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对骗子的惩罚根本不在于没人相信他 The liar's punishment is not the least that he is not believed,
而是他无法相信任何人 but that he cannot believe anyone else.
米卡基思的骗术已经炉火纯青 Micah Keith has perfected the art of deceit.
但她也欺骗了自己 以为她的谎言不会被人发现 But she's also deceived herself, believing that her lies will go unnoticed.
米卡是我30多年的老朋友 Micah has been my friend for more than 30 years.
我对这段友谊的真相一直不知情 也有30多年了 I've been in the dark about that friendship for just as long.
霍特罗林斯是拉蒙托马斯谋杀案的嫌疑人 Holt Rollins, a suspect in the murder of Ramon Tomas,
他是米卡的情人 is Micah's lover.
霍特罗林斯和米卡基思认识了将近25年 Holt Rollins and Micah Keith have known each other for nearly 25 years.
从他出狱那天起 她就一直在帮助他 Since the day he got out of prison, she supported him.
她给他买了一栋房子 She bought him a house.
给了他一份工作 Gave him a job.
还有自己温暖的身体 A warm body.
她撒谎了 She lied.
对我撒谎了 To me.
对你们撒谎了 To you.
对全世界撒谎了 To the world.
直言真相
第二季 第 6 集
给你的 For you.
你得吃点东西 You need to eat.
我不饿 Not hungry.
警察还在外面 The police still out there?
是 Yes.
米卡没有再来找你 真是令人惊讶啊 Micah's not coming for you again. Surprise, surprise!
这是什么三文治 What kinda sandwich is it?
五香熏牛肉 Pastrami.
我是素食者 I'm a vegan.
杀人犯还挑食真难以置信 A murderer worried about his diet? Ain't that 'bout a bitch?
把肉挑出去 Take the meat out.
你吃药了吗 Did you take your meds?
吃了对你更来说更有意义吗 Would that make more sense to you?
答案是肯定的 And your answer is yes.
我只是厌倦了总是被遗弃 I'm just tired of being erased.
不过说真的 For real though.
你可曾想过 You ever wonder?
想什么 About what?
如果你和我… What if you and I…
说出真相会如何 told the truth?
全部真相 All of it.
波比帕内尔在网上引起轰动了 Poppy Parnell breaks the internet.
说真的 你们真的引发了热议 I can't lie. I mean, you guys stirred up some shit.
瞧瞧这个 Look at this.
很抱歉 没能提前通知你 I'm sorry I couldn't give you a better heads-up.
你想念她是情有可原的 You know, you are allowed to miss her.
我真没想到自己完全看错她的为人了 How could I have been so wrong about her?
嘿 能给我来个成熟的人… Hey, can I get some grown-ass man back
-嗨 波比 -嗨 -Hey, Poppy. -Hey.
怎么了特里妮又闹情绪了 Why? Trini's in one of her moods again?
是这样 比那还要糟 You know what? Worse.
她很和善 就是说 她即将提出比较过分的要求 She's being sweet which means she's about to make a big ask.
是 Yeah.
只要她不是要养马就好 Well, as long as she doesn't ask for a horse.
她八岁时 每天早上… You know, when she was eight, every single morning
-早餐时 -早餐时 -At breakfast! -At breakfast!
持续了一整年 她一直说想要小马 For a full-on year, she would ask for a pony.
我们该在哪里养一头农场牲口呢 Now, where in the hell are we gonna keep a farm animal?
在北奥克兰怎么可能养呢 Where we gonna keep one in... in North Oakland?
-就是啊 -拜托 -Exactly! -Come on!
我得走了 I better get going.
-是吗 -不打扰你们了 -Really? -I will leave you to it.
还有… And…
-米卡的事 祝你好运 -好 -Good luck with Micah. -Uh-huh.
也祝你好运 Good luck to you too.
-再见 波比 -注意安全 -See you, Poppy. -Be safe.
是 Yeah!
只是工作 宝贝 It's just work, baby.
你要庆幸你长得帅 It's a good thing you're cute.
真的 你该庆幸这点 Good thing. You're lucky.
有空了就来帮我 Come help me when you can.
人力资源部 收到了无数辞职申请 你在做什么 HR is swamped with resignations. What are you doing?
它是怎么进来的 How did she get in here?
什么 What?
我不想让任何对我失去信心的人留在这里 I don't want anyone here who has lost faith in me.
你失去了吗 Have you?
没有 永远不会 No! Never.
那…只是… It is... It's just that
说吧 告诉我 Go ahead. Tell me.
我有点担心公众对于你在这里会怎么看 I'm a little worried about the optics of you being here.
我们有三家赞助商暂停了合约 Three of our sponsors have put their deals on hold.
维珍取消了我们的健康邮轮 Virgin canceled our wellness cruise.
斯坦福大学把你的演讲延期了 Stanford postponed your speaking engagement,
剩下为数不多的投资人都在提问 and pretty much all of what's left of our investors are asking questions.
还有呢 And?
听着 我知道你很痛苦 Look, I know... I know that you're suffering,
因为波比恶意且毫无根据的指责是卑鄙的 'cause Poppy's vicious and baseless accusations are vile.
所以我认为你应该休息几周 Which is why I think that maybe you should take a few weeks off.
给我一个机会来整顿公司 You know, give me a chance to right the ship.
我是不是低估你了 小老鼠 Have I underestimated you, little mouse?
你和拉克伦曾经只是贪污我的钱 就已经心满意足 现在又想怎样 You and Lachlan were so content to exploit me, and now what?
你想让我退居幕后 You wanna tuck me away?
-眼不见 心不烦 -不… -Out of sight, out of mind? -No. No!
我相信你 米卡 我对你有信念 I believe you, Micah. I believe in you!
你可以信任我 You can trust me.
这是波比以前常说的话 That's what Poppy always said.
我永远不会离开 I will never step away.
永远 Ever.
给我们所有的媒体联系人打电话 Call all of our press contacts.
我们来提醒一下公众我是谁 Let's remind people who I am.
-波比到底是谁 -好 -Who Poppy really is. -Okay.
好 我们从头开始 Okay, let's run this from the top.
我们知道是霍特罗林斯杀死了拉蒙托马斯 We know Holt Rollins killed Ramon Tomas.
也许… Maybe…
拉蒙的公寓里有线索 能把霍特和米卡联系在一起 there was evidence in Ramon's apartment connecting Holt to Micah.
也许是连拉蒙自己都不知道的线索 Something Ramon didn't even know about.
你认为是她下令让霍特杀死拉蒙 You think she ordered Holt to kill Ramon?
或是去偷取物证 结果场面失控 Or steal the evidence. Then it got ugly.
不过霍特罗林斯到底是谁 Who is Holt Rollins though?
霍特… Holt. Holt, Holt, Holt…
霍特是避风港 通过第二次机会计划雇来的人 Holt is a second-chance hire for Shelter.
是 马库斯就是这样确认他身份的 Yeah, that's how Markus ID'd him.
你还有埃姆斯提供的逮捕记录吗 You still have those arrest records from Aames?
有 Yeah.
搞定 Done.
有什么发现 What have we got?
已知关联人士 Known associates:
艾伦怀特 去年遭枪杀 Allen White, shot and killed last year.
盖瑞特班克斯 去年9月又进监狱了 2032年出狱 Garrett Banks. Went back to jail last September, out in 2032.
还有露丝吉尔 And Rose Gil.
洛杉矶警察局 露丝吉尔
她和霍特 在洛杉矶的一起大型入室盗窃案中被捕 She and Holt were arrested in a major B and E in LA.
被指控参与一个盗窃团伙 Accused of being involved in a burglary ring.
霍特被判十年 露丝被判五年 Holt got ten years. Rose, five.
有她之后的消息吗 最后的已知地址是什么 Anything on her since? What about last known address?
什么都没有 我查了死亡证明和失踪人口数据库 Nothing. I checked death certificates and the Jane Doe database.
继续查 Stay on it.
这人一定有问题 我能感觉到 There's something there. I can feel it.
怎么了 What?
波比帕内尔女士又回来了 真好 Nice to have Miss Poppy Parnell back in the house.
我们有进展了 宝贝 Cooking with gas now, baby!
坐直了 Sit up straight!
我让你坐直了 I said to sit up straight!
没事 我来了 It's okay. I'm here now.
伤口会长好的 就像上次一样 It'll heal. Just like last time.
洛杉矶警察局 米卡毕舍普
1997年7月17日 July 17th, 1997.
7月17日 July 17th…
找到了 Gotcha.
欢迎来到避风港 各位 很高兴见到你们 Welcome to Shelter, everybody. I'm happy to see you.
-米卡 -嗨 米卡 -Micah. -Hey, Micah.
嗨 哇 我喜欢这个 超现实主义风格的阶段 朱尼尔 Hi. Wow. I love this surrealist phase, Junior.
-你喜欢 -是的 -You like it? -I do.
嘿 你要不要打上你的标签 就是你常用的红玫瑰 Hey, do you wanna add your tag? That red rose you always use.
这是你的作品 亲爱的 That's all you, honey.
她对他们很好 She's great with them.
是的 每一个奖学金获得者 都是米卡亲自挑选的 Yes, she is. Micah handpicked every scholarship recipient.
对她来说 最重要的就是对孩子们的投资 Nothing is more important to her than the investment in kids.
你应该过去 请去吧 You should go. Go, go. Please.
这叫什么 What's this called?
小圈子 Clique.
她是谁 Who's she?
她是三个人 She's three people.
是你 You?
同学 Schoolmates?
德莉亚斯派维梅兰妮桑切斯 莉亚艾尔斯特姆 Drea Spivey. Melanie Sanchez. Leah Ellstrom.
她们是谁 And who are they?
失踪的女孩 Missing girls.
是奥克兰失踪的几十个年轻女孩中的三个 Just three of the dozens of young girls who've disappeared from Oakland
是过去几年的事 in the past few years.
警方一个都没找到吗 The police haven't located any of them?
没有 他们要去找才能找到 No, they'd have to look for them to find them.
此话也适用于当地的媒体 That goes for the local press too.
画得很美 It's really beautiful.
诺雅查到露丝之前住在一家寄宿看护机构 Noa found out Rose had been in a board and care facility.
好吧 你的意思是 Okay, so what are you saying?
这个女人…戴安娜是该机构主管 That this woman… Diane, runs the facility?
是 Yeah.
她认为这通电话是关于避风港的工作机会 And she thinks this call is about a job opportunity at Shelter.
-你疯了吗 -拜托 -Are you freaking nuts? -Come on.
这是一条好线索 It's a good lead.
算我欠你个人情 And I'll owe you.
你知道到现在为止 你欠了我多少个人情吗 You know how long that "owe you" list is by now?
那好吧 Here you go.
-谢谢 -好 -Thank you. -All right.
你好 我是戴安娜库珀 Hello, this is Diane Cooper.
你好 戴安娜 你好吗 我是马库斯基勒布鲁 Hello, Diane, how you doing? This is Markus Killebrew.
我想查一位申请人信息 I'm checking on an applicant
她把你们的机构列为主要居住地点 that listed your facility as a primary residence.
我们不会对外公布住户私人信息 We don't share private information about our residents.
我完全理解 我们也有同样的政策 I completely understand that. We have the same policy.
但情况是这样的 这… But you see, this
这位申请人 露丝 她很特别 This particular applicant, Rose, she's special.
我只是想看看我能不能帮到她 And I just wanna see if I can help her out and
你有露丝的消息什么时候的 You heard from Rose? When?
几天前 A couple of days ago.
怎么了有什么问题吗 Why? Is there a problem?
以前有过什么麻烦吗我曾是奥克兰警察 Was there any trouble? I'm former OPD.
她已经失踪几周了 你的名字是什么来着 She's been missing for weeks. What's your name again?
听到这个我很遗憾 我叫马库斯基勒布鲁 I'm sorry to hear that. It's Markus Killebrew.
我是旧金山避风港的保安负责人 I'm head of security at Shelter here in San Francisco.
我是波比帕内尔 This is Poppy Parnell.
你是否认为露丝可能遇到危险了 Do you think Rose could be in danger?
你这么认为吗 Do you?
我问你个问题 你们那里最近是否遇到过麻烦 Let me ask you a question. Has there been any recent trouble at your facility?
几年前 我们不得不 对露丝的一位访客下达禁令 Well, a few years back, we had to ban one of Rose's visitors.
被禁的访客再也没来过 The banned visitor never came back,
但大约六个月前 有另一位访客来拜访露丝 but about six months ago, Rose had another visitor.
我记得是因为她又开始创作艺术作品了 I remember because she started her artwork again.
仿佛她又重新点燃了激情 It was like she caught fire.
请问你能给我一份 访客签到本的复印件吗 Let me ask you something. Can you give me a copy of the visitor ledger?
我们的政策不允许 我已经说得太多了 Our policy prevents against that. I've already said too much.
好 那这样吧 你可以去打几个电话 Okay, so, how about this? Why don't you just make some calls?
查查我是谁 好吗 Check me out, okay?
做好尽职调查 安全起见 Do your due diligence just to be on the safe side,
你可以和我联系 and you can contact me.
但是听着 戴安娜 相信我 好吗 我会继续找露丝的 But listen, Diane, trust me, okay? I'm gonna keep an eye out for Rose.
-打扰了 谢谢 -谢谢 -I appreciate your time. Thank you. -Thank you.
嗨 Hi.
我想谈谈 当面谈 I wanna talk. In person.
我想你 I miss you.
拜托了 Please.
苏珊劳拉 待批准人选
收件人：米卡基思 待最后审批
嗨 Hey.
不让我进去吗 Can't I come in?
在外面就好 Out here is fine.
谢谢你接听电话 Well, thanks for picking up the phone.
我们该如何修复关系 波比 How do we fix this, Pop?
那已经是过去式了 We're past that.
我只想找出杀害乔希的凶手 I just wanna find out who killed Josh.
-我想帮你 -是吗 -And I wanna help you. -Do you?
是的 Yes.
因为你隐瞒了 和相关命案主要嫌疑人相爱这一事实 'Cause you lied about being in love with the prime suspect of a related murder.
他不是你想象中的那个人 He's not who you think he is.
你选择相信他 而不是我 You chose him over me.
而不是老爸赛迪黛丝里 还有乔希 Over Daddy, Cydie, Desiree. Over Josh.
-不是的 -那你为什么不说实话 -That is not true. -Then why weren't you honest?
因为我害怕 Because I was scared.
我还害怕呢 我每天都很害怕 I'm scared! I'm scared every goddamn day,
-但是我… -但是什么你不撒谎 -but I...But what? You don't lie?
露丝吉尔是谁 Who's Rose Gil?
她曾和我霍特一起流落街头 She was on the streets with me and Holt.
我…你为什么问起露丝 I... Why are you asking about Rose?
我已经很多年没想起过她了 I haven't thought about her for years.
你为什么不写她的故事 Why didn't you write about her?
因为她病了 Because she was sick.
我觉得那样不公平 And I didn't think that was fair.
要写她的故事就一定会写到她的病 I couldn't tell her story without telling that part.
我不信任你 米卡 I don't trust you, Micah.
我爱你 但我不信任你 I love you, but I do not trust you.
我们大半辈子都是朋友 You know, we've been friends for most of our lives.
彼此非常了解 We know a lot about each other.
所以呢 And?
你知道我所有的秘密 You hold all of my confidences.
我也知道你的 And I hold yours.
那又如何 So motherfucking what?
我知道很多事可以毁了你打造的这种生活 I know things that could destroy this life you built
和你装出来的这个人设 and this person you pretend to be.
嘿 你把头发弄湿了 Hey! You got your hair wet!
该死 Shit!
我用了好几小时才整理好你这个鸡窝头 After I spent hours wrestling with this nappy cotton wool!
是我的错 不怪波比 It's my fault! Not Poppy's.
滚开 小姑娘 Get the hell outta here, little girl!
你知道我没时间处理这种破事 过来 滚回家去 You know I don't have time for this shit! Come on! Carry your ass home!
你以后不许来我家 不许顶嘴 This is the last time you're coming down to my damn house. Talking back to my ass.
嗨 Hey!
嗨 抱歉 我不是故意要吓你 Hi! Sorry, I didn't mean to scare you.
我叫米卡 I'm Micah.
是 我叫扎丽娜 Yeah. Zarina.
我读过你的书 幸会 I've read your books. It's good to meet you.
幸会 Nice to meet you.
那些是给你的 Those are for you.
哇 Wow.
希望不是衣服 I hope it's not clothes.
怀我女儿四个月时就什么都穿不下了 Once I got to four months with my daughter, nothing fit.
-所以… -你很幸运 -So… -You're lucky.
谢谢你的礼物 但有什么能帮你的吗 Well, I appreciate the gifts. But how can I help you?
这是马库斯在避风港的工作要约 These are the offer papers for Markus at Shelter.
这… This is
条件很好啊 This is generous.
他值这个身价 He's worth it.
我担心他会拒绝 因为一些… I'm just afraid he's gonna throw it all away because of some…
对波比的忠心 devotion to Poppy.
我和波比最近关系闹僵了 我仍抱有希望 Poppy and I had a falling-out, and I remain hopeful
但是目前感觉无法挽回 but at the moment, it feels irreparable.
马库斯拒绝了吗 Did Markus turn this down?
还没有 Not yet.
谢谢你的礼物 谢谢你的坦诚 Thank you for the gifts. Thank you for your honesty.
我在婚姻中不会替伴侣做决定 I don't back-door in my marriage.
我尊重这一点 I respect that.
但这份工资是他之前的两倍 But this is twice his old salary.
六个月的产假 还让他有机会建立自己的保安队伍 Six months paternity leave, an opportunity for him to create his own security detail.
好吧 米卡 Okay. Micah.
波比离开了她的丈夫 Poppy left her husband.
她要离婚了 She's getting a divorce.
我需要马库斯 他让我很有安全感 这是很难做到的 I need Markus. He makes me feel safe. That is not easy.
我们可以互相帮助 We can help each other out.
怎么帮 How?
这份要约基于他只在避风港工作 That proposal is predicated on his exclusivity to Shelter.
不能做其他工作 No outside work.
不能和波比合伙 No partnership with Poppy.
考虑一下吧 You think it over.
安全 罗林斯不在这里 All clear here. No sign of Rollins.
收到了 10-4…
收到 这就回来 Copy that. Heading in.
你想过我们被捕那天晚上 警察是怎么找到我们的吗 You ever wonder how the cops found us the night we were arrested?
我们当时太年轻 We were young.
经验不足 Amateurs.
我们被捕几周前 A few weeks before we were arrested,
他们在米卡闯入学校时抓到了她 they caught Micah breaking into the school.
只给了她个警告就把她放了 They let her off with a warning.
接下来 两周后 我们被当场抓获 Then, two weeks later, we get caught red-handed.
她自己也被抓了 和我们一样 She got picked up. Same as we did.
但她从未被起诉 But never charged.
你还不明白吗是她举报了我们 Aren't you getting it yet? She set us up.
-你去死吧 -说我们参加了 Fuck you.
某个盗窃团伙 Claimed we were in some sort of a burglary ring.
你和我 所以我们才入狱的 You and me. That's how come we went to jail.
你为了保护她杀过人 You have killed people to protect her.
如果你碰我 我就尖叫 If you touch me, I will scream.
警察就在外面 记得吗 Cops right outside, remember?
而且他们在找你 And they're looking for you.
你和米卡 You and Micah.
从来都不知道什么叫界线 Neither of you ever had any good boundaries.
人们不知道界线时 就会受到伤害 现在你懂了 People get hurt when they don't know where the lines are. Now you know.
-米卡… -不许说她的名字 -Micah...Stop saying her fucking name!
她当时没有保护你 现在也不会 She didn't protect you then. She won't protect you now.
你感觉到了我说得没错吧我能看出来 You feel it? You feel it's true? I can see it.
你打算怎么办 What are you gonna do, huh?
你打算怎么办杀了我 What are you gonna do? Kill me?
动手吧 Go ahead.
继续收拾她的烂摊子 Keep cleaning up her messes.
嗨 小虫舅舅 Hey, Uncle Bug.
嗨 Hey.
波比 你好吗有什么书 What's up, Popgun? What you got?
还有什么 What else we got in here?
我已经不想读有关越战的书了 I don't wanna read about Vietnam anymore.
好吧 你想读什么书 Okay. What would you like?
拿破仑的 Napoleon.
见到你很高兴 Well, it's good to see you.
我常常能见到你 Well, I see you all the time.
巴士上公告牌上无线电波上的声音 Buses, billboards, voice on the airwaves.
你是人们关注的焦点 You're the talk of the town.
不知道这是好事还是坏事 Don't know if that's a good or bad thing.
你和朋友吵架了 You and your friend are fightin'.
不仅仅是吵架 It's more than that.
她要求见面 She asked to meet.
想和好 在她说过那么多谎言之后 Wanted a truce. After all she lied about.
永远不要去你认为敌人不敢去的地方找她 You never look for an enemy where you think she's too scared to go.
小虫舅舅 我想问你 Uncle Bug, I wanted to ask you…
妈妈死后 老爸为什么 要送我去雪莉小姐那里 After Mama died, why did Daddy send me to Miss Shirley?
他为何不把我送到你这 Why didn't he send me with you?
我这哪有地方住啊 To live where?
你知道雪莉小姐的事吗 Did you know about Miss Shirley?
所有人都知道 Everybody knew.
黛丝里和赛迪当时在乐土公园区 玩扮装游戏举行茶话会 Desiree and Cydie were playing dress-up and having tea parties in Elysian Fields.
为什么我不行 Why not me?
我到底有多大问题 以至于让我被抛下了 What was so wrong with me that I got left behind?
你记住的都是情绪 而不是事实 You're remembering emotions, not facts.
你可曾问过她们在那边生活是怎样的吗 You ever asked them what it was like up on them hills?
没得比 这我确定 It can't compare, I'm sure.
-我变得很脆弱… -你挺过来了 对吗 -It left me vulnerable to...You survived, right?
我忍过来了 I endured.
但我心中有些东西没挺过来 But not every piece of me survived.
住进雪莉小姐家中的那个小女孩 The little girl that went into Miss Shirley's house
离开时已经变了一个人 is not the same one that came out.
嗨 Hey.
喂 寄宿看护机构的戴安娜联系了我 Yo. Heard from Diane at the board and care.
-是吗 -她告诉我说 -Yeah? -She told me that
霍特罗林斯就是那位被禁的访客 Holt Rollins was the banned visitor.
第二位访客呢 And the second visitor?
乔希亚基思 Joshua Keith.
乔希在被谋杀前六个月去见了露丝 Josh went to see Rose six months before his murder.
我们必须找到她 马库斯 We have to find her, Markus.
是的 必须的 但怎么找 Yes, we do, but how?
罗马人有一句老话 “memoria praeteritorum bonorum” The Romans used to speak of "memoria praeteritorum bonorum."
大致意思是 “过去的事永远会被人们牢记” Roughly translated, this means, "The past is always well-remembered."
这是心理学家所说的一种现象 玫瑰色的回顾 It's a phenomenon psychologists refer to as rosy retrospection.
即人们回忆往事时往往把过去想得太好 A tendency to disproportionately positively remember the past.
这个想法是假设 你有一个值得被浪漫化的过去 This idea assumes you have a past worth romanticizing.
但那些从小到大经历创伤的人呢 或经历贫困的人 But what of those born and bred in trauma? Scarcity?
他们有什么回旋余地来反思自己的过去 What leeway are they afforded to reckon with their past?
露丝吉尔这一生大部分时间 都遭到社会遗弃 For most of her life, Rose Gil was erased by society.
露丝吉尔
她流落街头长达20多年 没有一个真正的家 She spent over 20 years living on the streets without a real home.
就像米卡恰如其分地形容的那样 是一名“弃子” She was, as Micah so aptly coined, "a discard."
露丝吉尔在乔希亚基思死前仅几个月 曾和他见过面 Rose Gil met with Joshua Keith mere months before his death.
那一刻令二人的行为都发生了剧变 A moment that incited a dramatic change in both of their behavior.
接下来 她从唯一照顾过她的地方逃走了 She then ran away from the only place that ever looked after her,
那时距乔希亚基思遇害仅有两天 just two days before Joshua Keith was murdered.
只有一个人确切地知道 这些事件之间的联系 Only one person knows for certain how those events are related.
那个人就是你 露丝 That person is you, Rose.
我不是你的法官陪审团或行刑者 I'm not your judge, jury or executioner.
如果你听到这期播客 露丝 请一定要联系我 If you hear this, Rose, please, please contact me.
我愿意向你提供这个平台 让你不再被社会遗弃 I offer you this platform so that you are no longer erased.
无论你做过什么 经历过什么 Whatever you've done, whatever's been done to you,
让《重新考虑》成为一个安全场所 在这 你可以用自己的话讲述你的故事 let Reconsidered be a safe place to tell your story in your words.
我是波比帕内尔 希望大家能够重新考虑 My name is Poppy Parnell, and I'd like you to reconsider.
波比 Poppy!
-是 -我们有麻烦了 -Yeah? -We got a problem.
《湾区早间新闻》 正在播出米卡基思的新闻 Bay Morning is airing a segment on Micah Keith.
那又如何我们早知道 宣传公关的消息会出现的 So? We knew a puff piece was coming.
嘿 Hey.
不是公关 而是愤怒 针对你的 Less puff, more huff. At you.
米卡基思 Micah Keith,
她的基金会在湾区建立了很多年轻人项目 whose foundation has established youth programs around the Bay Area,
她说：“我也不理解帕内尔女士 states, "I don't understand it either about Mrs. Parnell.
我们在避风港努力用我们的资源帮助人们 We here at Shelter try to use our resources to assist.
帮助那些没那么幸运的人” To lift up those less fortunate."
这贱人称你帕内尔女士 This bitch Miss Parnell'd you?
基思女士是湾区本地人 带我参观了基思集体组织 Mrs. Keith, a native of the area, took me on a tour of The Keith Collective
该组织位于一个缺少服务的社区 帕内尔女士一直对这里视而不见 in an underserved community that Mrs. Parnell continues to ignore
她那个风靡全国的播客从未提及这里 on her popular nationwide podcast.
基思女士参加了邻里守望会议 Mrs. Keith attended the neighborhood watch meeting,
该会议举办于敲敲门酒吧 这里相当于帕内尔的第二个家 which took place at The Knock, a second home to Parnell,
目前的老板是帕内尔的父亲 currently owned by Parnell's father
臭名昭著的顶石帮摩托俱乐部领袖 and leader of the infamous Capstone motorcycle club.
这是条攻击性新闻 It's a hit piece.
帕内尔公然忽视自己社区的行径 Parnell's blatant neglect of her own community…
-赛迪 -令人难以理解 她却在深入调查 -Cydie. -…remains baffling as she dives into
另一桩备受瞩目的案件 yet another high-profile case,
与此同时 年轻的女性正悄悄失踪 while young women disappear quietly
事发地就是她自己从小长大的街区 from the same neighborhood where she grew up.
我们试图联系帕内尔 想请她发表意见 但她还未回应 We reached out to Parnell for comment, but she hasn't responded.
我是苏珊劳拉 现场报道 I'm Susan Laura reporting live…
-见鬼 赛迪 -之后马上回来 -Oh, hell. Cydie! -…and we'll be right back.
小心 过来 Watch out! Come here.
嗨 你必须把摩托挪开 Hi. I need you to move that bike.
-让她给我滚出来 -好 -Tell her to bring her ass outside. -Okay.
我知道她在里面 给一些容易受骗的贱人做演讲 I know she in there giving a speech to some gullible ass bitches.
-好了 亲爱的 但我必须让你… -别叫我亲爱的 -Okay, sweetie, but I'm gonna need you...Don't call me fucking sweetie.
-好吧 抱歉 你能否… -嘿 -Okay, I'm sorry. Can you...Hey!
-你这个肮脏的小偷骗子 -你在干什么 -You grimy, thievin', hustlin'… -What are you doing?
-可悲的贱人 -等等… -…pitiful ass bitch. -Whoa, whoa, whoa.
你不能在这里撒野 This is not the place for this.
是 若不是因为我姐姐 你根本不会拥有这一切 Yeah, if it wasn't for my sister, you wouldn't have none of this.
是她成就了你 向你敞开大门 给了你一个家 She made you! Let you into her home, gave you a family.
-赛迪 好了 -你这样对她 -Cydie, come on. -And you do this to her?
别说了 Stop talking.
你还派霍特搭我的巴士 想吓我 And you sent Holt to my bus trying to intimidate me?
你在说什么 What are you talking about?
-你对此一无所知 -对 我什么都不知道 -You don't know nothing about that? -No, I don't know anything.
-冷静点 -你根本不值 -Calm down. -You aren't even worth
-我来这里花的油钱 -嘿… -the gas it took to get here! -Hey! Hey!
-等等 嘿… -该死 -Whoa, hey, hey, hey! -Fuck!
-我会狠狠揍你 -打架我随时奉陪 -I'll beat your ass… -I will fucking fight you.
-就在此时此刻 -你想揍我 -…right here, right now. -You wanna beat my ass?
-我现在就揍你 -想打架来啊 -I will beat your ass right now. -I'll fucking fight you! Yeah? Come on!
-带米卡进去 -你去死吧 -Get Micah back inside. -Fuck you!
你这贱人 每个爱你的人最后都死了 Everybody who tries to love your trick ass ends up dead.
-嘿 好了 -米卡 进来吧 -Hey. That's it. -Micah, come inside.
-冷静点 -放开我 -Calm down. -Get off me!
还有你 And you!
你和那娘们站一边了 You're riding with that ho?
我告诉你 你当时选错了 你现在也选错了 You know what? You chose wrong then, and you're choosing wrong now.
等等 这关我什么事 Wait, hold on! How did this become my shit?
你把这里当成市场一样大吵大闹 You out here clowning like it's the Eastmont Mall.
这是我的工作 This is my business!
回家吧 Go home!
你们都去死吧 Fuck all y'all.
这些该死的女人啊 All these goddamn women.
奥克兰
嗨 Hey.
嗨 艾克 Hey, Elk.
-嗨 亲爱的 看看你 -嗨 老爸 -Hey, sweetheart. Look at you. -Hey, Daddy.
莉莉安还在乔治亚州 Lillian still in Georgia?
还要几周 Another couple weeks.
这样我有更多时间陪你 Gives me more time to spend with you.
你担心那条新闻吗 You worried about that news report?
她警告过我 如果我惹她 她就能毁掉我的生活 She warned me how much she could blow up my life if I mess with her,
也许这就是她一开始让我帮忙的原因 which is probably why she asked me to help in the first place.
感觉就像她有我的把柄 能够控制我 Felt like she had something on me to keep me in line.
她有吗 Does she?
我昨天去见了小虫舅舅 I saw Uncle Bug yesterday.
比起我来 他更令你母亲的家族难堪 He embarrassed your mother's family more than me.
乐土公园区那些自负的混蛋 不想和我这样的流氓 Those saditty ass folks in Elysian Field didn't want to deal with riffraff like me
或是其他疯狂的罪犯扯上关系 or crazy motherfuckers in the mix.
至于小虫 And Bug?
他一出生就是个疯子 He was crazy in the cradle.
老爸 Daddy…
你送我去雪莉小姐家时 知道她恨我和妈妈吗 Did you know Miss Shirley hated me and Mama when you sent me there?
你为什么不送我去她家亲戚那边 Why didn't you just send me to her side of the family?
他们不想收留你 They didn't want you.
我和埃莉诺在一起后 她家人和她断绝了关系 Elinor's family cut her off when we got together.
在他们看来她已经不存在了 也就是你根本不存在 To them, she didn't exist anymore, which meant you didn't exist.
他们没有一个人来参加她的葬礼 一个都没有 And none of them came to her funeral. Nary one of 'em.
她最喜欢的表亲莉安娜 来参加了宴席 但是… Her favorite cousin, Leona, showed up at the repast, but…
但是入土仪式一个亲戚都没来 no one was at the burial.
这就是你如此愤怒的原因 Is that why you were so angry?
是的 还有很多原因 One of many reasons.
莉安娜提出收留你们姐妹中的两个 Leona offered to take two of you.
我想最好两个小妹妹能住在一起 I thought it best that the two youngest girls stay together.
另一个也是唯一提出帮助的人就是雪莉 The only other person who offered to help was Shirley.
你为什么要想这些 Why you thinking about this?
因为我大脑有病 你就觉得我会忘记 Because I'm sick in the head, you think I'll forget?
不是的 老爸 No, Daddy.
不是的 No.
和米卡的事让我想起了初识她的情景 All this business with Micah just got me thinking about when I first met her.
仅此而已 That's all.
-你确定 -是 老爸 是的 -Are you sure? -Yeah, Daddy. Yeah.
我很担心你 I'm worried about you.
露丝 你必须吃药 Rose, I need you to take your pills.
她说过希望我给她打电话 她为什么不给我回电 She said she wanted me to call her. Why won't she call me back?
因为波比帕内尔根本不在乎你 也不在乎我 Because Poppy Parnell doesn't give a fuck about you or me.
也许她还没查线索热线 Maybe she hasn't checked the tip line yet.
我得想想 I just need to think.
快想… Think, think, think, think…
我们去见她吧 Let's go see her.
我不行 外面还是有警察 我一出去就会入狱 I can't. Cops are still out there. I walk out those doors, I go to jail.
露丝 Rose…
吃药 Take your pills.
你是说这些药 You mean these?
-拜托 露丝 别这样 -不要对我屈尊俯就 -Come on, Rose. Don't do that. -Don't condescend to me.
我要把这张照片发给波比 给我们安排一次见面 I wanna send this to Poppy and arrange a meeting for us.
让我们看看她有什么… Then let's see what she has to
霍特 住手 Holt, stop.
霍特 Holt.
抱歉 真对不起 I'm sorry. So sorry.
你不能再维护她了 You gotta stop defending her.
你不能再保护她了 You gotta stop protecting her.
她嫁给了别人 她爱了别人 She married someone else. She loved someone else.
她不爱你 She doesn't love you.
该死 Fuck.
见鬼 我火了 Oh, shit, I'm trending.
-我会狠狠揍你 -打架我随时奉陪 -I'll beat your ass… -I will fucking fight you.
-就在此时此刻 -你想揍我 -…right here, right now. -You wanna beat my ass?
是 犹如野火燎原 Yeah, spreading like wildfire.
你查过德莉亚的案子吗 You ever look into Drea's case?
查过 Yeah.
这就是你一直如此生气的原因 Is that why you've been so pissed?
听着 我爱你 但最有影响力的人不能保持沉默 Look, I love you, but the person with the loudest voice can't be silent.
如果他们沉默了就不能来这里得到同情 And if they do, they can't come over here to lick wounds.
我不是来博取同情的 Well, I didn't come for that.
那你为什么来 Well, what then?
我来这是想问你们关于莉安娜的事 I came to ask you about Leona.
老妈的表亲 你们曾住在她家 Mama's cousin y'all stayed with.
我爱她 I loved her.
我以前经常在她的衣橱里玩扮装游戏 I used to play dress-up in her closet all the time.
我记忆中不是这样 That's not how I remember it.
为什么 Why not?
我们在那里不受欢迎 无论你怎么想 We weren't welcome there, no matter what you think.
我们是来自贫民区的孤儿 这一点我们永远忘不了 We were the ghetto orphans, and we could never forget it.
什么 What?
那不是扮装游戏 她让我们在衣橱里玩 That wasn't dress-up. She put us in there and told us to play
是因为她要让自己的孩子参加互助会 whenever she had Jack and Jill meetings for her kids.
我们并不受欢迎 We were not welcome.
有一次我太生气了 放了一浴缸水 把她的假发全扔了进去 I got so mad one time, I ran a bath and threw all her wigs in the tub.
然后我躲进了她的缝纫室 And then I went to go hide in her sewing room.
你就不怕她找到你吗 Weren't you afraid she'd find you?
我藏身的地方都是她告诉我不许去的 I hide in the places I'd been told never to go.
永远不要去 你认为敌人不敢去的地方找他们 Never look for an enemy where you think they're too afraid to go.
我得走了 I gotta go.
这姑娘… This girl…
你知道她昨晚又错过了宵禁时间吗 You know she missed curfew again last night?
-什么 -是的 -She what? -Yeah.
今天早上我起床之前 她就去参加团队练习了 She was going to crew practice before I got up this morning.
-但是听着 我们这么办 -天啊 -But see, here's what we're gonna do. -Oh, my God.
我有计划 I got the plan.
一旦她走进那扇门 回家吃晚餐 As soon as she walks through that door to eat dinner…
等她刚一进来 as soon as she comes in,
我们就把她的手机拿走 we're gonna snatch up that phone,
换成这个宝贝 and we're gonna replace it with this baby.
-这招好 -是的 -This is good. -Yes, it is.
-不能照相玩游戏 -这些都没有 -No pictures, no games… -None of that.
没有社交媒体 对 …no social media. Yes.
-这些都没有 -那她什么时候能拿回自己的手机 -None of that. -So when does she get her phone back?
我同意了才行 Whenever I say.
-稍等一下 宝贝 -好 -Hold on one second, baby. -Uh-huh.
嗨 波比 怎么了 Hey, Pop. What's happening?
嘿 我要去城里 霍特的住处 你能来和我会合吗 Hey, I'm headed to the city. Holt's place. Can you meet me?
-嘿 我们马上要吃晚餐了 -我知道… -Hey, we're about to sit down to dinner. -I know, I know.
听着…现在时机不太合适 Listen, listen. This is not a great time.
我正要和家人一起吃晚餐 I'm about to sit down and eat dinner with the fam.
我觉得他藏在那里 马库斯 I think he's hiding there, Markus.
是吗 Really?
好吧 听着 我这就来 All right, look. I'm on my way.
宝贝 那是… Baby, that was
利益冲突 A conflict of interest?
-丽娜 拜托 -她要离婚了 -Rina, come on, now. -She's getting divorced.
什么 What?
英格拉姆离开了她 搬回东岸去了 Ingram left her. Moved back to the East Coast.
-谁告诉你的 -米卡 -Who told you that? -Micah.
米卡 Micah?
你们待在一起那么长时间 All that time that you spend together,
你没注意到她不再戴结婚戒指了 and you haven't noticed that she stopped wearing her wedding ring.
宝贝 Baby.
-嘿 丽娜 我… -你快去吧 -Hey, Rina, I'm...Just go already.
嘿 你看到他们潜伏在那边了 对吗 Hey. You see 'em lurking back there, right?
-便衣 -对 -Unmarked? -Uh-huh.
看见了 Yeah.
快看… Whoa, whoa, whoa.
那看起来像是血迹 That looks like blood.
你的感觉和我一样吗 You feeling what I'm feeling?
是的 Uh-huh.
去吧… Go, go.
嘿 Hey.
-冷静点 -抱歉 -Take it easy. -Sorry.
等等 你干什么 Whoa. What you doing? What you doing?
什么都别碰… Don't touch anything. Don't touch anything.
好 Okay.
你说对了 这里之前确实有人 You know, you were right. Someone was here.
是 Yeah.
有事发生了 Something went down.
嘿 这里 Hey, over here.
阿立哌唑
-拍好了 -是 -You got it? -Yep.
-“阿立…” 你… -“阿立哌唑” -"Ari..." You..."Aripiprazole."
-是什么药 -抑制精神病药 -What is that? -It's an antipsychotic.
是露丝的 她之前也在这里 It's Rose's. She was here too.
旧金山警察 San Francisco PD!
-不许动 -等等… -Don't move! -Whoa, whoa, whoa.
-手举起来 -别轻举妄动 伙计 -Keep 'em up! -Don't think about it, man.
我们在现场 We're here on location.
房子里发现两位嫌疑人 需要支援 We have two suspects in the house at this time. We need backup.
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波比 我是露丝吉尔 Poppy, this is Rose Gil.
你是在找我吧 I think you're looking for me.