.
你就这么拿着 You just... held onto them.
漫天的支票 You were drowning in 'em.
疯了吧 有人给你支票 你就该拿去兑现 That's crazy. Someone gives you a check, you cash it.
我觉得这像是种 I think it was some kind of...
我也不清楚 像是种暗喻 I don't know, metaphor?
因为你觉得你不配收下 For your feeling that you didn't deserve it.
你觉得自己不配拥有任何好的事物 That you don't deserve anything good.
感觉像是你在为了什么赎罪 Like you're atoning for something.
我感觉... I feel like...
我必须要做到完美 I have to be perfect.
像是我必须把所有事都做好 Like I have to do everything right.
像是 Like...
像是我想要弥补两个人的人生一样 like I'm trying to make up for two lives.
你懂吗 You know?
我选择的是另一条路 I go the other way.
什么另一条路 What other way?
我希望死的那个人是我 I wish I was the one who died.
妈妈 Mom?
我只是怕了 I was just scared.
也很傻 And stupid.
你知道我有多容易变成那样 You know how I can be.
因为你明白我是怎样的人 Because you know who I am.
不管怎样 这是第六条消息了 Anyway, sixth message.
给我回个电话吧 Just give me a call back.
我觉得我们应该再试一次 I think we should give it another go.
这只漂亮的万能? This fancy-ass Airedale Terrier.
警察找上了我们 The police roll up on us.
火车从超级穹顶发车了 Choo Choo started running from the Superdome.
那个男孩一直跑到奥杜邦公园才停下来 That boy didn't stop until he got to Audubon Park.
-亲爱的 -早上好 - Hey, honey. - Good morning.
什么事这么好笑 Now, what's so funny?
没什么 Nothing.
泰隆做了早饭 Ah, Tyrone made breakfast.
来吧 妈妈 吃吃看 Come on, Mom. Try it.
你 You--
下厨了 Cooked.
不会那么糟的 Can't be that bad.
只不过...从来不会那么糟 You know, it just-- it can never be that bad.
有时候就是这么糟 Sometimes it is.
有时候那就是人生 You know, sometimes that's just life.
你今天在教堂看到的那个小姑娘 You know that little girl in the church you saw?
像传圣餐糖果一样拿迷奸药 Passing out roofies like communion candy?
嗯 Yeah?
那就是我 That's me.
我就是这样活下来的 That's how I get by.
或者我需要为某些变态的理由所做的事 Or what I need to do for some sick reason,
我不知道哪种更糟 and I don't know what's worse.
那自杀呢 But killing yourself?
我经常会想 I think about it a lot.
你到底什么毛病 What the hell is wrong with you?
你有人生 有机会 You have a life, and-- and opportunities,
然而你却想自杀 这么白白浪费 and you wanna waste it by killing yourself?
不 我没说我想自杀 No, I didn't say I wanted to kill myself.
-我只是 -不 我听到你说的话了 - I just-- - No, I heard what you said!
听着 Look...
你的人生没有那么糟糕 好吗 your life isn't that bad, okay?
你都住在哪里 泰隆 Where do you live, Tyrone?
美好的家 Good house?
美好的邻居 去美好的学校 Good neighbors, you go to a good school.
你不了解我 You don't know me.
我很遗憾 你双亲俱在 I'm sorry that your two living parents
如此关心你 care about you so much.
对你来说肯定是巨大的负担吧 Must be a real drag, sway.
怎么 你要教我怎么撒谎吗 What? You gonna teach me how to lie?
你要教我怎么骗人吗 You gonna teach me how to be a con man?
看看你自己的优待 Let me check your privilege.
我的优待 My privilege?
刚刚警察把我送回来 I was just dropped off by a cop
说我不能提出指控 who told me that I can't press charges
就算那人差点... against a guy who almost...
我被夺走了太多东西 I've had a lot of things taken from me.
我所拥有的一切都得靠偷 And everything I have, I've had to steal,
-因为... -因为你做得到 - because-- - 'Cause you can!
你能走进全世界任何人的家中 You can walk into any room in this world,
绝不会遭到怀疑 and never be questioned.
试试变成我的样子走进商店 Try walking into a department store looking like me!
这不公平 因为我不会... That's not fair, because I don't--
这世界就是这样 The world does!
这个国家每时每刻都想 Look, this whole country's trying to kill me
杀死我 every day.
所以不好意思 我没有时间坐在这里 So excuse me, if I can't afford to sit around
安慰想自杀的你 and contemplate suicide!
既然你这么想死 You know what, you wanna die so bad...
为什么不去死呢 why don't you just do it?
你忘了我也看到过你的希望 泰 You know, you forgot that I walked through your hopes, Ty.
你的希望 Your hopes.
你知道我看到什么了吗 And you know what I saw?
我看到一个孩子冲向警察自杀 I saw a kid committing suicide by cop.
一次又一次 Over and over again.
你知道我怎么想吗 You wanna know what I think?
去死吧 Go to hell.
你也想死 唱诗班小子 You have your own death wish, choir boy!
不如你去死吧 So how about you go to hell?
等一下 Hold on.
早上好 警官 Morning, officer.
又是你 You again.
是的 我想找奥莱利警探谈谈 Yeah, I'd like to speak with Detective O'Reilly.
叫奥莱利过来 Get me O'Reilly.