很遗憾 I'm very sorry.
大家都不想看到这样的结果 I know these aren't the results we're hoping for,
目前到第五个周期 but we're at five cycles now,
一般试管婴儿试了五个周期就该停了 and five IVFs is traditionally the cut-off.
你的意思是我们不该再试了 You mean we shouldn't try again?
我建议到了这个时候可以考虑其他办法 I'm saying we're at a point where we should consider some other options.
-你是说领养吗 -对 - You mean adoption? - Yes.
代孕也行 Also surrogacy.
我想自己怀孕 I want to be pregnant.
我知道这本来没什么 不过对我很重要 I know it shouldn't matter, but it... it does.
我想感受婴儿在肚子里成长 I want to feel our baby growing inside me.
我想数着日子直到我们和他 或者她 I want to count the days until we meet him or her
或者双胞胎 or them, together.
我们会继续尝试 宝贝 We'll keep trying, babe.
可以吧 We can, right?
当然 我就是想你们有个思想准备 Of course. Uh, I just want you to be prepared.
每试一轮成功率会下降 The likelihood of success decreases with each round
而且费用会增加 while the cost increases.
我不管花多少钱 I don't care about the cost.
反正是我的钱 我想再试试 It's my money, and I want to try again.
行 八周后我们再来尝试 Okay. We'll start again in eight weeks.
好 我去取车 Okay. I'll go get the car.
我是说真的 好吗 And I'm serious, all right?
只要你想 我们会一直试 直到怀上 We'll keep trying as long as you want until it happens for us,
即便要跑遍比弗利山的每个生育医院 好吗 even if it means we hit every fertility clinic in Beverly Hills, all right?
-好 -我们在门口碰头 - Okay. - I'll see you out front.
他是万里挑一的好男人 He's a keeper.
-又帅又暖心 -是啊 - Nice guy and hot. - Yeah.
我大概是中了六合彩 I kind of hit the jackpot.
上高中时 我是千方百计地不想怀孕 Never thought it'd be so hard
可没想到现在成了想怀都怀不上 to become what I tried so hard to avoid during high school.
不管怎样 我们还要预约一次 Anyway, we need to set up another appointment
两个月后的门诊 two months from now.
我目睹了你们尝试了两年 Look, I've watched you go through this for two years now,
我感同身受 and I feel for you.
我无法想象对你来说有多艰辛 I cannot imagine how hard it must be.
我这么说有点冒犯了 Tell me that I'm way out of line,
不过我要给你看个东西 but I want to show you something.
好 Sure.
这个是受孕图腾 很古老 It's a fertility totem. It's very old.
苏美尔人或是巴比伦人遗留的 Sumerian or Babylonian.
不管源于谁 可能听起来有点怪 But either way, you place it under your bed
你们亲热时 把它放在床底 during intimacy, and as strange as it may sound,
你就能怀上 you get a baby.
我知道你在想什么 Yeah, I know what you're thinking,
但这是我们家祖传已久的法子 but all I can say is that it's been in my family for a very long time.
没有它就没有我 It's the reason I'm here,
我家人一直都是这么跟我说的 or so I've been told all my life.
谢谢你的好意 这是你的 我不能拿走 I appreciate the thought, but I can't take this from you.
拿走没关系的 Sure you can.
我不想要孩子 留着也是浪费 I'm not the baby type, so it's completely wasted on me.
我保证有效 I promise you it works.
你想用多久都行 You can keep it as long as you'd like.
我宁愿把它留给真正需要的人 I'd rather it be with someone who really needs it.
所有的法子我们都试过了 We've tried everything else.
试试这个也无伤大雅 I guess a little magic couldn't hurt.
谢谢 Thanks.
太疯狂了 Crazy.
你说什么 You say something?
我终于有一次试镜的机会... I finally got an audition...
已经等了两周了... First one in two weeks...
我扮演的角色还是有名有姓 And my character actually has a name.
而不是"醉鬼" 或 "二等警员"了 It's not "Drunk Guy" or "Second Police Officer."
即使你是"三等警员" 我也爱你 I love you even if you're Third Police Officer.
你很快就不用为别人读剧本了 Before you know it, you won't have to read for anyone.
你能行的 宝贝 It's gonna happen for you, babe.
最好如此 不然大家以为 It better, or people are gonna think
我娶你是为了钱 I married you for your money,
因为很少有"二等警员"能过这样的生活 'cause not a lot of Second Police Officers live like this.
我没在吹嘘 我的钱都是继承的 I'd brag, but all I did was inherit it.
全靠我祖父 Granddad did all the work.
我不想像复读机一样老重复 Look, I don't want to sound like a broken record,
可我今天跟你说的都是真心话 but I'm serious about what I said today.
你支持我的演艺事业 You stuck with me with this acting thing,
我会一直与你尝试要孩子 and I'm gonna stick with you for the baby.
怎么样都行 Whatever you want.
现在我只要一样东西 Right now, I only want one thing.
第一季 第 5 集
"巴尔"
十六个月后
十分钟前我才给他喂了止痛水 I gave him gripe water ten minutes ago.
你是不是吃了辛辣的东西 Maybe you ate something spicy?
诺尔玛 我什么也没吃 I didn't eat anything, Norma.
我没事 I'm okay.
你走吧 You can go.
-马特先生什么时候回来 -我不知道 - When is Mr. Matt coming home? - I don't know.
他今晚要拍片 "海军罪案调查处"[经典美剧] He's shooting tonight... NCIS.
那是我妈最喜欢的节目 That's my mother's favorite show.
我会让她找马特的镜头 I'll have her look for him.
告诉她别眨眼 Tell her not to blink.
还是不够温柔 我来哄吧 You're not being gentle enough. Let me.
搞得好像我不会带自己的孩子 It's like I don't know how to operate my own baby.
丽芙太太 这事慢慢来 Mrs. Liv, this takes time.
如果不是因为这个呢 What if it doesn't?
感觉他根本不想我靠近 It's like he doesn't even want to be around me,
就好像我不是他妈妈一样 like I'm not his mother.
别这么说 Don't say that.
我为什么要孩子 Why did I do this?
简直就是个天大的错误 It was such a fucking mistake!
都忘了你了 Forgot about you.
还真谢谢你啊 小鬼头 Thanks for everything, you little shit.
真该把你丢进垃圾桶 Should have just thrown you in the trash.
天啊 抱歉 Jesus. Sorry, sorry, sorry.
我不想出声 怕吵醒他 I was being quiet in case he was sleeping.
马特 你在搞什么鬼 What the hell, Matt?
你是想吓死我吗 Are you trying to kill me?
导演他们要求我戴着这个 Well, they asked me to keep it on
因为这个造型要做很久 'cause it takes forever to apply, and
而且我得在两小时内回到片场 I got to report back to set in two hours
拍验尸的场景 to do the big coroner scene.
那你还大老远的回来 So why'd you come all the way home?
诺尔玛打电话给我 Well, Norma called me,
她想让我来看看你的情况 and she wanted me to check in on you.
那女人 要么趾高气昂的说我 要么就监视我 That woman. If she's not barking orders at me, she's spying on me.
就像我妈一样 It's like living with my mom,
他妈的我们还得付她钱 only we have to fucking pay her.
她在担心你 我也是 Look, she's worried about you, and so am I.
如果你这么担心 你就不会整晚消失 If you were so worried, you wouldn't disappear all night
只为了在桌子上扮演具尸体 just to play a corpse on a table.
有点伤人了 That's a little harsh.
你不是要一直戴着吗 Aren't you supposed to leave that on?
去他的 戴着太难受了 Fuck. I'm super uncomfortable.
宝贝 我知道现在说这个不是时候 Look, babe, I know the timing's not great,
但这是次机会 环环相扣 all right, but it's network, and it could lead to other things.
我不想成为一个... And I don't want to be that guy...
只靠妻子养活的男人 The one that lives off his wife's money.
好吗 我也想为这个家付出 All right? I want to contribute.
我只希望最近不是这种感觉就好了 I just wish I didn't feel like this all the time.
我像是... 失控了 Like I'm... losing it.
昨天 我看了一个旅游公司的广告 是关于父母的 Yesterday, I was watching an Expedia commercial
我哭了一个多小时 about parents, and I cried for over an hour.
我从始至终就希望做一个母亲 All I've ever wanted to do is be a mom,
但我太他妈差劲了 and I fucking suck at it.
你一点都不差 Hey, hey, no, you don't.
更糟的是... And what's worse...
两年来 我一直抱怨没能有个孩子 For two years, I complained about not having a baby,
可现在 有了孩子我还在抱怨 and now, all I do is complain about having one.
你怎么能忍受和我在一起 How can you stand to be with me?
宝贝 听我说 Baby, listen to me.
一年前 我们有一个很美好的夜晚 A year ago, I had a very hot night of sex,
然后我的工作就基本完成了 all right, and then my job was pretty much done.
而你的肚子里孕育着一个生命 Right? You grew a human being inside of you.
你的身体经历了地狱般的折磨 Your body went through hell,
而我只能从"期待"那本书里知道这一切 and everything that I know from that What to Expect book
还是你逼我看的 that you made me read,
你所经历的一切都很常见 everything you're experiencing is completely normal.
别再说是"产后抑郁"好吗 Just don't call it the "baby blues," okay?
这更像是... It's more like...
产后地狱 baby hell.
你想怎么称呼都行 但是... Call it whatever you want, okay, but...
你应该... 找人聊聊 You should... talk to someone.
马特 我不想看心理医生 I'm not seeing a therapist, Matt.
她不是心理医生 She's not a therapist.
她是一位研究激素和产后疾病的医学博士 She's an M. D. in hormone and postpartum disorders.
-你怎么认识她的 -经纪人介绍的 - Who told you about this woman? - My agent.
他的太太有产后问题 His wife had postpartum,
这个医生帮了他们很多 and this doctor really helped them out.
所以你现在是给我确诊了吗 So you're officially diagnosing me now?
总之 考虑一下 Look, just consider it.
好吗 只是让你考虑一下 Okay? That's-that's all I'm asking.
老天啊 放过我吧 Please, God, don't do this to me.
我才躺下 I just got to bed.
那还挺吓人的 Oh, that's a scary one.
那个点醒来 That hour, having just woken up,
从婴儿监视器里看到任何东西都不出奇 you can see anything in those baby monitors.
我有第一个孩子时 我发誓见到了 When I had my first, I swear I saw him
小宝宝爬出婴儿床 爬上窗帘 climbing out of the crib and up the curtains.
但实际上他没动 But he hadn't moved.
老实说跟有类似经历的人聊这些 I'll admit, it's really nice talking to someone
感觉好受多了 who's been through this.
当然了 还有什么 Sure. What else?
我觉得不该提起这事 I don't think it's a question I should even ask.
每次想起都会让我抓狂 I feel crazy just thinking about it.
如果不出说你的想法 I can't make a full diagnosis
我无法做出诊断 unless I know what's going on in your mind.
婴儿可能会怨恨他母亲吗 Is it possible for a baby to hate its mother?
你认为孩子在怨恨你 You think your baby hates you?
无论我怎么哄 他一直哭 He'll be crying for hours, and no matter what I do,
我没办法哄好他 I can't get him to settle down.
若是换成诺尔玛或我老公抱他 哪怕就几秒 But then Norma or my husband holds him for a few seconds,
他马上就能睡着 and he falls asleep instantly.
你指的应该是泡菜罐综合症 I think you're talking about the pickle jar syndrome.
我不了解这个 I don't know that one.
你用两小时都没打开的罐头 You spent two hours loosening the pickle jar,
在诺尔玛和你丈夫介入后 and then Norma and your husband step in
就直接打开了 and pop it right open.
-你理解了吗 -理解了 但不只是这样 - You see what I mean? - Yeah, but it's more.
他让我有种感觉 It's a feeling I get from him.
他很累 压力很大 像你一样 He's tired and stressed out, like you.
也许来源于你 Maybe even because of you.
婴儿感受到了你的压力 Babies can pick up on stress, you know,
这也许是他不安分的原因 which is maybe why he's even so fussy.
我回答你的问题 But to answer you,
婴儿是不会怨恨自己的母亲 no, a baby cannot hate its mother.
好吧 Okay.
但有时有这种感受并不疯狂 But it's not crazy to sometimes get that feeling.
晚上有人帮你照顾婴儿吗 Do you have anyone helping you at night?
我丈夫要拍戏 My husband's on a shoot.
请个夜间护理怎么样 What about a night nurse?
我不想让其他人养大我的孩子 I don't want anyone else raising my baby.
我连我的佣人都忍受不了 I can barely deal with my housekeeper.
只是几个星期 直到你找到一些平衡 Just for a few weeks until you find some balance,
或荷尔蒙平稳下来 until your hormones level out.
抱歉 伯杰医生 但是不行 I'm sorry, Dr. Berger, but no.
我也不想吃药 And I don't want any pills, either.
如果你不想的话 We don't have to jump into any medications
-可以不开药 -好的 - if you don't want to. - Okay.
我们可以尝试一些方法 We can just start off with some strategies
来帮你和宝宝解决问题 to help you and your baby.
-好 -有的方式可能比较新颖 - Okay. - Now, some might seem a little new agey.
不过还挺有效的 But that doesn't mean they don't work.
行 Okay.
艾伦 你喜欢吗 Hey, Aaron. You like that?
温度刚刚好 Oh, that's a nice temperature.
很舒服吧 It's very cozy in here.
你是不是很喜欢宝宝水疗呀 You like your little baby spa, don't you?
是吧 Yeah.
准备好了吗 我搓搓你的肩膀 Oh, ready? I'll get your shoulder
还有手肘 and your elbows
这边的肩膀和手肘 and then your other shoulder and your other elbow.
感觉怎么样 What do you think about it?
真好玩 It's fun in here.
-早 -快听 - Hey. - Listen.
我... 没听见什么声音 I... I-I don't... I don't hear anything.
这就对了 伯杰推荐我的 Exactly. Those detox baths
排毒浴确实起效了 Berger recommended are making all the difference.
还有她让我听了有舒缓作用的海浪声博客 And the podcast she turned me onto... Soothing Waves...
就像是天籁之音 非常解压 It's like heaven with earbuds, total decompression.
亲爱的 这太棒了 不过我... That's great, hon, but I, um...
我得赶紧走了 我想在试镜前买杯咖啡 I got to run. I want to get some coffee before my audition.
已经帮你准备好了 I already made you one.
真的吗 What?
亲爱的你太贴心了 Oh. That is so sweet, baby.
我都不知道该说什么了 I... I don't know what to say.
我才是应该表达谢意的人 I'm the one who needs to say something.
谢谢 Thank you.
伯杰医生真是帮了大忙 Dr. Berger made all the difference.
连诺尔玛都被震惊到了 Even Norma's impressed. She didn't try
-她今天一次都没说教我 -那太好了 - to school me once today. - Now, that's a miracle.
别担心 我会处理好的 去吧 Don't worry. I got this. Go on.
-好 -祝你好运 - Okay. - Break a leg.
谢谢 Thank you.
-我爱你 -我也爱你 - I love you. - I love you.
丽芙 你可以的 You got this, Liv.
你怎么会出现在这儿 How did you get here?
怎么样子还变了 And why do you look different?
是你把这东西放到艾伦床上的吗 Did you put this in Aaron's crib?
你怎么会有这么一个玩意儿 Why do you have something like that?
诺尔玛 这和你无关 回答我 That's my business, Norma. I just need to know.
-我不能在这里工作了 -你要去哪里 - I can't work here. - Where are you going?
诺尔玛 Norma!
我不怪诺尔玛离开 I don't blame Norma for leaving. I mean,
我也不希望身边有这种东西 I wouldn't want to be around one of these, either.
这看起来太诡异了 It looks fucking satanic.
我刚拿到的时候它不长这样 It didn't look like that when I got it.
我... 不知道该怎么说 I... I-I don't even know what to say to that.
你说它... 变样是什么意思 I mean, what are you saying... That it's-it's changing?
归根结底 你是从哪里弄来的 Where'd you get that, anyways?
就是家新潮玩店 Just some new age store.
看上去像个能带来好运的护身符 It's just like a talisman, good luck thing.
重点不是这个 It's no big deal.
我只想知道... 为什么它会出现在艾伦的婴儿床上 I just... want to know how it ended up in Aaron's crib.
肯定不是我放的 Well, I-I sure as hell didn't put it there.
我没说是你放的 I'm not saying you did.
那地下室又是怎么回事 Then what about the basement?
跟你说了 感觉里面就像浣熊被困在了里面 I told you. It seems like a raccoon got trapped down there.
爪印特别大 Those claw marks were huge.
亲爱的 你的意思是 I mean, babe, what are you actually saying here?
我们家有鬼吗 That we have, what, a-a ghost?
怎么可能 I mean, come on.
我不知道 I don't know.
我很纳闷你居然会觉得 Personally, I'm a little weirded out that you think
这个丑玩意儿为我们带来了孩子 this ugly-ass thing is responsible for our baby.
想到这段日子以来这东西一直在我们床底下 And I am very weirded out
我也感觉很不自在 that I've had to sleep over it all this time.
不过... But...
我觉得一切说到底是因为 what I think is actually happening is
你非常非常疲劳 that you're just very, very tired,
所以会幻想出来太多东西 and your imagination's in-in overdrive.
我... 还以为你恢复了不少 I... I thought you were feeling better.
以为伯杰帮你走出来了 I thought Berger made a difference.
她确实做到了 She did.
好像并没有 Doesn't sound like it.
看看你现在的样子 I mean, look at you.
亲爱的 我很担心 I'm getting worried, baby.
不用担心我 You don't need to be.
丽芙... Liv...
"海军罪案调查处"剧组让我回去 NCIS wants me back, okay?
我的角色有个闪回剧集 There's this flashback episode for my character.
要知道 那是个真实的角色而不是念台词的替身 You know, an actual part, not just a stand-in with lines.
我会跟真正的演员们一起出现在画面里 And I'll be in scenes with real actors.
亲爱的 那太棒了 That's great, honey.
不过我们要拍夜戏 Yeah, but we're shooting nights,
万一你看到浣熊或者什么诡异的雕像吓坏了 and I cannot do it if you're gonna be freaking out
我没办法赶回来帮你 over raccoons and weird fucking statues.
我们是在往前迈进的好吗 Please let me know that we're not going backwards, all right?
你要给我一些能放下心来的理由 You got to give me a reason not to worry, please.
我没事 I'm okay.
真的 Really.
生育之神苏美尔
巴尔恶魔
我... I...
是静电干扰... 之类的原因 It's static. It's-it's like there's interference - or something.
我最开始也是这么想的 That's what I thought at first,
可后来我试了一下 but then I tried something.
亲爱的 你醒来以后捣鼓这东西有多久了 Baby... how long have you been up messing around with this?
你得去睡一会儿 You were supposed to be getting some sleep.
仔细听 Just listen.
这是以五倍速播放 This is it sped up five times.
听到了吗 Hear that?
听听 马特求你了 Listen. Just listen, Matt. Please.
"我... 要... 他" "I"... "want"... "him."
"我要他" "I want him."
别告诉我这些不是单词 Don't tell me those aren't words!
我… 不知道听到了什么 I-I don't know what I'm hearing, okay?
我得弄清楚 I got to try and get this clearer.
我… I...
-见鬼 -…要…他 - Fuck! - ...want ...him.
请别生气 Please don't be mad.
我请她来看看 I asked her to come over.
你好 丽芙 Hi, Liv.
让我听听 Let me listen.
求求你 再听一遍 Just-just listen again, please.
我不需要 I don't have to.
我知道里面什么都没有 I know what isn't there.
-明明很清晰 -丽芙 - But it's so clear. - Liv,
人脑已经进化到能找到事物之间的联系 the human brain has evolved to find connections.
-不 -是的 - No. - Yeah.
这是“空想性错视” "Pareidolia" is what it's called.
在自然界中 When the mind sees patterns and faces
当大脑看到的图案和面孔 例如火星表面的人脸 in nature, like faces on Mars,
或者在烤吐司上看到圣母玛利亚 or the Virgin Mary in a piece of burnt toast.
还有听觉幻想性错觉 And there are also auditory pareidolia,
就像歌迷听到"保罗已经死了" like when fans hear, "Paul is
出现在披头士的一首歌里 a dead man" in one of the Beatles' songs.
-所以我得了妄想症 -不 这是人类会产生的自然现象 - So I'm delusional. - No. You're human.
你是正常人 You're human.
你的荷尔蒙水平在剧烈变化 Your hormones are on a roller-coaster ride.
你的压力太大了 而且缺少睡眠 You're stressed out and sleep-deprived.
很少有人知道 Very few people understand just how debilitating
缺少睡眠能让人多么虚弱 the lack of sleep can be.
我不觉得这是因为缺少睡眠 I don't think this is about my lack of sleep.
这就是原因 It's exactly what this is about.
你现在不能清醒地思考 You're not thinking clearly.
你越早接受事实 我们就能尽快推进 The sooner you accept that, the sooner we can move forward.
我给你开了左洛复[抗抑郁处方药] I'm prescribing Zoloft,
一天五十毫克 50 milligrams per day.
敬马特… 我们当中第一个成功的人 To Matt... the first one of us to make it.
哥们 为你骄傲 Proud of you, buddy.
这都大概喝了第九轮了 All right, that's, like, the ninth toast.
我想你只是把我作为喝酒的理由 I think you're just using me as an excuse to drink.
这不捧你吗兄弟 Ah, just kissing your butt, man,
这样你就不会忘了大学 so you don't forget about your old college buddies
电影专业的老同学 from the film department.
请记住 Just remember.
这个世界需要高挑的极客风格演员 The world needs tall, geek character actors.
和了不起的布景师 And great set decs.
或者剪辑师 兼声音设计师 Or editors/sound designers
和他们的私人设备 with their own equipment, hmm?
好了 你们都开始扯远了 All right, I think you guys are getting carried away.
不过是演了七句台词 It's only seven lines.
就这样吗 - All right? - Oh, that's it?
天哪 我只在小时候见过这个 Oh, wow. Haven't seen one of these since I was a kid.
你在跳蚤市场买的吗 You find this in a flea market?
好极了 我们以前很喜欢游戏之夜 Oh, yeah. We used to love game nights.
我一直很想试试 I always wanted to try one,
今晚可是个绝佳时机 and tonight's the perfect night for it.
我觉得今天不太合适 I don't think that's such a good idea.
-下次再说吧 -马特 没关系 - Maybe another time. - No. Matt, it's okay.
我们召唤鬼魂 We call on the spirits.
和我们对话… Speak to us...
我们恳求你 we beseech you.
如果有人在 If anyone is there,
请和我们交流 please communicate with us.
恳求 Beseech.
闭嘴 集中注意力 Shut up and focus.
请给我们一个迹象 Give us a sign.
我们玩过上万遍了 We've played this a million times.
从没成功过 It's never worked.
它动了 It moved.
好了 谁干的 All right, who did that?
-不是我 -也不是我 - Not me. - Me, either.
别看我 Don't look at me.
告诉我们 Talk to us.
你是谁 Who are you?
"J."
"A."
"C."
"杰克" 是个名字 "Jack." It's a name.
见鬼了 Holy shit.
"M."
"E."
"H."
"O."
"F." "F."
"给我打手枪" "Jack me off."
-混蛋 -你在开玩笑吗 - Assholes! - Are you kidding me?
如果你有哪怕一分钱 我会马上离婚并且把钱卷走 I-f you had any money, I'd divorce you right now and take it all.
你脸上的表情 The look on your faces.
你们感觉到了吗 You feel that?
拜托老兄 我们没有… All right, dude. Come on. We're not...
我是认真的 它动了 I-I'm serious. It moved.
我发誓 这不是我做的 I swear, I'm not doing this.
有人在吗 Is someone present?
你有话对我们说吗 Is there something you want to say to us?
"H."
"E."
"I."
"S."
"M."
"I."
"N."
该死 Fuck.
"E."
该死 Fuck.
"他是我的 他... "He is mine. He...
他是我的 "He is mine.
他是我的" He is mine."
什么... 那是什么意思 What...what does that mean?
"他是我的" 说的是艾伦 "He is mine" means Aaron.
丽芙 别这样 Liv, come on.
-该死的玩意儿 -怎么了 - Fucking thing out! - Oh, what's wrong?
亲爱的 冷静点 Honey, calm down.
别叫我冷静 Don't tell me to calm down.
"我要他" "他是我的" "I want him." "He is mine."
那些声音 The voices.
地窖里的抓痕 The scratches in the cellar.
监视器上的那个东西 That thing on the monitor.
这房子里有东西 There's something in this house,
-它在追杀我们的儿子 -喂 - and it's after our son. - Hey.
丽芙 这太疯狂了 拜托... Liv, that's crazy, all right? Just... please.
发生太多事了 马特 There's too much going on, Matt.
是恶魔 是真的 It's a demon, and it's real.
我们现在就得做点什么 And we need to do something about it now!
丽芙 你要去哪 Liv, where are you going?
丽芙 Liv?
丽芙 你太让我难堪了 Liv, you embarrassed the shit out of me!
过来 Hey, come here.
他们是我最好的朋友 Those are my best friends, all right?
我从大学就认识他们了 People I've known since college,
现在他们觉得你他妈的疯了 and now they think you're fucking crazy.
我不管他们怎么想 I don't care what they think!
好了 我受够了 All right, I've fucking had it!
我一直都很耐心也很宽容 I've been patient and understanding
对患有产后综合症的妻子尽职尽责 and all the things you're supposed to do when your wife
但我再也受不了了 is having postpartum events, but I can't fucking do it anymore!
多年的荷尔蒙 试管婴儿 Years of-of hormones and-and IVFs
看医生 现在又说有什么恶魔 and doctor appointments, and now this demon shit!
你得自己想想办法 You have got to figure your shit out.
做你该做的 Do what you have to do.
快他妈想想办法吧 求你了 Just fucking figure it out, please.
去你的 马特 Fuck you, Matt.
去... 你的 Fuck... you.
只是一场小风暴 It's just a little storm.
只是个小风暴 It's just a little storm.
我知道 我知道 I know. I know.
贱人 Bitch.
你休想得到我的孩子 You'll never get my baby!
我不会让你得逞的 I won't let you!
这东西... This thing...
它给了我一个孩子 It gave me a baby.
但现在它想要回去 But now it wants it back.
我不明白 I don't understand.
这是巴尔 是个恶魔 It's Ba'al. It's a demon,
你要告诉我怎么摆脱它 and you're going to tell me how to get rid of it.
这说不通 It doesn't make any sense.
巴尔是生育之神 不是恶魔 Ba'al is fertility god. He isn't a demon.
他表现得就像个恶魔 Well, he's sure as hell acting like one.
其中一本书包含放逐仪式 One of these contains a banishment ritual,
-但这些魔法书 -什么书 - but these grimoires... - Grim what?
魔法书 它们是黑魔法大全 Grimoires. They're compendiums of black magic.
我是出于历史原因才留着 I only have them for historical reasons.
引入反异教徒邪恶之物 They were all written by old white men
是位白人老头写的 who bought into the whole anti-pagan demonic thing.
恶魔会带走灵魂 Demons taking souls.
都是教堂宣传 童话故事 好莱坞的东西 It's all church branding, fairy tale stuff, Hollywood.
也许你并不是很了解 Well, maybe you don't know as much about it as you think.
我父母涉足过神圣艺术 My parents dabbled in the sacred arts,
但我从高中起就迷上了魔法 but I have been hardcore into magic since high school.
魔法... 它救了我的命 Magic... it saved my life.
但是我迷恋嗑药 虐待自己的身体 但异教 I was on drugs, abusing my body, but paganism...
它为我打开了一个全新的世界 It opened up a whole new world for me,
一个改变一切的新宇宙 a new universe that turned everything around.
-你没事吧 -我只是累了 - You okay? - I'm just tired.
请相信我 我给你图腾的时候 Believe me, when I gave you that totem,
只想帮上忙 I was only trying to help.
现在就帮帮我 Just help me now.
好了 Okay.
就是这里 This is it.
这是仪式简要 This is the summary of the ritual.
我丈夫晚上有外拍工作 My husband's on a night shoot.
我今晚就可以 I could do it tonight.
"匕首仪式" "A ritual dagger."
用完之后还给我好吗 I'm gonna want this back, okay?
这可是巫术会三周的薪水 It was three weeks salary at a Wiccan convention.
它很神圣 而且非常非常古老 It's consecrated and really, really old.
跟着仪式操作就行了 Just follow the ritual.
吾崇拜[拉丁语] Consecro et benedico
并愿奉献 circulum meum.
愿奉上 Effluxisse meo sanguine mala
吾之血 praesentia corporis et.
牺牲只为与祢相连 Sacrificium meum,
请祢 loquor ad te,
答应 oro, qui
吾... favorem...
他是我的 He is mine.
请倾听 Exaudi preces
吾的... meas...
...祈祷 ...et adiuva me
解脱吾 in tribulatione mea.
吾祈祷恶魔显现 Exaudi me Daemonium.
恶魔保佑 Fove Diabole.
恶魔保佑 Fove Diabole!
保佑吾[快编不下去了...] Ego diabolis.
他是我的 He is mine.
我的天 Oh, my God.
不 No!
两周后
马特 Matt.
我停不下来 I can't stop seeing it.
那把刀一直浮现在我面前 I can't stop seeing the knife.
对不起 马特 I'm so sorry, Matt.
对不起 I'm so sorry.
来 Come here.
我以为再也见不到你了 I thought I was gonna lose you.
别再想了好吗 Hey, don't think about it anymore, okay?
你当时神志不清 况且你也不是有意的 You weren't thinking straight, and you didn't mean to do it.
好吗 结束了 都过去了 Okay? And it's over, it's in the past.
那... How's...
艾伦怎么样了 how's Aaron?
他很好 He's good.
亲爱的 听我说 Honey, listen to me.
你没必要这么做 You don't have to do this.
没必要把自己锁在这种地方 You don't have to stay here all locked up like this.
我差点杀了你 I almost killed you.
也害了艾伦 I put Aaron in danger.
直到伯杰医生同意了我才回家 I'm not coming home until Dr. Berger says I can.
等安全了再回去 Until it's safe.
所有的表格我都签好了 I signed all the forms.
我不喜欢在这种地方见你 I hate seeing you in a place like this.
我也不喜欢 但我不能离开 I don't like it, either, but I can't leave.
我不能 I won't.
等我处理好再说吧 Not until I get a handle on everything.
好吧 Okay.
不论你做什么 Whatever you need,
我都陪你 I'm here.
我爱你 I love you.
我也爱你 马特 I love you so much, Matt.
很爱你 So much.
-抱歉 -操 - Oh, I'm sorry. - Fuck.
那个疯女人真他妈会找事 That crazy bitch really fucking got me.
你还真让她伤到你 I still can't believe you let her do it.
我可是个敬业的好演员 宝贝 Yeah, well, great actors are committed to their roles, babe.
是否意味着可以把公寓里的神啊鬼啊扔掉了 Does this mean I can get all that occult shit out of my apartment now?
你的异教徒时代结束了 Oh, your pagan days are over.
等我的律师搞定她之后 Once my lawyers get through with her,
她就永远待在那吧 she will be committed indefinitely.
谢天谢地 那东西真的吓死人 Thank God. That stuff really creeps me out,
尤其是我从招魂师那弄来的咒语书 especially those spell books I got from the spiritualist place.
我得烧掉鼠尾草 再雇个灵气大师 I'm gonna have to burn sage and hire a Reiki master
好好清理一下 to clean the place out.
至少你没有那么痛苦 Oh. Boo-hoo. At least you're not in fucking agony.
振作点 Oh, cheer up.
我会是你一生中最棒的护士 I'm gonna be the best nurse you've ever had in your life.
操 Ah, fuck.
这是我参与过的最棒的演出 Best damn production I've ever been a part of.
你们表现得都很不错 敬你们 You all brought your A game. Cheers to you guys.
干杯 Cheers.
这要是个电视剧 起码得拍个八季 If it were a series, it'd run for eight seasons.
他们自己产生怀疑 Gaslighters.
每周都有人被我们逼疯 Every week, we drive a new person crazy.
这周 有个学校的老师说 This week, a school teacher thinks
他被外星人调查了 he's being probed by aliens.
还有你 老兄 Hey, and you, buddy boy,
该给你颁个特别艺术创作艾美奖 deserve a special creative arts Emmy.
婴儿监视器 The baby monitors,
模拟巴尔声音的隐藏音响系统 the hidden sound system for Ba'al, and the raccoon
浣熊的抓痕... 这才是真的牛逼 scratches... truly inspiring, beautiful.
没什么比钞票更能激发灵感了吧 Well, nothing inspires like cold, hard cash.
我们还以为你只关心艺术 Here we thought you were all about the craft.
没人夸一下 Anyone gonna say anything
我雕的三个图腾吗 about the three different totems I had to carve?
我制造的迷雾怎么样 超棒吧 And what about my awesome mist?
宝贝 你起的雾一绝 Babe, no one can whip up a ground fog like you can.
至少你不用在头上戴角了 At least you didn't have to wear horns on your head.
那些翅膀之类的把我肩袖都给毁了 Those wings kind of screwed up my rotator cuffs.
不过我不得不说 换药 Though, I must admit, switching out the medicine
才是最重要的一步 probably sealed the deal.
♪ 不要来找我... ♪ ♪ Not coming for me... ♪
你给她吃的什么 老兄 What'd you give her, man?
一些精神药物的混合品 A little psychoactive cocktail.
-我的独家秘方 -既然已经定了 - My secret recipe. - So, now that we've aired,
我们什么时候能看到结果 when do we see residuals?
我参加这个可是为了最后的胜利 I joined this show for the back end.
法律方面的事还要几个月 Well, legal stuff's gonna take a few months.
-老兄 -但是 听我说 - Dude. - But hey, listen, listen.
等这些都归我了 我们下半辈子就不愁吃穿了 When all this is mine, we are gonna be set for life.
-好吧 -是的 - Okay? - Yeah.
我们再也不用工作了 And we are never gonna have to work again
除非我们闲着无聊没事干 unless we fucking want to.
-好 -对吧 - Yeah! - Right?
对吧 干杯 Right? Cheers to that.
来 Come on!
我想起来 Which reminds me,
我得去搞清楚幼儿园是怎么回事 I got to figure out the daycare situation,
寄宿学校之类的 and you know, it's never too early
也是越早考虑越好 to start thinking about boarding schools.
你好无情 You're cold.
我的角色 I'm an actor in a role
可没有当爹这一角好吧 that he never signed up for, all right?
我故意糟蹋自己的身体 这样精子数才能降下来 I mean, I put my body through hell to have a low sperm count.
泡热水澡 穿紧身内裤 Long hot tubs, tight underwear.
我出的主意 My idea.
我他妈甚至还吃了类固醇 You know, I even fucking took steroids,
[服用类固醇可能会导致精子数量减少]
但这些小杂种还是游过去了 but these little fuckers still swam through.
这... 太荒唐了 It's... it's ridiculous.
来了 来了 Okay. Okay, okay.
好了 嘘 嘘 All right. Shh, shh, shh.
真棒 拉屎了 Aw, great. An explosion.
真造孽了 我的天 Universe hates me. Oh, my God.
-对 倒满 倒满 -对 - Yes. Fill it up! Fill it up! - Yeah!
好了 好了 不要太多 Okay, okay. Not too much.
来 派对有你才有活力 There you go. You're the life of the party, baby.
-干杯 -♪ 不是为我而来... ♪ - Cheers. - ♪ Not coming for me... ♪
♪ 不是为我而来... ♪ ♪ Now coming for me... ♪
我已经关了扬声器了 I took out the speaker system.
你是关了呢 Sure you did.
不是 我发誓 我不知道这是怎么回事 No, I swear, I don't know what that is.
灯怎么了 What's with these lights?
看 Look.
那不可能 That's not possible.
我把干冰机放回出租屋了 I took the dry ice machine back to the rental house.
各位 还玩吗 表演结束吧 Come on, you guys. Really? Show's over.
如果有其他人进来 看到这些 我们就完蛋了 If somebody else walks in and sees this, we're screwed.
-这不是我做的 -我告诉过你了 不是我 - I'm not doing this! - I told you, it's not me!
你是我的 You are mine.
不要 No!
操 Oh, shit!
没事的 Shh, it's okay. Shh.
不要... No...
不 No!
我没想到你会来 I didn't think you'd come.
我不知道自己为什么来 I don't know why I did.
我不应该来的 I shouldn't have.
你是个混蛋 马特 You're a bastard, Matt.
我什么都跟警察说了 我们对你做的一切 I told the police everything, what we did to you.
你为什么不告诉我你这样做的原因 Why don't you tell me why you did it?
我们结婚了 We're married.
我的就是你的 Everything I have is yours.
我不想要孩子 丽芙 I didn't want kids, Liv.
我跟你说过了 但你听不进去 I told you that, but you didn't listen.
之后 我... After a while, I...
我也不想要你了 I didn't want you, either.
但是你想要我的钱 But you wanted my money.
所以发生了什么 So what happened?
你不想和你的朋友分享我的钱是吗 You didn't want to share it with your friends?
他们是不是越来越贪了 Did they get greedy?
警察是那样想的 That's what the police think,
但是 我没有杀他们 but I-I didn't kill them.
我知道事情看起来是这样 I know what it looks like, but
可我永远不会杀人的 丽芙 I could never do that, Liv.
是那个恶魔 It was the demon.
是巴尔 他是真的 而且 It was Ba'al. He's-he's real, and-and
他杀了所有人 让我来当替罪羊 he killed everybody, and he left me to take the blame for it.
我不知道为什么 I don't know why.
等等 等等 Wait, wait. Wait, wait. Wait.
你觉得我会听... Do you think I'm gonna listen to this...
你说的这些吗 from you?
太可怕了 我知道这听起来不可思议 但这是真的 It's crazy. I-I-I know it sounds crazy, but it's true.
我亲眼所见 I saw it with my own eyes.
他杀了罗里和艾玛 What he did to Rory and Emma.
和伯纳黛特 And Bernadette.
我需要你的帮助 I need your help.
-我的帮助 -我需要钱 雇个律师 求你了 - My help? - I need money for an attorney, please.
我不知道哪一个更难以置信... I don't know what's more unbelievable...
你的故事 还是 你真的以为 Your story, or that you really think
我会帮你 I would ever help you.
公设辩护律师会让我死无葬身之地的 I will get slaughtered with a public defender.
因为我需要... 需要人能帮我打赢这场官司 'Cause I-I need... I need somebody who will fight this,
能帮我解释我只是精神错乱 或者... who could put together an insanity plea or...
你不需要花大价钱请律师 You don't need an expensive attorney
证明你疯了 马特 to prove that you're crazy, Matt.
我是我们孩子的爸爸 As the father of our son.
艾伦没有爸爸 Aaron doesn't have a father.
丽芙 Liv!
别走 丽芙 Hey, don't walk away from me! Liv!
丽芙 别回家 丽芙 那个恶魔是真的 Liv, don't go back to the house! Liv, he's real!
他是真的 丽芙 He's real! Liv!
现在只剩你和我了 It's you and me now.
你和我对抗世界 You and me against the world.
看着我 Face me.
我杀了他们 I killed them.
释放我 Release me.
我猜是我欠你的 I guess I owe you that.
难道不疯狂吗 It's amazing, isn't it?
那个婊子伯纳黛特真是太蠢了 That stupid bitch Bernadette.
她以为她的是一个假驱逐咒语 She thought she gave me a fake banishing spell.
我要不是这么疯狂 If I hadn't been so crazy
以为自己永远不会从医院出来 thinking I'd never get out of that hospital,
我可能不会再试一次 I probably wouldn't have tried it again.
请倾听吾的 Exaudi preces meas,
祈祷 et adiuva me
解脱吾 tribulatione meas.
吾祈祷恶魔显现 Exaudi me daemonium.
吾祈祷 Exaudi me
恶魔显现 daemonium.
吾祈祷恶魔显现 Exaudi me daemonium.
我祈祷 Exaudi me
恶魔显现 daemonium.
她不知道的是 But what she didn't realize
她给我的是真的能召唤出的咒语 is that she gave me a real life summoning spell.
释放我 Release me.
只有一个条件 Only on one condition.
你再给我个孩子 You give me another baby.