《斗篷与匕首》前情提要 Previously on Cloak and Dagger...
你在撒谎 你心里清楚 You're lying and you know it!
他们中有一人开枪打了比利 我看到了 One of them shot Billy, I saw it.
没有这方面的证据 We've got no evidence of that.
够了 妈 Enough already, Ma.
你们害怕如果我不把一切都做好 You're afraid if I don't do everything just right,
你们会失去我 you're gonna lose me.
找富二代 往他们的酒里下点东西 Find rich kids, slip a little somethin' into their drinks,
然后偷走这些富二代的东西 and jack them of their rich-kid stuff.
我被抓了 坦迪 我的钱都花在你的新生活上了 I got pinched. Tandy, I put all my money into your new life.
我需要你的帮助 I need your help.
我心中的愤怒 All this anger inside of me.
如果我能找到造成这一切的人 What if I could find the person who caused it?
那不是瓶中之怒 而是毒药 It's not anger in the bottle. It's poison.
给我来盒奥哈伦 Can I get a fifth of the O'Harren's, please?
-我喜欢给女朋友做薄煎饼 -我是你女朋友吗 - I like making girlfriend pancakes. - I'm your girlfriend?
就是这个孩子吧 This was the kid, right?
翻越黄色栏杆逃跑不见了的孩子 Hopped that yellow banister and then disappeared.
我杀了你 埋葬了你 I killed you and buried you.
康纳斯警探 你因涉嫌 Detective Connors, you're under arrest
谋杀比利·约翰逊被捕 for the murder of Billy Johnson.
-彼得·斯卡伯勒 -我要钱 - Peter Scarborough. - I'll take the money.
福斯 我想吃庆祝薄煎饼 Fuchs! I want celebration pancakes!
斗篷与匕首 第一季 第九集
退化
创伤
好 我们来聊聊怎么才算英雄 Okay, let's talk about what makes a hero.
英雄
这几周来我们都讨论了 Now, as we've been discussing for the last few weeks,
最好的英雄 我们爱 珍视的那些 the best heroes, the ones we love and cherish,
他们都有一定轨迹 they follow an arc.
奥德赛 桃乐西 里克和莫蒂 Odysseus, Dorothy, Rick and Morty...
他们都走过一样的路 ...they've all walked the same path.
他们响应了号召 见到了导师 They've answered the call, met the mentor
跟守在门口的护卫作战 and battled the threshold guardians.
冲出来时 达到了前所未有的强大 They've come out of it stronger than they've ever been.
但在这段轨迹快结束时 But towards the end of that arc,
当车轮上路 when the rubber meets the road...
却爆胎了 ...the tire blows.
有什么事情狠狠击垮了他 Something knocks him down, hard.
那位英雄会退化 And that hero regresses.
失去一切 They lose everything.
比我们刚认识他们时还不如 Become less than they were when we met them.
因为 如果英雄要真正成为英雄 Because, well, if a hero is going to be an actual hero...
他就得从灰烬中重生 he has to be born again, from nothing.
带她出去 Get her out of here.
有人供认 There's a confession?
奥莱利警探提交了一段 Detective O'Reilly submitted a recording
康纳斯警探探讨你们儿子威廉之死的视频 of Detective Connors discussing the death of your son, William.
我们正在调查录像上的供述 We're looking into the statements made on the tape.
-康纳斯 他叫那个 -是的 太太 - Connors. That's his name? - Yes, ma'am.
我们立案开始调查泰隆的说法 We've opened a file to look into Tyrone's version of events.
接下来呢 What happens next?
那位警探已被停职 The detective is suspended,
等待进一步调查 pending further investigation.
然后呢 And after that?
要看我们的发现而定 It depends on our findings.
我们听过这种说法 We've heard that song before.
这种情况现在有了 There are eyes on these situations
新的监管机制 that weren't there before.
你们可以相信 证据会 So you can count on the fact that a thorough examination
受到彻查 of the evidence will be completed.
我八年前就曾相信过你们 I counted on that fact eight years ago.
还不是到了这一步 And here we are.
我保证 I promise,
一有进展我就会告诉你们 I'll keep you apprised of every development.
谢谢 Thank you.
等等 你们就只想说这些吗 Wait. That-- That's it, that's all you're gonna say?
是的 泰隆 我们走吧 Yes, Tyrone. We're leaving.
你们就真要像没事人一样回车上去吗 Are you really just walking back to the car like nothing happened?
我是对的 I was right!
这些年来 我一直是对的 All these years I was right!
比利就像我说的那样 Billy was exactly who I said he was.
我哥哥是个英雄 My brother was a hero.
我不需要你告诉我比利是什么样 I don't need you to tell me who Billy was.
-你少来 -妈妈 - Don't you dare. - Mom...
上车吧 你肯定还有作业 Just get in the car. I'm sure you got some schoolwork--
作业 谁还在乎作业 Schoolwork? Who the hell cares about schoolwork?
-说话给我小心点 -上车 - Watch your mouth! - Get in the car.
我们回头再谈 We will talk about this later.
要是我彻夜不归 你知道你会怎么说我 You know what you would tell me if I was out all night.
不带电话 我也没法联络你 Without your phone, any way to reach you,
我还得上学呢 你害我好担心 like, come on, I gotta get to school, and you got me worried about--
你干什么呢 What were you doing?
这世上没什么比我们自己更能摧毁我们 There is nothing in all the worlds that will destroy us like we will.
天呐 你多久没睡了 Oh my G-- How long have you been awake?
我们还要睡多久 How long we all gonna sleep?
-阿姨 -少来 - Auntie... - Don't Auntie me.
又有危机来临了 Another crisis is coming.
不管我们愿不愿意 它都要来了 Whether we want it to or not, it is coming.
它近了 And it is close.
该死的 我们还在拼命想把它拉得更近 And goddamn it, if we aren't doin' our best to bring it closer.
你在说胡话呢 You're not makin' any sense.
罗克森在做的事 艾薇塔 What ROXXON is doin', Evita.
挖出一切让这里特别的东西 Diggin' up all that makes this place special.
他们已启动了计划 They've set the gears in motion.
开心地宣布 他们在毁掉城市上赶超了预期时间 Happy to announce they are months ahead of destroying the city.
我们无法阻止 We can't stop it.
那谁能阻止 Then who can?
他们 They can.
神圣的一对儿 The Divine Pairing.
每一次 Every time.
到了这时 一个已经认识了另一个 At this point, the one has met the other.
如果他还没呢 What if he hasn't?
去问他 Ask him.
你的男孩 泰隆 Your boy, Tyrone.
你去休息吧 好吗 I need you to get some rest, okay?
他信任你 如果他会告诉谁 就是你了 He trusts you. If there's anybody he'd tell, it'd be you.
-去问他 拜托 -好 - Ask him, please. - Okay.
好 我去问他 好吗 Okay, I'll ask him, okay?
你去休息吧 求你 Just-- Just get some rest, please.
我不知道你给了我什么 但我都飞起来了 I don't know what you gave me, but I am flying.
你呢 How about you?
我快了 I'm getting there.
我怎么才能让你来陪我 What can I do to get you here with me?
你会觉得没意思的 You're gonna think it's lame.
我保证 不会的 I promise you, I will not.
我想知道你最大的希望 I want to know your greatest hopes.
我最大的希望 My greatest hopes?
我最近发现 I recently learned...
我可以窥探别人的希望 that I can see into people's hopes.
-听上去好不真实 -确实 - That sounds unreal. - Mm, it very much is.
但也非常棒 But it's also amazing.
我碰到一个人时 And when I touch someone,
如果碰对了人 the right someone,
在合适的地方 in the right place,
我就能走进去 I can step inside...
看到他们的希望是什么 and see where their hopes are pointed.
而你的 看上去一成不变 Yours, it seems, run on one track.
但真正的诀窍 But the real trick...
我最近刚刚学会的 the one I've just recently been working out...
我不仅能看到别人的希望 is that I can do more than just see hopes.
还能偷走它们 I can steal them,
感受它们 and feel them,
并且占为己有 and have them all for myself.
米娜·赫斯 来电
英雄的退化往往始于创伤 A hero's regression often begins with a trauma
某种程度上来说是自食其果 One that is in some manner a result of their actions,
新能力带来的意外后果 an unintended consequence of their newfound abilities.
心爱之人的死 隐藏的真相 The death of a loved one, an uncovered truth,
或是实现了梦想后 却发现是场噩梦 or a dream that, once realized, reveals itself as a nightmare.
这种创伤刺激了英雄 That trauma shocks our hero,
相同的恐惧和不安全感蜂拥而至 and ushers in those same fears and insecurities
在旅程开始前 就阻挡了他们前进的脚步 that held them back before the journey began.
这些萦绕他们的恐惧和不安全感 But these fears and insecurities that haunt them,
如今被放大了 they are now amplified.
我们的英雄 现在更加强大 And our hero, now more powerful,
可以用这能力摧毁自己的生活 can use that power to turn their own life apart.
当一切被夺走时 还剩下什么 When everything is taken away... what's left?
罗克森海湾 罗克森海湾挖掘项目新闻稿
批准发布
有人吗 Hello?
-有人在家吗 -坦迪 - Anybody home? - Tandy!
抱歉 我刚才 你还好吗 你脸色很差 Sorry, I was just, uh... Are you all right? You look sick.
昨晚喝了太多威士忌 Just a little too much whiskey last night.
这就是我不喝酒的原因 And that, my dear, is why I stick to edibles.
-等等 那些是 -很遗憾 不是 - Wait, are those? - Sadly, no.
这些是给我爸爸的 他很想吃 They're for my dad. He keeps asking for them, so...
一会儿你要给你爸爸送曲奇吗 You're taking cookies to your dad later?
不 他和我们一起吃早午餐 Oh, no. He's joining us for brunch.
可以吗 Is that cool?
当然了 Yeah. Of course.
爸爸 坦迪来了 Dad, Tandy's here.
你好 坦迪 Hey, Tandy.
抱歉 Sorry about, uh...
我还在逐渐适应 I'm still tryin' to get used to my body
身体不能随心而动的状况 not responding the way I want it to.
等他能走路后才能回家 He can't move home until he can walk.
但他进步很大 But he's making good progress.
而且他在这里 And he's here,
和我们一起 这才是最重要的 with us, that's all that matters.
很高兴看见你们团聚 Happy to see you two together again.
你为什么在这里 Why are you here?
因为我揍了班尼 'Cause I clocked Benny.
问题是他怎么不在这里 The question is, why isn't he here?
我不是在说你打架的事 I'm not talkin' about the fight you got in.
这不是真正的原因 That's not the real reason.
我再问一遍 你为什么在这里 So I'll ask again: Why are you here?
我应该知道你在说什么吗 Am I supposed to know what you're talking about?
好吧 Okay.
1812年战争是怎么结束的 War of 1812, how did it end?
你在逗我吗 我上了你的历史课 Are you kidding me? I'm in your history class.
双臂张开 Put your arms out.
手心朝上 Palms up.
是怎么结束的 How did it end?
1814年签了根特条约 Treaty of Ghent, signed in 1814.
对 那是战争结束的官方标志 Yes. That was the legal end of the war,
但斗争并没有结束 but it wasn't the end of the fighting.
新奥尔良战役持续到了一月 我知道 The Battle of New Orleans rolled into January, yes, I know.
不断有人在战争中死亡 People continued to die in that war
因为没人知道可以停止斗争 because no one knew it was okay to stop fighting.
怎么了 你觉得我是在打一场已经结束了的仗 And what? You think I'm fightin' a war that's over?
不是吗 比利死的那晚后 你一直在抗争 Aren't you? Since the night Billy died, you've been fighting.
好抑制自己的愤怒 降低自己的痛楚 To keep your anger in check, to control your pain.
战争已经结束 但战火仍在蔓延 The war is over, but the battle still rages.
这场战斗谁又会死去 Who's gonna die in that one?
咖啡因能使脑部毛细血管扩张 Caffeine expands the capillaries in the brain,
从而增加血流量 allowing increased blood flow.
我爸就是用这个办法减轻头疼的 Which is my dad's way of saying that it helps with a headache.
我说错了吗 Isn't that what I said?
坦迪 你没事吧 Tandy, you okay?
没事 Fine.
-好吧 你想喝点茶吗 -好 - All right. You want some tea? - Yes.
-老样子 -是的 - The usual? - Yes.
-我去烧水 -谢谢 - I'll put the kettle on. - Thank you.
你决定好要怎么办了吗 Have you decided what you wanna do?
对罗克森 About Roxxon?
还没想好 No, I don't know.
难以置信已经八年了 I can't believe it's been eight years.
我知道事实如此 I mean, I know it's objectively true.
只是这对我来说就像个残酷的玩笑 It's just some cruel trick.
我女儿又大了八岁 我最好的朋友去世了 My daughter's eight years older. My best friend is dead.
我知道我之前都说过 只是... I know I've said all this before, it's just...
你父亲是个好人 坦迪 大好人 Your father was a good man, Tandy, the best.
-我每天都会想他 -失陪一下 - I miss him every day-- - Excuse me.
-坦迪 你... -没事 - Hey, Tandy, are you-- - Fine.
我替我爸道声歉 他只是... Hey... hey, I'm sorry about my dad, he's just--
他现在理清楚各种事 he's still wrappin' his head around everything.
没关系 It's fine.
我要跟你坦白一件事 I have a confession.
我请你来吃早午餐是另有所图 I had an ulterior motive for inviting you to brunch.
我想让你在罗克森工作 I wanna offer you a job at ROXXON.
你说什么 I'm sorry?
我们的部门正在扩张 Look, our department's expanding.
我知道你聪明能干 I know you're smart, capable.
老实说 内森·博文的女儿 And to be honest, any daughter of Nathan Bowen
是我求之不得的助手 is as good as hired in my book.
你跟我一起工作 You'd be working with me
我们继续我爸未完成的工作 as we continue the work our fathers started.
怎么样 你来吗 What do you say? Are you in?
现在你知道我是什么感觉了 Now you know how it feels.
要知道退化也是一种手段 It's important to know that regression is a trick,
就像很多故事中一样 just like most aspects of story.
我们的英雄们绝不能真的退化 Our heroes can never actually regress.
他们无法回到过去 They can't be who they used to be.
那个人已经不在了 That person is gone.
他已经死了 他们不会再回来 That person is dead forever, and they're never coming back.
而我们的英雄不能按下重启键 And our heroes, they just can't hit the reset button.
他们无法撤销他们生命中最大的创伤 They cannot undo ‭the most traumatic events of their life.
但是很多英雄发现他们就是想要这么做 But many heroes find themselves trying to do exactly that.
然后又回到他们曾经 And they dive back into the very life
拼命努力想要逃避的生活 they tried so desperately to escape.
为了停止痛苦 减少遗憾 Whatever it takes to stop the pain.
他们会去做任何事情 Whatever they can do to quell the regret.
回归过去的生活是一种孤注一掷的做法 This is a desperate play to make everything how it used to be.
见到你太好了 连姆 It's so good to see you, Liam.
你还好吗 You all right?
还好 不 我只是想你了 Yeah. Yeah, no, I just-- I missed you.
真的吗 我被抓后就没听到过你的消息 Really? 'Cause after I got popped, I never heard a word.
我猜你一定是丢下我自己跑了 I figured you must've skipped town on me.
然后听说你没有离开 所以我想你已经 Then I heard that you hadn't left, so I figured you had...
-什么 -继续向前看了 - What? - Moved on.
不 不 连姆 No. No... Liam.
如果可能的话 我会回到过去 If it was possible, I'd have moved backwards.
我只是 花了好长时间 I just-- it took me a while...
凑齐保释的钱 you know, to get the cash to bail you out.
但是我把钱凑齐了 But I got the cash...
把你保释出来 我在这里 I got you out. I'm here.
快走 我想让你看点东西 Come on. I have something I want you to see.
你准备好告诉我了吗 You ready to talk yet?
我猜没有 I guess that's a no.
你知道你离被开除不远了 对吧 You do realize how close you are to expulsion, don't you?
这就是你想要的吗 Is that what you want?
你就住在这里吗 So this is it, this is where you live?
是的 It is.
-比我想象的大 -也更冷 - It's bigger than I thought. - It's colder, too.
尤其是只有我一个人住 Especially alone.
事情会变好的 泰隆 Things can get better, Tyrone.
会吗 Can they?
如果你想的话 They would if you let them.
真的吗 因为我很确定 Really? Because I'm pretty sure
即使我得到了想要的 也没有什么会变好 that even though I've got what I wanted, nothing is better.
这是因为你用身上发生过的 That's because you've defined yourself
最坏的事情去定义你自己 by the worst thing that's ever happened to you.
不一定需要真实 泰隆 That doesn't have to be true, Tyrone.
但是首先 你得选择结束这场战争 But first, you have to choose to end the war.
然后呢 像你一样把自己关起来 And what? Lock myself away, like you?
带着一本圣经和一堆没有任何意义的 With a bible and a bunch of pretty speeches
精彩演讲 that don't mean anything?
你以为我的生活就是这样吗 Is that what you think my life is?
我认为你没有生活 I think you have no one.
我认为你独自住在一个神圣的盒子里 I think you live in a sacred box alone,
被保护起来 protected.
假装感受到了上帝的存在 Pretending that you feel this presence of God.
但事实上 你把自己关在这里 But in fact... you really put yourself here
这样就不用感受任何事物了 so you don't have to feel anything.
你知道我为什么住在这里吗 连姆 Do you know why I live here, Liam?
我以为是因为这里不用付钱 I thought because it was free.
但是你问这个问题的语气 But the way that you're askin' that question...
我一直想在这里结婚 I always wanted to get married here.
结婚 你吗 Married? You?
是的 Yeah.
你怎么了 What's going on with you?
-什么意思 -说好听的话 - What do you mean? - Saying nice things,
谈论结婚 you're talking about marriage?
-嗯 然后呢 -你什么时候变成这样了 - Yeah, so? - So since when is that you?
满怀希望 It's so, uh, hopeful.
你知道睡觉前 我最担心梦到的是什么吗 You know the dreams I dread the most before I go to sleep?
就是那些美梦 The good ones.
快乐的美梦 The happy ones.
充满希望的美梦 The hopeful ones.
因为醒来之后 回到自己的生活中 Because then you wake up, and you're back to your own life,
当你不在身边时 我意识到了一些事 and... I realized something when I was without you.
那是我自己的错 It's my own fault.
我才是我害怕那些梦的原因 I'm the reason I dread those dreams
因为我没有在做任何事情来改变我的人生 because I'm not doing anything to make my life any better.
这些要到此为止 That's gonna stop.
我要开始新生活 I wanna build a life.
快乐的生活 A happy one.
终于决定好了 Finally.
教堂不是我来躲藏的地方 The church isn't somewhere I came to hide.
而是我来找寻答案的地方 It's where I found answers.
-泰隆 -你认为你或是你对这上帝的想法 - Tyrone-- - Do you think you or whatever you think
你们会有我要的答案吗 this God is has answers for me?
你根本不知道我经历过什么 You have no idea what I've been through.
你不了解我 You don't know me.
你的上帝也不知道 因为他不存在 And neither does your God because he doesn't exist.
你就是个美梦 连姆 You were a good dream, Liam.
我只是得醒过来才能明白这点 I just had to wake up to realize it.
-泰隆 -让开 - Tyrone-- - Move.
如果你不经同意就走出那扇门 If you walk out that door without permission
-那我就无能为力了 -我说走开 - and there's nothing that I can do to-- - I said move!
不 除非你... No, not until you--
坦迪 Tandy?
你在干什么呢 What the hell are you doing?
你没事吧 Are you okay?
你走吧 Just go.
-对不起 -快走 - I'm sorry. - Now.
作为观众 Now as the audience,
我们当然想看我们英雄最好的一面 naturally we wanna see our heroes at their best.
我们支持他们来拯救我们所有的人 We root for them to save us all.
把他们从自己的恶性循环中拉出来 To pull themselves out of their downward spiral.
但是有时恶性循环的诱惑力太大 But sometimes the allure of the downward spiral is too strong.
有时我们的英雄太软弱 Sometimes our heroes are too weak.
当事情变成那样时 会发生两种情况 When that goes down, one of two things can happen:
一是见证我们英雄的死亡 We either witness the death of our hero,
二是意识到 or we realize
我们已经身处在其他事物的起源点 we've been front row to the origin of something else.
反派角色的诞生 The birth of a villain.
我试过说服他去参加中士考试 I tried to convince him to take the sergeant's exam.
他有记录在案 对吧 He had the record for it, right?
但福斯是不会放弃那片管区的 But Fuchs wouldn't give up that beat.
战术警戒的时候我和他一起巡逻过几天 I rode with him a few days when we were on tactical alert.
那个社区的人全都认识他 Everyone in that damn neighborhood knew who he was.
福斯不知道用了什么办法俘获了人心 Fuchs had won 'em over somehow.
-他曾是个好人 -是的 - He was a good man. - Yeah.
谁能给我点酒 Anyone have a drink for me?
谢谢你 Thank you.
敬福斯 To Fuchs.
福斯 Fuchs.
一个不平凡的家伙 也是位可靠的警官 A great guy, a solid cop.
他不幸和不该扯上关系的人搞在了一起 It's a damn tragedy that he got involved with the wrong people.
你不是想追求正义吗 纽约女 How's your little quest for justice feelin' now, New York?
你真以为那些在法庭上只会不予采信的 You really think your inadmissible YouTube videos
油管视频能把我关进牢吗 would keep me behind bars?
别躺太久 我和你还没完呢 Don't stay down too long. You and me ain't finished yet.
来份威士忌 要冰的 Whiskey, nice and cold.
我们要谈一谈 We need to talk.
-现在吗 -是重要的事 - Now? - It's important.
我明白你现在不容易 Look, I know you're goin' through a lot.
你明白吗 Do you?
无论是什么事 我能帮你 Whatever it is I can help, okay?
-不 你帮不了我 -真的 我可以帮你 - No, you can't. - Yes. Really. I can.
但你一定得和我把话说清楚 But you gotta talk to me.
我今天早上在警局 I was at the police station this morning.
你去警局了吗 You were?
为什么 Why?
-因为那个警官 -泰隆 - Because the cop that-- - Tyrone?
-坦迪 你在干 -别钻进我脑子里 - Tandy, what are you--? - Stay out of my head.
你真以为我想进到你脑子里吗 You really think I wanna be in there?
-你明明就想 -嗨 - Obviously you do. - Hey.
奇怪的凶巴巴小姑娘 Strangely aggressive tiny girl.
泰今天很不好过 Ty's havin' a pretty awful day,
你不如换一天再对他吼 so maybe you can yell at him another time.
你能别管吗 Can you just stay outta this?
不 我没法不管 Oh, no, I don't think so.
你应该滚出去了 You ought to get the hell out of here--
不 No!
我的天 Oh my God.
你是怎么... How did you...?
是你 It's you.
等等 艾薇塔 Wait, Evita.
刚刚那是怎么回事 你在做什么 What the hell was that? What are you doing?
我没有伤害到她 I didn't hurt her.
你刚刚是不是对她做了 Were you doing to her
和对那个在教堂的男孩一样的事 what you were doing to that guy in the church?
坦迪 你刚刚不只是在看别人的"希望" Tandy, you weren't just looking at hopes.
你在意什么 What do you care?
我在意是因为你对艾薇塔做了什么 I care because you did it to Evita.
那是怎么回事 告诉我 What was it? Tell me.
不 我没什么好告诉你的 No, I don't have to tell you anything.
难道你觉得我们两个有什么合作的关系吗 What do you think, you and I are some sort of partnership?
我们可没有 Well, we're not.
好吗 我什么都不欠你 Okay? I owe you nothing.
-是你过来的 -来让你别钻进我的大脑 泰 - You came here. - To tell you to stay out of my head, Ty.
我为什么想钻进你的大脑 Why the hell would I wanna be in your head?
我的生活里不需要你的戏 I don't need your drama in my life.
我自己麻烦已经够多了 I got enough shit in my own.
饶了我吧 Spare me.
我巴不得能花钱换你的麻烦呢 I'd pay money to have your problems.
你的警察承认了 你赢了 Your cop confessed. You win.
你想知道我赢得了什么吗 You wanna know what I won?
什么都没有 Nothing.
好吗 什么都没变 Okay? Nothing's changed.
也许变得更糟糕了 Maybe it's worse.
我爸爸崩溃了 我妈妈都不想看我 我... My dad is shut down, my mom won't even look at me. I--
怎么 你只要修复家庭关系吗 What, did you think you were just gonna fix your family?
天啊 泰 Jesus, Ty.
让我来给你点现实世界的小提示 You know, let me give you a little tip from the real world,
预科生 Prep School.
什么都不会变 Nothing changes.
只会继续一遍一遍 It just is, again and again.
我知道你觉得现在很难熬 Look, I know you think things are rough--
难熬 Rough?
你看到我爸爸对我妈妈都做了什么吧 You saw what my dad did to my mom, right?
我也一样 That's me, too.
我在教堂对连姆也做了这种事 And that's what I was doing to Liam in the church,
把他当做我的发泄口 taking out all my own shit on him.
-为什么 -因为我是个乱搞的贱人 泰隆 - Why? - 'Cause I'm a screwed up bitch, Tyrone.
你有没有和你妈妈说过这件事 Have you even talked to your mom about this?
没有 No.
但是你知道吗 我们都一样 But you know what? We're both on the same page.
你不伤害别人就等着被人伤害 If you don't hurt, you get hurt.
-我觉得不是这样 -你要是长大了就会这样了 - That's not how I see it. - You will if you ever grow up.
你会知道不管你做什么都无法让你的哥哥回来 And learn there is nothing you can do to bring your big bro back.
真不好意思我没有采纳博文家的建议 Excuse me if I don't take wellness advice from the Bowen family.
去死吧 泰隆 Screw you, Tyrone.
在你梦里见 I'll see you in your dreams.
现在你们可能会奇怪 退化有什么意义 By now, you may be wondering, what is the point of regression.
为什么要看着我们的英雄经历这一切 Why watch our hero go through any of this?
因为这不是英雄的故事 Because the story isn't about them.
而是我们的故事 It's about us.
英雄会犯错 因为我们会犯错 Heroes make mistakes because we do.
他们会做让他们后悔的事 因为我们会做 They do things they regret because we do.
就像很多故事一样 传说是一面镜子 And like most any story told, myth is a mirror.
能让我们更清楚地看到自己 One we hold up to see ourselves more clearly.
但这就是人类的第二十二条军规 But that is the catch-22 of the human condition.
无法看清楚我们自己 The inability to see ourselves for who we are.
我们经常只能通过别人的眼睛 We can often only do it through someone else's eyes.
而我们可能不会喜欢他们所看到的自己 And when we do, we may not like what they see.
所以在我们看着英雄沉浮时 So as we watch the rise and fall of our heroes,
我们该问的问题是 他们会不会变得更好 the question we ask should not be, will they be greater?
他们能不能更强 Can they ascend?
不 No.
当车轮上路 却爆胎了 When that rubber hits the road, and that tire blows,
我们该问的问题是 the question we should ask is,
我们会变得更好吗 will we be greater?
我们能更强吗 Can we ascend?
连姆 Liam?
连姆 你在吗 Liam, are you here?
我觉得我欠你一个道歉 I think I owe you an apology.
连姆 Liam?
斯卡伯勒先生 Yes, Mr. Scarborough?
我到了 我会解决的 I'm here now, I'll fix it.
我不知道 温度突然上升了 I don't know. The heat just started spiking.
好的 我说了我会解决的 Okay, I said I'll fix it.
真棒 丹 Great. Dan.
伙计们 你们最好还是... Hey, you guys. It's probably safest if you step--
你们没事吧 Hey, you guys okay?
-怎么... -上 - What the--? - Come on!
所有小队注意 战术作战 Attention all units, including tactical.
发现福斯警官谋杀案疑犯 Suspect in the homicide of Officer Fuchs has been identified.
请前往所罗门皇宫1344号 Respond to 1344 Solomon Place.
四级全市通告 This is a level four city-wide call.
泰隆 Tyrone.
请你 Sit down.
坐下 Please.
想问什么就问吧 Go ahead and ask whatever you wanna ask.
你为什么什么都不做 Why didn't you do anything?
那么多年 你从来不听我说话 For all those years, you never listened to me.
从来没有试过 Never even tried.
你觉得是这样吗 Is that what you think happened?
就是这样 It is what happened.
如果你说的是真的 If you were telling the truth,
那就说明 一个警察杀死了一名少年 then that meant... A cop murdered a teenage boy
掩盖了事实 and covered up the crime.
能做到这种程度 只能说明他有帮手 And the only way to do that, means that he had help doing it.
很多帮手 A lot of help.
然后那个警察会紧张 And that cop gets nervous
他会决定他需要杜绝后患 and he decides he needs to tie up loose ends.
那唯一目击到 What happens to that little boy
他所作所为的小男孩会有怎样的下场 who's the only living witness to what he did?
我当时根本不怕他们 I wasn't afraid of them.
那你很幸运 Well, that's a luxury that you had.
但是你父亲和我没有这种幸运 But your father and I couldn't afford that luxury.
我们必须要怕 We had to be afraid.
因为你是死是活对他们来说不算什么 Because you alive or you dead, it meant nothing to them.
现在还是一样 It still doesn't.
-你做的事... -我有后招 我们录下来了 - And what you did-- - I had backup. We got him on tape.
你录下了一个白人警察承认杀死了一个黑人孩子 You had a white cop on tape confessing to killing a black kid.
你没发现吗 泰隆 Have you been paying attention, Tyrone?
因为在我们生活的这个世界 Because in the world that we live in,
这根本没有什么意义 that means absolutely nothing.
那我该怎么办 So I should just, what?
举起手来放弃吗 你是这个意思吗 Throw my hands up and give up, is that what you're saying?
你自己走上了他们的十字架 You put yourself in their crosshairs again.
总得有人上 不然什么都不会变 Someone has to. Otherwise nothing will change.
我已经失去了一个儿子 泰隆 I've already lost one son, Tyrone.
如果我不站出来 那什么都不会发生 And if I don't stand up, it will be for nothing.
小心说话 穿好裤子 连帽衫帽子压低 Watch your mouth. Pull your pants up. Take your hoodie down.
什么时候是个头 When does it end?
我们被各种规矩限制着 你却说这样很好 We got all sorts of rules, but you said it best.
即使我把所有事都做好 麻烦还是会找上门 Even if I do everything perfect, they still could come after me.
做好事情的意义何在 So why be perfect?
为什么不为了维护世界而挺身而出 Why not stand up for the world the way it should be?
我的孩子会怎么样 妈 What about my kids, Ma?
你的孙子 Your grandkids.
那些深爱你的人... Everyone who loves you...
如果你发生什么意外他们又会作何感想 what would happen to them if something happened to you?
我眼睁睁看着他死去 I watched him die.
我没办法置身事外 I couldn't walk away.
不管付出什么代价 我不能 No matter what it cost, I couldn't.
你活的好好地 You are here.
比利已经不在了 所以... Okay? Billy is dead, so...
你必须放下一切 you have to let it go.
停下来 所有一切 Stop... all of it.
内疚 悔恨 The guilt. The regret.
恐惧 The fear.
我怕放弃这些 我会失去自我 I'm not sure who I am without it.
我知道你是怎样的人 I know who you are.
我每天都看着你 I see it every day.
我看到了你的勇敢 I see your bravery,
你的聪明才智 你的意志力 and your intelligence, and your will power.
你和你哥哥简直像极了 You're more like your brother than you'll ever know.
多数让我恐惧害怕的时刻 它都激励着我 It inspires me, almost as much as it scares the shit out of me.
泰隆·约翰逊 Tyrone Johnson!
你因谋杀福斯警官被捕了 You are under arrest for the murder of Officer Fuchs!
-泰隆 -妈 这是怎么回事 - Tyrone! - Mom, what's happening?
-快 快跑 -举起双手出来 - Go! Run! Go! Go! - Come out with your hands up!
妈 我知道你在家 门没锁 我... Mom, I know you're here. The door was unlocked, and I...
想和你好好谈谈 wanna talk about everything.
关于父亲和我的事... About Dad... about me...
我说不清 我就想 I don't know, I just--
我需要 I need to--
出来吧 坦迪 Come out, Tandy.
你是谁 Who are you?
斯卡伯勒先生让我带他问好 Mr. Scarborough sends his regards.
三秒钟之内你如果不出来的话 I'm gonna kill Mommy in three seconds
我就杀了你妈妈 unless you come out.
你知道我是认真的 You know I'm not one to bluff.
三 Three.
当车轮上路 When the rubber hits the road,
却爆胎了... and that tire blows...
二 Two.
我们会扪心自问 we will ask ourselves
一个所有神话中的核心问题... the question at the center of all myth...
一 One.
我们是谁 Who are we?